"It was horrific behavior. It was wrong. I was wrong. But that's all I can do is apologize and pray and continue to work on a recovery," he said in a 2011 Fox News Channel interview. "I embarrassed my family, the staff, my constituents and the House of Representatives that I loved. I loved my job. I loved governing and being a part of the process, and I threw it all away. I have no one else to blame, but myself."