This is the end

We purposefully spent this last year giving 0%, essentially, and are closing this chapter of our lives before the year is over. While we had control over our drug use this year, making it a point to tweak only 2 days at a time every so often.

It’s been a wild ride and I appreciate all of you that have reached out to me to talk, ask questions, share your concern and whatever else.

We have set goals for ourselves for 2019 and being a meth junkie is not part of those goals.

You just think you can’t live without meth but just put your mind to it. Give yourself two months. The first month and a half is gonna suck but you’ll feel brand new the rest of the half.

Get your shit together before it’s too late.

Meth is boring as fuck if you think about it. All you do is get high and sit around flailing for a period of time. How is that enjoyable? There’s more to your life than being a meth addict, but you are choosing to make the decision to continue ruining your life and isolating yourself while your family watches their kid deteriorate into a shell.

Get your shit together and at least try. Remember the old you, the one that was happy and not relying on drugs to even wake up? Remember being able to go places and do things and spend time with family and enjoy yourself? Yeah.

Distance yourselves from those “friends”. They aren’t your friends. They are parasites that get off on you being a piece of shit like them. Oh well, if you get sober and they no longer speak to you. Good. You don’t need them.

Anyway. Thanks for reading.

We have the ability to stop this cycle while we are ahead and are removing the toxic energy from our lives.

You are capable of changing your life if you make an attempt.