I'm starting to wonder if I'm a vampire and I just haven't fully transitioned yet. I realized I've learned how to turn my humanity off but when it comes back on...I almost can't handle how quickly all the emotions flood over me. It takes over every piece of me. The good is so good it hurts and the bad...well the bad makes it feel like I'm walking on glass through the fiery depths of hell while Satan and his friends are stabbing me wildly with every sharp, torturous weapon they have. I'm fully aware of how crazy this whole being a vampire thing sounds, but likening my ability to shut emotions off and having them come crashing back in like an elephant trouncing through a china shop to a vampire turning their humanity off and on again at will is the easiest way to explain this. No...I don't actually believe that I am a vampire in transition. I'm not that crazy. At least I'm told I'm not.



