



Job - what one do I take, I want more money, will I like it, have to travel further - yuck

Money

Booking flights

Moving

My submission to Daddy and focusing better

My submission to Daddy when I'm around my child and how I act towards my child when I'm around Him. I want to be/act submissive then too, but I can't do that in front of my child. I'm very strong. I'm a single parent.

My child's sports schedule and health

My blog

My weight ....think that's it. I can't do anything about booking flights until I get a check I've been waiting for and I hate being patient about it. I'm not a patient person.





On a fun and silly note, Daddy and I are going to a Halloween Party this Saturday. I'm wearing my collar to the party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yikes! LOL. Think anyone will realize that it's really mine?





I also miss playing with Him. I'm hoping to play some after the party, but I don't know if we will be able. It may ending up being too late. The following weekend, well, the parents will be visiting. But I shouldn't worry about it because that's is all in His lap. I have no decision on it anyway. Just miss it.

I was told to blog today. I suppose it's a good thing since I do have some things on my mind.For starters, I was punished last night. Daddy found out that I haven't been doing something that He asked me to do. I was very nervous to hear what His punishment was going to be because His punishments are in no way good. I am afraid of them. A reason I'm afraid of them is because I actually have to do them in, where as before if I was punished long distance sometimes I could sort of minimize the punishment. Anyway, Daddy made me pinch my nipplesfor 3 minutes. Then He pinched and played with them for a short time after.Now I know what you're probably thinking. Not that much of a punishment right? No, but it wasn't that much of a bad thing I did wrong.I can't say that I was disappointed that I was punished this time. I know that Daddy thinks I thought He has been a pushover in the past and I know that He is proving that thought otherwise. Although He doesn't need to, I think a little scare in me is a good thing. Again, I reference the parent child thing. I know if my parents didn't scare to punish me as a kid, I would have been a much worse child. True fact.Other rambles....new job stuff. I might have 2 more offers on the table after I already accepted the one. What do I go for? The money? Probably. I need to leave this in Daddy's lap though. He's to make the decision. I know that He will keep in mind the money, the benefits and any retirement plan the companies may or may not have, among other Daddy thoughts.During my day I read this article today on staying focused. I know, as does He, that I have been having this problem a lot lately and I know it's because my mind is preoccupied with other things going on in my head. That and my mouth/brain filter have been non existent. The article said that I should journal about these things and it will help release them from my mind and be able to focus better. I'm not sure that will help me because I am a natural over thinker. So...what else is on my mind?