That's what MacInnes chooses to believe, she said, and if people want to call her naive or stupid, they still can't take that belief away from her.

"He’s very compassionate. He has a deep respect for all living things," she said. "I’m sure some people are out there saying, 'Yeah, right.' But he literally would not hurt a fly."

She works the overnight shift in a substance abuse clinic. She said her son had his own struggles with addiction. And he did have a problem with anger, MacInnes said, but he would not hurt innocent people.

"I've only been in the Berkshires for a little over seven years," MacInnes said in an interview. "I miss the ocean, but I love the mountains."

Ciccolo's parents divorced when he was in grade school. For a while, he lived with his mother on Cape Cod. When he was about 14, he moved closer to Boston and lived with his father and stepmother. There were ongoing custody battles, with each parent accusing the other of doing a poor job raising their son.

After Ciccolo's arrest, his father made a single statement to the public. His mother has kept an even lower profile — until recently.

Ciccolo's father is a Boston police captain and was among the first responders at the 2013 marathon bombing. He was the one who tipped off federal officials his son was becoming “obsessed” with ISIS. That led to an FBI sting, where Ciccolo described to a government informant his plans to explode pressure cooker bombs in a crowded place.

Alex Ciccolo has been in federal custody since July 4, 2015. The 24-year-old man from the western Massachusetts town of Adams is charged with attempting to commit domestic terrorism. He's pleaded not guilty.

"I'm so glad that he's imprisoned rather than going out somewhere, if he were planning to do that, I don't know, and getting killed."

Yet, when Ciccolo was first arrested, and he stabbed a nurse at the jail with a pen, that shocked her. She thinks he was disoriented. It was halfway through Ramadan. Ciccolo, who'd converted to Islam a few years ago, was fasting.

"And he regrets that [stabbing]," MacInnes said. "He really has remorse for that."

And that stabbing is the one wrong act MacInnes directly acknowledged her son committed. Still, she's relieved he's not on the street.

"I'm so glad that he's imprisoned rather than going out somewhere, if he were planning to do that, I don’t know, and getting killed," she said.

Keeping Her Faith In God — And Her Son

MacInnes is leaning heavily on her Catholic faith, giving all this trouble up to God, she said. And she's learning about her son's beliefs. Several books on Islam are piled on the table in the compact A-frame house she shares with her second husband.

It takes about an hour from Peru to get to Springfield, and it’s a drive she and her husband take for almost every one of Ciccolo’s appearances in federal court. She visits her son, in a federal prison in Rhode Island, about twice a month.

“We actually get as much time as we want," she said. "There are visiting hours. They’re different during the weekday and during the weekend."

Ciccolo's Decline

Since Ciccolo was arrested in 2015 quite a bit has been reported about his early life. According to court records obtained by several media outlets, in his teens, Ciccolo was suspended from school for threatening another student. And then something happened at his father's home in 12th grade. Things got a little physical, MacInnes said.

In this courtroom sketch, Alexander Ciccolo, second from right, is depicted with his attorney David Hoose, right, during a bail hearing in 2015. (Jane Flavell Collins via AP)

"And Alex, you know, in anger, I guess ... it got pretty aggressive," she recalled. "So then his father decided to call the ambulance, and he was placed in the psychiatric unit."

After Ciccolo got out, MacInnes said he refused to take medication. He dropped out of high school, left his father's home, stayed at friends’ houses or slept in his car. He was drinking and doing drugs.

MacInness said she knew people who ran a Buddhist peace pagoda in New York state and her son agreed to go there. He found a mentor and stayed in New York for about a year. And eventually, he made his way to western Mass., not far from his mother.

"He worked little odd jobs here and there," she said. "I think it was construction or landscaping."

Plans For Terror

Two weeks before the arrest, MacInnes said her son was reclusive and anxious. He told her everything was fine. But she said he was in despair and angry "about the situation the here in the U.S. and the Middle East, and all around the world — what was happening to his Muslim brothers and sisters, getting killed, how they're being treated."

Guns that prosecutors say Alex Ciccolo received from a cooperating witness. (Courtesy U.S. attorney's office)

According to the U.S. attorney's office, Ciccolo is a supporter of ISIS. He's accused of attempting to provide the terrorist group with material support. And there is physical evidence against Ciccolo. He received firearms from a person who was cooperating with law enforcement. Several partially constructed Molotov cocktails were found in his apartment. And in recorded conversations, Ciccolo describes plans to commit acts of terrorism including setting off explosives where a large number of people congregate, like college cafeterias.

MacInnes won't condemn her son for any of these alleged plans. She has empathy for him. That's being a mother, she said.

Knowing about the allegations, we asked, is there any way she thinks Ciccolo was trying to do something good by taking the alleged steps he took?

"Absolutely," she replied. "There's no doubt in our minds that he felt it was his duty — and in the eyes of God — to step forward and and try to do his part. Do something. And I think he didn't know what to do. And I think if he had some confusion or second thoughts ... I think maybe it got to a point that he didn't know who to go to."

In the past, MacInnes said, her son told her everything. But she said she had no clue about any of his alleged plots. And whatever her ex-husband knew, MacInnes said going to the FBI was the wrong way to help their son.

The FBI Interview

In a videotaped interview with the FBI in the hours after his arrest, Ciccolo is sitting in a cubicle, kitty corner to a desk. One leg is crossed over the other.

Ciccolo told the agent that ISIS will only kill people who fight them. That claim has been disproved repeatedly by the group's attacks in public spaces — cafes, concerts, offices, places of worship.

A couple of weeks after that FBI interview, Ciccolo's attorney, David Hoose, stood outside federal court in Springfield.

"One of the things that's hard to convey is the depth of this young man's feeling toward his mother and stepdad," Hoose said. "And as I said in court, he would not do anything to put them at risk or in danger."

When asked how he thought Ciccolo's father “developed the belief” his son was a danger to others, Hoose said this:

"We all have children, and our children sometimes fall far from the tree," he said, adding that he couldn't really elaborate more than that.

This story was originally published by New England Public Radio.