I spoke recently to a lovely group of woman at their Federation Woman's Clubs meeting. I was invited to speak about publishing, my writing process and to tell some stories from my book, Life Is Short, Laundry Is Eternal: Confessions of a Stay-At-Home Dad. The group was wonderful, engaged and we were having a grand time when I said this in the course of a story "...my daughter Arden was diagnosed with Type I diabetes that year."

The air left the room.

I paused and my first inclination was to say, "No, it's alright... she's doing great" and because of the situation, that's exactly what I did. But it's not "alright," is it?

So, this post is for anyone that doesn't know what a day in the life of a person living with diabetes is like...

Insulin is fantastic, insulin keeps my daughter alive. It's also very dangerous. If a person were to take too much insulin, they could die. My daughter takes insulin between 10 and 20 times every 24 hours. I think about that constantly. Please understand, I'm not burdened by it most days, but the thought is with me always.

Imagine if you had to remember to breathe or consciously tell your heart to beat... that's what it feels like to love someone or live with Type I diabetes.

When I open my eyes in the morning, diabetes is my first thought. I think about it when I'm walking to the bathroom at four in the morning, while I'm driving, grocery shopping, watching television, waiting in a line for a movie. When I wash the dishes, take my dog outside... I think about it so much that it feels like I drank a bottle of diabetes and then tried to eat; everything tastes like diabetes. It permeates life.

I consider diabetes with every decision that I make. Travel in a car, meals, sleep; I even think about it, as Arden tells me, "I'm going to go get the mail." The mail. I stop and think about where her blood sugar is before she walks to the street to get our mail -- something that takes two minutes. Because, what if that's when we miscalculated her insulin? It has to happen some time, right? No one is perfect and not every carb is created equal, eventually, we are going to administer too much and she is going to experience a low blood glucose. Will that moment merely bring on rapid hunger, will she get dizzy, become disoriented? Will she have a seizure? What if no one is there?