Howdy blog,

I wish in the least creepy way possible that I could see what other people do in the evening. I just have always assumed that the rest of the population in general have all of these really cool parties to go to, while I am putzing around on a Saturday night. But who cares, to be honest. What does it matter if some asshole might consider me to be a “loser” for playing games on a Friday rather than going to some damn thing. All that matters is what matters, don’t worry about what shouldn’t be worried about; and whatever other tautologies.

This whole thing is probably just myself being insecure with my life, since I came to college I have managed to be mostly confident. Still working on it, trying to make myself the woman I want to be. Wherever I end up I will certainly be the woman I am.