SEX IN SINGLE PLAYER MODE

Should you get upset when someone gets raped? and is this game really a game worth playing?

It’s strange when you realize how addictive self-pleasure can really get. Sometimes you wonder if getting addicted to pleasing yourself is such a bad thing, I know it’s all you think about and you get to do it almost 10 times per day but still, you’re only doing it for yourself right?

Who knew the rhythmic back and forth stroking of the third leg and the literal vibrancy of intimate flesh would result in so much pain and confusion. I wonder if the television is to blame and if society honestly considers pornography and masturbation to be a real menace.

“I remember the first time my wife and I seduced and persuaded our babysitter to spread and envelope herself in our desires or the time I had to tie up those trespassers and took turns watering the gaps between their thighs.”

I used the word “I” because I was there, on the other side of the screen with my right hand. We don’t always see it but each time you watch porn and masturbate you become the porn and for that brief moment before orgasming, your desires and that expressed becomes one.

So, don’t feed me that: “it’s all an act, crap” and that: “I would never do that in real life” because honestly you already did with the semen on the floor bearing witness.

The Contradiction

Society is so superficial since the lines on morality are constantly being redrawn based on the occasion.

It’s okay for porn producers to simulate the raping of young and barely legal girls and endlessly peeing on them but when R-Kelly does the same he becomes the devil? Really? A wise man once said: “expect what you accept”. This is currently the case; to be honest, society has no right to tag people as perverts and paedophiles when every single night society’s’ citizens log on to partake in similar virtual rituals.

We can’t keep encouraging this billion-dollar industry and at the same time kick against the real-life applications of the courses learned from the University of Pornhub or the sex hacks taught by XVideos.

This to me ranks amongst the worst kinds of hypocrisy known to man. We should all EXPECT WHAT WE ACCEPT. It’s unfair to call a perverted behaviour abhorrent when playboy in its heyday made a fortune off the hands of so many men and even women.

Sometimes I expect too much from society; the same society that okays the sugar rush despite the growing rate in teenage obesity and the rise in diabetes. The same society that prioritizes Kim Kardashian’s butt job over the daily starving children of Yemen.

The legalization of marijuana is now fashionable simply because the governments; has established controls over it, don’t get me wrong, using (smoking) a joint is indeed medicinal, but be aware that heroin and crack cocaine aren’t that far of behind from being legal. Hold that thought and contemplate what the system is.

This is the system and such a system will prioritize profits over well-being any day at any time. In the grand scheme of things, you just have to learn to un-wank on your own and accept all negatives, spilt over.

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The Misleading of Your Core Beliefs and the Dissolution of Self

Do you know how unnerving it is, to say, and be straight, yet actively crave gay porn to help pop the cap? You’ve watched almost EVERYTHING they have to offer yet you keep craving more and more and each time it must be something fresh. So, you gamble your core beliefs and explore and experiment, gradually, unknowingly and unwillingly rewiring your thinking, trading your core values and everything you once held sacred.

With each session, you exchange a part of you for something you don’t understand until you pop the cap and switch off your medium, no pun intended.

It’s already overkill, to say the least, of how you lose intimacy and you lose your genuine sex drives. I know a few people that would argue about the benefits of masturbating like you won’t be getting three times the benefits from actually having sex with a real person; thence sex in two-player mode.

Think about it for a moment, how bizarre, it is to consider your right-hand superior over his or her entire life force. The worst part is the complete loss of sexual discovery as you’d be only acting out fantasies accumulated and borrowed subliminally. Your sexual desires are no longer genuine. what a sexual tragedy!

Eventually, you become even more depressed and withdrawn without even realizing it. It’s safe to say that the damaging effects of your constant need for orgasm infinitely seems ever-hardening. Slowly you start forgetting how to actually feel like a human.

Such a sad affair, because unlike crack addicts or alcoholics and such, you look so normal, you seem to be in perfect health. The pain of dealing with this addiction semicolon affliction: is how isolated you begin to feel, even when you’re amongst a congregation of sanguines’. It’s easy to spot a drug addict but its almost impossible to spot a porn addict regardless of the similarities in their brain chemistry. The damage it causes gets buried deep inside of you.

The Backdoor

Kudos to groups and communities working tirelessly to rid society of this menace. Mental health is becoming mainstream and people are getting more comfortable opening up about how they feel.

Humans are social creatures and we desire intimacy and companionship and when this is blocked, we somewhat stop being humans.

Sex in single-player mode; in the end, is just a game, though very addictive. But we still all have the power to exit to the main menu and exit the game entirely or change the option from one player to two players.

This requires the highest form of commitment and discipline, but the results are worth it. Quitting porn is in some ways harder than rehabilitating a drug addict. I am not trying to measure up society’s vices nor is this a contest of comparative tragedy; I am just letting you know it will not be an easy journey. Nothing worthwhile ever is.

Try the 90-day challenge and join communities near you, be brave, and reach out for help. The world isn’t as bad as the media wants you to believe. There are tons of materials on self-rehabilitation, but the truth is, if deep down you aren’t ready to change then I guarantee you, you’ll fail, and you slip back in.

You have to really want to change. Deep down you have to be ready to sacrifice everything to get better. You have to make a stand on who you are and what you want from life.