Obviously nothing comes out of thing air, and my feeling about society had come to an end. I am writing this note as a cry of help or maybe as of something else… nope just as a cry of help. I left all my love for everything in college, or to be specific, all my love for everything in my last relationship. Yesterday a year go was the last time I touched my ex girlfriend, I saw her, I hugged her and kissed her at the (CMH) Columbus H something airport. If you were going to tell me that was going to be the last time I was going to be truly happy, I would’ve hugged her a bit longer.

I don’t know much about life, but I know that the moments that I spend with her were probably the most meaningful moments of my life, even if we were pulling each other hairs.

When I got into that plane my only goals were to demonstrate her that I can be the best person for her, and that best person for me. All I ever wanted to do since that moment I got into that plane was impress her, to demonstrate her that I can build something for her, I know it seems silly, I know it seems lame.

I got a lot of things done this year, I am almost fluent in Italian, I am pretty good in Portuguese, I got pretty good at Javascript and Coffescript, Python among others things. I met a lot of cool people Italy, Spain, and Portugal. Yet I haven’t managed to do the things that I set to since I left those gates.

I need to finish one app.

Thank you.