“It was too painful for my grandmother to even speak about Raymond Jr. When she finally learned about what happened, and of the unresolved nature of Raymond’s disappearance, she would speak to me of how she would sit at home and wonder if one day a man would come knocking on the door and reveal that he was Raymond, that he had been taken as a replacement for someone’s dead child and grew up living with another family, with a different name,” Zell said in her letter to Gill.