Women Under Siege—a project devoted to investigating violence against women as a weapon of conflict—regularly posts research, personal accounts and articles on women’s injustices around the world. Many times, those stories are about rape.

One might think, then, that the kind of people drawn to the site are socially aware individuals, highly conscious of women’s issues.

But a quick study of the site’s Google Analytics by the project director, Lauren Wolfe, revealed a disturbing trend in how some other kinds of visitors land on their pages.

Wolfe began noticing search phrases that had led readers to Women Under Siege—searches like “girls raped shouting for mercy” and “how to open the legs of a women when raping her.”

Wolfe continued to study the keywords in use, and what she found was a series of searches that prompted sadness, outrage and a few important questions.

So, she wrote Wednesday, she decided “it was time to share what else people around the world have been searching for before they (likely unassumingly) land on a journalism project about sexualized violence instead of a porn site,” and subsequently published an organized, detailed and seriously disturbing list of search terms that brought Internet users to her site: