Towards the roster change..

I didn't really want to come out and talk about it publicly, but the immense amount of hate I have received since the decision has hurt me.



I expected this to be a complete storm, but I didn't expect the amount of hate that I have received. I've handled the situation poorly. I know that.



Please read the entire thing. It might get a little long..



To get to the point.. lets start off with shadoN, because that's where most of drama is coming from. With the signing of TO, there was always a possibilty that we would move towards the org. As Paragon has progressed rather slow in most eyes, it hasn't really looked like a realistic competetive scene, not atleast until the future. This being said we have all held onto the dream. As the tournament got announced, the dream seemed to becoming a reality. Knowing shadoN has a family, the potentional moving, and Martyrivia being a free agent, due to his citizenship, there was an "opportunity". I personally don't rate either shadoN or Marty higher than the other in terms of skill, but due to other reasons and the reason explained above, the team came to the conclusion to take Martyrivia instead. I'll explain the other reason after Nimp.



About Nimp, i feel empty , because I can't really give a proper explaination to his "getting kicked". As Marty's arrival was imminent and the tournament was right around the corner, we decided to bring in ICameron too. I'm unable to give a proper explanation apart from the synergy that Cameron and Marty have in the duo lane being a large factor. I'm very sorry to Nimp, i'm quite ashamed of this.



As for the duo synergy, it had its ups and downs. From an outside perspective Nimp and shadoN are undoubtedly one of the best duo lanes we have in this game, skillwise. Communication has been another story. Communication wise, it's been a rollercoaster of emotions. Nothing too bad, but it's not what you like to have in a lane that requires the most synergy of all the roles.



We've helped shadoN with many facets of his playstyle. We taught him how to communicate ingame, use active cards, peel for your team, when to rotate, how to properly make and use decks, when to use ability's etc. This might seem like i'm overexaggerating but i'm not.



I know that i've handled this situation poorly. This is my first time being in a competitive team. I'm not entirely sure what i'm doing. I'm just following my instinct, and that's why i've voted for this. In my opinion, it's already not worth, not because of the roster change, but because of the drama around it. Even though i might have made a poor decision, I don't think I deserve the amount of hate i've been receiving lately. Especially considering the context of some messages.



For the ones that still support me/understand me, I'll be taking a break from social stuff like streaming as it would just be a boring/annoying thing to watch. Sorry.

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