Anna didn't have any idea what she would do if she did end up being gay, but she would worry about that some other time. The only thing that mattered at the moment was how it was Elsa who made her question her sexuality. The idea that she was romantically attached to her best friend scared Anna big time. She hoped in all hopes out there that if she really did turn out to be gay, she would be gay for everyone... not just Elsa.

Unfortunately, life was a cruel mistress.

Even when she was already surrounded by girls who were dancing and pumping and grinding with each other, Anna couldn't find anyone who could trigger such effects. Her heart pounded loud and fast, sure. She felt gassy and elated. Excited, even. But no girl had the same effect on her. Was she just hallucinating? Unless she was high on some drug, she doubted it was just a dream. This thing with Elsa had been going on for a while now. Surely not?

"What can I do for you, lady?" asked the gorgeous bartender around her late-twenties. For a moment, Anna wondered what she was talking about, but then it hit her that she was in a bar and she has to order a drink.

"Uhm... Margarita, please." The lady nodded and did her thing, later on settling her drink in front of her. "Thanks." Anna took the glass and looked at the offending liquid for no real reason.

She wasn't in the mood to drink. She only wanted to sit and look around, observing people. But that wouldn't exactly help her know her own sexuality, right? Maybe one glass of anything wouldn't be too bad. Should she try and pick up girls or wait until someone picked her up? How does it work for two girls, anyway? Then again, this was a bar. Maybe coming up to someone could already pass as flirting? Should she just wait until a girl decided to shine in front of her?

"You look bothered." The bartender held a warm gentle smile.

"Was I that obvious?" Anna snorted, discreetly looking around the bar.

"Heartbreak?"

"Nope. Just curious about the place." Anna took a sip of her drink.

"First time in a lesbian bar?"

"Yup." An idea popped into her head. "Say, how do these girls know that they're... you know? I'm a little... confused."

"Oh." The lady's eyes sparkled. "Well, it differs for each girl. Some just know, while others realize it later in life."

"Yes, but how can they tell?"

"When you start questioning your own sexuality, there's a high possibility that you are gay. But just because you think that a girl is hot or gorgeous doesn't make you gay either. Honestly, you can't really... figure it out. More like, you just feel it."

That doesn't make sense, Anna thought in disappointment. It wasn't like she ever thought she was gay just because she could tell who was gorgeous and who was not. She never questioned her sexuality before, but now it was different... all because of Elsa.

"Hey there."

The bartender and Anna looked at the new girl who wore a charming smile. It was a cute blonde who was a bit taller than Anna, but not as tall as Elsa. Her blonde was honey blonde, but it didn't look as magical as Elsa's. Her eyes were of bright green, but it wasn't as bright as Elsa's icy blues. Her lips were red, but it was definitely because of lipstick, unlike Elsa's natural lip color. Overall, she was pretty, but not as gorgeous as Elsa.

"Hi." Anna smiled because Elsa always told her to be polite.

"Are you alone?" The blonde asked and the bartender left them alone.

Is she hitting on me? "Mhm. Just... curious about stuff." Anna shrugged and took another sip of her drink.

"Oh?" The blonde discreetly sat beside her.

"Wondering if I like girls," Anna bluntly stated, pulling an amused smirk from the blonde.

"And...? Do you?"

"No idea."

"Have you ever kissed a girl before?"

"Just on the cheek." Anna smiled fondly when she remembered Elsa fainting that time when she asked for a kiss.

"Well..." The blonde started slowly. "We could try and kiss. You know, so you can be sure?" she offered, eyes glinting with mirth. She's totally hitting on me, Anna thought.

Kissing a stranger didn't sit right with her, but it could be a chance to have an answer to her own questions. It would be better if it was with Elsa because she was more comfortable with her than with a stranger, but Elsa was against the idea. Not to mention, she was the reason why Anna was confused. As crazy as it sounded like, maybe kissing a girl aside from her best friend would help her understand herself better.

Anna adjusted on her seat to face the other girl directly. Surprise flashed across the pretty face before smirking, and she stood from her stool before cupping Anna's cheek with one hand. A second later, she leaned closer.

Three inches apart and the blonde closed her eyes.

Anna couldn't do it because she was studying the girl's face. She admitted that the girl was beautiful and looked sexually attractive, but Anna couldn't distinguish whether what she felt was admiration or attraction.

Two inches apart and Anna's heart started pounding loud and fast.

She was starting to notice how the girl's hand was very soft and how her eyelashes were quite long. Regardless of the fact that they were just in front of the bar, Anna could still smell a sweet fragrance radiating from the woman. It was oddly satisfying, but it felt wrong. She was attracted, but she felt disgusted too.

One inch apart and Anna folded her hands on top of her lap. There were butterflies inside her stomach, but it wasn't the wonderful and bubbly kind. She was confused, and then it happened.

Elsa's face flashed in her head.

It felt wrong.

Kissing this gorgeous woman in front of her felt wrong even if she was slightly turned on. Maybe it was the drink, or maybe it was because she was a woman, but it felt wrong. Anna tried to convince herself that what she could feel for Elsa could somehow be felt with this woman too, but it was futile. This woman wasn't Elsa, and it made her feel disgusted. She lifted her hands to push the blonde away before their lips really touched. She was honestly about to... until someone else did.

"Wha—?!"

Anna's breath caught upon catching a familiar minty scent. She was as stunned as the girl she was about to kiss a few seconds ago. Fear rushed inside her being. Fear of feeling relieved. "E-Elsa..."

As a pale hand grabbed her wrist harshly, Anna gasped. Elsa placed the payment for her drink without saying anything and dragged her away from the place, annoyed.

"E-Elsa, I—" Elsa didn't give her a chance to explain, and instead shove her inside the front seat of her car. Before Anna could speak again, the blonde shut the door and walked furiously to the driver seat. "Els—"

"Not now, Anna," Elsa dismissed abruptly that Anna had no choice but to shut up.

As soon as they reached their apartment, Anna tried to speak again. Elsa had been silent the entire ride and not once did she ever looked at her since the club. It made Anna's chest tighter, making it hard to breathe. Everything felt heavy at once and she felt like crying. She could handle anyone ignoring her, but she couldn't handle it when Elsa did.

"Le—"

All words and thoughts remained unspoken when she was forcefully pushed on the wall. It was then that those loud ringing and uncontrollable beats went out of whack. Only this time, fear was included. She was afraid because she was trapped between Elsa and the wall, long slender arms on both sides of her head. Normally, she wouldn't mind. This time, she did because Elsa was obviously enraged.

"What were you doing?!" Elsa hissed through gritted teeth.

Contrary to the time she wanted to explain, Anna couldn't bring herself to speak now. A huge lump lodged in her throat, and she felt akin to a mouse being cornered by a hungry cat. She felt a combination of good and bad jitters like she was happy that Elsa cared, but also afraid because Elsa was angry.

"Do you know that woman?!" Elsa whispered harshly, and the only thing Anna could do was shake her head. "How can you let her kiss you?! You said you don't let people get their way with you! Then, what was that?!"

"T-That's... I..." There were no excuses. Elsa was right, like always. It was a stupid thing to do. "I'm sorry."

The next happened so fast that Anna squeezed her eyes shut, afraid that Elsa finally snapped when she moved. It felt like she stopped breathing as she helplessly waited for the angry actions of Elsa… but it never came.

"You'd let a stranger kiss you..."

Elsa's voice sounded strained, causing Anna to open her eyes again and was met with a dark pool of oceanic orbs. The usually kind and gentle blues were now cold and mysterious. It was unsettling because, for the first time in her life, she couldn't tell what Elsa was thinking.

"...but you flinched when I tried."

In an instant, those bells, random noises, sparkles and flowers disappeared, replaced with fear, nervousness, and anxiety. Strange. It was already one thing that Anna was afraid because Elsa was mad at her. Being afraid of her own feelings was another thing. It was devastating.

"Rule number two, Anna. Don't flirt with someone else." Elsa pulled her hands back, freeing Anna from her imprisonment, before leaving her alone to dwell on her own horrific thoughts.

Once the door to Elsa's room shut, Anna's legs gave up on her. Her face blew into a furious blush when the events that happened finally sunk in, she had to bite her lower lip hard until she tasted something metallic. Reaching up to clench on her shirt just right above her left chest, Anna whimpered. It wouldn't settle down. Even the tears she desperately held back finally fell freely.