It's actually pretty hard. You wake up to a sound of some overrated Christmas song. You feel irritated but at the same time, those three to four simple chords make you feel somehow different. It smells nice. It always smells so fucking nice when it's Christmas time. You go out to buy yourself a pack of cigarettes. You give this overly happy guy some money, he gives you your change and says 'Merry Christmas'. You say it back and think to yourself: 'Damn, if this guy who works for a minimum wage at some little grocery store can feel the Christmas spirit, then why shouldn't I try the same.'



Christmas is an illusion, but then again what isn't. It's all about being happy and friendly. Spread love, even if you don't love someone. Yes, we are pretending each year, but we are doing it for a good cause. We spend time with our families even though we don't necessarily like them on regular basis. We buy each other some gifts. That means that we actuall…