‘But I don’t wanna go that road no more,’ he vows. ‘So now I’m doing therapy and rehab again; starting all over on the 12 steps. I’m trying to live the sober route because I know that if I don’t, I will die. When I am in my addiction I am a vicious, addict thief. Now I always want to be of service, and I want to be on my knees in that service, because when I think I am a superstar big shot, that is when I get high – and then I will die.’