Maybe enough time has passed now as im writing this but pieces are falling into place. I’m grateful that I experienced depression if thats what youd call it, id say its a natural part of life to question this shit were apart of weve just named it something else and attached emotion to it. The reality is that no one fucking knows whats going on trust me ive looked, maybe im not a good source so please search far and wide for some answers. I find it hilarious if i’m honest, it’s our turn to look after all these thousands of years of knowledge and technology and we got fuck all to answer this one question.

Maybe we arnt meant to ask it, maybe were just animals playing as these complex things called humans we pretend to be above the animal kingdom with our language and reasoning but maybe its all a sham n we are finding something in nothing.

Out of this whole planet one species of life has this creative part of them, I doubt it, you could say a birds nest is quiet creative but at the end of the day its vital for its survival. Could humans have gone past this need for survival in modern society and creativity has taken its place or are we slowly working towards something only our

subconscious can recognize as necessary for our survival. Maybe money breeds creativity. Does Putting a price on survival force ways of earning money into existence ie creativity. I feel that its too broad of a term now its written down as it could be boiled down to pattern recognition which is our

fundamental way of constructing our reality in a tangible way… ish. We may create things using these laws, math and science but do we actually understand it or are we just using it. We don’t know why or how math even exists but we can sure as hell use it to benefit us. In the same way we don’t know what life is but we sure as hell can experience it. So go fucking experience some shit ,good or bad its all we got. Went a bit out of hand there, back to the question and the only answer I got, it’s not going to finish the debate but its something for now and its that we have created this reality using the tools we have been given and the ability to recognize patterns subconsciously and express them consciously since the beginning of human history and now you are of those humans with the same pattern recognition its our turn, its your turn to grab hold of this chaos and make something with it. The past does not exist without the present and the future is yet to be so act now in the only time there truly is.