I'm back

After over 7 years of competing, I decided to announce my retirement at the beginning of this year. Twitch chats and social media were getting to me, making me think this isn't for me. The rewards did not feel like they weighed out to the cons when I had terrible people saying terrible things to/about me every day.



After over 2 months of staying out of the scene, I realized that smash is my anti-depression. Even though I quit because of the bad things, the good things seemed like a fond memory and something I still loved.



Retired life was depressing. Every day was the same. Without smash in my life, I had no motivation to get up and face the day in front of me. I felt no reason to get out of bed. Eventually I got more and more depressed to the point where I didn’t care what people would think of me for ending my retirement early. So, I have decided to come back to the scene. I’m not looking forward to reading all of the “I told you so” and "called it" comments once I release this post, but I feel that I am ready to make a return.



My time away has helped me recollect my thoughts, and I now feel more confident and able to handle all the stresses and possible negatives that smash may bring to my life. I also got the chance to clear up a lot of problems in my personal life, so I will be heading back into the competitive scene with a more pure mind. Furthermore, I would much rather live my life / career doing something I am genuinely passionate about, rather than working some job I have no true enthusiasm for. So, I'm officially back. I'm excited to bring you everything I've got for CEO and EVO.



An additional message / my motto from now on: I don't care what anyone thinks of me, I'm going to just play my game and do what I do best. No longer going to get triggered or trolled easily



Another additional message



I'm gonna be the best :^)

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