WHERE DID YOU GO?



I flatter myself by thinking you are asking this question. I am writing a book of and about porn.





Not sure. I am trying my best. It's a lot of work, complicated by relentless self-doubt. The good news is I am drinking more.Yes, guy who asks all the right questions.Yes. The blog is very good practice.No. Read at your own risk/tolerance, I distance myself from everything older than, say, the last four or five posts. Everything else is thinking out loud, work in progress. I could go back and try to revise the old posts, but there's no point. Life is change, have to keep moving forward.andI didn't want to put a porn story on the blog, I felt there should be a buffer. Wait-- are you asking me why I didn't just shoot a sex tape? Huh.Yes.Yes.Sigh.The book is in two parts. The first part is a straight up porn short story. There's penis and vagina and lots of cum/ming. I have deliberately not written the story "well", whatever that means, I am imitating the flow and style of that kind of story. I didn't try to make it sensual or unusual; while it is hard core pornography it is a fairly vanilla story-- boy vs. girl, no vampires, no one dies-- obvious in its language and plot and etc. My goal wasn't to elevate the genre but to photograph it. I did this so that you could assure yourself that there is nothing meaningful there, no symbolism-- just explicit porn. And then to business.

No. It's not the deconstruction of a text, it is the interpretation of a dream. I make no attempt to explain what porn means in general, only what it means to you.The important thing is to say whatever comes to mind.