Written during a period of disturbance, this book is an account of the thought patterns and experiences linked to mental illness. More accurately defined as a diary rather than a self help book, this body of work welcomes the reader into the corners of the the writers mind as she attempted to process her emotions and understand her reality. Through out the book the reader is taken on a journey of exploring the turbulent, painful yet beautiful mind of a then 21 year old female living with a complicated mix of issues.