Universal Soldier

True fact about me: I use my Winnie the Pooh pillow of the backside for masturbation. Whenever I want to fap, I use it and look at various art pictures of Fluttershy, mostly certain foot pictures of her, like in her hula dress from Rainbow Rocks. And it's not just her I fap too, but other ponies also. It's more of a schedule that I have inside my head. After I'm done fapping, I wipe the cum off the pillow until it's gone. The thing I'm struggling with my pillow…..is that it has an opening rip on the top from my cousin was playing tug of war with it, and I don't know HOW to clean the pillow without putting it in the washer because doing so, the stitches will rip, and the pillow will rip also. And the funny thing is, I'm still fapping with the same pillow for years.