On Sundays Höss would take Brigitte and her four siblings to see the horses and German Shepherds. She remembered men with black-and-white striped uniforms working in the garden She still sleeps with her parents' wedding photograph above her bed, and told Mr Harding: "I'm sure he (her father) was sad inside. It is just a feeling. The way he was at home, the way he was with us, sometimes he looked sad when he came back from work.