Everyone is looking for an excuse, but when it comes to health and our lives they can say it’s anything.

My life first. …

Unfortunately a few days ago I measured my pressure and was high, I thought it was only that day.

When I got off the plane in Japan I went to my training and started to have a headache, my eyesight blurred and my nose bleeding all the time.

I warned my team, but I did not tell anyone because I did not give up.

After all my training, my nose was bleeding from leaving a towel next to it.

It was fine the night before and I decided to cut the weight the next morning, but I woke up with fever and again with my nose dripping, high blood pressure.

Too much stress before traveling, unfortunately I still do not control my body, but I control my decisions.

For those who have lost a brother, dying for a cut of weight would not be my choice. …

I chose to live.

No need to post any explanation, but no one knows what people are going through.

Do not judge.