This is the story of my first successful self suck, with a little bit of background first:

I'm a straight white male in my mid twenties, standard scourge of the earth, in case someone wants to know. My erectile quality varies a bit, but at my hardest I have measured myself at around 6 inches, a hair over 7 if I push the ruler painfully against my pubic bone. I have to assume this is from the fat pad on the pubic bone. I think if I got in a bit better shape I could probably reclaim some cock.

I was probably in 7th grade when the concept of self sucking first occurred to me. I tried it and was nowhere close, so I gave up. I would go through random phases of trying again and failing for all of high-school, and some of college. Sometimes when I was at home during my college years, the regular horniness of a bedtime masturbation session would boil over and I would end up staying up until 4AM stretching, and reaching, and throwing my legs over my head against the wall in the yoga plow pose, to try to get my cock closer to my mouth.

The problem was that I never formed a habit of practicing. I would just randomly try every once in a while. Occasionally I would be able to barely pull my foreskin to my outstretched tongue and give it a lick, but that was about it, and any pleasure I got from it was just from the intense psychological excitement of making oral contact with my cock.

I would have to keep jerking off slightly to keep hard enough to even have a chance, and I would get quite close to cumming even though I wasn't very hard. I would usually be so turned on that I would finish myself with my hand while in the shoulder stand, onto my neck or chin. The thought of cumming in my mouth was only appealing for about 5 seconds before I came, and then repulsive, immediately afterwards. I would later reverse my position on this.

The crowning glory of my early days of trying to self suck was when parents were out of town for a week and I had the house to myself. I laid a couple towels down on the bathroom floor to make it padded, and then took a hot bath for about 20 minutes. I wanted to soak for 30 to 60 minutes to really loosen up, but my excitement got the better of me. I had turned the heat up in the bathroom to sauna-like levels and was able to towel off easily without getting cold. I laid down on the 3 towel bed I had made and started some stretching, eventually leading to the plow pose.

This time I was able to get some foreskin into my mouth. I guess I haven a decent amount and it is quite stretchy. I only got about half an inch, but it was on the back/frenulum side, which is incredibly sensitive for me. I held it with my teeth very lightly at first, and then used my lips to hold it in while letting go with my teeth. At this point I was quite excited, but still not fully hard, and needed some hand stimulation. Then it happened. While holding my skin in with my lips, I sucked it in as far as I could and ran my tongue over the inside of my foreskin, on my frenulum. The pleasure was immediate and intense. It was amplified exponentially by the instant feedback loop between my cock and my tongue. I had never felt anything so fucking good before. In what seemed like 3 seconds, my cock became harder and thicker than it ever had in my life, pulling my foreskin out of my mouth.

Small digression: I've seen multiple AMAs and posts on reddit about "what does it feel like? Does it feel like you are sucking cock? Or getting your cock sucked?". A fair amount of people seem to reply that it is like sucking cock, or that the sensation of sucking a cock is too distracting to be pleasurable, and I have to disagree. The feeling of being able to instantly change the oral stimulation to exactly what you want and need, is something that cannot be reproduced, it is like being plugged into your own matrix, and having bullet time or something. I hate to say "you're doing it wrong" to all the people who have tried autofellatio and didn't like it but yeah, you're doing it wrong. Or you just suck dick at sucking cock. If you want to be proud of that, then that is cool, but you're missing the fuck out.

Anyways, I still couldn't reach my cock with my mouth, but sucking on my frenulum with my tongue involved was so incredibly pleasurable that I didn't care. I strained and pulled the tip of my foreskin barely back into my mouth and went to town immediately. Rubbing my tongue back and forth over an area of less than an inch eventually made me cum. I was so horny that I came in my mouth, spitting it into the sink when I got up. My back and neck were completely on fire and were insanely sore for a couple days.

I never really went that far again, because life got in the way a bit and I also didn't want to permanently break my back or neck. If I had started slowly and made a habit of stretching and exercise and yoga, I'm sure I could have done it, but I didn't, c'est la vie.

Background story over, fast forward to 2 years ago. I also want apologize beforehand for the possibly off-putting level of detail here. This is burned into my mind extremely vividly because it was so intense, and I just did a memory dump into Notepad.

At the time, I was hanging out in Vietnam for a couple months, living in small 2 bedroom apartment, with a little bathroom that had no windows and a full bathtub/shower. It was one of those fully integrated and sealed tubs, not the massive cast iron ones with the weird lion feet on the ends of the legs. At the opposite end of the tub from the shower head was a little landing with sealed tiles, so you could sit on that end of the tub like a chair and dangle your legs in. Just remembering it makes me hard.

I had made lots of north american and european friends in Vietnam, and a big gang of us had been frequenting a gym there for almost 2 months. It was more fun with a group, which kept me going. After the weight room we would all hit the sauna and swim in the pool, and just piss away the afternoon relaxing, it was fantastic.

For the last couple of weeks I had been doing kegels occasionally, and regularly jerking off in the shower at my apartment, and occasionally stretching to see if I could suck myself, but no dice. But life was good and I was having a great adventure in this country and keeping pretty busy so I didn't care and it wasn't on my mind or my goal list.

One night around 9pm I was having a shower with decently hot water, and I sat down on the landing at other end of the tub, leaving my legs in the tub. I leaned forward and put my arms under my legs and crossed my arms, grabbing my elbows. Using the way that my arms were hooked, I pulled my face down towards my cock. My cock was completely soft, just dangling there. I went down as far as I could, puling with my arms. At the very edge of my reach, I noticed that it felt much farther than I could stretch before. I think I had lost some weight and not noticed it, and my belly was smaller which allowed much more reach. For fun, I pulled my cock up and closed my legs again. Now my cock was propped up by my balls which were propped up by my closed legs. I pulled myself down again, and suddenly, I could not believe what was going on.

I could fit the very tip of my completely flaccid cock in my mouth. I was floored. I stuck my tongue inside my foreskin and sucked my skin up into my mouth around my tongue like a sleeve. I could cover my tongue by almost 2 inches of foreskin. I quickly unhooked my arms and sat up. There was a surge of energy and horniness that shot through my entire body like hot lightning, I was almost shaking. I stood up and walked over to the wall vent next to the shower head and closed it so that the room would steam up. I got back under the water and turned it as hot as I could comfortably stand it, and then a tad more.

I ended up staying under the water, heating up, stretching my back and neck, massaging my now full erection, for probably 15 minutes, but it felt like an hour. I didn't dare try to suck myself before I was limber and loose, for fear that the previous attempt was just a dream or a misremembering, and that it would float away if I tried to test it. Finally my excitement pushed me over the edge and I went to the other end of the tub and sat down on the landing again. I was visibly shaking with excitement by this point. I locked my arms under my legs and brought myself down for a good long stretch, making sure to push my cock out of the way. It sounds strange but, but again, I wanted to make sure I hadn't made this up. I felt like if I didn't respect the work, do the stretching and warmups, God or whoever might pinch me and I would wake up. I stretched long and hard for a while, testing how far I could go.

Then it was time. I sat up one last time, stretched in the opposite direction and then went down again. My lips easily reached the head of my now rock hard cock. I gave it a couple close lipped kisses and tried to savor what was a completely new experience, but I couldn't hold out for long. I lowered my head more and my cock pressed hard against my closed lips and then, as I lowered my head more, it started to force my lips apart. My lips started to spread and my cock slid slowly into my mouth, which was now literally watering with horniness; I was drooling directly onto my cock.

My lips closed around the head like a lollipop. My mind was racing faster than it ever had before. My tongue found the head and lapped around it, licking and tasting my own cock as much as I possibly could. The taste made me fucking crazy. It was like horniness and lust had become a tangible thing, and I was smelling it and tasting it intensely. My cock is always very clean, but it had a salty musky taste that I couldn't get enough of, and almost drove me over the edge right there.

At that point I suddenly realized that I had been distracted and had stopped in my tracks, so to speak. I exhaled a bit, for more room, and used my arms to pull myself even lower. I couldn't fucking believe it, more and more of my cock kept pushing its way past my eager lips and into my wet mouth. It slid in and in, steadily, undeviatingly is the word that came to mind at the time, pressing my tongue flat against the bottom of my mouth to make room. I could feel the rim of the head of my cock slip past the tip of my tongue, and soon my entire cock head was on the middle of my tongue. In a couple of seconds I had what I estimate was 3 entire inches of my cock in my mouth.

In this position, a good amount of my cock was kind of tucked away in my body, so I had the majority of my external cock in my mouth, so to speak. I was getting diminishing returns on my stretching, I tried to bend even further but I couldn't without seriously straining. I opened my jaw and lips a bit and slipped my tongue out underneath, down the upper side of my cock, and slithered it all the way down, straining a bit, until it actually touched the skin of my pubic mound.

That was the tipping point for me, I suddenly realized all of the implications and everything that this meant, and everything became very hot and hazy. A loud and completely involuntary moan escaped my mouth, barely muffled by my cock, my eyes rolled back into my head, and I began to suck.

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