It is so hard to be happy with your self in today’s society.

Society tells you that you need the perfectly sculpted body to be happy, or you need to be with a beautiful girl to be happy, or if you have a certain lifestyle, you’ll be happy. Society tells you so much surface bullshit that you think will make you happy but in reality, your vision and sight are so clouded that you can’t even see or hear what your telling your self you need to make you happy.

I thought I was happy.

I followed the rules and all the bullshit that I thought was right because the world we live in is so clouded and filled with fluff and just filler. Filler is temporary satisfaction, because as a human race we’ve become so accustomed to instant gratification that once we don’t get it or something goes vaguely astray from our intentions, our entire world falls apart in our own minds.

There is so much shit out there that our small selfish minds can not even begin to grasp it because we are so warped by television and reality TV that we don’t know anything else. Kids and teenagers have no fucking clue what it’s like to have a catch or be, how dare I say…ALONE.

Today’s society scares the living shit out of you because they ram down your throat that the only way to be happy is to share your life with someone else.

Do I disagree with that? No, not at all.

I believe TRUE love between two human beings is one of the most magical things in the world. LOVE isn’t something you MAKE happen. Love is always there, love is truth.

It starts from the moment your spirit connects with the other Gay,straight, bi, whatever or who ever the fuck it is that makes you happy, that you feel that bond with where it hits you in your chest and you have no fucking idea what it is but all you know is that they are it. That human calms you, makes you at peace, and brings you happiness.

There is nothing wrong with being alone either. I believe everyone needs to be alone with them selves and their own thoughts and grow and learn your own philosophies and make your own conclusions of the world. If half the world just took one entire year alone to learn about THEMSELVES instead of being so focused on who ever it is and TRYING to make a connection with that person and TRYING to learn more about them, do you realize the steps we could take as a human race?

The progress we could achieve?

The shit we could accomplish if even half of America got over the hardest thing there is to get over as a human. Harder than a failed test or your “love” breaking up with you and even harder than the loss of a loved one.

Do you know what the hardest thing for every single human being is to get over?

Selfishness.

We can’t….it’s in our blood.

Our DNA.

Our basis of life is to provide for our selves….but imagine if we didn’t.

Imagine if we strived off of providing for each other. Working as hard as we can to make each other happy. Imagine the world this would be if that were true. If we even focused half of our energy into one another as we do into ourselves.

We would have a utopia.

Utopia isn’t just shit you read about in books and fairy tales.

This human body you have, this GIFT is your shuttle to do whatever that amazing thing called a brain you have can think of.

Imagination is a very VERY loose term, we use the word imagination to describe things that we are WAY too afraid of to try on our own. At least most of us.

But our body, mind and spirit knows this is what you believe in. THIS is true, THIS is your happiness.

Just go do it. Whatever the fuck it is that you truly want to do.

Imagination is only what your afraid to achieve. If you ignore that fear, you ignore that doubt.

IF YOU TRULY BELIEVE in your heart and your spirit, your imagination WILL become your reality.

What are you waiting for?

Go. 🙂