I want you to want me to tell you to take your clothes off.

I want you to want me to tell you to get on your knees.

I want you to want me to bend you over and pull your hair while I grind inside you.

I want you to be there when I need relief.

I want you to kiss me .

I want you to hug me

I want you to use your loving touch to ease my aching body.

I want you to be happy.

I want to stimulate you.

I want to make you orgasm.

I don’t feel like I belong.

I don’t feel like I belong in this world.

I don’t feel like this world needs me.

I don’t feel like I fit in with other people’s standards.

I feel like I lack control.

I feel like someone who wants to feel more than lost and confused.

I feel unnecessary.

I think sex is a better addiction than needles and pills and alcohol.