My husband and I have been married for 7 years and have what I thought to be a healthy marriage. We share a computer and while we have separate accounts one day he left for work without logging off and my curiosity got the better of me.

There were literally hundreds of hits for various porn sites in his history, this in itself does not bother me. He had already admitted he watches porn from time to time and I know that virtually all men do it.

What bothered me were extensive and frankly CREEPY posts he had made on a pornography messageboard. He has over 4000 posts so it was impossible to peruse them all but among the ones that stood out were (Warning, very graphic and disturbing, I would almost recommend not reading them and taking my word for it that they are as disturbing as possible)

What has always bugged me about porn is the facade most girls in porn are able to maintain while in performance mode. The only thing that ever gets me off is those moments of slight hesitation when they're asked if theyre a worthless whore and you see that split second frown or look of pain in their eyes before they catch themselves and go "yep, Im a stupid slut who is starving for ***!...where? everywhere on my face my *** my pussy, ive been dreaming about *** all day!"

I would get off so much harder to this girl crying herself to sleep each night than any of her scenes. I would love to be able to show a girl old yearbook photos of herself and vids of school plays "what a pretty princess you were, who knew that princess would grow up to be a worthless whore!", You look so happy in these photos, like someone with a soul, what happened?

If I ever direct porn I will work as hard as I can to break through the wall porn girls put up to stay sane, who the **** is willing to sacrifice their dignity like this? I'd ******* kill myself if you were my daughter. Make them scream "I have no soul I have no soul! What happened to the little girl I used to be, I could have done something with my life! my scenes will be known for all the emotional pain a girl is trying to suppress coming out in a moan of pure existential despair as I laugh my *** off.

I would love to pretend to care about a pornstars self esteem and true self, find out she always wanted to be an artist and sign her up for an art class. "off to my art class, look out picasso!!! :)" she'd twitter but when she shows up her class is 12 sketchy guys and I'm wearing a cartoonish artists outfit with an oversized hat and salvadore dali mustache. She'd appraise the situation and her face would start to quiver and I'd throw 2k at her feet and tell her to start sucking.

Does scat porn exist with high production values? And am I the only guy who jerked off to 2 girls 1 cup? Whats with the stigma around scat porn I mean WTF??????? I think scat porn could be hot if it was shot in a glossy vivid video style, most of the stuff Ive watched has been depressing 2 girls one cup stuff that looks like it was shot in a self storage locker, it also seems to have a gross consistency like they made them take laxatives and stool softeners beforehand. Id love to watch a cutie like Lexi Belle take a nice big natural ****, one they have to struggle with at first but then orgasmically pushes out, watching the spinchter and anus move of their own beautiful accord can be very erotic

I think it could be really hot if its done in a silly way, like if they sang songs "taking a poop, takin a poop, wouldja like a scoop? Im takin a poop!" and they were doing the twist as they ****, Ive been so desensitized to porn that scat is the final frontier and Ive been disappointed at what Ive found so far, scat porn should be about the joy of shitting not degrading women Imagine a cutie pie pornstar like doing this and giggling, Im talking Silly scat, not depressing low production values desperate scat porn. They could drink lots of food coloring so its bright neon colors

For those that object how is that different from letting random strangers ejaculate on your face? Its just a natural body function that you're letting people film.

120 days of sodom by the Marquis de Sade is full of scat themed erotica and it is a classic on the level of Great Expectations.

For me the hottest scat porn would be if they really had to struggle cause it was so big and hard, the sort of **** that causes mild bleeding from the capillaries on the anus.

This man is not my husband, and I am frankly afraid to be in the same house as him. Should I confront him with this? I dont think I can just pretend this never happened, I really think he needs psychological help, there is a deepseated hatred of women here