TROUBLEDMAM Thu 03-May-18 23:35:34

You have no idea

I've been worn down so badly I cannot just simply leave

It's not going to be that easy



And she's "never punched me" "never broken a bone" "never made me bleed"



I tried to tell my mam once that she'd been hurting me and she took the phone off me she then when on to tell my mam

"Well I lost my temper and yes I booted her in the leg and grabbed her face and neck

But she pushes me so far and I lost my temper, I know I shouldn't off but you know what she's like"



After continually phoning my mam and telling her how much I do her head in. I've lost my once close relationship with her and she doesn't believe anything.



My bestest friend is a social worker and I can't speak to her because my wife says she will tell her the truth she has this fixation with the word TRUTH she is only ever saying or speaking the truth she's never been horrible to me calling me a lazy fat cunt she's just telling me the truth



She ALWAYS says she's going to leave me and knows I'm really insecure about it and basically she lives in our house but out of bin bags very rarely are her clothes in the wardrobe

She never leaves !!!!



She wants all this arguing to stop now

(For now, this week)

So I'm expected to just forget everything



She even told me she's chatting to other girls so when she leaves she got plenty of girls to shag about with



The other thing she ALWAYS says is how amazing her life will be without me and my fucking kids

She won't have to look after them or me or use her money for us

She can be single shag about n be happy



All she's ever wanted is a family and a baby of her own



I feel so ground down - if I didn't have kids I wouldn't be worried