dude, you're being too hard on yourself, this looks awesomeyour art probably won't look exactly like how you want, that's something all artists deal with. just think of it as part of the job. and yeah, sometimes it takes WAY too long to accomplish something, or you put in a lot of effort for something you aren't satisfied with, but:1) it just happens sometimes, and it happens to all of us, don't let it get you down, just try again next time2) your fans / audience are bound to like it anyway.so you:1) sat down and created some art2) have an experience to take lessons from3) shared something that a lot of people like. so i would overall consider this a success