I make you dance under your pants, without having your cock in my hands. How romantic is that! Oh babe, I feel relief in my balls. I am gonna be your dog and you my bone, a hole in a doll. Possession, obsession, frustration. I am gonna be your sweet nightmare, I am gonna show you my love when you sleep.I am so fucking sorry I cursed you, but my mind told me you put it out that night, it popped in my mind as a mushroom can pop on my bush after I didn’t take my bath. What have you done to me bitch! I loved you so much, I am gonna inject my penis now, you are gonna see that, yeah? I am gonna make you see it, now! If you don’t watch that, I swear I am gonna kill myself. Please stop, you are raping my mind, I don’t wanna see that. I haven’t done anything, your mind made you think I did, I have been sincere and I didn’t lie about my nature, but you used my honesty against me, to feel justified of what you were doing to yourself, and make me feel guilty when you couldn’t preach like a rapist priest. Look at reality, you lost what you wanted, because you are sick in the head and everybody knows there is no cure that can help. What hurts me the most is that you used your half truth to say I should have known it, but the fact I accepted your reality didn’t mean to give you a knife and make me experience my period through my heart.I related to your existential pain, this made me fall in love, despite your flaws.It didn’t mean you had the right to abuse me though. I am sorry, I am a fool, I apologize, it’s the last time, it was like a broken CD everyday while letting our tears flow on the phone because we knew how it was, and sometimes I thought the best thing was just to stop breathing and welcoming death in our life to solve our suffering and not to drag us down lower than being down, and what I have in my mind now are our kisses through a screen on our wet face before going to sleep and the thought of finding out you could have died during the night made my brain awake during my dreams, awaking me and go see if you were online and still alive. I haven’t heard from you, I sat up crying thinking you died, while sticking your penis up and down like a swing that goes higher and higher up to the sky until it breaks down like a rope around a neck breaking the bones until death. I can not imagine how it would be if you didn’t love me