Not gonna lie, I fell off the wagon.

I got back to Shanghai and found myself sinking into a quicksand of forms, emails and other mundane shit for college. As always, this means my swimming went down the metaphorical drain and even though I trained for the first 4 days when I got back to shanghai, by day 5 I felt demotivated and by day 6 back to shanghai I’d already missed my first training.

It all went downhill from there. I started missing practices every few days. Then I started missing practice more than I actually went to practice.

gaksjhf.

I’m hoping that writing more about things will kickstart my productivity and eventually get me back into the pool.

I hope that’s also not a naïve hope.