M Y 1 first thought was, he lied in every word, That hoary cripple, with malicious eye Askance to watch the working of his lie On mine, and mouth scarce able to afford Suppression of the glee, that pursd and scord 5 Its edge, at one more victim gaind thereby. What else should he be set for, with his staff? What, save to waylay with his lies, ensnare All travellers who might find him posted there, And ask the road? I guessd what skull-like laugh 10 Would break, what crutch gin write my epitaph For pastime in the dusty thoroughfare, If at his counsel I should turn aside Into that ominous tract which, all agree, Hides the Dark Tower. Yet acquiescingly 15 I did turn as he pointed: neither pride Nor hope rekindling at the end descried, So much as gladness that some end might be. For, what with my whole world-wide wandering, What with my search drawn out thro years, my hope 20 Dwindled into a ghost not fit to cope With that obstreperous joy success would bring, I hardly tried now to rebuke the spring My heart made, finding failure in its scope. As when a sick man very near to death 25 Seems dead indeed, and feels begin and end The tears and takes the farewell of each friend, And hears one bid the other go, draw breath Freelier outside, (since all is oer, he saith, And the blow fallen no grieving can amend;) 30 While some discuss if near the other graves Be room enough for this, and when a day Suits best for carrying the corpse away, With care about the banners, scarves and staves, And still the man hears all, and only craves 35 He may not shame such tender love and stay. Thus, I had so long sufferd, in this quest, Heard failure prophesied so oft, been writ So many times among The Bandto wit, The knights who to the Dark Towers search addressd 40 Their stepsthat just to fail as they, seemd best. And all the doubt was nowshould I be fit? So, quiet as despair, I turnd from him, That hateful cripple, out of his highway Into the path the pointed. All the day 45 Had been a dreary one at best, and dim Was settling to its close, yet shot one grim Red leer to see the plain catch its estray. For mark! no sooner was I fairly found Pledged to the plain, after a pace or two, 50 Than, pausing to throw backward a last view Oer the safe road, t was gone; gray plain all round: Nothing but plain to the horizons bound. I might go on; nought else remaind to do. So, on I went. I think I never saw 55 Such starvd ignoble nature; nothing throve: For flowersas well expect a cedar grove! But cockle, spurge, according to their law Might propagate their kind, with none to awe, You d think; a burr had been a treasure trove. 60 No! penury, inertness and grimace, In the strange sort, were the lands portion. See Or shut your eyes, said Nature peevishly, It nothing skills: I cannot help my case: T is the Last Judgments fire must cure this place, 65 Calcine its clods and set my prisoners free. If there pushd any ragged thistle=stalk Above its mates, the head was choppd; the bents Were jealous else. What made those holes and rents In the docks harsh swarth leaves, bruisd as to baulk 70 All hope of greenness? T is a brute must walk Pashing their life out, with a brutes intents. As for the grass, it grew as scant as hair In leprosy; thin dry blades prickd the mud Which underneath lookd kneaded up with blood. 75 One stiff blind horse, his every bone a-stare, Stood stupefied, however he came there: Thrust out past service from the devils stud! Alive? he might be dead for aught I know, With that red, gaunt and collopd neck a-strain, 80 And shut eyes underneath the rusty mane; Seldom went such grotesqueness with such woe; I never saw a brute I hated so; He must be wicked to deserve such pain. I shut my eyes and turnd them on my heart. 85 As a man calls for wine before he fights, I askd one draught of earlier, happier sights, Ere fitly I could hope to play my part. Think first, fight afterwardsthe soldiers art: One taste of the old time sets all to rights. 90 Not it! I fancied Cuthberts reddening face Beneath its garniture of curly gold, Dear fellow, till I almost felt him fold An arm in mine to fix me to the place, That way he usd. Alas, one nights disgrace! 95 Out went my hearts new fire and left it cold. Giles then, the soul of honorthere he stands Frank as ten years ago when knighted first. What honest man should dare (he said) he durst. Goodbut the scene shiftsfaugh! what hangman hands 100 Pin to his breast a parchment? His own bands Read it. Poor traitor, spit upon and curst! Better this present than a past like that; Back therefore to my darkening path again! No sound, no sight as far as eye could strain. 105 Will the night send a howlet of a bat? I asked: when something on the dismal flat Came to arrest my thoughts and change their train. A sudden little river crossd my path As unexpected as a serpent comes. 110 No sluggish tide congenial to the glooms; This, as it frothd by, might have been a bath For the fiends glowing hoofto see the wrath Of its black eddy bespate with flakes and spumes. So petty yet so spiteful All along, 115 Low scrubby alders kneeld down over it; Drenchd willows flung them headlong in a fit Of mute despair, a suicidal throng: The river which had done them all the wrong, Whateer that was, rolld by, deterrd no whit. 120 Which, while I forded,good saints, how I feard To set my foot upon a dead mans cheek, Each step, or feel the spear I thrust to seek For hollows, tangled in his hair or beard! It may have been a water-rat I speard, 125 But, ugh! it sounded like a babys shriek. Glad was I when I reachd the other bank. Now for a better country. Vain presage! Who were the strugglers, what war did they wage Whose savage trample thus could pad the dank 130 Soil to a plash? Toads in a poisond tank, Or wild cats in a red-hot iron cage The fight must so have seemd in that fell cirque. What pennd them there, with all the plain to choose? No foot-print leading to that horrid mews, 135 None out of it. Mad brewage set to work Their brains, no doubt, like galley-slaves the Turk Pits for his pastime, Christians against Jews. And more than thata furlong onwhy, there! What bad use was that engine for, that wheel, 140 Or brake, not wheelthat harrow fit to reel Mens bodies out like silk? with all the air Of Tophets tool, on earth left unaware, Or brought to sharpen its rusty teeth of steel. Then came a bit of stubbd ground, once a wood, 145 Next a marsh, it would seem, and now mere earth Desperate and done with; (so a fool finds mirth, Makes a thing and then mars it, till his mood Changes and off he goes!) within a rood Bog, clay, and rubble, sand and stark black dearth. 150 Now blotches rankling, colord gay and grim, Now patches where some leanness of the soils Broke into moss or substances like thus; Then came some palsied oak, a cleft in him Like a distorted mouth that splits its rim 155 Gaping at death, and dies while it recoils. And just as far as ever from the end, Nought in the distance but the evening, nought To point my footstep further! At the thought, A great black bird, Apollyons bosom-friend, 160 Saild past, nor beat his wide wing dragon-pennd That brushd my capperchance the guide I sought. For, looking up, aware I somehow grew, Spite of the dusk, the plain had given place All round to mountainswith such name to grace 165 Mere ugly heights and heaps now stolen in view. How thus they had surprisd me,solve it, you! How to get from them was no clearer case. Yet half I seemd to recognize some trick Of mischief happend to me, God knows when 170 In a bad perhaps. Here ended, then, Progress this way. When, in the very nick Of giving up, one time more, came a click As when a trap shutsyou re inside the den. Burningly it came on me all at once, 175 This was the place! those two hills on the right, Couchd like two bulls lockd horn in horn in fight, While, to the left, a tall scalpd mountain Dunce, Dotard, a-dozing at the very nonce, After a life spent training for the sight! 180 What in the midst lay but the Tower itself? The round squat turret, blind as the fools heart, Built of brown stone, without a counter-part In the whole world. The tempests mocking elf Points to the shipman thus the unseen shelf 185 He strikes on, only when the timbers start. Not see? because of night perhaps?Why, day Came back again for that! before it left, The dying sunset kindled through a cleft: The hills, like giants at a hunting, lay, 190 Chin upon hand, to see the game at bay, Now stab and end the creatureto the heft! Not hear? when noise was everywhere! it tolld Increasing like a bell. Names in my ears Of all the lost adventurers my peers, 195 How such a one was strong, and such was bold, And such was fortunate, yet each of old Lost, lost! one moment knelld the woe of years. There they stood, ranged along the hill-sides, met To view the last of me, a living frame 200 For one more picture! in a sheet of flame I saw them and I knew them all. And yet Dauntless the slug-horn to my lips I set, And blew Childe Roland to the Dark Tower came. Note 1. Ságart arúnPriest, dear. [back]