I mean, probably not. My father left when I was 2, which is a big blow to a child's developmental years if the father isn't there, all the while having a mother drink and party to forget about her divorce. Not that bad though, right? Psychological damage isn't bad at all, according to you.And sure, I have an alright life. I can't really complain too much. I work every day of the week, and have weekends off. I make about $600 a paycheck after taxes, which allows me to save up enough to go to conventions, which I dearly enjoy. I have friends whom I just came home with this morning, so we could drink and talk about nothing. Funnily enough, one of my co-workers, and friend, was completely taken aback by some clop I showed him, because he said, "Show me the weirdest crap you like." It was Whitekitten. Some minor stuff, I assure you.And there's tons of other stuff I've worked for that I enjoy. My computer I built myself because I wanted a high-quality gaming machine that makes other people jealous, because human nature. The M700 I'm building because I enjoy firearms, especially long rifles. And the satisfaction of hitting a target from a long distance away is just orgasmic in some cases. Oh yeah, and my father's side of the family only has AR-15's. It's a genital-swinging contest.Oh yeah, I guess I should've been telling you all the neglect I was experiencing in my early years. I believe I'm not because there's no point in doing so. I took control of my life and my path so that I could have a better life. YES, it's ultimately meaningless, but enjoying it is what we're biologically programmed to do. Hell, I'm not complaining, lots of things are fantastic!I'm just putting it into light that since nothing matters, everything is up to you to interpret. Nothing is predetermined. Take your life by the horns and start making something of yourself instead of focusing on why you're such a failure right now.Stop crying and embrace the meaningless of life. Bring meaning to your own existence, and confirm your validity.Also, the way you approached this was probably the most awkward and holier-than-thou attempt I've seen in months. It sounds like someone, probably me, hurt you in some way and now you're a little upset.