My dad is a businessman who owns a shop but does not go on tour like any other businessman as said by others in every other story which leaves their wife unsatisfied.

My mother is a home-maker who goes through the same situations as any other Indian woman goes in a normal life.And me Rajat, into the most common course known as engineering. My brother is in his high secondary.

I am a normal guy with sexual instincts as others but don’t know more or less as I can’t figure out what’s cooking in others’ head. I got in touch with blue films at a very early age of my life but I was good in studies too.

Days passed by and I developed more interest in sexual fantasies. Long story short, I was getting frustrated as I was craving for sex. I was bored of masturbation and blue films. I completed 12th and during the holidays, I came in touch with a prostitute through my elder cousin when I visited his town. He was expert in those things, so he arranged me a girl.

But to my fate, it was a very embarrassing situation because the interest I had before meeting her completely vanished. I even hesitated to kiss her mouth nor do the intercourse as it was my first time and I also thought how many would have done that to her (my apologies for prostitutes if I am hurting them as I am not against it but my taste is different). I just rubbed her body and my penis also didn’t become hard. I left in a very awkward situation.

Days passed by thinking why it happened like that on that day, maybe because it was my first time.

Later I joined engineering and I again got in touch with another prostitute in my first year. Though it was ok than in the previous case, I always felt the urge to fuck only the woman who had the same thoughts and wavelength as mine.I wanted to explore more fantasies and not just prostitutes. If I don’t find any such girl or woman then prostitute would be the only option.

I started searching why affairs happen? I got to know the reasons which I find normal and there is absolutely no wrong in it.

Those are

1) emotional cheating- lack of emotions from a partner leads to an affair with someone else who respond to her feelings.

2) attachment style-some need a high level of attachment. Those who need it goes in search it.

3) emotional abandonment- when they feel they are ignored or lonely they get into an affair who respects and values her feelings.

4) pre-menopause

5) feeling scared that her intimacy may have the power to destroy the relationship.

6) feeling of a gratifying sense of power and control when in a secret affair.

7) for money or revenge.

8) to get the reinforcement that they still got it when they feel they are aging or feeling less attractive.

9) to spice up the things when their life becomes predictable and boring.

10) father issues- craving for parental attention.

11) not enough face time, boredom, sexual incompatibility.

12) to find themselves and feel more valuable and desired.

13) when they are taken for granted by their current partner or to forget their past.

Well, I found these were some of the reasons as women are genetically wired to have a secret affair as there backup if the current relationship fails.

As the days passed, I went home for holidays and the person I saw sexually for the first time was my mother. I have had a share of guilt and lust as a sine wave but I started thinking my mother as any other married lady, and I wanted to know what my mom is going through.

After searching for ways, I made my fake fb account and sent her the friend request. She accepted after a long long wait of 2 days. I started chatting with her daily and she used to chat when she is free. I covered up my identity and bluffed her when she asked me, “How do you know me”? I told, “If you don’t chat with me, how will you know about me?”

She used to take it cool and replied only hmm. I also told her that I am a stranger and I just sent her friend request randomly when the fb suggests the friends nearby. She was ok with it.

Long things short, I developed a habit of wishing her good morning, noon and night without fail.

Day by day we were chatting just the usual things. My holidays were over, so I went to the hostel back but continued chatting. She started opening up after some months. We started discussing her feelings and we would debate on the topics choosing it based on our convenience. I took a Jio sim card as it was new at that time and I used it on my old phone.

Since it was not in my name, I thought of not giving that number to anybody as I had fear when somebody saves my true name and my mom could find it through true caller. I asked for her number in FB. After initial show off, she gave me her WhatsAppp number. I exchanged that sim to new mobile since it was 4g and started chatting with her in mobile.

Things were getting now more intense as it was already 5 months. I used to give her topics as usual and we would discuss it. Things lead to sexual topics later. I never proposed her nor I asked her measurements. I never asked her for sex chat also. I just made her give her thinking. I never knew my mom had so much hidden sexual feelings.

We started to do roleplay. I never showed I am desperate and used to chat normal things also like about lunch dinner etc. My exams were over and I went home. She would get time as she thought that I was watching tv shows in my room all the day, but I was also chatting with her.

I brought incest topic this time. She was initially reluctant to respond to it. I never forced her about I kept my usual chat.

After 2 days she asked about incest. I said it’s fine if both the mating partners don’t have a problem with it. I told her as secret affair make the adrenaline rush making them more powerful and controlled than the normal relationship, the same way incest relationship add more intensity or fuel to the secret affair.

She asked me if I have done it. But I teased her by not replying directly and avoiding that question and telling her she may not like it. She was desperate to know it and insisted me to tell. I told her I have a fantasy for my mom or any married woman. She didn’t reply for some hours.

Next day, as usual, I messaged her. I got a normal reply and we chatted normally for one day. She was getting used to it I feel. I asked her, “Do you feel disturbed?” she said, “Yes”.

I asked her, “Do you have that kind of feelings?”. She replied, “I don’t know”.

I told her to tell her fantasies. She did not reply for long. I just came down to see making an excuse to drink water.She was watching something in mobile. She closed when I came down. I went near the dining table where she was sitting, hugged her casually and left to the room. I got her reply, she was asking, “What you would do if you got your mother?”

I was waiting for that and so I started explaining about the sexual feelings and also asking her what she was wearing.She replied honestly. I came to know that she wears panty only during her periods.

After the sex chat, I asked her, “Do you have anyone in your mind to have this kind of relationship?”

She was confused as she was worried what would her son think of me if he is not interested? I was sure she was thinking of sex with me (her son).

I told her to seduce him when he is alone. She didn’t know how. I gave some examples like exposing one of her boobs without wearing a bra inside and making her nipples visible or hugging him more often, telling him to massage her back and legs etc.

She started doing those and I appreciated it by hugging her more while taking a nap by going to her room in the noon.

It was going on for some days and slowly she was asking for massages more frequently. I would massage her legs till her knee, and she would expose her upper body.

She would do same for me and would apply oil on me and help me in bathing.

It became a usual routine and I suggested her to go ahead with intense massage if her son liked it. She started asking for oil massage.

I would insert my thumb inside her blouse and massage there. The same happened on the front side also. I massaged her parts below her blouse. That would touch her upper boobs. She wouldn’t say anything.

Then we planned a 2-day trip. It was a 7-hour journey, so we booked a sleeper bus. I was not so close to my dad and so it was obvious that my brother would sleep with my dad. I slept with mom and in that journey and I was very excited. I turned away from her and took her hand on my waist and slept.

She hugged me more and after some time, I turned towards her and hugged her back. She was feeling good and started kissing my head. I also kissed her forehead, her cheek, and her neck. We were not getting sleep for sure. She was lying on her back. I was facing her and was giving normal kisses on her shoulder while my hand was fully on her navel as it was not new due to my previous massages on her navel.

I smiled at her and she would smile back casually under the dim light. I kissed the side of her neck and her ear lobe.She hissed and said, “Kuch ajib feel ho raha hain.”

I looked at her not knowing what to tell. Then I said, “Ajib bole tho , agar achcha lag raha hain tho teek hain nahi tho bolo mujhe stop karunga.”

She didn’t reply but she was thinking something and her hand was caressing my hair. I kept my leg on her and my palm on her navel, she turned away from me. So I stopped. I never know when I slept. I woke up by her warm hug on my back. It was early in the morning and we were about to reach our destination.

I turned towards her and slept on her busty body. I kissed her neck and gave a peck on her lip and wished her good morning . She wished me back and didn’t oppose my act.

During the trip, I got only a few chances to hug her. But our thoughts were always encircling around our own world without showing we were desperate for sex. I was not at all interested in the trip as I was not getting time to spend with her.

My father and brother were always there with us. The same thing happened during our return journey. It was more of hugging since we were tired.

After a day, my dad went to work and my brother for classes. My mother didn’t take bath in the morning as she had a plan to get a massage after our maid left the home.

It was 9 am. She came to my room to wake me up, we hugged each other. She told to leave her as our maid was downstairs washing the clothes. She told me to have breakfast first as she wanted a massage from me.

I was happy inside and asked her if she was having any blouse with hooks on the back. She said no and asked why? I said it’s not comfortable to massage her back as it will be covered by her blouse fully. If the hooks were on the back, I would open them and give the massage. She said, ok come fast to have breakfast.

After breakfast at about 10.30 am, we went to her room. She put an old bed sheet on the bed. She gave me a light massage on the head and rest of the body. She insisted me to remove shorts. I removed it without any problem. She gave a look at my underwear while massaging my legs.

Now I started to massage her body. I came to her fingers, her hand, her neck and then went to her toes and came above till the calf muscles and knee. I was about to move up. I wanted to tell her to remove her saree.

I took a deep breath and asked her, “Mummy aap kuch pehene hain andar? Agar aap pehene hain tho saree nikaaldo.”

She said, “Hmm? Nahi rehene do.”

I said in a normal voice, “Teek.”

After some minutes of massage, she said, “If you are not comfortable, you can remove it.”

She did not face me and I started removing her saree and without knowing whether to remove her petticoat, I pulled the thread of it.

I looked at her her and she told to remove only her saree. I was sure she don’t wear panty in the home during normal days.

I massaged her leg fully and then her thighs by inserting my hands under petticoat. I came to her back and her ass crack was visible. I moved to her shoulders and while massaging, I moved her blouse to the side of her shoulders. Seeing this, she removed her blouse without hesitation.

I saw her naked boobs but she never made any eye contact. I acted casually and told her to give her blouse to keep it aside. My tone was casual and I massaged her back and sides of her boobs and said, “Mummy ab aap ceiling ke taraf mud jao.”

Hearing my usual tone of voice, she turned with her eyes closed and kept her hand on her forehead. I wanted to tease her more and beg for me to have sex. So I poured oil on navel and boobs. She was getting very excited. But I placed her hand sideways and massaged her nipples. Seeing her body shaking, I inserted my fingers in her pussy.

She opened her eyes. I kept my lips on her lips. She was pulling me on her to have intercourse.

I went her pussy and licked it wildly as she was already very aroused. She was moving her waist wildly in pleasure. I removed her petticoat and told her to sit on my mouth. She got up and sat on my mouth. I licked her clit while she was getting restless. She immediately took my penis and placed it inside her pussy and started riding her pussy over my penis herself.

She kept on jumping on my penis and her body and boobs were bouncing so beautifully. Soon I told her I am cumming. She kept giving me long thrusts. I cummed inside her and the feeling of heat on it was amazing.

After I cummed, her body was shaking and I could sense more liquid inside. She scratched my body with her nails and she froze on me with an intense moan. After some minutes, she slept on me. We hugged each other and slept without any energy to get up. I had no power to even move my body parts.

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