I'm not great at thank yous and honestly no matter how much I rewrite a thank you it just can not do my santa justice so I'm just gonna go for it.

My santa, who by no reach of the imagination do I deserve, sent me a gift that I will never forget. A gift card to a day spa near me that I've wanted to be able to go to for a very long time. The gift card was for $600.

Really, words can not describe what this means to me. I started crying when I got the email for the gift card. And then triple checked it to make sure I wasn't going crazy and then cried some more. I am now in a state of shock, really.

The last year or so has been a real struggle for me and I've put my self care on the side line for the most part. Giving me the opportunity to do something for myself and relax is something that means beyond the world to me.

That there are people like my Santa out there who would do such an amazing thing for someone they don't know blows my mind.

I honestly feel like I should say more but I don't want to go rambling on forever. So my most sincere thank you to my santa who has just made like my whole year. Beyond that really.

Update: Today I received a package from my Santa. It was a collection of Dr. Seuss books for my 2 year old son. These books really hit home, no clue how my Santa was able to make this Arbitrary Exchange even more perfect. My parents used to read these books to me all the time when I was a kid, we had pretty much every book, and they all got lost a couple years before I had my kid. I've been wanting to start back up the collection for a while. Anyways, it means so much, thank you.