View From The Top Of The Seasonal Affective Disorder Roller Coaster

Winter is coming and so are the memes. Lighthearted images of boots, snow, and coffee cups. I sink a little lower. I try not to take it personally when people profess their undying love of Winter. It’s just … I cannot share in their enthusiasm. I am sitting at the top of a tall roller coaster looking down and with no way off the ride until Spring comes.

I've renamed the seasons and drawn my thoughts to help make sense of how it feels to me.