to be a sex god!also beautiful, intelligent, charismatic, passionate, sensual, fluid with his sexuality, artistic, level-headed , nicely proportioned,to have great hair bilingual , talented, ambitious, a dancer, a listener, a helper , a leader,to be inspiring,possesses a great sense of humor, affectionate, great with family, and well-spoken.He is the kind of guy that you want to keep in your life in any way you can. He will be your best friend forever if he senses you find it as important. He will give you his world, you will want to spend the rest of your life with him.He will seldom make mistakes but when he does, you will be challenged in ways you never thought you would. You will hurt more than you ever hurt before. You will FEEL more than you ever felt before.If you can fight the battle, if you can see the future, if you can remember why you loved him... you will win. His heart is bigger than the world, and you will be the one to claim it If you let yourself be defeated, you will recover... someday. The people who come after him will make you happy, will give you what you need . Some may even give you more. But they will never give you what he gave you. You will always be missing that, and I am sorry to say that I am still longing for the day that I can feel the way I did once with him.