My story / Introduction! Hello everyone, where do I begin? What a journey this has been so far.



I am 23 and I have been on what we would call a spiritual path of seeking the truth since I was 14. When I was younger, i was a bit of a difficult child, diagnosed/labelled with what we would call Asperger's Syndrome. Despite difficulty in many areas, especially feeling like I was out of place, I always wanted people to be kind to each other. This is a journey from an autistic based person who wouldn't go out alone, to one who travels the world and follows the service-to-others path. This is LONG LONG ENTRY!



I went through periods of being quite self-serving, and others of wanting to help others. I had problems with the lack of compassion for others, I was bullied immensely.



I wrote at the age of 8 3 things on my 3 wishes for the world:



1. No Bombs/Guns

2. Everyone to be happy

3. Refugees to have clean food/water (refugees to me at the time meant displaced and homeless people as some odd umbrella term of the two concepts)



I was in a swimming pool not long after this, and I asked my mother, 'do we do what we do, or do we ASK our brain to do the actions?' I was trying to understand where the unique will comes from, the concept of free-will. This question is one that would only become apparent years later.



I exposed bullying by going around with a tape recorder and copying said tapes; so those in 'authority' would not attempt to wipe recordings. I used to have a liking for rules and authority, until they turned on me when I attempted to expose 'bullying' and i would begin to reject authority after what I would describe as an awakening at 14.



I had a liking for games, technology and by the age of 5 was reading complex books on the human body. I wanted to find out why we were here, and first attempted to use science for this purpose. I excelled at it. I also loved writing and creating in that sense. But i always felt misplaced, that there was not enough kindness. I went through the depths of computer/gaming addiction and became isolated, until a strong *catalyst* (placing emphasis on this word) jolted me out of it. I realised I had the biological wiring to be what we would call, gay. I had made a friend on the internet that I had fallen in love with, he completely rejected this and vanished, he being one of my only friends. This is where my life would hit it's lowest, but a change would happen beyond my wildest dreams.



I had always had an interest in the paranormal and ghosts, understanding the limit of mainstream science I had become so accustomed to. I always thought both the logical and the abstract minds were very important, with a big bias on my part towards logic. I started to wonder, if there was more, more than just life. I felt a calling if you will. And at 14 i started to research out of body experiences/astral travel and paganism. I suddenly felt a strong urge that all workings must be 'of the light', or as we would call them positive. I had read a book on pagan spells as a 12 year old child and carried out one to make it snow in my village. This indeed happened, but i then realised that I was too young to trust myself to tamper with anything of that nature. What if someone died in the cold?



I read on near-death experiences, and felt that they would ring true. I had always had the ability as a child to rock and put myself into an altered state of mind, where i would travel to places. This i attempted and was able to meet my grandma on my dad's side who had died before my birth. One night when sleeping, I shot up out of my body and I was flying towards a black infinity as i could describe it. I was told that I was to go back, live my life, and i was shown a stone tablet and was told this was why I was here. During my research on this stone tablet, i found it was the Mayan calendar. That the ending of which signified a graduation of sorts.



My spiritual journey then involved attempting to meet spirit guides, but also from here had empowered my mind, body and soul beyond anything i could have imagined. 14, an autistic person who wouldn't go out alone, to one who felt like we had full control of our destiny. I would go on a spiritual site called lightworkers.org, and I met a lady in the chat, who was a fully grown adult. She would become my spiritual mentor and to this day is one of my best friends. She helped me understand the need to ground, taught me key skills in psychic protection and we realised we were part of the same soul-group.



I met my spirit guide Ralpsa not long after this via a dream, learning how to use the third eye which works almost as a separate 'eye'. It had history of past lives in this dream, past wandering. It was around this time I was understanding and remembering about being a wanderer, through meditation and research. I had predicted the NYC floods and WikiLeaks as being part of compassion catalyst and the beginnings of truth. I was told that the world would begin going through a spiritual awakening based on love in our lifetime.



I found steve roach, an artist who creates music that is a spiritual paradise!



My mother was VERY open minded and had an understanding of love/compassion to all, but was very wise. I have later learned she was a fifth density wanderer since her death, not remembering that as such, but showing the love that I was always shocked when very few of my friends reported this same level of intensity of love/compassion and understanding from parents, in fact just the opposite. Most of my friends had rules I deemed unfair. My mother was flexible and we would discuss rules,she was firm and strong, but understood the importance of free will and loving others.



At the age of 15, I started to travel up and down the country on the train (UK), meeting spiritual friends on a similar path, enhancing psychic ability. I did not understand fourth-density as a density, but dimension, i called it the land of the faeries. I felt a pull to it, could perceive it in many wooded areas. We had experiences of odd/slowed down time during excursions in the woods, the third eye could see the living fourth-density earth here. I would later find out that I am a fourth-density wanderer, and had psychics tell me 'you are on your fourth life' and other similar things that all support the fourth-density origins of me, and the rest of my group that I am in contact with. I rejected authority, found my own truth. Never got in trouble with the law, i was always kind to others and never attracted attention in this regard in any severe way.



I refused to let people bully me, becoming assertive of the sovereignty of the will of myself and others. I would never attack, only defend. I could break up fights with good diplomacy. I would spend my classes meditating, spirit guide communication, and perusing spiritual / channelled texts, discarding much, taking on much. Understanding discernment. I pulled out of many spiritual forums at the time, worrying many had become cultish. I followed many of david Icke's teachings, and reading between the lines he also talked about infinite awareness in a body and love/compassion. Discarding some stuff I didn't agree with.



At 16, i felt I needed independence as part of the next step of my path, and was able to with great effort sign a tenancy agreement. Legally you cannot hold a tenancy at 16, but we found a way around the problem. Before I had even officially left school, I had my own house. Around this time, i became aware of the ability to program your own lessons, and I programmed one, to experience the life of the 'average disconnected person' to see what it felt like. This would be a two year lesson. Watch what you wish for! Started dating a guy who was truly that, tried the party scene and moved to a different city in my own place. The dramas most people go through in their lives, the amount of negativity/conflicted behaviour came very apparent. I enjoyed this experience immensely though at times despite the intense catalyst and kept the spiritual understanding there, other times using it to acquire better understanding as to why people think and act the way they do in society. I take this experience as crucial to that. Sometime during this, I was given a passport (metaphorically) in meditation, to allow me to enter/leave the earth 'border' (i now understand this as the quarantine, you can leave/enter it through prescribed channels, although my ability to leave this is very limited due to life choices)



In 2013 this lesson was over and so was the relationship it seemed, so I returned to my hometown. Got set-up in an new flat, was all ready for the next spiritual journey. I was sat in my living room and observed my old cat who used to go with me on travels out of body telling me it was her time. I called my family who still lived in our nearby village and they told me she had gone to sleep and almost as if she was getting ready to let go, she was an old cat, around 18 years old. I observed the astral cord snap at 8:45 and was able to relay this to my mother who had observed her dying before work. What happened here is important as i would soon witness the transition of one of the most important people in my life from space/time to time/space.



It was not long after this, that I had a feeling 'there was a storm coming' of catalyst. My mother had told me six months prior the following:



"Jake, i feel as though I have less than a year to live. I am healthy, perfectly healthy, but I know I have done everything I came here to do, my mission is complete". She had understanding of spiritual principles but never attempted to understand. Her support of me in everything and also of my sisters was something unmatched by most I have met to this day. Me and my sisters could talk to my mother about anything, something many kids do not do with their parents.



Her prediction would come true. Three days before her death I was in London, after this storm coming feeling. She told me it was close, and what was the process a soul goes through during it's transition.



She would three days later end up with a ruptured brain aneyrism. My best friend was also with me at the time, with similar understanding to me. She collapsed at the hospital where she spent the week working (on the same ward as well) and was transferred for organ donation. I saw her outside her body before the prognosis and she told me 'it was her time'. I returned to where i was staying. I observed her astral cord snap and saw her united with people who had gone before us. I noted the time, around 10:00 PM. Next day we go by her physical vessel in the hospital and I said she is no longer here. Having observed the transition from space/time to time/space. I gave the time. Turns out this was the time of brainstem death, doctors had not yet mentioned that little fact.



This, along with a failed relationship provided intense catalyst and caused much soul-searching. Me and my aunt (who is also spiritual, fifth density wanderer) both would share dreams involving my mother. My mother mentioned she had no need nor desire to reincarnate on the earth plane. She gave me much support during dream time/spiritual meditation. This was a time of my understanding that she had a soul agreement, her and my aunt and some other family/friends, teach/learner relationship.



I went on a few dates, met one who follows the service-to-self path (i did not know it as this yet, nor did he admit it at first) who provided more understanding. Me and him in naivety attempted sexual intercourse and i would only learn years later why i messed up my energy so much, me and him both. A highly positive/negative entity sexual energy transfer combo as it was around this time I was understanding energy transfer. He ran, and fell violently sick spiritually with unbalanced chakras, as did I. He ran. He later admitted to me that life is for him, people are to serve him, and that if i want a relationship with him, I can but i am to serve him and him in all his greatness (his own words). I politely declined.



I would date a Malaysian, travel a few places in the world, and started applying principles I had learned spiritually to enhance spreading light and service to others. I always found anyone i came into contact with would begin to awaken in some way, seemed to be a gift. I had the ability and still do to place others during an altered state with me, readings with me sometimes became a two-way not a one-way street. I was only interested in help people learn their own light, meeting my soul family/guides, explaining to people of their own free-will and that one's life is what they make it.



Refining abilities, learning. I then found the Law of One material via david wilcock. I was not too interested in his stuff by then, as i was worried about the ego.



The Law of One material was material that had no comparison in my opinion, the purity of the message, the fact it CONFIRMED so much of what me and many in my soul group had learned along our paths, but also added much more understanding, answering my question on free will that i had wondered so much about as a child. Helping me understand the cause/effect of catalyst, and understanding the progression of densities. I have some information of my own that I got in this regard, that seemed to match up. Ra gave a further understanding of the fifth/sixth density lessons and much of the spiritual work we can do, and also the concept of psychic greeting. I had endured such greetings all through my spiritual path especially while trying to help others, and through psychic defence and love / support kept them at bay with minimal problems. We learned a way in 2009 years ago of being able to remove negative entities from our space keeping in life with the free-will distortion, although barely.



This involves asking it to leave and cease its assault on you (or if an entity has not answered/gave a negative answer to a challenge,as i always challenged entities asking if they were positive or not by asking if they came in love/light or darkness/negativity). Failure to leave we would say that we would encase it in a triple mirrorball and have guides move the mirror ball from our auric field/space/house. If it still didn't leave and continued it's attack we would do this in love/light. We would explain the process to the entity and that this would be a condition of attempting to remain in our auric field. I think it preserves the free will distortion enough for fourth density understanding.



We approached the slant that if it does not leave your auric field and that you warn it you will use this method to keep it away if it doesn't respect your free-will, then it has of it's own free will entered into the agreement that you may do this. It has been great at dealing with psychic greeting, although we only do this if the entity is making us unwell/causing harm and you can't just go removing entities from other people due to free-will. I have found through this helping so many with difficulties you often find they are subject to some kind of negative thought-form.

Trapped entities which are a different ballgame you can often talk those into going into the light of their own free-will and/or moving them on.



From the age of 14, we would do from my friends teachings and what they learned was something we called a PCG / Protect Connect Ground. This involved visualisation of a beam of light coming into the crown, grounding into the heart of earth and surrounding yourself in various protective layers, a complex merkbah.



We have practiced the art of channelling in our group and have quite a bit of experience with channeling, and i love how Carla always said this should be respected, i used to talk about respecting this all the time and going in with a pure heart, even as a 14 year old. I have only ever wanted to since being on the spiritual path help others. From helping a random homeless person with time/taking them for a coffee, to go around the world talking about these principles, to meeting my Nepalese friends in Rural nepal who understand the principles of service to others and love in a pure way.



I then met my current partner. He is truly dedicated on the service to others path. This boy has the pureness of heart that i would read about in Carla and very few others. He dedicates his life to helping others, helping those in need, while being rejected by his family in the philippines. Both of us have come together and we both found out that when i came here at the time of Atlantis (which did happen, we knew this years back me and my group), the aftermath of the forgetting caused me to end up seeking power of my own free will, which took many lifetimes to balance so i could finally repolarize as service-to-others and complete the service i came here for. He came in from our group to attempt to help me further refine my heart and we have opted to shine a light where it is needed ourselves.



His kindness, his dedication to service to others, the lot has been something that is very rare for me to see to the degree he is. He seems to have much of the hallmarks of a fourth-density wanderer(the naivety! I have learned in my life to be a little more wise, gets me into less trouble). We are are this life is now for us to shine our lights, and leave this density to return home once we have helped all we can, have done all we can. My group, including me, my guides and other members of my soul family who are still up in fourth density who I have good contact with (we have channeled/talked through the veil, had reunions, it is like feeling them there, just on the other side of a curtain).



I have explored some planets in out of body experience, but have always been denied permission to view my home world apart from once/twice, due to free will and the need for the forgetting in many aspects. We have a strong seeking towards fifth density, and i think the third density experiences of myself and the others will have helped in this when we leave!



I will say that as many here at third density say how 'love for all' is in insane concept, so do many fourth density newbies think wisdom is the same. I met one such entity on my travels to a fourth density world who was a 4D newbie: 'who needs wisdom! Just LOVE!' It caused enough confusion that I had members of my group trying to understand that and verifying with their own guides if that was something that can happen often. So each density does have a fundamental lesson/set of lessons aimed at distilling distortions. Some others called as translated by the human brain, the fifth density entities 'the wise ones!' I have one or two such entities who assist with gatekeeping/protection and other information.



I love to care for all things, and love to do my best in this. It has taken years to come this far, and have plenty more left. I am going to be moving abroad soon, me and my partner so we can further this journey of spreading light to others. To have had this since the age of 14, to have had the experiences I have had, to now at 23 living my life as I am, I am eager for the next step in the journey. Having sold everything I own at this point, and moving abroad to further service to others.



Life is an amazing journey, a beautiful journey. I cannot condense my whole experience here, for it would fill volumes. But I not only thank those who have helped me on this journey and those I still have to meet. Every soul has a unique gift to share, in whatever way that may happen. We are all equal in this game!



I hope i can share my experiences here, read the experiences of others and chime in as and when. I do apply a lot of logic and my partner a lot of abstract, inbetween those will come a balance, for both aspects are crucial i believe. I have immensely read the Law of One material, and for me it helped me complete the puzzle, the only material that went as deep as I had a thirst to go, but also i love much of the other changelings, in particular those of Latwii/Hatonn/Quo. Sometimes I have a chill session and communicate with my own guides/soul friends/family.



So, to any other aspects of the one creator who are here, I say hi in love and light to you all!



As my friend always says, let your heart be your soul's compass. I do have a blog where I post some of my thoughts/postings, have not been too active yet as preparing for my move abroad. I hope to share different experiences in hopes they aid others in some way, and take part in others.