Dear God, how can I trust anyone after years of disappointment and betrayal? How could I not want to run away again and again, escape? I will never be what society expects me to be. I have seen too much. I cannot turn back. I have been kidnapped, tortured, humiliated and abused. In the end, I still﻿ have hope. I still believe in the goodness of humans. Thank god for nature for the angels that surround me because you can’t hit a moving target. It's our gypsy blood We live between life and death Waiting to move on And in the end We accept it We shake hands with our fate And we walk past There's no rest for us in this world. They are so naive They think we are not aware of their crimes We know, but we are just not ready to act The storm isn't in the air, it's inside of us I want to tell you about love and loneliness But it's getting late now Can't you hear outside of your Supreme hoodie, the wind that's beginning to howl? Everybody knows the damn truth Our nation lied, we lost respect When we wake up, what can we do? Get the kids ready, take them to school Everybody knows they don't have a chance To get a decent job, to have a normal life When they talk reforms, it makes me laugh They pretend to help, it makes me laugh I think I understand why people get a gun I think I understand why we all give up Every day they have a kind of victory Blood of innocence, spread everywhere They say that we need love But we need more than this People think that I'm insane The only gun is in my brain Each new birth, it gives me hope That's why I don't smoke that dope Insane people think I am Brain inside, my only friend Hope it gives me birth each new That dope I don't smoke, it's true Every night, before I close my eyes I say a little prayer that you'll have mercy on me Please dear God, to live inside the divine Not like I want to die Teach me to forgive myself Outlive this hell Is it really love if it hurts? Is it really pain if it's inside? On the outside, I'm strong Hold my hand, please sympathize Hard enough tryna forgive Hard 'nough tryna live Please don't criticize, yeah Please, please sympathize, yeah Is it really faith if I'm weak? Can you tell the truth when you live lies? I'm just looking for the signs Hold my hand, please sympathize Hard enough tryna forgive Hard 'nough tryna live Flawed, flawed by design, yeah Please, please sympathize Somebody to teach me to love Somebody to help me rise above I need to survive I'm looking for… Mercy #ConfessionRadio