Furdirt. [Sep. 9th, 2009|11:46 pm] whoisaliandria

So I feel I've been using my LJ. Well, I have been, to make lists. And I make lists because I need a place to shove them so I can refer to them later. And I've done a good job of making lists. But now, the plans is not to make more lists, its to post an actual entry.



I'm relaxing. There are more leisure activities that I feel I'll be getting in touch with this semester. In fact, I feel I need to get more leisurely this semester or I'm going to have a heart attack. I think that college is really stressful, but my personality does not help. I'm a "giver," but it can only continue with the support system.



Really, my life is split like this right now: future (business/grad school/programs), and present (school/work), somewhere in all of this mess I need to fit in the social. At the same time, I find that the closer I get to this social environment and being leisurely that I'm withdrawing slowly. I felt shy today. Me. Shy. WTF? So we'll see what my concious is doing as it works.



Also, this a bit more ad-hoc to this semester. Stop planning and just do. The plans and framework necessary for efficiency are already in place. Stop killing yourself over the details. They don't matter anyway, right? I have an urge to do a few things: graphic arts, music, and poetry. Oddly enough, this is going to be another album. I know it already. I am officially a music artist, I do have an eleven track of experimental music completed-eight original tracks and three remixes. I think the next one would be experimental-postrock/ambient. I'd also like to try my hand at trip hop. Perhaps that's a bit further down the line. For now, let's work on this artsy crap.



I guess the next step would be to get it on last.fm or something :P For now, I'll just probably zip it up and if you want to hear it...I'm rapidsharing it now. LINK: RAPIDSHARE



Anyways. Music, art and poetry will come together on an album. I will do some more reading aside from textbooks. I will accomplish this semester's work and academic goals. I will do more after college, including spanish, french and portuguese, and then head to grad school. I also will not give a shit if I don't get to do all of these things. For now, however, it's the plan.