She's wonderful! I have to ask, have you considered showing your work on Reddit? A bruised ego is definitely going to be your due most of the time, but they do have some exceptional mentors there. They can help you reach the next level. I've been slammed against the wall so often I have bruises, but I AM learning. And I've been extraordinarily lucky to have a wonderful mentor, ColinFiat. He's been kindness and patience itself and lives up to the concept of mentoring. Just in case, the fast link is