happy but sad Today I got my exam results. I’ve worked so hard this year and I passed all my exams! I only had 1 resit this summer, I was so scared to fail, but everything turned out fine and I even got a pretty high score. It’s so sad that I can’t tell my grandparents. My grandfather saw me struggle so much in uni, he was so worried about me all the time and always asked me how school was going etc and now that things are starting to work out, he isn’t there anymore :(

aestheticdaydreamz: concept: you take me to a fair and i force you to ride all the rides with me. we hold hands and run through the crowds of people so that we aren’t too far behind in line. we share your favorite slushie flavor and you kiss me at the top of the ferris wheel. (via miss--devil)

wonderfuck: september…….honey……..angel……….please be kind (Source: candydripping, via miss--devil)

16/05 I think I’m suffering from what I would call ‘pre-birthdaycrisis’. It’s something you experience the day before your birthday and the accompanying emotions are sadness, excitement and fear of having a birthday that’s not fun enough.

02/05/2020 I’ve had to deal with a range of emotions the past few days but I think it’s kinda getting better idk

01:24 It’s been exactly a month without you now. I feel so lonely. You’ve been such a great part of my life and now that they have taken you away from me it just hurts me so much that no one is regularly checking up on me, even though they know how much you meant to me. Getting to sleep has been so hard these past few days. My nights consist of crying myself to sleep, missing you and drowning in self pity. I’m so sad and I can’t even talk to you about it. You were the one that always listened and now I’m so lost.