Michael Davis is an artist, writer, mentor, entertainment executive and co-founder of Milestone. He writes,

When I'm absent for lengthy periods of time, I feel it's my responsibly to give my readers an explanation.

I try and write what my readers will have a response to not just what gets my goat. It doesn't work at times, but I do attempt to step back and breath a bit before committing words to iMac. So to that end; I have not written any articles in well over a month almost two.

At times I wish I could, but I just can't phone it in.

Writing a 'quick and dirty' article using a 'trending subject' the journalistic equivalent of the easy out isn't my cup of coffee, tea or me. Although I held the *Standing High Jump Record in high school, I don't jump through hoops or on bandwagons.

Abhay Khosla's 'response' to my 'Why are we still complaining about Dan DiDio' article and some trollish posts took a second to bother me but finally it did, and I stepped back.

Some thought I'd gone too far when I wrote my response:

Did I go too far? Was my use of language over the line? F-ck no sir, I didn't and it wasn't. No one has a right to rewrite my words then pass it off as something serving their double-dealing purpose. A.K.A Mrs. Donald Trump.

Also just how upset I should be is not up for discussion.

Just when I thought it was safe to go back, another brick from the WHY ME wall fell on my head when asked to comment on a Milestone story specifically on a business item.

What appears to be a smoking gun regarding Milestone's treatment of me has landed on Rich Johnson's lap. How smoking? Jack Ruby's smoldering 38 comes to mind, and when I saw it, I was beyond pissed.

In comparison what I told Mr. Khosla was how to get to Sesame Street. I set out to compose a tour of Elm Street with enough nightmares to keep my former friends and partners awake for decades.

Over & Done: Part 1 published on June 28th then Over & Done Part 2. Dr. Phil Brings Me Breakfast ran on July 6th both at Comicmix. The last segment (this one) complete with a massive Cilo Green 'f-ck you and f-ck him too' would run in Bleeding Cool July 16. I'd also make it a topic for the Black Panel (TBP) at Comic-Con that morning.

Friday, July 16. was when I would settle all family business.

Another call and then some thoughts changed things. And just like that, it wasn't a big deal at all. I'll tell you why in a bit.

The document Rich has is the 2013 Milestone 2.0 overview/presentation package. I told Rich I'd seen that material. Nope, turns out I didn't see the one Rich has. I'm not included as part of Milestone 2.0, in this version of the package but the three people who I started it with are.

In other words, It appears my former partners decided back in 2013 I would not be involved.

By itself, that's bad enough but for years I continued to work toward a goal only to learn via the Washington Post I was not required to do any work because I was out. Did they set out to do something so despicable by design? That would be vile done to anyone but a friend? An unforgivable act of cruelty if ever there was one.

I've been called a fool for refusing to declare they used me almost four years on purpose. They still refuse to talk to me which I think is both good and bad for them. It's good because I cannot say with absolute certainty they planned this with malice and forethought.

It's bad because it's a real dick move.

I hold out hope this may have been a series of unfortunate events. Perhaps a perfect storm of circumstances preventing each partner from telling me I was not going to make the team I've been working towards, most times alone for 15 years.

In a 2000 meeting with Bob Johnson at the Four Seasons Hotel in Beverly Hills. During that meeting, I was asked if I could "Create another Milestone."

Mr. Johnson was at the time head of Black Entertainment Television (BET) Although I had no obligation to bring anyone in that deal I ended up refusing to pull the trigger on a Milestone publishing imprint at BET because all the partners were not involved.

I said to the partners at the time; "If not all of us, none of us."

When I left Milestone in 1994, there was bad blood caused by an outright bullshit of a lie memo sent to Clarence Avant, Chairman of Motown Records. Sent during my negotiations with Motown, the memo which I still have and Mr. Avant still remembers stated I was forbidden to talk to Motown because I was exclusive to DC and Milestone.

Err, no.

Undoubtedly the memo could have derailed my negotiations, and that's precisely what it was supposed to do. It didn't only because I was smart enough to keep detailed records or everything sent me by DC and Milestone. Among those records were my creative release from both companies which, by the way, they wanted.

Man, was I pissed.

But I got over it.

In my first official act as CEO of Motown Animation & Filmworks, I gave Milestone a Nintendo video game deal. Like I said; I got over it.

I spent thousands of hours and dollars on the rebirth of Milestone 2.0. Never thought about the money I could have spent elsewhere nor the time I will never get back; the betrayal is what f-cked me up. After what I've done for Milestone and the way they have been proven wrong during the 1994 fiasco as well as other events no doubt they hope I don't recall, you would think they would embrace me.

Err, no.

Betraying a friend for any reason is an alien concept to me. Being able to sleep without guilt worth far more than dollars. A lifelong friend pointed out Judas couldn't buy peace with his 30 pieces of silver. I added his chances of getting into heaven pretty slim also, but he had a chance if he braced himself.**

This made us both crack up with laughter. A laugh I needed more than I've ever needed any laugh.

Until that exchange, I'd spent months in agony, but thinking of Judas brought me some comfort. While I was dwelling on that, feeling a bit better, I realized with a start the signage I granted M2.0 on a major gallery exhibit would become part of their legacy, not mine.

So much for Judas.

Bad Boys: African Americans in Comics, Pop Culture, and Beyond was to be a retrospective show of my Bad Boy Studios and mentor program held at the world famous Geppi Entertainment Museum.

I shifted the public narrative away from my studio to Milestone so we could announce our return at the opening. When interviewed while promoting the show I underscored Milestone was featured prominently but other creators and their influences were still the emphases. Hence Milestones is plural, not singular.

Nonetheless, so many of my students have done remarkable groundbreaking work with Milestone, it was both a tribute to Milestone and Bad Boy Studios with one big exception I decided Bad Boys would not be part of the title.

I did this because Milestone failed to announce its return at our 20th-anniversary panel at Comic-Con. Although that decision made me angry, all was forgotten when surprised with an Inkpot Award at the panel.

The Milestone party I threw that evening, celebrating our two decade birthday, was pregnant with the promise of our high-minded possibilities. I decided right then my day in the sun could wait. Milestones was born from that pregnancy. It was a painless birth a beautiful child.

The pain would come four years later when the little bastard grew up and stabbed me in the back.

I did a massive amount of work for the venture, and everyone knew it yet still, no one said I should stop. Many will find it surprising that I find it reasonable to assume this simply got away from my former boyz.

Doubtful but reasonable.

But why no word since? Because of this word…

Lawsuit.

Why are they worried about that? Suing at this level is by no means cheap. It would cost hundreds of thousands of dollars, and I have no doubt the partners at M2.0 have the bank. No way I could contend with the combined resources of those guys. That's also been the rumored winner why I haven't sued.

Nope, as we say in the hood, that ain't it.

I'm no lawyer, but I have a cousin who is at one of the most influential and powerful law firms in the world. Not a distant cousin, she couldn't be closer to me if she were my daughter. She's been a character in novels I've written, a television show I created, a radio show produced by me and every single comic book universe I've imagined.

Even the Static Universe.

I call my cousin Captain Picard because if I wanted to sue she would make it so.

That's funny, but it's no joke.

Her fee? I've already paid it. When she was twelve, I sat through the film Betsy's Wedding with her at the W. 4th St, theater in Greenwich Village.

She owes me.

So why not battle this in court? Why won't I sue? The same reason I didn't sue the Hilton when thrown out of their hotel for uttering the words 'lower Alabama.' There was no reason in the world good enough for the actions of a front desk manager, and what they did to me is on tape.

I didn't sue the Hilton because I'd much rather affect real change than just benefit myself. I was promised real change, and I take them at their word. I can't talk to young kids of color and say 'money isn't everything' if I don't have the strength of my convictions.

Yes, I'll settle for the change let others take the cash.

I'm not suing the men who in a very real sense may hold the key to finally creating a dominant and sustainable Black superhero impression for Black kids from black creators. Besides it's not in my nature to discount all good from those who do me bad. I still hold love for a former best friend and artist, past friend and director and once friend and partner.

Suing a former best friend saddens me beyond belief. The last thing any disheartened person needs is any additional misery. Unfortunately, I'm way beyond disheartened I've been diagnosed with severe depression.

I was there the moment of creation. I, Michael Davis ,co-signed one of the greatest moments in Black pop culture and the biggest event in Black comics history.

Michael Davis sues his former partners at Milestone will not be my legacy. I will not be another Black man at odds with other Black men. What was done to me fuels the 'Nigger Business' argument, I don't run on that gas so I won't go there.

My mother said to me quite often "Just because your friends jumped off a bridge would you?" I would proudly say no I would not.

So, no lawsuit. Someone has to set an example.

Somebody tell those boys not talking to me will stop a lawsuit like wishing on a star will make your dick bigger. On the other hand, some say because of what they did to me there are no bigger dicks in comics.

So why write any of this? I'm not suing so why?

I need some closure.

You would think since I've danced around this in articles and forums for nearly two years Milestone would have talked to me, and I'd have my closure. No. The last contact I had with Milestone, I was told a press release would be forthcoming to explain to the world I had decided to pursue other projects.

I asked them to do such because I did not want to deal with what I knew would follow, speculation, gossip and rumors which if left unchecked would become fact. I've fought that for years on Milestone's behalf.

I was the only one fighting that fight. No other partner ever addressed any rumor, bullshit or straight up lie.

Because of me, fewer people think Milestone is owned by DC comics, Dwayne McDuffie created Milestone and hired Denys Cowan, Derek Dingle, Christopher Priest and myself. The argument I made (make) consistently is that you can't let stuff like this stand. If let alone it will become fact in the minds of many and affect your ability to get something done. The more important that something is the more damage done.

You don't think so? Still wondering how a Muslim born in Kenya who hates America and wants to kill grandma is still President?

I rest my case.

I try and inject humor when I can, but Depression is no fucking joke, I need peace from this, I need closure. These kinds of emotional blows (especially from those I thought cared for me) can be very dangerous to my health.

Before some asshole tweets, something dumb let me be clear, no one at Milestone is responsible for my depression and would not be even remotely at fault in the event I make the news one day for taking a walk off a bridge.

The fault would be the election of Donald Trump.

Joke.

The fault would be mine and mine alone.

Since they won't deal with me, I'll deal with this by myself

To disregard totally any thought of what something like this could do to somebody would be an act of severe cruelty, and frankly, I don't think these are cruel men. Putting aside the four years as a series of unfortunate bullshit, why did they do this?

Maybe 'it's just business' bullshit.

If twenty plus years of friendship and an undeniable record of professional support I'm then terminated without a word as to why I'd rather not be involved in that kind of company. Faced with standing by a friend or taking a check, I'll take the friend every time not doing so was never an option.

Although I've written critically of M2.0 over almost two years since they discarded me on purpose or not the overwhelming things I've penned, have been positive because I still believe in Milestone 2.0.

Apparently, despite my accomplishments, they don't believe in me. That's OK, it's their loss.

Some will say I should have known better. I did. I foresaw this coming.

From Feb. 2011 to Jan. 2015 different dates were chosen for the Milestone 2.0 announcement. Each date canceled at the last minute. Each time I objected. It made no sense to set times then cancel always at the last moment unless there was another play at hand.

As my suspicions grew from time to time, I'd put something in writing and publish it. See for yourself, these were all posted well before Milestone's announcement in Jan. 2015:

The Milestone Contract was a tongue in cheek look at admittedly what I thought was a far-fetched plan to exclude me. Written as silly satire it details what happened to me months before it happened. Static Comes to The Big Screen also written as satire foretold the WB live action Static Shock announcement which was to follow weeks later.

No one at M2.0 or Warner Brothers said a word to me about Static becoming a show. I found out when the rest of the world found out. Again, I saw this coming. Not buying that?

Perhaps you'll buy the following, On July 23 of this year Jim Lee gave the following as reason the Milestone books were late:

I said the same thing four months before.

Still not convinced?

I unofficially voiced my suspicions to Jim Chadwick at DC Comics, Marge Dean, a Mattel executive, Mike Gold, editor Comicmix, Steve Geppi, CEO Diamond, Jeffery Wright CEO Urban Ministries and some other media heavyweights. Except for Mike Gold, most thought it far fetched and frankly so did I. Mike told me what I tell those who seek my advice, trust but verify.

Why did I tell these power brokers anything and why unofficially? If I were right anyone who casts doubts on my narrative would not dare challenge those folk listed above if wrong I could just nod and wave it away.

I saw this coming whether or not I believed it fully didn't matter I was prepared. Playing me is almost impossible, as I told a partner in a heated phone call and a follow-up email. I insisted Milestone let me know if there were any issues with my partnership because any other role at Milestone wasn't something I was interested in.

Not a word was said, but somehow I was excluded from meetings and updates which I found out about anyhow so ousting me was a reasonable expectation and I voiced as much. I was ready with a strategy to get them to commit or not because this stupid game of 'Don't tell when asked' was a waste of my time. Unfortunately, horrible events in my life created yet another perfect storm that put me way off my game.

My diagnoses left me broken, my mother's death destroyed me, people who loved me left me I don't blame them (anymore) depression takes a lot out of you and those around you. Add about a dozen other incidents in a run of bad luck that Job would lose his faith over.

When Milestone dropped their bomb, the timing couldn't have been worse for me or better for them. I know what you're thinking. Yes, a case could be made the timing was precise to take advantage, of my damaged mental state. They knew just how bad a shape I was in.

One early Sunday morning I was visited by a partner who, along with another, read something I wrote and wanted to make sure I didn't try and kill myself. So, yes, that case could be made moreover If made by a persuasive lawyer from a gigantically influential law firm…

Never. Never in a zillion hundred billion years would that be true. The timing had nothing to do with me or my depression.

I just wasn't able to cope. Evident by my total breakdown at my annual Comic Con Dinner. In front of 52 of the most powerful people in the entertainment arena, I just lost it.

I said I was off my game but in truth, I'd already quit the game, almost for good. Say for the help of a once loved confident I'd be as dead as some WB executives if Wonder Woman tanks.

Anger, resentment, and despair will kill me as sure as a bullet, so I have to get back to the brilliant Dick I once was. Nothing but anguish is gained obsessing about M2.0, and I can't go there anymore.

So, this brings me here. Milestone is a remarkable achievement. Those books deserve your support and yes they have mine. There needs to be an Icon movie, a Static television show, a Hardware novel and a Blood Syndicate musical or any combination of such. Yes, a Blood Syndicate musical.

I mentioned earlier a call then some thoughts stopped me from venting my anger. The call was with a friend and after talking to him I couldn't publish a 'f-ck you, pay me' article or announce a major deal at Comic Con. That energy would devour me. Bad energy leads to more bad energy enough of that would kill me.

My friend's in a fight, and I'll need all my strength and power to assist him with his conflict. Ya, hear that MFDJ? We're going to do great things together; we're going to make history, help a lot of people and have a lot of fun. I then started to think about a buddy who's mother is suffering from Alzheimer's. He drives her back and forth from Queens to Connecticut three sometimes four times a week. When in his home in Connecticut he will look for signs she has become disoriented. When this occurs, he will drive her back to Queens to be in a familiar setting. He could put her in a home. Yeah, he could he's got more than enough money.

Sometimes money isn't everything.

This wonderful man finds time in his day to call me and say, "What's up, Michael, you OK?" That's the kind of black man I aspire to be.

Funny, Milestone took my name off the presentation package then ultimately removed my name and me from the company. No idea how it does, but this was done to benefit Milestone. They still haven't said a word as to why. There's also an effort to reduce my role as creator of the Static Universe to 'one of five guys in the room.' As if "Static was Michael's baby" was not a quote from a Milestone partner frequently until it wasn't. I keep everything, and that's on videotape.

I removed my name from the Gallery show this ultimately removed acknowledgment for what was my doing. This as well to benefit Milestone. I told people why I did so; it was out of love.

Milestones: African Americans in Comics, Pop Culture, and Beyond is the most successful show in the history of the Geppi Entertainment Museum.

Static is the most successful property Milestone has and the most successful African American character ever created by African-Americans.

I am the undeniable driving force behind each.

Like I said funny.

*In 1973 I set the high school Standing High Jump Record at Beach Channel High School until another kid broke it about a minute and a half after I did.

** "If you brace yourself…" Don't get it? Ask a Black person. Then brace yourself…

You can read all of Michael Davis' columns for Bleeding Cool here.