.gophersaurus replied to your post: so the elsanna week blog has actually blocked me. …

Ugh that’s really shitty of them Frui, I’m disappointed to hear that… Have you considered submitting something for the elsannafervor tfln ficathon?I did, but honestly?

I did, but honestly? I’ve lost so much drive to write for this fandom. There are some people who make it a really wonderful place to be, but I am so, so tired. Shit from six months ago is still affecting me and, though it probably doesn’t seem like it, even I have my limits when it comes to hate (overt anon hate, and then the covert shit like this).

I have met that limit and far surpassed it.

I’m still writing. I’m just not posting. I’ve considered making a second account, one that no one can hate me for because they don’t know it’s me. But I, as Fruipit, can’t keep this up. It gets to me. I don’t care so much if people block me. But as I said in my tags – Elsanna Week is a time where writers and artists and other fan-content creators get together to celebrate Elsanna.

And I’ve… been excluded from that. What I consider my fandom, my community, and they don’t want me?

So yeah. Don’t expect anything from me in the near future, save for fozziewazxi’s praetor!AU. After that… I’ll have to see where my head’s at.