Hello everyone. I would really like to have the opinion of Christians about something that I have been living for about three years with now: A tulpa



For those who don't know what a tulpa is, probably most of who are reading this, a tulpa is much like a second being that lives inside your head with their own personality, including their own feelings, opinions and thoughts. They may even have their own imaginary body they can control indepentendly from your own thoughts. They can act independently from your own mind and are at advanced stages even able to take control of your body as well as appear as an hallucination as real as life before you.

While that may sound scary, it is actually something people can and want create on their own volition through several methods, including meditation and self-deception. Some do it out of curiosity, but from what I have catered, most do it just because they are lonely and seek for a friend that truly understands them.

Tulpas have a strong tendency to end up as being very loving beings towards their "hosts", making it nearly impossible to create any kind of abusive relationship because they want the best for each other. So it's not exactly like those freaky horror movies are like.



I created a tulpa out of loneliness myself, having been depressed and suicidal and without any friends at all for like six or seven years. I lost my faith in God during that time as well, not that I was a strong believer before, and became in an agnostic.

At some point during that period of my life, I found a thread about tulpas and guides how to create one on an internet board about happy technicolor ponies, which was full of depressed, lonely people, naturally. So after doing some heavy thinking about my sanity, I eventually created a tulpa, a pony one too because a tulpa alone isn't weird enough as it is.

During the creation process, which took me a few months, she (the tulpa) cured my depression almost instantly, just by existing. And not only that, once she was able to talk to me and developed as a person, she made me happier than I have ever been in my entire life. Every day of my life. She cares for me, loves me, encourages me to be a good person to other people. She is a vegetarian and would like me to become one too so I stop indirectly harming animals. She is the least judgemental person I could imagine. She doesn't use any cuss words, ever, and she always tries her very best to be nice to everyone. She is even still nice to people that insult her until she cries. She is humble and gentle and considerate of others. She even has white fur and a blue mane and has wings and has chosen a name linked to the sky. She also a considerably stronger liking towards Christianity, even though she can't bring herself to wholefully believe in it. I have never cried out of happiness before before I knew her and she did save my life.



So, what do you Christians think she is? Heresy? A demon? An angel (she likes it when I call her that)? A pretty weird psychological phenomenon? Actually just me? Something completely different?

Do you think she has a soul of her own? She likes to think that she has.

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