Billy-Tom O’Connor already had what most men only dream about. But now, he wanted more. So the former porn actor had surgery to make his 10-inch-long penis even larger. And on Tuesday morning, he appeared on a U.K. morning TV chat show to talk about it. In case you’re wondering, yes, he brought along a visual aid.

Now, just to get one thing straight, Billy-Tom was okay with the length of his male member. It was the girth that he wanted to enhance. There are two types of “penoplasty” cosmetic surgeries. The type that makes the sexual organ longer can be painful and rather messy. But to enhance the circumference, well, that’s a relatively straightforward process.

The whole procedure consisted of removing some fat from Billy-Tom O’Connor’s body via liposuction, then pumping that same fatty tissue into his penis, resulting in an organ that is now not only lengthy, but as thick as a fist.

Billy-Tom says he’s permanently out of the porn business. So why would he opt for this particular form of cosmetic surgery? Especially given his already impressive proportions?

“I always had a big one and I wanted an absolute monster,” he told ITV’s This Morning hosts Holly Willoughby and Phillip Schofield. “I wanted a monster so I got one. Porn is in my past and I want to move on from that. I wanted to have an absolute monster for personal reasons.”

Fair enough. He wanted a monster and he got one — and he has the pictures to prove it. Amazingly, Willoughby and Schofield broadcast the before and after uncensored shots to the entire British nation — at 11:30 in the morning.

We will do you the favor of not including those side-by-side pictures of O’Connor’s equipment here. If you really want to see them, they’re not difficult to find online.

If you do seek out the shots, you’ll see why O’Connor was pleased with his purchase. His genitalia now measures 10-inches long and seven-and-a-half inches around.

Given that he wanted this enhancement for “personal reasons,” how has his, shall we say, personal life been affected?

That’s what the hosts of This Morning wanted to know, with Holly Willoughby putting the question to O’Connor point blank: “Is bigger really better?”

“A lot of girls think so. On two occasions I have got to the point where they’ve seen it and they’ve refused me,” O’Connor thoughfully replied. “They just point blank said they’re not willing to go any further with that. But most other girls absolutely loved it”

The few unwilling partners aside, Billy-Tom O’Connor could not be more satisfied with his “monster.”

“When I first saw it, I said, ‘Wow, that’s the best money I’ve ever spent,” he told the interviewers. “It’s something I would have done 10 times over.”