oh okayswell, you're in luck, as much of a nitpick as i am, you're perfect, and as a perfectionist, if i say you're perfect, well, you're pretty damn perfect then <3but i will keep this in mind, i can understand anxiety to a certain degree, i personally have my own mental issues.one of my mental vulnerabilities is the fear of rejection, and in the past i've gotten extremely upset from being either ignored or in some situations, blocked by someone. it feels worse if i consider a person a friend and they block me, but i've gotten bent out of shape from people i barely knew either blocking or ignoring me, sometimes keeping me awake all night, making me think about myself, and my issues, and my lack of confidence comes up in thought, wondering why i struggle to get people to like me sometimes.i eventually come to acknowledge myself logically, but during my times of vulnerability, my emotions crumble my logic, and i just get stuck for a while, almost full days just bothered by thinking about one person who decided i was not worth talking to anymore.i know this doesn't really relate to your anxiety exactly, but i guess i can at least say that i end up hating almost anything i create. i am such a perfectionist, that even when i think i wrote about something that seemed like a good idea, or come up with a guitar riff, or song lyric, then 97% of the time, a month, a year, 5 years later, my opinion about my own work changes, and it leaves me so sour and bitter.due to this, and my lack of creative ambition, i haven't completed a full song as of yet, and i definitely have way more lyrics than i ever even want to adapt to music. too many things i write are based on passion or ideas that i felt strongly about at the time, but then it fizzles later on, and it's hard to identify with my past self and ideas.well okay, i'm rambling now, sorrybut anyways, i think i understand where you're coming from, and i will continue to marvel at your work and window shop, holding back any possible critiques i may ever have, while waiting for the day where i can say "i have tons of money now, time to give it to Nazegoreng for a plush toy!" <3