i’m so fucking angry about natalia kills

I’m so furious I’m SO FURIOUS because I really wanted to believe that natalia kills, whose music is about the power in being a girl and not a good girl and not a girl who follows the rules and does everything right but a girl who tears shit up and destroys things and is angry and cruel and wanting and needy and raw, was for me, but apparently I’m wrong

apparently my existence being celebrated in 2 out of 2 million pop songs is actively offensive to her

I’m angry and I’m feeling betrayed and I’m spoiling for a fight and like

god I’m so fucking furious