





Don't Make Me Go Back, Mommy: A Child's Book about Satanic Ritual Abuse







Mommy looks worn and maybe a bit long of tooth. Her hair is flaccid and shoulder-length. We'll come back to this.

Mommy looks worn and maybe a bit long of tooth. Her hair is flaccid and shoulder-length. We'll come back to this.

I have highlighted the uneaten chicken. Per 1980s etiquette, I feel the need to mention that children in Africa are starving...









Mommy seems to have recovered from the other evening. Her hair is shiny, longer, and she's much prettier than she was. And do I spy a facelift?

The people who run the daycare are an insidious-looking bunch. Patriotic, though. Check out the one with the bun in the oven. That bun is for Satan. [It was widely believed at the time that women in satanic cults were having babies for sacrifice to Satan.]

Allison's got a pretty unhappy drawing there. Could those be bunny ears?

Carnations may also be evil.









Bam! Here are the bunnies. Red eyes, probably for Satan, too. Also, as a good rule of thumb, don't let Bernadette Peters watch your children.

Finally, that "magic juice" probably either has drugs or semen in it, according to theories at the time.





And we're performing satanic rituals. There are two pentagrams on the table/altar, as well as, confusingly, a cross.

Personally, I like the teeny hangman's noose. During the hysteria, various children reported stories of hundreds of infants being ritually murdered; none were ever found.

And we're performing satanic rituals. There are two pentagrams on the table/altar, as well as, confusingly, a cross.Personally, I like the teeny hangman's noose. During the hysteria, various children reported stories of hundreds of infants being ritually murdered; none were ever found.



Oop, we're back in the classroom. The girl in the purple outfit does not seem to have enjoyed the field trip.

Also note the stuffed bunny. Did your child react to it? Seek professional help.



Oop, we're back in the classroom. The girl in the purple outfit does not seem to have enjoyed the field trip.Also note the stuffed bunny. Did your child react to it? Seek professional help.





I wonder if the daycare has a "dark hair only" hiring policy.

And Allison got married. No child has ever played that game before, so Mommy should be worried, but she's looking kind of blase. Pretty, though.









I love the look on this kid's face.

The movie star thing is from a rhyme popular among school-aged children in the 1980s. Something along the lines of, "I know what you are/ You're a naked movie star!" This was taken by the psychological community as proof of abuse of children, and any child confessing to knowing or having heard of "naked movie star" was considered as having been abused.

I love the look on this kid's face.The movie star thing is from a rhyme popular among school-aged children in the 1980s. Something along the lines of, "I know what you are/ You're a naked movie star!" This was taken by the psychological community as proof of abuse of children, and any child confessing to knowing or having heard of "naked movie star" was considered as having been abused.





Wanna take a guess as to what 'bad shots' means?

Poor dog. Apparently, these are all signs that your child has been abused. I like the forlorn piece of bunny fluff at the bottom.







I have no idea what's on Allison's ankle. Apparently, she's been taught some pretty severe lessons in autonomy at the daycare. I have no idea where any of this stuff comes from.

Tell you what, though, Mommy looks amazing! The longer this horror goes on, the better she looks. Let's have a flashback:





Pre-Mommy Post-Mommy

Pre-Mommy Post-Mommy









Time to involve the authorities... If there's one thing I've learned about SRA, it's great for your hair and skin.





Or she could be terrified about being in a courtroom after being interrogated by the police...



Police and therapists who "interviewed" children often used coercive techniques. In one documented case,

a child was told that he wasn't as smart as other children, after denying anything happened.





Bunnies = bad

Horses = good

Bunnies = badHorses = good



We're going treat you differently, though.

We're going treat you differently, though.



I think those are rabbit tracks... Is Daddy more satanic than we knew?

I think those are rabbit tracks... Is Daddy more satanic than we knew?





Allison didn't even learn to stay in the lines at daycare... worthless.

And she is alone with another dark-haired woman! Have these parents learned nothing?



Oh, but we can see that she's married. It's probably okay then.







What in the fuck is that black thing?

Bunnies = bad

Crab/Spider thing = good?



Also, the therapist is having Allison play with anatomically correct dolls to learn where she was touched.

Investigators were surprised at how much the children knew about anatomy. Why might that be?









Couldn't you just actually talk to your child? You're standing right there, Mommy.

Couldn'tjust actually talk to your child? You're standing right there, Mommy.

Lookin' good, though.







And candy, and Christmas presents, and toys, and....









But not brave. Mommy has to go now. Listen to the cassette.





And candy, and Christmas presents, and toys, and....But not brave. Mommy has to go now. Listen to the cassette.





Grandpa's got a bit of a leer going on there.



Kittens = good

Cassette = good







3. "To understand ritual abuse, you must thing in opposites, i.e., good is bad, wrong is right, etc.



4. "Be sensitive in talking about God, and do not force the child to participate in taking communion, which the child may associate with blood. Keep in mind that the abusers have sometimes worn clerical robes during the abuse.



8. "Some especially frightening experience for the child are: Halloween, the child's sixth birthday, nighttime, bathrooms, certain foods that remind the child of particular rituals.



isWe open our scene at dinner:But enough about that - on to the...Lots of stuff to look at in this picture:We appear to have moved on because now we're in the country somewhere!Yay! Therapy time!Or is it?The last two pages are ten pieces of advice to the parents. They're not very interesting visually and difficult to read, so I'm actually going to transcribe the best ones:This book is amazing, then.What about Catholic children? Can we tell them it's The Body instead?Um, okay. Not sure where this comes from either.I'm tired now. If you want to see the actual book, I now have a copy...Best Book Ever.