Oh :< Whatever the reason that makes you feel bad about yourself don't let it get to you! You are a fantastic person, one in a kind : D If you made a mistake, believe me they happen, we are all human beings, learn from your mistakes! And also, there was something really clever I read the other day "if you think you have a low self esteem, check if you are not in fact just surrounded by assholes" ^^ <hugs> I don't know you personally but I hope there is something I could do?