In your training, what were the main keystones in the dam where your experience of God, yourself, and the world really changed and you started to feel glimpses of the way you experience it today as a Master?

My mother died recently. From the time she discovered she had cancer, she left my dad, sold their huge house, and spent as much of the money as she could, and left my dad in a small, expensive flat. She was a mean and abusive mother, and I believe the way I was treated by her has led to my current poor state of affairs. She used to also say horrible things about me to friends and family. How can I heal the damage of feeling never being loved by my mother, and then feeling betrayed and hurt by her over and over?