Some individuals will get their panties in a twist over this. All I have to say, straight up, is that I’m biracial, and this is where I am coming from. I know other Eurasians agree with me. I’m open to debate and discussion, but at this stage, I’m not open to people poo-pooing this away, or saying ‘you’re so racist’ or using my own part-Asianness as a way to try and shut me up.

I need to set some context. This might come out sounding wrong but meh, I don’t care. My regular readers know what kind of person I am. This background is more for the people who only read this post. I am a biracial Eurasian female and I identify as such (i.e. I have not rejected either side of my biracial identity). I do not believe I am superior to anyone and I’m past that ‘peak sexual risk’ age where men are regularly chasing after me and aggressively sexually pursuing/borderline harassing me. This is relevant because I believe it affords me more detachment and distance. I’m successful, well-settled and do not have anything to prove at this point. I’m considered attractive. Again, before anyone jumps down my throat, I am not saying I’m better, not being arrogant, I’m far from the most physically beautiful person on the planet, I know some people believe there is a ‘Asian’ bonus for Eurasian females (which I personally don’t doubt but also don’t think it is any different to a ‘blonde hair’ or ‘big boobs’ bonus), I regularly have/had bad self-centred days where I dislike my Eurasian Mr Potato Head features and wished I had more ‘regular’ monoracial features, and I also believe physical attractiveness is meaningless in the wider scale of things. All I’m saying that people in every day interactions generally find me attractive and treat me as such – my actual objective attractiveness isn’t relevant here – but the way I am treated by society is relevant, because I’m trying to say I have no reason to have any beef with being Eurasian or for these fetish couples creating more little Eurasians like me.

More broadly though why am I giving you all of this seemingly irrelevant context? Because I want you to see that outwardly successful Eurasians who at a very superficial level appear to fulfil the ‘best of both world stereotypes’ probably have more to say on being Eurasian other than ‘best of both worlds’. It’s not just ‘incel’ losers who have issues with Eurasian identity, far far from it (although sometimes, I agree, some people who have never worked a day in their lives need to just get a job and get a grip).

Basically, every time I leave the house and go to the supermarket, museum, gallery, luncheon, social event or whatever, I see WMAFs, hapa children or Asian females in WMAF.

When I see an Asian woman, with hapa children (which means she had sex with a white man and carried his kids), or with a white man, I get so triggered. Do you know why? Because a huge proportion of them are not normal, look down and belittle Asians and Eurasians (especially Asian/Eurasian men), and put whites on a pedestal. That’s right, they put down Eurasians even though their own children are Eurasian. When they do like Eurasians, it’s on the basis of how ‘un-Asian’ they are. Those relationships are at least partly motivated by self-hate and white-worship. There are exceptions, but they are incredibly rare and they do not ‘cure’ the majority.

The vast majority of the time, the Asian female stares, a look I’ve described before as a smug, triumphant look. Look at me. I’m da shit. I’m integrated. I’m less Asian or not Asian at all. I’ve made it. I’m vicariously white. I’ve got beautiful Eurasian children. My children are American/Irish/German/French. It isn’t a look of ‘recognition’ or ‘kinship’, it’s a gawk, a smug triumphant glance of superiority, or something else, but it is not friendly.

The white male also often stares. They think you want to be in their club. I don’t know what they want but again, it isn’t friendliness. It’s that fucking smugness. Yeah you got some Asian whore and now you think you’re the King of Asian and part-Asian females.

Just today, I was in line talking in French to a group. A typical looking WMAF couple came behind us. I carried on talking, and noticed that the AF (probably FOB), had detached herself from her WM, moved to the side of our group, and was leaning in, bending her body and craning her neck to look at me. Staring. Not kinship, not friendliness, but gawking. I shot her the filthiest glance (we females are good at that kind of thing) and she had the decency to look ashamed and GTFO.

Likewise, recently I was sitting on a bench waiting for someone. Looking at my phone. A guy walked by and he turned his head and kept looking. I don’t want this to come out sounding wrong but the look a guy gives you when he is eyeing you up and sexually attracted to you is different. There is a special look for WM in WMAF. Lo and behold, running behind the guy were two little hapa children, under 7 years old.

One more, yesterday in a furniture store and was trying out some chairs by sitting on them. Stayed in one particularly comfy chair. Was thinking. Looked up. Saw stereotypical Asian woman with white dude looking over with that stare. A while later. Trying out a bed. White man walks past and stares weirdly. A couple of minutes later his hapa kids follow behind, plus his presumed wife, another stereotypical Asian probably apparently trying to dilute her asianness with permed hair dyed a lighter color, turned orange from the dye being washed out.

I do know that not all and not every single one of these couples is abnormal. In fact, when I was close to having a nervous breakdown in Japan (ah the best of both worlds strikes again), the people who cared for me and restored my faith in humanity and Asians, was an WMAF couple (Japanese woman-white European man), composed of truly loving, colorblind individuals who really did happen to just fall in love with someone of a different race. They left such an impact on me because they were so kind and loving.

Whether they will be able to adequately parent a mixed race child is a separate question, but it is clear they will make better parents than some hapa-hapa ‘Eurasian superiority’ couples I have encountered, because while being proud of and connected to their respective cultures, they treat each individual with dignity and respect, and they do not attribute values of ‘good’ to ‘whiteness’ and ‘bad’ to ‘asianness’ and don’t give a jot about supposed Haafu Superiority. Both individuals in the couple are like this, and both are good, wonderfully caring people. They also took the wise decision to live outside both of their respective native countries and live in a third, neutral place. Nonetheless, the fact that they were WMAF doesn’t let the majority of WMAF off the hook. Just because Jesus atoned for all our sins doesn’t mean one magically kind WMAF lets all the rest off the hook.

I’m not sorry. As I explained today to someone, I treat people as individuals but that doesn’t mean I should ignore group trends and group behaviour.

I also see a lot of Eurasian males and females (not that surprising, considering how much Asians in general worship whites and are always trying to have beautiful hapa children with them). The Eurasian males/females are also often with white partners.

When I see a Eurasian (male or female) with a white partner, it doesn’t bother me. Do you know why? Because they are usually normal. They don’t stare. They might look over and give an nod of acknowledgment, but they won’t stare in the way that WMAF couples do (see below). Most Eurasians don’t put whites on a pedestal and most don’t look down on Asians as inferior beings (that’s different to hating the white worship and self hate of Asians in general).

Most Eurasian-white couples don’t put their quapa kids on a pedestal. However, and perhaps interestingly, many Eurasian-Asian couples do place disproportionate emphasis on the white-Asian racial mix of their 1/4 white 3/4 Asian kids (emphasising the whiteness and ‘Eurasian-ness’ of course) which provides yet another example of how entrenched Asian self-hate and white-worship is. The societal result of that, as I’ve already mentioned, is 1/4 white quapas who go on and on about their 1/4 white side and cling to their 1/4 whiteness in a strangely possessive way which is quite pathetic (given that they are more Asian than white).

I’ve noticed this disparity, as well as the WMAF smug arrogance, ever since I was a small child. I tried to ‘escape it’ by living and travelling all over Asia, by throwing myself into the Asian communities in the West, but time and time again they just proved my initial views correct. My views are as always, based on actual experience.

I do appreciate that to most non-Asians, Asians and Eurasians are all the same and we’re all just chinks. As I always say, our issues overlap, but we are differently situated. This is why, as I have explained before, I don’t think it is white worship if a Eurasian man prefers white women (of course need to look at context overall), but I do think it is white worship and abnormal if a full Asian man exclusively pursues white women (with no exceptions). It just isn’t the same, given the Eurasian man is half white (no matter what he looks like – identity is more than physical appearance and some 100% Europeans look Asian or mixed Asian anyway e.g. some Hungarians and Finns, but nobody doubts their whiteness), half his family is white, one of his parents is white etc. ‘White’ isn’t ‘the other’ to a half white Eurasian man in the same way it is to a full Asian man.

I used to be vehemently against Eurasians who distanced themselves from their Asian half, but to be honest, given how self hating and white worshipping Asians are, and how much Asians hate themselves and other Asians, is it really surprising? I no longer blame Eurasians for therefore distancing themselves from their Asian side and realise it is more complex than just the cop-out ‘self hate’ (even if I personally don’t agree).

I’d love to hear what other biracial Eurasians think about all of this. Am I too harsh/insane?