My final statement on being removed from Titan

Let me start by saying that there's absolutely no hard feeling between me and Titan or its members. I wish them all nothing but good luck in the future, and I'll be rooting for them in the important upcoming matches. Furthermore, I'm not writing this post to make me look like a victim or to get any kind of sympathy, I'm simply doing this to clear up any kind of rumor that might develop in the community, and because I think that all followers and fans deserve to know why I won't be be competing any longer (at least not in this season).



For a time before the kick I had developed a bad habit of spreading negativity in comms when things went bad during practice. And it's clear to me now that leading up to this kick this habit had increased a lot. You see, a very unfortunate part of my personality is that when I take something seriously I tend to get very emotionally attached, and it quickly became noticeable when we'd go on a big losing streak during long scrim sessions. We tried to fix this issue as a team a couple of times, but in the end it wasn't enough as SWC is coming up and I wasn't improving fast enough. It was just getting too risky to keep me, and so, apart from some other minor syngery issues, this is bascially why the decision was made. I was told on the 22nd (during the bye week) that I'd be removed and that they'd start the search for a new member while having Omgimabird, our coach, sub in for the matches meanwhile.

It was a sudden kick. I was technically never really warned, and I didn't see it coming at all. I knew that I had problems that I needed to sort out, but it just never accured to me that I was in any danger of getting kicked cause of them. I did ask for a last chance to better myself but was denied due to SWC being just around the corner.



So what are my plans going forward? Well, I'm not really sure. I'm roster locked, so there's no chance of seeing me again before next season. Missing out of worlds and all you guys sucks, but what can you do. However, I will be streaming A LOT more than I used to, and I guess I'll just see where that takes me for now.



I don't really have much more to say other than I thought we had a much stronger bond than that. And after all we've been through, this really is a shitty way to go. I have definitely learned my lesson though, that's for sure.



Oh, and lastly I wanna thank everone who's been with me through this crazy ride, I honestly do appreciate all the support that you guys have shown over the last year. Being a part of all this has been incredible, it really has, and I'm definitely going to miss it.

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