posting about suicide hotlines is all good and well, but i feel like people rely on it too much… what i’m saying is that when i personally feel suicidal, i don’t give a shit about saving myself. i don’t take my own feelings or anyone else’s feelings into account, and the last thing i want to do is touch a phone and tell a stranger my problems, let alone have them save me.

people spread the word about suicide hotlines, and idk. how many people does it actually help? even if some people do have the guts to get help, a substantial amount of these people are probably nervous about the idea of calling someone anonymous for help.