2 days back!

It has been crazy these past few days. I realized that I have not been doing justice to myself by smoking and not working out. So, I started again. I went for a 5K today and clocked 39 minutes! That is pretty bad. I have to improve on my time by around 9-10 minutes. A 5Km in 30 minutes is my goal right now.

Since, you can figure out from the title of my blog, I am broke. Like literally broke. I do not have any money for adding or subtracting anything into my diet for achieving the goals that I have in mind. So, I am going to achieve the right amount of protein needed, the carbs needed, the fiber needed, etc from the food that I get as my Mess food ( for which I have already paid ). All I can do is alter the quantity of that food. This is Indian food, mind you…So it will be interesting. I am starting this journey today.

Let me tell you guys something about myself. I am still a student and get a fixed pocket money from my parents. It is shameful, I know. I still haven’t figured out what I am going to do in life. I have around 6 months left in College. Mind you people this is a 5 years integrated Law course. ( I am 24) And I am going to finish it in 5.5 years. Yeah, I messed up.. Big time. So, I cannot employ myself as a lawyer for the next year or so.

I am going to pick up my life and build again. I decided to pick up running again because this is what gave me confidence to come rise from my depression. It gave me an energy that was missing from my life. I am never going to stop running. I want to be a Marathon Runner. The reason is that I love running. This is the only thing that I love from all the things that I have tried. I will find other things. The challenge stands!

Peace!