NEW YORK -- Cameron Newton thanked his mother, then his father. And then he paused to compose himself.

Cecil Newton was back in Georgia, though his son put him squarely in the room where the Auburn quarterback accepted college football's biggest award Saturday night -- the Heisman Trophy.

"Thank you for all you did for me," he told his parents, adding. "To my father, I love you so much."

There was no doubt Newton would win the Heisman. Whether he gets to keep it is still uncertain.

Newton brushed off an investigation that determined his father violated NCAA rules as he did so many tacklers this season and captured the Heisman in a landslide vote.

That didn't mean it all wasn't tinged with sadness because his father was not there.

"I'd be sitting up here lying to you if I didn't say it hurt," Newton said during the ESPN telecast before the winner was announced. "This is a once-in-a-lifetime experience. I love my father. He gave me words of encouragement before I came up here. I know he's with me in spirit."

The third player from Auburn to win the Heisman, Newton received 729 first-place votes and outpointed runner-up Andrew Luck of Stanford by 1,184 points.

"Honestly, it's a dream come true for me, something every child has a dream [about] that plays the sport of football, and I'm living testimony that anything is possible," Newton said.

Oregon running back LaMichael James was third, followed by Boise State quarterback Kellen Moore, the other finalist.

Newton didn't look a bit surprised when his name was announced inside the Best Buy Theater in Times Square. A wide smile spread across his face and he dropped his head.

Cam Newton won the Heisman Trophy on Saturday night by 1,184 points, but 105 voters left him out of the top three on their ballots. Kelly Kline/Getty Images

After exchanging hugs and handshakes with the other finalists, he and his mother, Jackie, shared a long embrace.

"When I reached my mother I really didn't want to let go," Newton said. "It's been hard for me, but it's been extremely hard for her just to see how much her son has been through and I just wanted to hug her the whole night to make her feel at ease."

When he reached the podium, he had to steady himself.

"Oh my God," he whispered as he reached into his inside jacket packet to pull out his speech.

On the field and off, Newton has been the story of the college football season. He's carried the top-ranked Tigers to the BCS national championship game against No. 2 Oregon, running and passing over opponents who looked helpless trying to stop him. But his story is stained: Last month the NCAA determined his father tried to peddle him to Mississippi State for cash.

However, the NCAA cleared him to play before the Southeastern Conference title game because it found no evidence that he or Auburn knew about Cecil Newton's pay-for-play scheme. It also suggested that it was still investigating, as were the FBI and the Mississippi secretary of state's office. Cam Newton has denied any wrongdoing.

Still, it invites speculation that the newest Heisman winner could perhaps be heading down the same path as Reggie Bush, who returned his trophy three months ago after the NCAA ruled that he and his family received cash and gifts while he was at Southern California.