He told me to hurt him by pulling out his lymphatic system and to wear it as a headdress and he said to do it like how Abraham obeyed him but now I'm scared and I hear god telling at me I don't know what to do. I'm holding a knife and crying as I type this because I don't know where the lymphatic system is or what a headdress looks like and I don't want to go to hell. Please, help me.