I wish you would get this! I am so upset right now, and cant talk to anyone! You are out, and my dad is not here at the moment! I am so hurt right now, and dont know what to do :( This is the time I wish i would just fucking die! People betray you so easily in your life, and it hurts the most! I have been through so much, and seen so much to give up now! I wish it was so simple, were you can just tell your true friends! I really wish that shit went back to how it was when other people were around! I love you so fucking much, and I love my sisters! I know I am suppose to be a man, but i broke down, and It hurts so fucking much! I wish none of this would of happened! This is my only way of putting this out there without it getting back to you, because I dont want you to see your little man like this! Thanks so much for being there for me! I really wish you could just be able to read me like a book, and help me through all these problems!