Isaac Newton was a sinner. Or, at the very least, he had a sweet tooth.

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Newton was a famously introverted and private man. But his diary from around 1622 – when he was about 19 or 20 years-old – reveals an innocuously angsty, highly relatable side. This document, found in 1936 and now known as the Fitzwilliam Notebook, contains a list of 57 of his transgressions.

He made pie on Sunday night. He picked on his sister. He fought with his parents. He questioned his commitment to God, thought about death and he ate an apple in church.

Why did Newton write all of this down? Maybe he was just trying to relieve his guilt and lighten his internal burden: studies show that making lists can “organize and contain an inner sense of chaos,” reports Psychology Today.

The full list:

Before Whitsunday 1662 1. Vsing the word (God) openly

2. Eating an apple at Thy house

3. Making a feather while on Thy day

4. Denying that I made it.

5. Making a mousetrap on Thy day

6. Contriving of the chimes on Thy day

7. Squirting water on Thy day

8. Making pies on Sunday night

9. Swimming in a kimnel on Thy day

10. Putting a pin in Iohn Keys hat on Thy day to pick him.

11. Carelessly hearing and committing many sermons

12. Refusing to go to the close at my mothers command.

13. Threatning my father and mother Smith to burne them and the house over them

14. Wishing death and hoping it to some

15. Striking many

16. Having uncleane thoughts words and actions and dreamese.

17. Stealing cherry cobs from Eduard Storer

18. Denying that I did so

19. Denying a crossbow to my mother and grandmother though I knew of it

20. Setting my heart on money learning pleasure more than Thee

21. A relapse

22. A relapse

23. A breaking again of my covenant renued in the Lords Supper.

24. Punching my sister

25. Robbing my mothers box of plums and sugar

26. Calling Dorothy Rose a jade

27. Glutiny in my sickness.

28. Peevishness with my mother.

29. With my sister.

30. Falling out with the servants

31. Divers commissions of alle my duties

32. Idle discourse on Thy day and at other times

33. Not turning nearer to Thee for my affections

34. Not living according to my belief

35. Not loving Thee for Thy self.

36. Not loving Thee for Thy goodness to us

37. Not desiring Thy ordinances

38. Not long {longing} for Thee in {illeg}

39. Fearing man above Thee

40. Vsing unlawful means to bring us out of distresses

41. Caring for worldly things more than God

42. Not craving a blessing from God on our honest endeavors.

43. Missing chapel.

44. Beating Arthur Storer.

45. Peevishness at Master Clarks for a piece of bread and butter.

46. Striving to cheat with a brass halfe crowne.

47. Twisting a cord on Sunday morning

48. Reading the history of the Christian champions on Sunday Since Whitsunday 1662 49. Glutony

50. Glutony

51. Vsing Wilfords towel to spare my own

52. Negligence at the chapel.

53. Sermons at Saint Marys (4)

54. Lying about a louse

55. Denying my chamberfellow of the knowledge of him that took him for a sot.

56. Neglecting to pray 3

57. Helping Pettit to make his water watch at 12 of the clock on Saturday night

Despite Newton's career in thinking about the universe and his enormous contributions to the world, the bulk of the items he listed are seemingly inconsequential. A reminder that the daily anxities of our inner worlds never totally goes away; even the most accomplished of us are still just mortals.