Subbaiah Arunan

BENGALURU: He led the nation’s dreams to the depths of space, but few would know of the nightmares that haunted him before he scripted India’s success story.Subbaiah Arunan , project manager of India’s Mission Orbiter Mission (MOM), is a cancer survivor.Recalling the days when he was fighting the disease, Arunan said more than medicines, it takes willpower to battle cancer. “When I conquered it, every other challenge seemed easy,” he said on Wednesday, World Cancer Day.Arunan, 54, was diagnosed with rectal cancer five years ago, when he was part of the Chandrayaan mission.“I wasn’t prepared to hear it. I was devastated when I sat down with the doctors. However, the confidence they showed in me gave me hope,” he said, referring to the doctor who treated him at Manipal Hospital.“I kept telling myself that this too will pass, like everything else. All I’ve got to do is hold on,” said the Padma Shri awardee.Years after his recovery, Arunan was offered the job of running a mission to Mars, which was difficult considering the financial constraints.Again, it was his willpower that came to his rescue. “Everyone thought it was tough but I knew we could do it. Cancer brought out the best in me,” Arunan said.Even today, he visits the hospital to counsel patients on how to cope with the killer disease. “When I had cancer, there was no one I could talk to. It’s very important for patients to share their thoughts with someone. One thing I tell them is not to let the ailment dampen their fighting spirit,” he added.