rubato:

I always feel like, while I’m not cis, I’m also not trans

I have no real narrative of “changing” or “realizing” or any other ~*canonical*~ trans narratives

this is why I like genderescent so much… because my narrative is more of, as biyuti likes to say, “becoming”

I already was and already am; it’s just a matter of growing more into things and finding more of the right words for things