

July 2008

July 2008 What Do I Mean by “Goddess”? To answer this question, I must first express some of my spiritual philosophy. I will repeatedly refer to the concept of a “spectrum.” Our civilization widely accepts that a distinction exists between the “material” and the “spiritual.” On one extreme is the money-grubbing scoundrel, and on the other extreme is the humanitarian whose life is spent in selfless service. On one extreme is the person consumed with hatred, jealousy and greed, who constantly thinks about harming other people, and on the other extreme is the person whose mind is peaceful and quiet, and who unconditionally loves everyone. It is important to recognize that a vast spectrum exists between these extremes, and that ordinary people live somewhere within that spectrum... and they each evolve and change within some sub-range of that spectrum. There are six billion people on this planet, and every part of the spectrum is well populated. The pressures of the world tend to pull people downward, toward the material side of the spectrum. The gentle call of God (or Buddhahood or Allah) nudges people upward toward the spiritual side. God urges us to drop the material garbage and evolve upward... toward spiritual enlightenment. Many people (and many religions) mistakenly view sex entirely from a material perspective. Consequently, many people with high spiritual aspirations mistakenly believe that celibacy is essential for attaining enlightenment. And for those who have relatively little interest in sex, the path of celibacy is just fine. But for intensely sexual people, celibacy is a path to emotional distress rather than joy. The truth is that sex can be practiced in any part of the spectrum. On one extreme is sexual violence and rape. On the opposite extreme is sacred sex, which is the sexual worship of God (or sexual celebration of the Buddha Nature). So.... What do I mean by “Goddess”? “Goddess” means a woman who is blossoming in many qualities of spiritual enlightenment AND is intensely sexual . Extensive Qualifications for the Goddess I Seek: My intention here is twofold. First, I want to clearly describe the woman I am seeking. She might not fit my description absolutely perfectly, but she’s close . Second, I would like to inspire EVERY woman who reads this message to become and be the very best woman she can be, regardless of whether she responds. (If you are uninspired or overwhelmed by all these qualifications, or if you find fault with me for stating them, then we are not a match.) I have divided the qualifications into six subsections: Spirituality

Body

Mind

Social

Work/Vision

Sexuality Spirituality: Her spirituality is the CENTER of her life. She believes in God, loves God, knows that God loves her, and knows that she herself is made in God’s image (i.e. that she is an incarnation of God, or that the Buddha within her is the totality of the universe). She knows that the location where God resides is within her beautiful heart. She knows the truth of reincarnation. Alternatively, she is open to the concept and ready for experiences that will demonstrate its truth to her. She engages in one or a combination of the following spiritual practices for a minimum of 15 minutes per day (or alternatively, for at least two hours per week), and she has been doing so regularly for several years: Meditating in sitting position with eyes closed. (See, e.g., Sahaj Samadhi Meditation, Transcendental Meditation, Siddha Yoga Meditation, Meditation as taught by Ammaji (the hugging saint), and Kriya Yoga Meditation.) Chanting an ancient mantra aloud, such as “Nam Myoho Renge Kyo” or “Om Namah Shivaya” or “Hare Krishna.” Breath techniques taught by Sri Sri Ravi Shankar, including Sudarshan Kriya. I would prefer someone who spends more like 1 or 2 hours per day on such practices (as I have been doing for more 35 years), and I think 15 minutes is pretty minimal for a Goddess . The above-listed practices dig deep into the consciousness, clean out fear, anger, pain, hatred and other negatives, including from past lives, open the heart to blossom in unconditional love, dissolve the ego, and move the soul rapidly in the direction of spiritual enlightenment. The following do NOT count towards my 15-minute-per-day minimum because, although they can have great value (especially when done in conjunction with the above-listed practices), they generally do not dig nearly as deep into the consciousness: reading scriptures (e.g. the Bible), spiritual books or spiritual articles; attendance at church, temple, mosque, study groups, religious meetings or spiritual lectures (or listening to recordings of the same); listening to or singing sacred music; yoga postures (asanas); physical exercise; charitable work (seva); dietary cleansing; “talk therapy,” chiropractic, homeopathy, naturopathy, ayurveda, acupuncture, massage, psychic surgery, light healing, astrology or feng shui. She is NOT a Scientologist. As a consequence of her regular spiritual practices (both in this lifetime and in past lives), she is blossoming in the following qualities of enlightenment, perhaps not entirely, but to a significant extent: Her mind is frequently peaceful. She does not have too many unwelcome thoughts, nor does she experience a lot of “mental chatter”—her mind is fairly quiet... for some of the time, anyway. When she gets angry or hurt or sad or upset, it does not last too long.... or, if it is lasting, she turns inward and works on herself until she finds peace again. She seldom or never feels hatred or jealousy or the desire to harm someone. She never feels greed. She sees God (or Buddha or Jesus or Mary or Krishna or Radha or Allah) in many people.... or in all people.... even when they are denying their own divinity by engaging in evil. She loves others unconditionally , meaning that even if they impose a “condition” of rejecting or betraying or harming her, she keeps loving them anyway.... her mature love cannot sour into hatred. She unconditionally loves a large number of people.... or all people.... however, she loves different people with different levels of intensity. She has the quality of childlike innocence. Alternatively, if she “lost” her innocence at some time in her life, she has subsequently regained it. (“Om Namaha Shivaya,” which is the most ancient of all the great Sanskrit mantras, means, “I return to innocence.”) She receives guidance directly from God, and she follows this Spirit guidance, even when it takes courage to do so (e.g. because others might get angry or think she’s nuts). Body: She is extremely attractive. She’s HOT. She turns heads wherever she goes. She is sexy. VERY sexy. She is beautifully dressed and beautifully groomed. She has excellent posture. She is slender . Her hair is her own and at least to her shoulders . Alternatively, she is willing to grow her hair long for me and keep it long for me. Her voice is not low or raspy. (Alto is fine; baritone is not.) She is in excellent health, although she may have some minor health issues she is working on. She is tobacco free and drug free . She is either alcohol free or nearly so. She is either a vegetarian, or she would like to be one if she could do so without it adversely impacting her energy or health. Her home is clean, orderly and uncluttered. However, if she has small children living with her, messes caused by her kids are okay. Mind: She is mentally healthy, and her mental health is strongly supported by her spiritual practices. (No psychiatry. No mental disorders. No psych meds.) She is extremely intelligent and creative. She is well educated, with at least a bachelor’s degree. Alternatively, she has the intellectual/academic ability, skills and experience of someone with a bachelor’s degree. She is highly articulate. She speaks English with advanced fluency. She is BRAVE. She is ready and willing to confront and let go of any and all self-limiting beliefs within her consciousness. She knows that breaking out of the “cage” of self-limiting beliefs can be difficult and sometimes painful, but she is undaunted. She wants TOTAL FREEDOM and has the courage to attain it. She wants a man who will HELP her attain it. She has an open/flexible mind capable of embracing beautiful/powerful new concepts, both material and spiritual, that are “outside the box” of common thinking in today’s heavily propagandized and “politically correct” society. She is open to revolutionary new ideas for improving our society. She enjoys conversations about such things. Social: She is single and available for dating and intimacy. She is sophisticated. She has excellent manners. She is RELIABLE about phone calls and dates with me. She LOVES classical music, including opera and ballet. She wants me to take her to LA Opera productions at the Dorothy Chandler Pavilion, to the LA Philharmonic concerts at Disney Hall, to the Hollywood Bowl (with picnic dinners), to Broadway musicals at the Ahmanson Theater, to concerts and theater at the Orange County Performing Arts Center, to art exhibitions, and to other classy arts events. She totally LOVES the idea of my taking her directly from these events to elegant hotels for enchanting, romantic, sizzling-hot nights! She is interested in couples dancing, including Swing, Salsa, Waltz and Fox Trot. (I’m okay at East Coast Swing, but I need a lot more lessons on all the dances! Taking dance lessons would be a GREAT thing to do together.) She is confident, outgoing, and has first-rate people skills. She is socially magnetic, gregarious, popular, and people just LOVE being with her. Alternatively, she would LIKE to have these qualities and is willing to work hard on herself to attain them. If she has been victimized by an ex-boyfriend or ex-husband who has been violent, severely emotionally abusive, engaged in crimes against other people, and/or abuses alcohol or drugs, then she must be 100% disconnected from him except for minimal contacts required to comply with a court order pursuant to children or financial support. Work/Vision: She is deeply disturbed that each day approximately 16,000 children die from hunger-related causes... one such child dies every five seconds. She understands that the biggest problem in the world today (and the underlying cause of this and a myriad of other horrendous problems) is tyranny by a small band of elite individuals. Or, if she doesn’t understand this yet, she is willing to educate herself about this very scary truth. She QUESTIONS so-called “authority” and HATES the concept of “blind obedience to authority.” She is appalled by the results of the famous Milgram Experiment in psychology which show that “normal” people will intentionally inflict what they believe is torture on another person simply because an “authority” figure instructed them to do so. She understands that the elite tyrants have reached an advanced state in the systematic imposition of their so-called “authority” onto the population of the entire world, and that the goal of the tyrants is nothing short of enslaving the masses by means of (1) the “authority” of government officials who are puppets of the tyrants (since the Civil War, most U.S. Presidents and Vice Presidents, and most members of Congress, have been puppets—both major political parties in the U.S. are controlled by the tyrants), and (2) marketplace and media domination by corporate giants that are controlled by the tyrants. She has the COURAGE to unite with and give her full Goddess support to a powerful man (me) who dares to believe that tyranny can be eliminated from the face of this earth during our lifetime. She is either an experienced actress or would like to be one. She is deeply interested in theater, film and television production, but is unhappy with the manner in which the media are controlled by the dark powers that substantially control the world today. She would be EXTREMELY interested in participating in creating an extraordinary new television show designed to change all that and that will be distributed in a manner that the tyrants cannot touch. If she is presently engaged in unfolding her own vision through her own work, then she understands that I am NOT intending to pull her away from it. Indeed, I wish to support and enhance her work/vision and hope that she might be willing to find a practical way to integrate it with mine, thereby making it OUR Global Vision. As our success unfolds, she will be willing to travel the world with me, to appear on television with me, and to work with me—sometimes together, sometimes separately—on a large number of projects in a diversity of fields that will reduce human suffering. Sexuality: She is PASSIONATE. Actually, she is INTENSELY passionate.... passionate about God, passionate about eliminating social injustice, passionate when speaking to audiences or on television, and passionate in bed with me. She believes in the light-filled MAGIC of sacred sex. She wants to utilize this magic to manifest our Global Vision and to thereby eliminate elitist tyranny from the face of this earth. She realizes that her sacred sexual union with me is CRUCIAL for manifesting the Global Vision.... it cannot manifest without sexual magic, and she KNOWS this (notwithstanding that this concept is VERY radical and FAR “outside the box” of “conventional wisdom” in the world today). If she has been a prostitute, that is GOOD!! We can discuss it at length. I have written a book (not yet published) entitled, Resurrecting the Innocence in Prostitutes. Fascinating topic! And it’s an important part of my Global Vision. She is interested in sacredly exploring FEMALE bisexuality as a Goddess. Alternatively, as she evolves as a Goddess, she will be willing to discuss this with an open mind and to entertain the possibility of greatly intensifying the power of our sexual magic, thereby accelerating the manifestation of our Global Vision. She intensely longs to be worshipped as a Goddess by the right man... a man who knows EXACTLY what he is doing. He teases her hard and relentlessly, which makes her laugh uncontrollably. The sound of his voice, his words, his appearance, the way he looks at her, his powerful mind, his radiant heart, his intense sexuality, his confidence, his poise, and his very presence.... weaken her knees, fill her stomach with butterflies, send shivers up her spine, make her heart pound, overwhelm her with desire, and make her VERY wet. She cannot help but surrender herself to him, melting naked into his arms, whereupon he worships her as a Goddess.... he is the priest, she is his altar. She becomes the Goddess he is worshipping... she is elevated into extreme Goddess-ecstasy.... exploding and screaming!.... so many times you lose count. One of the reasons I require that she sustain strong daily spiritual practices is that the extreme/prolonged sexual ecstasy I create in her will dig up deep-rooted “garbage” hidden within her cells (including issues from her past lives) that she needs to release in her spiritual practices. Without such practices, the newly exposed (but not fully released) garbage will interfere with or ruin our relationship. (Most women cannot handle so much sexual ecstasy.) If she wants to experience incredibly awesome sex, then she must BE an incredibly awesome woman who is fully grounded in her spiritual practices . The lady I seek somehow KNOWS deep down inside that if she surrenders herself to the right man and is worshipped by him as a Goddess in just the right way, she can move mountains .... she can move the whole world! She WANTS to make this sexual magic happen and to bless the world with the resulting miracles. (Please see my discussion below about surrender versus control.) She is WILLING to surrender and be worshipped as a Goddess.

She is WANTING to surrender and be worshipped as a Goddess.

She is WAITING to surrender and be worshipped as a Goddess.

July 2008

September 1999

July 2008 About Me: Gallant. INTENSELY romantic. Perfect gentleman. 6-1, 185, 57. Deep, sexy voice (women LOVE my voice). Extremely brilliant. Extremely creative. Well educated. Renaissance Man. Wise. Divorced after 17-year marriage. I have three fabulous adult sons and golden relationships with each of them. The oldest and youngest work with me developing my computer technology. My middle son is working on his MBA at one of the top business schools—he recently got married (the wedding was awesome), and I now have a fabulous new daughter-in-law!. Born in Downtown Los Angeles. Raised in Pacific Palisades (part of Los Angeles). My first guru was an incredible high school physics teacher who loved me unconditionally and taught me about the greatness of my own mind and heart (I also mastered the physics, but that was merely a vehicle for these larger lessons). He inspired me to teach. Supported myself in high school and college by tutoring mathematics, physics and chemistry, and developed highly effective teaching methods, which I later successfully applied to classroom teaching. Graduated magna cum laude from UCLA. B.A. in Mathematics, minor in Music, plus a Teaching Credential. Also took extensive coursework in physics, chemistry, theater arts, education and business management. While in college, created and ran a business taking high school students on backpacking trips to Yosemite and to the Grand Canyon. (I am no longer interested in backpacking, but I do enjoy day hikes.) Taught high school chemistry and mathematics for LA Unified Schools, and also twice started my own private schools. Students and their parents love me, but the powers that be in education do not. Had uniform (and unprecedented) success in high school geometry classes, within the first four hours of instruction from the first day of class, getting every student to do 10+ line proofs correctly... and they LOVE it. Many students told me learning to do proofs helped them in their English classes because it improved their writing skills. Duh! Spent a large portion of my life attempting to make my teaching methods available on a wide scale, but was obstructed by many factors (I will return to this in the future—it’s a significant component of my plans for transforming education). Volunteered in twelve semi-professional musical theater productions as set and lighting designer, technical director, chorus member and producer. Founded the YMCA-sponsored Los Angeles Young Artists Theater Company. Managed a large number of teen and adult volunteers (as many as 150 people at once). Negotiated deal with Musician’s Union (Local 47) that enabled productions to have orchestras with both volunteer and paid musicians. Designed spectacular sets and lighting for Meredith Willson's The Music Man, and for Lionel Bart’s Oliver!, and supervised construction and painting of all scenery for both (did the most difficult painting myself). Produced Rodgers and Hammerstein's Flower Drum Song at the Santa Monica Civic Auditorium. Spent 13 years as a software engineer at Hughes Aircraft Company. Responsible for design, implementation, test and documentation of a software system to operate a newly built far-field range in Malibu for testing satellite antennas. Managed a team of programmers, installed the system on schedule, and it was successfully used to test the massive antennas on six Intelsat-VI satellites now in orbit. Responsible for the analysis portion of a data quality audit of the Hughes business data. Uncovered significant data problems. Left Hughes after raising startup capital for my computer technology venture. Currently spend about 30 hours per week working with my sons on my computer technology and also on other aspects of my Global Vision. Currently spend an additional 30 hours per week drafting complex legal documents for numerous attorney clients. I do this legal work in the capacity of a spiritual missionary for the purpose of spreading Light within the legal system (which desperately needs Light). I am not an attorney, but could readily pass the bar exam. This work pays the bills, pays for dates with ladies, and supports my sons as they work full time developing my computer technology. Deeply spiritual. Old soul. 35 years of daily meditation. 20 years of daily breath practices as taught by Sri Sri Ravi Shankar, who is my main spiritual teacher and mentor. Numerous other longtime advanced spiritual practices, including healing/resolving matters from several past lives. Nonjudgmental. Advanced skills at emotional processing. I rarely get angry (perhaps 3 times per year and just for a few minutes, then it’s gone). Emotionally centered and grounded. Calm. Spending time with me will calm you down and make you feel peaceful inside. But I will also challenge you to expand and grow. I will challenge you to let the Goddess within you be fully expressed and manifested in the external world. Profound, two-way connection with God (or, as my Buddhist friends would say, with my Buddha Nature). I am guided by God in all that I do, day in and day out. Consequently, there is no need for me to make “choices.” I just obey God, usually instantly. However, when God tells me to do things I am uncomfortable with doing or am afraid of doing, I sometimes “argue” with God.... but God always wins. Also, I frequently “test” my guidance in a variety of ways, to make sure it’s coming from God (and not from my ego or from some other source). I have found (particularly over the past 15 years) that my Spirit guidance is remarkably pure and genuine, and I am grateful to Sri Sri Ravi Shankar for that. Jai Guru Dev! I have also found that in the most challenging situations my ego is the part of me that doubts what God tells me, and wants instead to believe with the “world” tells me. This sometimes causes distress in me, but I always obey God and live with the consequences , rather than obeying the “choice” my ego would make. Indeed, “choice” is extremely popular today. Many people believe making “choices” is empowering, which might be true for those who are struggling with addictions and other harmful behavior patterns. But ultimately, “choice” is thing of the ego (it’s the ego’s “crown jewel,” actually), and I am grateful that I have no attraction to it. (Sri Sri Ravi Shankar says, “You think you have free will, but it’s only an illusion.”) Increasingly, my doubts are disappearing, and I know I am on the verge of truly emerging in my Full Power to move mountains on this planet. Extremely passionate tantra master who does not ejaculate (except on rare occasions). Stay fully hard through multiple male orgasms without ejaculating. Can and will genuinely DELIVER “so many times you lose count,“ as stated above. Vasectomy (but I can have it reversed). 100% straight (i.e. heterosexual). Tobacco free, alcohol free, drug free and disease free. Clean, healthy, vegetarian (for over 30 years). My home is clean and orderly, but I’m not very good at interior decorating! I am intensely chivalrous, and, if you date me, you are required to respond to my chivalry as a LADY . You are the GIRL. Chivalry is about you allowing me to HONOR the girl in you. This means you let ME walk on the street side of the sidewalk, and you let ME open all doors for you (including when you are exiting from my car). It means you let ME decide where I would like to take you (e.g. what restaurant, what concert, what hotel, etc.), and when I tell you where I would like to take you, you tell me your FEELINGS with the understanding that if I sense that you are uncomfortable or disappointed with my offer, then I will change it because my goal is to make you HAPPY. It means that when I offer you flowers and gifts, you accept them graciously.... you should have empty vases in your home. It means that you let ME pay for everything on our dates, even if you have a lot more money than I do. It means that when we are at a restaurant and I am hungry and you are busy talking, that when our food finally arrives you realize that YOU must take the first bite, and by ignoring your food as you keep yacking away you are making me starve ! Okay. So much for chivalry. Now I need to warn you that four extremely popular things are not a part of my life: Rock Music. I intensely dislike rock music. Can’t stand it. I came of age in the 1960s and never liked it. It saps my energy and totally turns me off. Depending on the song and the volume level, I will sometimes exit the room or put my fingers in my ears to avoid it. If you ever want to get rid of me, just switch on some rock-n-roll and turn it up loud.... I’ll be gone in a hurry! Sports. I have zero interest in sports. For daily exercise, I do yoga stretches and take walks. (If you’re looking for a gym partner or someone to attend sporting events with you, then we are not a match.) Pets. I love all animals and they love me. Indeed, as a vegetarian, I am in no way responsible for their slaughter. I even catch indoor bugs and release them outdoors. But I’m not a pet person. Close contact with animals (especially dogs) drains my energy. (If you have a relationship with a dog that will take precedence over your relationship with me, then we are not a match.) Television. I don’t watch television except for about 1-2 hours per year when circumstances require it. I stopped watching TV in 1970 and am unfamiliar with most post-1970 programming. I dislike the energy of most of what gets broadcast, and it is far worse now than it was in the 1960s. I have saved YEARS of time by avoiding TV. However, when we launch our own TV show (which will have very different energy), I will watch every episode. (If you require your man to spend a lot of time in a room where a TV is on, then we are not a match.) But I’m funny ! I will make you laugh... lots. The most convenient way for a guy to make a girl laugh is to TEASE her. Girls are SUPPOSED to get teased by guys. And I’m good at it. I will tease you hard and outrageously. I will pretend to be totally serious when I’m teasing you, and it is YOUR job as the girl to figure out that I’m not serious at all. I will tease you for two (and only two) purposes, the first of which is to make you laugh. The second purpose is a little trickier to accomplish, and often happens in that delicious moment when I’ve just said something and you’re momentarily stunned (because you’re not sure whether I might actually be serious)—it’s my intention (in that delicious moment right before you crack up laughing) to make you get wet . To accomplish this, I will press you near your limit. But I might occasionally (and unintentionally) screw up and “cross a line” that causes my tease to backfire and make you feel hurt or upset, in which case I will profusely apologize. Is it worth the risk of my occasionally going too far? I’m looking for a woman who agrees that it’s worth the risk, wants me to tease her relentlessly, and LOVES it when my teasing makes her wet. Sensitive, kind, caring and sweet. High integrity. Huge heart that loves unconditionally. Extremely strong male energy but totally different from most men. Obviously!! I know EXACTLY what I want, and I intend to get it. But vulnerable (e.g. I fall in love easily). HEART OF GOLD.

August 2004

July 2008 Geography: I have an apartment in Westside of Los Angeles where I spend most of my time, but I am a Nevada citizen and make several trips per year to Las Vegas (I have zero interest in gambling). With the success of my computer technology, my vision is eventually to have one mansion in Los Angeles and another mansion in Las Vegas. I am open to a long distance relationship for a limited period of time with a woman who is located anywhere in the United States, but she would ultimately need to spend most of her time in Los Angeles with me.

July 2008

August 2004

July 2008 Surrender versus Control: I do NOT wish to control my Goddess. I have ZERO interest in controlling either her or our relationship. I am wise enough to know that God is in control. I obey God. I am surrendered to God’s Will. I am also wise enough to know that a surefire way to ruin a relationship with a fabulous woman is to attempt to control her. What I seek is an exquisite Love Dance in which my male role is to lead (as in ballroom dancing) and my Goddess’s female role is to surrender in ecstasy. She IS the dance. (At a ballroom dance event, who does the audience mostly look at?—the girl!) My interest is NOT in controlling her, but rather in creating ecstasy in her, and (as in ballroom dancing) that requires a strong male lead . But I cannot make her surrender to my lead. What I can do is to make myself irresistible.... and then extend my open hand to her and ask, “Will you dance with me?” If she takes my hand and surrenders into my arms, then that is God’s Will, not my control. I would love to find a woman who herself is a leader (but I do not require that she be a leader)... and I am referring to her being a leader in the world, NOT the leader in our Love Dance. In our Love Dance, she surrenders her exquisite femininity to my powerful masculine lead and lets me FEED her with the energy she needs to be powerful and effective in ALL that she does in the world. Actually, I believe that many women today who complain about men being too controlling are often themselves the controlling ones. If you desire to control your man, then we are not a match. Also, if you have a tendency to accuse men whom you perceive as “too strong” of being “controlling,” then we are not a match. I am looking for a balanced woman who has the courage to unite with an extremely strong man and dance this exquisite Love Dance with him. I am looking for a woman who will LET her man LIFT her into extreme ecstasy.... FOR LIFE .

July 2008

July 2008 The Most Difficult Lesson of My Life: My lifelong desire and intention has always been to inspire and teach people more enlightened ways of thinking and living, and to spread love and joy in the world. I have never had any desire or intention to harm anyone. However, beginning in 1996 when God revealed the deeper aspects of my Global Vision to me, and as I innocently, lovingly and passionately expressed that vision (as God guided me to express it), I was astonished to learn that some people are scared of me. Why? Why is anyone scared of me??? Learning the answer to this question has been the most difficult lesson of my life . What I write in this section is with the wisdom acquired by going through many years of horrible hell learning that lesson. Here is the answer to the question in a nutshell: The brightest Light casts the darkest shadows. I simply did not understand until my mid-fifties how bright my Light actually is. Nor did I understand that, because my Light reveals the shadows in others, they get scared of their own shadows and then mistakenly believe those shadows are in ME.... and then they BLAME me. This is precisely why Jesus was nailed to a cross. My Light is certainly not as bright as His, but it’s the same principle. Jesus was scary to many of the “normal” people of his time because he beckoned them to become the Divinity that is their birthright.... so the crowd shouted “crucify him.” (Mark 15:12-14.) Thankfully, the hatred, slander and physical violence that were directed at me during my “crucifixion” did not include any bloodshed. But it was emotionally and financially devastating. It also delayed the implementation of my computer technology for many years, which adversely impacted more than 100 shareholders. The perpetrators of my “crucifixion” were a group of approximately 10 ministers and “licensed spiritual practitioners” at an extremely popular church in Culver City, California. These people passionately and correctly preach the spiritual truth. But they repeatedly (and overwhelmingly) demonstrated to me and many of my friends that they lack the spiritual maturity to practice what they preach: They publicly preach letting go of fear, but they practiced fearing me (when there was nothing for them to fear but their own dark shadows). They publicly preach nonjudgment of others, but they practiced viciously slandering me with outrageous falsehoods that have tarnished my reputation. They publicly preach loving everyone unconditionally (and, in fact, the name of their church means “unconditional love”), but they practiced hating me and intentionally inflicting great harm on me and my family. They publicly preach (and the home page of their web site states) that they are “a trans-denominational spiritual community whose doors are open to all seekers in search of authentic spirituality, personal transformation and selfless service to humankind,” but they excommunicated me and closed their doors to me. They publicly preach nonviolence (and, in fact, they give out awards to members of the community for fostering nonviolence), but they practiced physical violence against me, including six assaults (one with deadly weapons aimed at me). In short, they are very “normal” people.... just like the “normal” people who participated in the Milgram Experiment and inflicted what they believed to be torture on another person.... just like the “normal” people who angrily shouted for Jesus to be crucified. This is how many “normal” people ARE, which I find scary! (But the tyrants LOVE this about “normal” people, because it’s precisely what makes the masses so susceptible to propaganda, manipulation, “authority,” and enslavement.) Transforming this on a mass scale is the essence of my Global Vision. Why am I mentioning that Culver City church here? Two reasons. First, the lady I seek needs to understand just how powerful my energy is. I managed (quite inadvertently and unintentionally, and as a consequence of my consistently obeying God) to frighten the leadership of a church that attracts tens of thousands of people—a church whose charismatic leader was featured in the 2006 film The Secret and has subsequently appeared on the Oprah Winfrey Show, on Larry King Live and on other shows. Second, I want her to be aware that there are significant unresolved issues (that the church adamantly refuses to resolve) that have created major obstacles to my Global Vision, and I want her to learn about this from me first . Therefore, if you attend that same Culver City church and believe its leadership embodies, lives or practices (away from the pulpit) what they passionately preach from the pulpit, then we are not a match. Also, if you are scared of me, then we are not a match. I have learned my lesson well. I have learned how extremely vulnerable “normal” people are to mass hysteria, which is typically created by false propaganda (e.g. more than a million so-called “witches” were burned at the stake in Europe, and 19 were hanged in Massachusetts, because of mass hysteria among “normal” people who believed ludicrous, anti-witch propaganda). I am gradually honing my skills in the delicate (and oh-so-difficult) art of expressing myself and my expansive truth in ways that move and inspire “normal” people without frightening them. This includes the art of concealing certain information from those who cannot handle it (and for me this requires a lot of discipline because I’m an extremely open and honest person). Consequently, I shall not disclose any details of what happened at that church until you have demonstrated to me that you are spiritually mature enough to know the truth of what happened without getting scared of me. For now, it is enough that you have been informed by me that something happened. In all my interactions with ministers and practitioners at that church, I obeyed God . I also practiced the spiritual principles they publicly preach, which include that we should obey God. But I refused to submit to the false “authority” they aggressively and violently asserted over me. This angered them greatly, and it led to their taking extremely harmful actions against me. Albert Einstein famously stated, “Great Spirits always encounter violent opposition from mediocre minds.” One of my attorney clients recently told me, “Mark, the people at that church put an albatross around your neck, and you’ve got to get rid of it before you can achieve any large-scale success.” I’ve been striving from the depths of my soul for a decade to get the albatross off my neck, thus far without success. I’ve had many battles with certain individuals at that church, and also with the church itself, but thus far their evil has consistently prevailed. I have a huge, unconditionally loving heart, and what makes these battles all the more difficult is that I love the people at that church, notwithstanding the horrible things they have done to me. I feel like Arjuna on the battlefield in the Bhagavad Gita where God (in the form of Krishna) directs Arjuna to fight against people he loves. It is extremely difficult for Arjuna to carry out this duty precisely because he loves the people he must fight against. I am grateful that MY only “weapons” are words , and that, at least from MY side, there has never been and will never be any violence. Am I weary from my long struggle with that church to clear my good name? Yes. Will I stop obeying God when I’m directed to make yet another nonviolent attempt to overcome their evil? No. Before I am ready to move the mountain of eliminating global tyranny, I must first SUCCEED at moving the stubborn molehill at that church. I am inspired by the words of Paramahansa Yogananda in his booklet The Law of Success: “When the consciousness is kept on God, you will have no fears; every obstacle will then be overcome by courage and faith.” [p. 12] “The season of failure is the best time for sewing the seeds of success. The bludgeon of circumstances may bruise you, but keep your head erect. Always try once more, no matter how many times you have failed.” [p. 13, emphasis in original.] I am looking for a woman with the intelligence, wisdom, strength and courage to walk with me on the path of obeying the only True Authority (God), even when harsh resistance must be faced from unenlightened individuals—a woman who knows that God’s Way is the only way to eradicate tyranny from the face of the earth and bring The Political Manifestation of World Peace and World Joy.