Today I wish to talk about food. Ever since I took a leap and went on a vegan diet things have changed, it’s been really hard actually. Everything I used to crave doesn’t fit anymore. In fact me clinging on to the old lifestyle I once had has caused a lot of pain and it’s making me torn apart within. Eating in a whole new way hit me like a bunch of bricks. From junk food, oily foods, dairy and meat, to all of a sudden an expensive vegan diet with a bunch of organic options.

Being on my technology used to be one of the biggest joys in my life, now it’s god damn draining to stare at a screen. I used to love watching shows like The Walking Dead and Game of Thrones. I couldn’t finish watching this last season of thrones though. The television just makes me fearful now. I used to love fried foods but hell now I feel like I’m committing a crime just eating the mock fried burgers at veggie grill.

Now what does all even mean am I just too OCD, a very picky person? Well I wish it was that simple but it’s far from it. I now see everything is connected, and the world is like a subconcious mind. Going vegan showed me the old way wasn’t working, it actually didn’t have my best interest at hand. This diet has started making me think “what am I exactly worth?”

What I believe now will piss off so many people, in fact it even pisses me off to the point I want to throw it off to the side and just close my eyes. I can’t though. What’s happening in the world right now is fucked up. So many people are currently living lives that aren’t even giving anything back to them and don’t know it.

We are all so occupied with this illusion we’ve created that anything in the mainstream is promoting our well being. If the mainstream represents a stream of water it’d one filled with piss,crap and blood.

This is because we don’t stop to question what we are consuming, what’s in the water, what’s the news showing us and how the hell are all these chemicals in our everyday products allowed there?

The truth is we’ve lost touch with our core instincts. Only we are responsible for the mess humanity is in though. The mainstream represents our main thoughts, intentions and interactions. The reality we have settled for. We don’t want what’s authentic.

Humans are afraid to look at the whole picture. I was afraid to but now that I’m vegan it’s impossible to just turn the other cheek.

Let’s stand up for ourselves people, show what you believe in, it just might be the road to that stream of fresh water and only you can light the way. There’s no time for me to hide how I feel to others. Starting today I’m telling the truth to those I love, join me.

Peace