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I have NEVER EVER TOUCHED DRUGS in my life.

Ever sence I was in preschool, I have seen things.

I see shadows on my wall, dancing on beautiful patterns.

I turn around to see what's making it.

Nothing is. I turn back. Still moving shadows.

You see, when I was younger I was very logical in a childish way about this. I always said "it was my over active imagination" or I was "seeing things."

But now...

I see an 8foot tall, 3dementional shadow of a man. He disapears quick, but...

He walks on my Walls. I see him.

He has a face of a horse skull. And very black hands.

He has eyes that can be yellow with red pupals, or ocean sky blue with black pupals.

He follows me at home, to friends, even to school.

Also... There's another....

This one worries me.

Please don't stop Reading and just comment I'm crazy just yet, hear my reasonings with this and how I need you to help! I'm befundled.

In my mind...

I hear a voice. The voice is not mine.

She tells me what she wants me to do. She wants me to never drop out of school, hurt myself, or anything in the order.

Sounds kind, huh?

No... She fooled me.

Last year, 2008.

Her name is laurissa. She was so kind to me last year. I didn't want her to leave my mind last year. She was so nice. She helped me with the math I couldn't do. She tried to help me look good for dances at school.

Kind?

Yes, she WAS.

This year, she wants my life. No, not to kill me. She told me to never hurt myself.[I never do as she says, but I wouldn't anyways]

she tells me how to think.

It's hard to explain that. There.

I mentally scream. I'm scared.

She's moved my arms and body her self.. But I have will power, so I stopped it.

Now... Let me say something about the 1st one. The 8ft tall man.

He helped me. He stopped my thoughts of killing myself.

Bless it be! I suspect my self of schizophrena, but I was about to do it!

He was there... And we talked. I said everything that was killing me... And talked. He said nothing afterwards... But I felt the presence of a caring being. Some times, I feel a hug.

Once, he had said to me, "it's over."

I don't know WHATS over.

I still see him, so he didn't leave.

But later...

with a friend...

She herd the samething.

"it's over."

Please help!

I don't waNt to get rid of the 1st spirit, he saved my life!

But laurissa....

I THINK I HAVE SCHIZOPHRENA.

Your opinion, please.

I haven't told my parents... Or teachers. No one who can help me knows.

My true fear here... Is getting rid if Spirit. The first spirit. I don't aNt to hear "he's fake."

He saved me.

Please.. I'm desperate... Opinion please!!! PLEASE!!

ALSO..

my other account with ALOT MORE information on the 1st spirit is detectivereload@yahoo.com.

But please comment.. Please please please....

I hate lauissa. I don't care if she tries to change my thoghts to saying I live her like a sister. I hate her.

Help me please...