I feel like it’s been a while since I’ve been able to write anything, as life has been pretty crazy for the past few weeks.. Not in a bad way or anything, just lots of things going on with the kids, plus Angel and I have been taking some dance lessons together so that has been interesting. It’s been pretty fun, but kind of crazy trying to juggle between babysitters, etc. for at least one night most weeks so we can go out for a while.

But even through our hectic “vanilla” lives, it seems like there has still been plenty of the “kinky” stuff going on behind the scenes too. For one, I’m still locked in the Jail Bird–and loving it! And Angel gets off on that fact so much too, which just makes me love it even more! We haven’t had a whole lot of actual “play time” lately, but when we do we have really been incorporating the strap-on a LOT more! As in, ME wearing the strap-on over the top of my cage, and filling Angel up with a fake dick considerably larger than the real one still locked away…

The strap-on has started to be known between us as Richard (you know, a.k.a. “Dick!”) 🙂 We don’t always call it by name like that, but it’s kind of been catching on.. Like I said, Richard is quite a bit larger than myself and is ALWAYS hard and ready to go! With Richard we can go for a very long time, and take Angel from multiple positions before we both collapse into each other exhausted and completely satiated!

I know that has to still be a very foreign concept to a lot of people, who may wonder what exactly I get out of this type of activity. But it is VERY fulfilling for me! Don’t get me wrong, I definitely enjoy the sensations of being out of the chastity cage and able to have “normal” sex with Angel. And I know that Angel loves it too. Having me inside of her, skin-on-skin, nothing at all between us… The intimate connection there is amazing, but then–it’s over. Just like that. I’m honestly not sure (??) if I’ve ever actually been able to get Angel to orgasm from that particular type of penetration alone, and frankly once I have had one myself I often don’t really feel up for following through to make SURE she does! So pretty much whatever we got out of the foreplay is it.. I can’t say that I’m the most proud of that fact, but that’s just kind of the way it is. And my gut feeling says that this is most likely the case for PLENTY of other couples out there too!

But then there’s Richard.. When I strap “him” on it doesn’t even matter that the real dick is still tucked away into a tight little cage. I know that I am about to be able to completely satisfy my Angel! When Richard enters her, guided by MY hips, I get the pleasure of feeling every little reaction from Angel’s body underneath me as she holds me tight and accepts the entire length. I can hear her light gasps as I slowly thrust it in and out. And when she wants it hard and rough that’s exactly what she gets, for as long as she wants it! Richard can hit places inside of Angel that I could never dream of finding on my own, and she can orgasm multiple times from that while MY count remains at zero.

But I don’t really feel like I’m missing out on anything, as I stay pretty much right on the edge of my own orgasm, 99% of the way there, for the entire time! I truly don’t even NEED to go all the way over the edge, and get that extra 1%, when I get to experience the high point for so long and can practically feel every last one of Angel’s orgasms vicariously as my own! Hers really are so much better than mine!

So that’s Richard. Always hiding under the bed until called upon to come out and give Angel all of the pleasure that she wants. All that she needs. All that she DESERVES! And all that I would never be able to provide alone, but am SO grateful to be allowed to be a part of it! I am such a lucky man!