Mmmmmm. Re-reading this makes me miss ciggys even more. I miss the rush when the nicoteine hit my system at 250 mph with that first drag. I am still addicted even 15 years ater my last cigarette and know it would only take one to go right back there. My only comfort is the option I keep open that on the DAY I turn 75, I am starting again, even if it means buying them from a guy in a raincoat on the corner.