I followed the events since the day after the shooting. First i have to think of that little girl with the short hairs. Media said that she is the face of the protests now. Ok, that changed fast, seems to be this boy now, i don´t know the names of them, she had a mexican name if i remember right. Funny thing was that i had ti think of an actor (no, not a crisis actor!) when i watched her and listened to her. The outrage, the gestures, everything was a bit implausible, a bit too much but not very credible, imo. And she was hyped too much by th media. It looked all a bit staged and trained.



Then i watched most parts of the town hall meeting last night, lying in bed with a flu. So maybe i fantasized, but the whole event looked like a fully scripted event, it was more a show than what i expected. Sure, the feelings of the poor victims were real, but as a european i had the feeling that it even could be an oscar event or similiar, more show than anything else. The song at the end of the meeting made that feeling complete, it felt all a bit suspicious. Like the victims were used to gain high ratings.



Everything that followed the shooting looks like as if some of the students were controlled by whoever, maybe the media. It felt as if the students often even weren´t using their own words. All that felt to artificial, not real. Too much show for such a tragedy.



But hey, maybe i am in delirium, really not sure right now...

