The last couple days have basically been the same ol’ shit over and over again. But i got a couple things to tell that were interesting. First, i still havent fixed the alternator, and ive been stressed because ive been using my grandfathers card, hoping there wasnt some unpaid pilled that havent cleared yet, and i was just waiting until a payment from one of my freelance jobs to clear to put the money back into his account. But today he asked how i spent all that money. I told him i lost it gambling with some friends.

Last night i got a text from a customer that i met at 7-11 that overheard me talking about pills, and he texted me if i had anything, there were no more blues, but a buddy had brought over some blue and white capsules that we couldnt find any information on online. So i was suspicios at first, until i talked to a buddy that said some pharmacies will do this, if the dosage is different from what the manufacturer makes. So i texted him that i had d’s, and they were blue and white capsules. Then i got a call from him – it was actually his girlfriend (well ex-girlfriend, they just broke up). She said she wanted them and would pay me $55 if i brought them to her, two towns over. J said it was fine but i had to drop his girlfriend at work and bring her the car on her lunch break.

So i headed that way, and J said i had to put $10 in gas, and i would be making about $10 off both of them, which was fine because they were new customers and i wanted them happy. I finally got there and met her in a dimly lit neighborhood (not really a bad neighborhood, just for some reason it lacked street lights). She gets in the car, looks at the pills and called someone. She said that it was his money and he didnt want them. But she still did, but i was pissed because now it was costing me to come out there. Then i got the proposition – “How about i give you some head for one, if i dont do something soon, im going to be sick.” Thought about it for a second, and said sure. She did this before, she knew exactly where to go to. Before she started she told me that her and her boyfriend just got back together that day and not to tell him – i told her i wouldnt, and i barely knew the guy anyways.

We got about halfway through it and she asked if i wanted to fuck, i said yeah, and she asked if i could give her the other pill, i thought about it and said sure, she started getting undressed (she had a decent body btw) and right before i stuck it in, she asked “Do you have a condom?” – Dodged a bullet on that one. I was so used to having sec with my ex without a condom that i totally forgot about them. I said no, and she went back to giving me head.

I finished up and she was supposed to give me the $10 for gas still, but that never happened. This was a first for two things for me, first, this is the first time that ive gotten head in a car (which ive kind of wanted to do for awhile), and second, its the first time ive paid for sex/head outright before (again something i can say ive done). Her boyfriend called me the next morning asking if i had anything – that was kinda awkward.

I went back to J’s house and stayed the night until about 6:30 in the morning and i left (right before his girlfriend got home) and it was light out enough that i didnt have to use my headlight (because those kill my battery – and i barely make it home). I also realized that i had a bigger battery in my car that was just missing a post. I went to autozone got a new post and put it one and now im charging that battery, so ill have a bigger better battery to go along with me.

On a side note, i also have lots of talks with client on freelance jobs, a few big ones. Also my friend just moved to Miami, and he just texted me that he has suboxone (helps you stop doing opiates), and i asked him to send me a couple, as i really want to get off these pills – he said hes going to text me after dinner. Ill update with what he says.