"Before, I thought, 'I have to get that hour record or I will feel terrible and I can't bear to live with myself if I'm a failure'. Now I find myself in a win, win situation. In a lot of ways, my message would be more powerful if I don't get this record because it's OK to have a vision and just go for it. A lot of people don't do things for the fear of 'what if I don't manage it'.