I recently just moved out of my roommates place (what a hell of an eye opening change) and I got to say I feel like myself again. I mentioned in one of my posts (my friend the mooch) that he was a toxic person. I realized that its not only women that can suck out your soul but also men. Men who don’t have a way in life. That’s when I realized going your own way can give you so much more than what society has to offer/can offer.

Society is a disease. Telling people they got to be something they are not just so they can be accepted, or noticed. I say the hell with being accepted or even noticed. If I get neither, I get peace, and peace is what I truly desire the most. And I feel like I am getting closer and closer to it. The next step will be success itself. Things will work itself out with the right mindset and attitude.

The only problem (if you really want to call it that) I can see is this attitude attracting attention. Unwanted attention from leeches, women, gold diggers, pretty much people who want the piece of the pie for free without working for it. To lure you into a trap so they can take and continue to keep on taking. I will only help out those who are deeply lost or wounded from the scars of society and women (divorce, homeless etc) I found out for myself the word “NO” will come in handy a lot. And I will be using this word alot. If people want me to accept them, they will have to pass “the trial” which will determine whether I will accept or reject. Women do the same thing to men, so I will be doing the same thing to them. I have had too much toxic people in my life holding me back and I want change, a positive. This will highly affect women as I am more stricter with them. I wont be giving out anymore free outs. You work for what you get.

I seem to be noticing something about myself. That I am rejecting sexual advances and sex itself from the female race that seem to make hints too. To be honest I don’t feel anything from Women anymore, its like I am dead inside with them. They are dead to me, but yet I feel alive. I look at them and all I feel is the fakeness. They are starting to disgust me. And I keep thinking id be a big idiot if I fell into one of their traps. Then again I don’t think its an intentional trap, I think its the fact all women are lost inside and don’t know what they really want. They can figure that out while I go my own path.

Last note I feel something big is coming my way. I cant explain it but it excites me deep down. Everyday I wake I been feeling more energetic, athletic, and even stronger. I even quit smoking for 3 weeks. I don’t even stop to look at a “hot” woman. All I am focused on is this path. And I know it will be very rewarding. I just cant let women or marriage get in the way of that.

Well MGTOW that is my story for now. This is what I been going through lately and its only going to get better. More stories to come as life continues to happen. Peace be with you all.