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NEXT DAY UPDATE (5PM)I came back to check the blog, and apparently I had published this post with only the log. No memory of doing so.I woke up at 3PM today, so I'm guessing the pills knocked me out around 5 or 6 AM, though I likely stopped typing and logging close to 5 AM, due to lack of mobility and focus.I meant to do time stamps, but was unable to focus or type.The usual drowsy hangover didn't seem to take effect, but I'm guessing that's because I didn't have to get up, so I was able to sleep through it.My DPH hangover usually comes in 3 stages over the course of two days. All three of which are characterized by dilated pupils.typically happens within one hour of getting out of bed, and lasts for up to 5 hours or so. This stage is characterized by subtle visual hallucinations, similar to those that occur within the first hour of taking them. Red and blue dots chasing each other around my vision, like a Star Wars battle.is the most miserable drowsiness, and it usually overlaps with stage one. Poor motor skills, most apparent when attempting to walk. Your eyes don't hang low, but they're blank, and your body assumes a stone-like stillness.typically occurs a whole 24 hours after consumption, though I've experienced it a whole two days after, in my previous endeavors. This is characterized by the extreme rush of energy. Not so much like caffeine's nerve-frying restlessness, but a desire to feel accomplished. Quite euphoric, and I've been told that my pupils are especially big during this stage. hyperactive, almost obnoxiously so, as well as hypersensitive, similar to the second hour of consumption.Today, or rather, this evening, I seem to have skipped straight toI got out of bed right away, cleaned the room at a rabbit's pace, started cooking dinner, played the little electric piano in my room after not playing for months, and worked out. Hands are considerably shaky even after writing this for 30 minutes, but I'd like to attribute that to the rapid work out.I find myself very focused, another characteristic ofI forgot to mention earlier.As for what I remember..I played the animated movieto serve as "positive stimulation", which I believe is essential when consuming hallucinogens, as unpleasant trips can occur when exposed to loud noises, bright/strobing lights, rapid/sudden movement, or any other sudden sensational overload. I'd recommend quiet company that's aware of your state, enjoyable music, happier colors, soft lights, and a warm, comfy resting zone as positive stim. Refrain from talking to anyone who's not aware of your state. It's like drunk calling but worse. Avoid going out in public, as the dissociative properties become most apparent here. Refrain from being in a working/learning environment. This is definitely the most antisocial drug, particularly in larger doses.The first indication that the drug had taken effect was the stiff, numbness in the hands. This was apparent with the depreciating typing accuracy. at one point I remember having to stare hard at the keyboard to ensure I was hitting the proper keys. Zoning out became common right away, and I humored myself as I blacked out in the middle of typing, my finger resting on a letter of the keyboard.Time perception was way off. The clock read 3:45 after what only seemed to be a few minutes. I checked my progress on the movie at the time and it only read that was 25 minutes in. I believe I started the movie right at 3:00AM, so it didn't add up. I've no memory of ever pausing the movie.I'd lose memory of what I was saying or doing the second after it happens, and you can't really separate reality from what's going through your head at a mile a minute. Touching my hands together, while they're both hypersensitive, seemed to create an odd, scraping sound that I found amusing.I coined the term "" for any loud noises or sudden movements that seem to make me lose focus. These seem to cause a second-long blackout, and I wasn't sure if it actually happened or not. This would happen in some more intense parts of the movie, and I'd find myself replaying the scene up to 6 times to make sure I didn't make it up in my head.As for positive stimulation, I found the movie really enjoyable, even though I could only seem to focus my eyes on one character's face or movement at a time. This also seemed to make me rewind the scene. I found myself physically and mentally unable, and unwilling to turn on any music. The movie's expressive facial animations astounded me, as did some of its more sophisticated humor.I seem to remember the movie better than my own physical movements. I found myself wanting to pause the movie for a second and sink into the pillow in the most blissful, vibrating sensation that made me feel like I was sinking into the cushion. Afraid to fall asleep so soon, I was thankful for the restlessness in my leg that would allow me to stay awake to keep watching the movie.At the time, I was also instant messaging a friend of mine, as I'd promised to keep him updated. I found myself typing the same way I was in this log, unintelligible crossovers between hallucinations and excitement to share my experience. I'll see about getting some content from that chat into this log.Appetite, as usual, completely vanished as the drug took effect. A typical response, and quite surprising considering the painful hunger I had before consumption at 3AM. The second granola bar, as well as what remained of my coconut water, was untouched. I didn't get the cottonmouth I usually experience, but remember trying to get out of bed for a drink of it. No memory of how all the food and drink and clothes was moved to the other side of my room.The visual hallucinations were quite enjoyable, as the whole first 40 minutes of the drug taking effect were in my bedroom with the lights on. The white light of the Blogger interface was filled with swirls and twisting lines of rainbow colors, the letters danced on the screen as my fingers created them. My sheets and window swirled entertainingly in the edges of my vision, and everything seemed to blur unless I focused hard on it.I vaguely remember getting up to urinate a second time. I remember examining myself in the mirror, my eyes not as dilated as expected. My crotch area was still completely paralyzed, and urination was painful, typical negative effect of the drug. Upon reentering my bedroom, I finally remembered to turn off the lights. The visual hallucinations, mixed with the unsettling darkness, filled me with dread, as I half expected a fiend or monster to emerge from the swirls in the corners of my eyes. I ran to the bed to resume the movie. I'd venture a guess that this took place around 5AM.My diction seems quite overworked as I type this. I'd attribute it to the hyperfocus ofThe final thing I'd like to address was the auditory hallucinations, which didn't commence until after the lights were turned off, a whole 2 hours after consumption. These, unlike the visual ones, were difficult to distinguish from reality. My bed is right beside my window, and I was almost certain I was hearing music playing right outside, something the neighbors might play for a barbeque. This made perfect sense at the time, and the temporary paralyses became more frequent , so I didn't investigate. At one point I heard a truck door closing outside in the driveway, somehow I was able to pinpoint where the noise seemed to be coming from. I believed it to be my father at the time, and panicked.Time is now 5:52PM, will possibly update further if I can manage to remember anything else from last night. Here is my attempt at logging last night's experience. All the spacing and formatting is the same as it when I typed it. Enjoy!don ttgi