As the New York Daily News reports, Tupac Shakur’s former group, The Young Outlawz, in a new video interview with Vlad TV, admit smoking the deceased rapper’s ashes mixed with marijuana following his 1996 death.

Outlawz member Young Noble had this to say:

I think it was the night of, we had a little memorial for him, with his mom, his family and shit. We hit the beach, do a lot of the shit he liked on the beach. Some weed, some chicken wings, he loved orange soda and all that kind of shit. Pac loved that kind of shit, so we were giving him our own farewell that night. I forgot which one of us came up with it, like we need to go and do that, but we twisted up some of that great grandaddy California kush and mixed the big homie with it.

I can’t decide if that’s chill or really gross.