The first season was the most miserable time in my life. It was sort of the greatest time in my life, too, but I just wanted to work on it so hard. I was like, 'You got a shot at the pro ball here. Why not sacrifice six months of your life to have something resonate very deeply if possible.' We went down to Atlanta to shoot it, and I had very little interaction with anyone. I just would sit in my house, and be very depressed. I would rarely go out. I would think a lot about the character. I started to learn the ukulele a little bit, so I'd play weird songs on the ukulele and just sit. I read a lot, but I'd just sit in my house. I remember being so sad. I remember when we wrapped, I drove back from Atlanta to New York with my friend. It was the oddest thing. I'm normally a pretty loquacious, kind of fun person. I got in that car with my friend, and I couldn't even talk.