i hate men so fucking much i want to vomit

i was out with a friend today and while we were walking down the street some rando guy just latched on to the last thing i said and used it to shoehorn his way into our fucking conversation and decided to “remind” us that “every time you see a flower it’s god’s gift to you and every time you smile it’s god’s gift to me” and i almost fucking caused a scene

and then we were eating at a restaurant and which had patio seating and my back was to the street so my friend was facing it and she accidentally made eye contact with a driver and he fucking whistled at her like she was a goddamn dog

and then after we hung out i got on the train home only to have another rando man sit next to me and fucking FEEL ME UP ON THE GODDAMN TRAIN. and when i literally shoved his hand off of me and yelled “what the fuck?!?!” he just gave me this disgusting half smile and a shrug that was just like “it was worth a shot. can you blame me?” and I TORE ASS OUT OF THERE while screaming about him being a fucking creep and got to the other end of the train where i promptly had a panic attack and had to message a friend until i got home safely

i just got home and i’m still fucking shaking and i hate hate hate hate HATE HATE HATE men