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Liveblogging Steven Universe

for the rest of my life.

Oh, hey there. Long time no see. I admittedly kind of completely forgot about you. But apparently Steven did not, which is understandable and something I completely relate to. I have a problem with not letting myself off the hook for my mistakes, big, little, and imagined. I totaled my parents’ car years ago - I frequently think about all of the ramifications from that and how things might be different today had I remembered to look both ways all those years ago. I remember arguments and fights that I’ve had with my sister years and years ago where I was downright vile, and I’ll mention them to her just knowing that I left a lasting scar, and she’ll have no recollection of it at all. But it weighs on me, and it bothers me. Silly things, too, like every once in a while I’ll think about something I said that might have hurt someone, or how, back when Avatar was in theaters, my dad wanted to go as a family, and we told him he we weren’t interested and so we stayed home that night. I regret not going to that movie with him, and I often wonder if that upset him. This is the shit that keeps me up at night. But everyone deals with this, I think. I am my biggest critic, and you, yours. I am quick to forgive everyone but myself. But we all make mistakes, and it shouldn’t be so hard to give yourself a break once in a while. And like how my sister forgot our arguments and they weigh on me, I (and probably the gems as well) haven’t worried too much about the Sea Spire, but Steven hasn’t forgiven himself. Posted

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