please note "TINY" in the subject or body of your donation. Wide Open Spaces move closer

to the places that you want to be

stop making

Stop making excuses move closer

to the places that you want to be

stop making excuses

and move closer to me just move closer to me What's The Plan, Phil? Everything is broken yet nothing really hurts

everything is fine, why the fuck don't i feel fine

and i’m not sure, what’s really going on

i know i’m not ok, i know i’m ok. and every bone in my body

is slowly weakening

watch me fall apart priorities are shifting

i think my attitude has gone from great to worse

i'm not being down, i'm just being realistic

i know i’m not ok, i know we all fall apart

watch me fall apart

watch me breakdown

watch me fall apart

watch my bones crumble now

everybody dies, you can watch me fall apart Just Imagine what's the point

i'm giving up

i'm fucking tired of talking about this

i'm fucking tired of giving in

what you need i couldn't know

if you decide will you tell me so

i can try but you made this hard

i tried but you made this impossible

that's when i give up Tired Hearts and Livers Im tired

Its over What could I say when the path has changed, no way to navigate What could I do the exercise to prove your right Maybe I've held back way to long, there are things that I should have said for years now

I'm growing older and I'm getting tired I just want this headache to just disappear now I have bitten my tongue and bloodied my teeth I can talk no more, my jaws growing weak and

There is no way to stop myself I feel it pouring out, pouring out, pouring out What could I say, What could I do? Air Condtioning, Full Blast When I get angry

i'm gonna sneak into your house

and steal your air conditioning unit

tear it right from your wall, watch you sweat

i'd bet you'd be miserable, just like me i want to watch you, come undone

watch you start to fall apart because

i'm tired of being the only one

fucking grounded around here When i'm upset

i start to seethe

gonna kill all your lights

like a surge of electricity

watch you trip, watch you stumble watch you fall

over table tops, and counters space, and miss all your curtain calls

maybe then i'll turn on all the faucets in your house

let the water start to bleed on right out

watch it as the waves start to swell,

overflow, let it all spill

you'll be seething, like me

but you'll be trying not to drown, trying just to calm yourself down

just calm down cause this is what its like to talk to you, to talk to you and maybe i don't have the best intentions

but right now i just don't care

right now i don't have the best intentions

but maybe someday, somehow it will come back to me i want to watch you come undone

I wanna watch you start to fall apart because

i'm tired of being the only one fucking

grounded around here Blurry Photos, Dead Leaves, Decomposed you look like someone

that I used to know

a picture, of a postcard, of a portrait, and your face is fuzzy,

i can no longer remember your name it is fuzzy reminder of something this used to be

just like dead leaves you were dying and changing and your face is fuzzy

no one wants to die alone

____________________________________ Some afternoons

you don't want to hear

the world will spin without you Some afternoons

you just want to be

a body laying face down and as i drift away

collecting dead leaves and debris

animals make their homes inside me my bloated skin takes it all in

the sun is still shining and i'm floating here we are, take what you need My head is no longer attached to my body without a sound, leave with me the world keeps on moving without me

so repurpose my body

Break down my bones, tear my muscles apart, rot my skin

remove my flesh

repurpose my body here we are, take what you need and I'm floating without a sound, My head is no longer attached to my body leave with me repurpose my body

____________________________________ We can no longer just exist

We expire so deal with this

These leaves will dies, still you bide your time

The body craves for what it can not resist Nobody wants to die alone

even when you're burnt out on the people that you love

i know my hearts still beating the world is still spinning

even dead bodies change

Nobody wants to die alone even with my head detached from my body

my stopped heart already knows

someday i will die alone, no one wants to die alone

dear friends, please remember me