crack in the mirror.

I watch the visions before my eyes

I see nothing but shadows and lies

Cracked and shattered the visions seem pale

Hate pain and anger bleed through the vale

Shards of nothing crash to the ground

Blood and suffering come all around

Playing and dancing on my early grave

The mirror reflects it's hapless slave

Pieces of me crack and shatter on the floor

Dripping blood red and covered in gore

Blackness and pain start to fade in the night

In the hope for the end I stop and don't fight

Light and suffering blast away hope

I see the cracked mirror lost as I mope

Stolen! Taken! Ripped from my hands

Choices not mine strapped on with bands

The weight so heavy replaced on my back

A new mirror - fixed - like never a crack

Visions of me, visions of pain

My mirror broken, never in vain

I wait and carry the mirror given to me

But glass seems to shatter so easily

Shallow graves

Rotted pitted hollow corpses rising from the graves

Shallow broken holy ground puking up it's slaves

Shambling limping broken bodies searching to find peace

Never finding knowing seeing the death that is release

Hated hunted haunted souls never understood

Broken bleeding lives they lived hoping to be good

Lost and lonely searching slaving dead to one and all

I am from that shallow grave - living for it's call

Core

Through the pain anger and despair

Through the visions of disrepair

Through the thoughts of death and dying

Through the nights with all the crying

I have a wish I have a call

I want, I need to end it all

In my heart I feel the pain

In my suffering I can't explain

In my loneliness I disdain

All the suffering I retain

I have a heart pitted and cracked

I have a life that's not in-tacked

Why in life do I feel this way

Evil alone and in dismay

Lost inside in my core

I hunt for peace - to be no more

In my center I feel true pain

I watch and know the skeptics reign

I wait for time to over throw

Choice is mine - this I know

In my core time is still

Eternity in suffering I will kill

Trapped

Slamming doors

Thrown and locked

Twisting thrashing

Trapped and stalked

Watching feeling

Burning pain

Anger raging

Thoughts in vain

Tied and left

Hunters trap

Knowing fearing

Hunters slap

Open doors

Free enslaved

On their whims

My life is saved?

Never free

Never safe

Locked and free

In chains that chafe

Lock away

Protected faun

Trapped eternal

Life's best pawn

Trapped alone

Trapped afraid

Trapped in flesh

Traps I made

Freedom lurking

Beyond the door

Waiting hoping

Pain no more

Life

Life is precious - life is pain

Pain is precious - life in vain

Vain and selfish your life a waste

Waste of flesh this life in haste

Haste of vision your life's all gone

Gone in mind to life a pawn

Pawn to pain and life a slave

Slave to others this life you gave

Gave to anger this life you take

Take a look at this life you make

Make alone a life not fair

Fair for some but life don't care

Care for self? this life you lost

Lost to pain now suicide's the cost

-Black Visions (aka SJTJ)