What you mean? You think I'm totally selfish? You're probably right if so. @infinite dreams Will leave her alone. It's sad, but it's my own fault. Probably isn't easy to deal with me. She thinks I'm a narcissist and that's probably right, so I can't blame her for hating me. A lot people didn't want me anymore sooner or later. @Asa I will never meet someone like her again I'm sure. She was perfect I guess. But I'll try to. Do you think it's likely she will someday talk to me again because I left her alone now and so she sees I'm respecting her or is it almost impossible?