Hey guys,I'm a new member here, and this post comes amidst a very dark period of both depression and serious anxiety for me.I have been balding since I was 18... perhaps even earlier... I sorta knew I was balding, but was so focused on my studies/didn't care all that much about my appearance that I also didn't realise how fast it was developing. I visited a hair transplant clinic over a week ago and they told me that I've progressed to a NW4/NW5 level. I don't have a good enough donor density for a full (read: decent looking) transplant and the doctors are extra reluctant because I'm so young. I guess I appreciate their honesty... doesn't seem like something I want to mess with. They recommended I give propecia a shot... but got hit pretty bad with sides almost immediately after starting.Anyways this is me:I am not the most attractive guy in the world but I think I have a pretty young face. To be quite honest I am not really a fan of the bald look... I think it works for older guys with a darker skin complexion but definitely not someone like... me. Anyways as you can see, the extent of my baldness is pretty bad and it's incredibly thin on top now. Basically a wisp. It looks okayish if I've just showered+dryed/not standing under intense light but in almost all other occasions you can see straight through to the scalp.I have given my head a little feel-over and it's certainly not a very even dome... all kinds of bumps here and there... I am really scared I'll look like a weirdo bald. You can probably also see from the photo that I've got a very oily forehead (at least when it's hot). This actually continues around to my scalp and it looks kinda gross.I really don't know.It certainly looks ridiculous as it is now, but I'm so scared to shave it off. I've considered buzzing it but I think the extent of my baldness will be very obvious from that too and I don't suit the "tough guy" look. Please could you check the picture and, perhaps at least tell me if a bald head would be absolutely hideous?Worst part is I'm teaching in South Korea right now and for some reason signed up for a year's extension on my contract... so I'm here for a lot longer. The shaven head look really won't go down well here...Thanks guys.P.S. - Seriously screw my life. I can't believe I'm basically bald at 22. If I was in my late thirties then fine but now!? I'm panicking so much about this that I can barely function. Luckily it's school vacation so I've basically been shutting myself indoors.