Hey!

I wanted to talk to you via Discord, but after kicking me without a word, Sunwell staff banned both my accounts: Dredd and Radeghost. I haven't had my chance to say goodbye.

Angrathar was very fun experience. As a community manager it was a pleasure to talk to thousands of our players, to answer your question, to put my voice to the YouTube clips. There were ups and downs. After MrCule left, it was difficult for us, because there was nobody to take his mantle. He created Sunwell as it is right now, but he was a terrible guy. Vote manipulation on Reddit, dramas against servers from multiaccounts, faking pop (about that one I learned a month before Cule left with lots of $$). His ideas. But anyway I fucked up too, because I participated to fight fire with fire. Piootrek created a vote bot and Cule wanted to frame Netherwing. And I said nothing. I was a terrible asshole. But, as I said, there were ups and downs.

Even though the pay was shit, I haven't left, because I was doing it for the people and as a hobby. I can't also complain, because non-Polish staff members weren't paid, idk why, but that was asshole-ish. I had to cling to something due to my health issues, and Sunwell and it's great people were that thing.

Even though all that shit and more happened, despite dramas, despite all that shit I've heard about myself, despite me participating in that shit... I'm sorry and thank you. Thanks people, thanks Sunwell players. Ive seen on Discord that some people miss me. Guess what. I miss you too. I had to write this, because the truth is the most important thing. I don't want to be legendary good CM, because I've done some nasty shit. We all did and some still do. I'm not gonna be unfair. And don't get me wrong, there were some great and honest people in the staff such as Crafty, Nadiir... They didnt know about any wrongdoings. I miss you boys :(

You are great. Thanks for letting me be there with you. To other people asking why didnt I tell about all of it earlier, I was afraid to talk, because I didn't want all my personal info to spread. I couldn't leave because of my health issues and I needed to pay for meds (venlafaxine, pregabalin,.chlorprothixen).

I did best I could.

Yours truly

Radeghost (I was ordered to change my name). hope we meet again. :) Hopefully it will be something you deserve.