i am muslim. i am planning to kinda runaway like move out after my university away from everyone just to live my own life my own way. i have always dreamed that.right now i am like 17 years old. i want to concentrate on my now study and then after a good degree. i want to go away.......becoz there a lot of reasons for that. like girls in my society always get married after there college or maybe when there are 16 or maybe 17......and are asked to stay at home do all the household work and some don't even study.all do arrange marriages according to there parents and get settled . and don't want that to happen to me. i want to do a good job, i want to explore the world.i don't want to sit at home doing housework for the rest of my life and listen to everyone and do what they say. i want to be free. my dad is really strict and i don't know what's going to happen with me. i am really scared and my parents don't at all trust me . i don't know why...... like nothing has happened before and whenever they see me talking to boys after my tution classes they ask me why i was doing that?who is that??? and like a lot of questions for each and everything.look i am not that kind of person and like they keep the track of each and everything... i am not even allowed WIFI. like not at all not a tiny bit. trust me i m not lieing......my parents don't allow me wifi......and my brother and sister are like always toppers and i am not.i am like average.i score like above 70% in every exams... but i don't really know what my parents want from me. my family tease me everytime even my relatives it's like no one likes me or even care . they always laugh at me........ i am seriously tired of all this.....i am a joke....there are a lot of other things...but no time.......it's so difficult to live in this life. i hope you understand. so like i said i want to move out or like runaway somewhere and start a new life after my university when i am like 22 or 23.......please tell me that what to do . is this right? or what are my other options. becoz i can't live this kind of life like forever right? tell me the right thing to do and all about this please............ THANK YOU SO MUCH..........