It’s just so fucking creepy I’m going to come out and say it - i said I’d be silent on this but i can’t be anymore

it’s cult-like - someone decides what the Correct Opinion is, even if you have to bend over backwards to think of it in that specific way and then if you don’t immediately adopt that opinion that makes you a bad person or a bad activist or whatever and then you’re responsible for people over-reacting to that

i just don’t even know what to say anymore

it’s amazing how much mental anguish i’m put through over the most asinine things

i’m sorry i wasn’t on tumblr as much as before and didn’t get the memo on the Correct Opinion to have on the fucking logo - i’m sorry that i didn’t make the connection between tumblr’s abysmal track record with all kinds of harassment on tumblr and the fucking logo which I don’t see any evidence of being an attempt of tumblr’s to paint itself as lgbt ally or activist or something, i’m sorry that i am repelled and afraid of people trying to force me into a very specific kind of thinking - that i’m trying to escape the restrictive SJ confines of thinking and it’s frightening me as i try to become an autonomous individual i’m sorry that i;m apparenlty responsible for every feeling someone has on my own blog about my opinions about something as mundane as that logo and that my autonomy and ability to have my own opinion is so threatening to them i’m sorry that this community has people literally in a hive mind quoting the exact same robotic line of thinking that to me is not intuitive and that i do not share and that that disturbs me - i’m sorry that i am TIRED TIRED TIRED of being angry and bitter and cynical about EVERY SINGLE THING even something as minor as a tumblr logo, i’m sorry that i don’t think that the tumblr logo has much to do with the awfulness of how tumblr staff has treated me re: harassment as a trans and bi person, i’m sorry that for once, for once i just wanted to like something as minor as a tumblr logo and not make it about tumblr sj and that that means i must be making people at unease or unsafe or whatever

I AM SO FUCKING DONE I CANNOT FUCKING STAND IT ANYMORE I CANNOT EVEN YOU DO NOT KNOW

That’s it. If you want me gone, I will go. At the very fucking least for my own fucking mental health I need to stay away. It’s just cult-like and disturbing and I need to get away. I can’t even fucking be. I don’t understand people on here anymore. I just need to be in the real world and exist. I just don’t even know. I don’t even know. If you expect me to constantly peruse tumblr 24/7 and stay on top of all the latest Sj opinions and unquestioningly adopt every single one of them when i encounter them, to get angry and bitter and cynical about everything, to like and dislike everything you want me to like, to have the exact same opinions and experiences you do about everything or else that makes me bad or puts you at unease then please stay away from me, stay far away from me

I WANT TO SCREAM I WANT TO YELL I DON’T EVEN CARE NOW. I DON’T WANT TO DEAL WITH THIS ANYMORE.