Hi. It’s been a long time since we talked. Much longer than I intended it to be. The strange part about being a disembodied voice is that it creates the illusion of time never passing, like in a cartoon. When Bart and Lisa were first born, at the ages of eight and ten years old, they were my peers.I used to have a podcast called Mystery Show . The last time you heard from me, I was saying this:The day I recorded that, I paced around the office for hours, putting it off. I didn’t want to say goodbye. I worried that if I stopped talking to you, my voice wouldn’t know where to go. Which did happen. It feels alien to pick up a microphone now, whereas it once felt like an extension of my arm.I started off making radio and then I made podcasts. Podcasts felt the same as making radio but apparently they were different. There were to be ads in the middle of stories now. There were to be walls. Some stories were worth millions of dollars and some stories were worth zero dollars but what determined either of those amounts no one could quite explain.Everything I said in that goodbye message I meant but the only thing that played out as planned was that I have missed you. I’ve missed making a podcast. I’ve missed spending my time making a podcast instead of figuring out how I would make it or who I would make it with. I've missed being a voice.I would like to try an experiment. One episode. Hopefully that will be followed by more but I want to start there or otherwise I never will. What this episode will contain is still a mystery to be solved but I promise to pour my whole being into whatever form it ends up taking.I couldn't have gotten here without you guys. I'm already so grateful. If you’d like to be a part of what I do next, subscribe.Starlee