“My dad was a great man and worked through the pain every day as a logger to support his family,” says his son. “Even in his suicide all he thought about was his family. He worked up the strength to go outside before he shot himself in the head specifically so he could leave his house to my little brother. If that isn't the model of what we should all be then I don't know what is.”

Garrett Beyer is sharing the painful memory of his father’s death because he wants government officials, politicians and anti-opioid activists to recognize that efforts to discourage opioid prescribing are having devastating consequences for pain patients and their families across the country.

“I use such painfully vivid expressions in hopes that the people in the CDC and DEA and everywhere can maybe experience for a second what a person with chronic pain and their families live with every day,” said Garrett, who suffers from many of the same back problems his father did.

“I have inherited his genetic spine problems, and after a car accident when I was 19 crushed 2 of my already flawed lumbar discs leading to my first spine surgery, I suddenly plummeted quite literally into my Dad's painful shoes. I am now terrified that I will also follow in his devastating footsteps.”

Garrett is 27, married and has two children, but says he is “constantly plagued” by the feeling that his wife and kids deserve better.

“I have now had 2 spine surgeries in the past 5 years, which included 3 discectomies and laminectomies, leaving me completely disabled and preparing for yet more surgeries in hopes that one day I can be normal,” Garrett said. “But until the day that medical technology can simply cure chronic pain, we could use all the compassion we can get, rather than the exact opposite that we are getting now.”

Impact of CDC Guidelines

In mid-March, the CDC released controversial guidelines that discourage doctors from prescribing opioids for chronic pain. The guidelines are voluntary and were only meant for primary care physicians, but many other doctors appear to be adopting them, even pain management specialists. Two pain clinics in Tennessee recently said they would stop prescribing opioids to patients “in response to changing regulations.”