ive been bi-polar all my life.

altho i dont KNOW, i dont think the guy could have actually pull the trigger on anybody.

it takes a special kind of person to do that.

but it really just takes a poor little depressed dude to SAY things like that.



it was hella stupid on his part to say things like that, especially using the VA killings to add a bit more shock value to the whole thing. if the guy said things like that, then the guy was obviously in a hell of a low.



i know how these go. things seem absolutely hopeless...you get "despair attacks" where maybe for the span of one nights, things looks like theyll never get better. you say things. you do things. you regret them. i pitty the poor ****er that he got mixed up with this VA mess. it wasnt alright of him to pull that shit, and i cant blame the girl for being freaked out and calling the cops. but oh boy, what bad timing.



also, most of you are all ****ing jerks.

imagine being a pudgy jewish kid with googley eyes and what seems like somekind of mild mental illness... imagine being ridiculed on the internet because you dared put together an earnest little review show. it has to SUCK to be this guy. suck HARD.



one of the bigger challenges of being bi-polar is damage control. or atleast trying not to say and do those things you KNOW you shouldnt do. but sometimes you cant help yourself, you **** up hardcore and you get in that kind of trouble.