Out of favor with his current club and with no answer in sight, New York City FC midfielder Mix Diskerud voiced his displeasure on Instagram in a poem.

Diskerud, a valuable midfielder in the right situation, became the odd man out last season in a crowded and talented NYCFC midfield. The fallout of whatever occurred between head coach Patrick Vieira and Diskerud as his role diminished in 2016 clearly spilled over into this season.

A technically gifted player, Diskerud has struggled to adjust to the physicality of Major League Soccer while the roster around him continues to improve. In a league that’s rapidly bringing in talent both foreign and domestic, he simply hasn’t lived up to expectations, nor his contract.