It's.....It's... terryifing... I- .... I... I don't know what to do.... If I leave 50 fucking Blessings will be on my ass... And well, every single contact I had, that in any way shape or form was associated with the police has been killed off.... So I can't even delete my own records... If I stay though.. Oh if I stay.... with this [BEGINS SHOUTING AND SCREAMING IN RAGE] SON OF A FUCKING BITCH BEING ACTIVE AGAIN, KILLING AND MURDERING LIKE NO OTHER, WE.ARE.FUCKED. [SUDDENLY BEGINS CRYING] I've... never... felt so helpless before. Am I even alive? Is this hell? Is this my punishment?