I don’t know. I don’t. I don’t know. I don’t know. I do not know. I do not know.

What I feel for you. What you mean to me. I don’t know. It’s hard to decide.

I am 7. My mother won’t let go of me. She isn’t okay. I don’t know.

I am 13. I am in love. She will leave me. I will not let go. I don’t know.

I am 16. I am me. I am me. I am myself. I am alive. I know. I am sure.

I am 18. I am a series of question marks dripping out of a page.

I am 18. I don’t know.

I don’t know. I do not know. I am you. I am flimsy. I am change. I am you. I doubt. I don’t know.