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I have spent every hour of this day awake staring into the cold, rigid blue of the ceiling contemplating what I should write in order to make sure that this goes smoothly. I have had zero hours sleep. I have spent none of this time thinking about the rules of surface reality, or other people, or what is going to happen as a result of me releasing this. I have thought only about you and what is going to happen between me and you after today. Jenny, this is my ultimatum.



The song is thought to be instrumental but the truth is that there is a vocal hidden in the waveform that describes the controversial acts that you have committed in the month that correlates to the title of said song. The song doesn’t exist but its title is April. The hidden vocal is not in the waveform because there is no waveform. It is all beyond surface reality and all of the feeble things within it.

The alternative title of the song beyond the void is _______________________________________. This is a paradigm that exists above the surface void and exemplifies complete objective truth. It cannot be denied nor argued with. We accept it and therefore the options available stem from this truth. Let’s go back.



In 12 E met the girl of his dreams. She was above everyone but not beyond anyone. Her name is Hell. There was a degree of truth to the predictions of the Mayan Calendar, although in an ironic twist of fate, it only affected one person. It solely affected E. In vein of Mercury leaving retrograde the turn from promise to deceit felt calculated, swift at both ends but still in-between. No true evidence could be lifted until Mercury returned in 13.



The arrival of the retrograde marked the turn from a poor, poverty-ridden surface reality to one consisting of happiness, warmness and promise. Blossoming beyond the feelings previously felt by E, 12’s successful run above surface could be described as the best time of his life. To do so leaves a bitter taste post-retrograde. The turn away began as 12 turned to 13, but there was a glitch in the system; Hell could not let go of E. Her calculation had been composed by another and was not of her own intention. Hell’s master brought her fire and ultimately she had no problem serving him, but with E things got confusing.



E spilled a slur of cacophonous worth onto the dripping feed following the first third of 13. Naming Hell a demon obsessed with her master’s warmth in the most inappropriate way possible, but his intentions were clear. E wanted to break away from Hell just as much as Hell wanted to break away from him. It worked, but created a domino effect that would shatter E even further come the next retrograde.



Jenny was thought to be E’s equal in the time of infinity prior to the eventual post-retrograde split between E and Hell. Jenny had suffered severe damage and was – rather, still is – practically tied to surface reality and its boundaries. She was perceived as a different shade of black to that of E’s body in 13. Hell’s replacement in more ways than one, Jenny had a number of unspeakable nicknames. One of these was betrayal, at the lightest end of the spectrum but equally as effective and relevant to Jenny’s eventual treatment of E.



This, of course, all took place through the interlinked terminal; Zeroes and ones forming a connection between one area of surface and another. Jenny and E were close, though. Too close to be true.

13 brought other demons to the plate that distracted poor E from Jenny’s appeal, fading his perception and causing a temporal disruption for the majority of 13. Nihilism, one of these demons, sought to please herself more than others through hand movements, spreading her poison across temporal waves. But Nihilism lacked any perception, a mere roadblock in E’s path to escape. Eventually, at the antithesis of what this felt like it was building up to for E, he dropped it all in favour of staying true to his being; in favour of Jenny.



Jenny had experience within the fields that E longed to explore. Benji was one of her subjects until he managed to escape. The yarn of Benji serves only as an irrelevant stopgap in the centre of this story, however, and to explore it within the boundaries that surface reality provides E would be to abide to these rules and serve only to increase the amount of time that Jenny spends reading this.



In late 13 everything began to make sense. Mercury’s second retrograde was now in full force. Something had evolved, making the previous retrograde still phase seem irrelevant in comparison. This was certainly the effect that it had on E.



But Jenny couldn’t handle it. Born troubled, she had been trapped into a non-temporal link with another, who fed her thirst for the physical treats that surface provides very few of us with. Jenny had to tell E, give him an opportunity to escape from her clutches. E, having learned nothing from the events of 12 and 13, declined the offer of a rope to return to the murky below that contained the corpses of Hell and Nihilism.



A dark spot; what happened to another remained a complete mystery to E for the rest of his days – a mystery he did not want to investigate let alone solve. By the end of the first third of 14 E was content with surface reality, distracted from its boundaries once more. This time, everything seemed fine. Retrograde had seemingly passed for the Mercury of Jenny and E stopped believing nor caring about any forces beyond what could be seen by his own eyes. What a joke.



As soon as this began to sink in, E was pulled out of the pool altogether. Another third passes. E, desperate to get things back to normal, confronts Benji. Benji knew exactly what E wanted. E wanted the lyrics to April.



Everything had become clear.

The alternative title of April was not alternative at all. It was a full title. Jenny Kissed Her Physics Tutor in the Month of April.



E finally came to his senses and spoke the words:



"No one believes me



But that's alright



I'll prove them right."



Zip. E held a gun to his head, marked ‘Jennifer, 14’, and pulled the trigger.



The End?

