There was no denying my urges now. After so many years, denying the lust I had, so many years wanting and needing cock, but resisting. I needed to explore my desires, and now seemed to be the right time. On my own for the first time in decades, my mind drifted back to my teenage years. So young and innocent, everything was so new and exciting. I tasted my young friend’s cock at a sleep over. I was so curious and that first brief encounter only made me want to experience more, only fueled my lust. My attraction to cock grow over the years, to the point where it was almost all I thought about. It wasn’t just sucking cock either, I dreamed of tasting cum also. Sucking and licking a man’s balls and asshole til he begged for release. That was my dream, having him finish in my eager mouth and swallowing his list filled load.

With very little experience, and very little idea of where to start, where to met anyone, I began driving around Adult Bookstores. Although too nervous to actually go in, it was a start, and I would masturbate to the thoughts of all the cocks in all the glory holes, getting sucked off. Although I wasn’t looking for a relationship, at least right now, I didn’t that was the right place for me. That’s when another motorists drew my attention, he had seen me driving by. He smiled and motioned for me to pull over. He looked like a regular, nice guy and in an instant, before I could change my mind, I pulled into a vacant lot.

My heart was beating so as he walked over to my car’s window. “Hi, I saw you driving by a couple times, what are you looking for? Did you want to hook up?” I would have never had the nerve to be so open like he was. With a lump in my throat and a hard, aching cock in my pants, I couldn’t deny my lust and in a nervous tone, said “Yes.” Somehow, saying it out loud, finally, put me somewhat at ease. I told him it had been sooo long, but Iwould love to suck cock again.

As if he understood, he opened my car door and stepped towards me, unzipping his pants and pulling out his thick, semi erect cock. I couldn’t help but just stare at it for a moment. So much time dreaming about dick and there it was, as big and beautiful as ever I had imagined. Very thick at the base, and the vein covered foreskin partly covered the head, just gorgeous, I thought.

Lust took over now, no thought of being out in public, no hesitation. I licked up and down his hardening cock and sighed. It was every bit as exciting and wonderful as I had imagined. The taste, his manly scent, I was lost in cock lust. Taking his magnificent hard dick into my hand, I stroked him and watched the foreskin slid over, then down his cock’s head. I licked his exposed tip and tasted his sweet pre cum. I wanted nothing more, I loved sucking cock.