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SociallyAnxiousGamer View Post Originally Posted by

No offense intended to anyone by this thread. This is only about my own personal problem and I am hoping to get some advice on it.





Even though I am half white myself with European descent. I still can't help but feel like the other half of my race is relatively inferior if you compare them to all those with European descent have done and do currently. Let's just say that my other half is Somewhere from Asia. When I am around whites typically I feel like I am not as good as them simply because of race. I feel like I am naturally the lesser person and since I am not white I have lost the genetic lottery and am cursed.



. However, as half Asian I feel inferior to White people even though I am better than a lot of White people in many different aspects. When I look at other people of my Asian descent, I feel afraid, ashamed and depressed with the realization that I am from their origin. I begin to doubt my intellect, my abilities and worth. I like white people because almost all modern innovations, inventions, science has been discovered by White Europeans and I prefer their looks as well. They have a variety of light hair and eye colors and sometimes this makes me feel a bit jealous and inferior. As some of you may already know I prefer this color in women. This is all probably just irrational thinking but it is a legitimate problem for me and it is ruining my life. I really don't know what the truth is but I am being honest about how I have felt for a long time and would appreciate advice.