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Hi, my name is Samantha Bishop and I'm a transwoman desperately trying to break the cycle of self-hatred and self-repression I'm trapped in. I've known I was a girl since I was a young child, but my parents were the religious type and coerced me into years of toxic masculine behavior, which I am still trying to deprogram from. I've recently started seeing a gender specialist, but I'm still living with my parents, and I know they're going to be furious once they realize I've used their insurance for that.



Unfortunately, I'm so desperate to become some semblance of who I actually am that I've considered buying estrogen online even though it's not safe to do so. I am forced to shower with the light's off because of how dysphoric I am becoming. I have crippling anxiety and CPTSD, which makes finding a job difficult. I need to get away from my parent's house before my mental health deteriorates even more. I only have $100 but I need $1000 for the room I'm planning on renting plus other expenses until I can hopefully find a job.



Anything you can donate to help me out would be greatly appreciated.