You are in a life journey like everyone else of us, whether Atheist, of Theist, whether Muslim, or Christian or otherwise.

This Journey ends when you die.

As long as you are breathing, then your real father if he is alive and capable will care for you and help you when possible in the utmost he can.

Well let's assume there is a creator, then He would be to you better than a father, and he will be watching over you, helping and nurturing whenever you need and specially if you ask for it.

If you sin, disobey and blasphemies, he is more patient than your the kindest father or mother ever can be.

He will not give up on you until he gives you all chances and you insist to deny (which is fine so far) but also go against him and cause mischief and evil and harm and destruction and people are hurt, damaged and maybe killed because of you, then if you die and only if you die and did not realize your grieve damage and ask for forgives you had caused then you are doomed.