Just want to fall on my knees, and do anything, anything to please, anything to serve, please please please let me do this for you, I will do anything for you, I am yours, let me prove it, please tell me what I can do, I will do it.

Last night was fun, leaving me somewhat crazy turned on, a puddle of want, and a big gooey mess of desire.

When she came home she crawled in, and soon wanted the Doxy wand. Handing it to her I began my normal caresses and fondling. That’s when she hit number one on my turn on list…talking dirty. Or more specific dominant, honest, and controlling talk. She talked about how much she liked Doxy, that I hadn’t been very good at keeping her pussy happy, I had went too long without licking her, that her pussy was special and that I needed to start earning to touch it with my little dick. That it would be a long time before I would get out of my cage, that I would be in till at least January.

I balked a bit at this and said whoah that’s a long time. Which she grabbed my balls and squeezed, asking me if they belong to her, and if I thought fucking her with my little dick did anything for her, and that I was lucky that I got to feel her sweet pussy and I needed to earn it.

-I answered yes they belong to her, no that it didn’t do anything for her, that I was very lucky, and would try to earn it.

She then got into how much she missed getting fucked. That she needed a big throbbing, real cock. She asked me if I wanted her to have one. She asked if she deserved a real cock, she asked if she should go without one, and she asked me if I wanted to watch her get fucked. She asked me if it would turn me on, she told me I would sit there in a chair and watch her get fucked by a real big throbbing cock,. She told me that I would be cleaning her pussy when he was done. She asked if I wanted that, she asked if I wanted to lick his cum out of the pussy he just fucked. She said she would give my little dick or my sheath one more try, and if it wasn’t enough we needed to find someone. Someone perfect, someone that didn’t know us and no one would know and That we should start looking.

-I answered that yes I wanted her to have one, yes she deserved one, no she shouldn’t go without one, yes I wanted to watch her get fucked, yes it would turn me on. I said yes I wanted to clean his cum from her pussy, I told her I would find someone, and we would pick the perfect person to fuck her perfect pussy.

She asked who’s pleasure mattered, if I thought my little dick deserved a pussy like hers. She told me it may never deserve to be in it again, I would just get to watch real cocks cum in her and lick her clean.

-I said her pleasure mattered, no my little dick didn’t deserve her pussy, and agreed that I might not ever get to cum in her again and only clean the cum from others that do.

She finished and she remarked how we don’t really “need” to find someone right away, and that this was “mostly” fantasy, I waved it away without a care, because to be honest it really didn’t worry me in the slightest. I can say with assurance that if and when it did become a reality, that we would be all the stronger for it. We are together forever, it is us and the rest of the world, and whatever we do only makes our bond more complete.

Anyway, I was a quivering pile of stupid by the end of all this. I couldn’t fall asleep for awhile, my cage was wet and way too tight, my heart was pounding, and my mind was racing with complete adoration and unconditional love for her. Kinda hot for being woken up at 2 am! I truly meant everything I said, and she is truly my owner. Free to express her wants and desires, do whatever she wants, and I will always be hers. I will do anything she asks, and have come to learn that I get turned on by the mere thought of me pleasing her, her controlling me, and her sexual thrills become my sexual thrills. Her challenging me with tests like all this helps assure me of her love for me, and me submitting and passing them helps me express my love in return.