Fans have seen first-hand just how rocky Andrea Edwards and Lamar Jackson‘s relationship can be. While chatting exclusively with In Touch, the reality TV mom opened up about her journey in season 2 of Life After Lockup. In particular, the We TV star admitted it’s been “hard” watching the episodes back because it means reliving “a huge fight every Friday.” While that is draining, “regaining trust and stability” with her loved ones is the true challenge. Check out the video about to see just what Andrea has to say.

Life After Lockup airs on We TV Fridays at 9:00 p.m. ET.