If you’re hoping against hope that Grimm‘s Juliette somehow survived Trubel’s crossbow attack last season… this exclusive sneak peek at the upcoming premiere should snuff out that dream like an arrow through the chest.

We pick up right where Season 4 (sadly) left off: With Nick’s Grimm-in-training killing his girlfriend in order to save his life. Sure, Ju had become a heinous hexenbiest who basically begged him to put her out of her Wesen misery, but still: ouch.

Grimm returns Friday, Oct. 30 (NBC, 9/8c).

Press PLAY on the video below to watch what happens immediately after Juliette dies in Nick’s arms — and to watch the Grimm gang say goodbye to Dr. Silverton.