We all make mistakes. Every day I seemed to make new ones. But I wonder, was not loving you the biggest one?

Why is my mind wandering like this in the heat of battle? Maybe her flames are making me delusional. But I won't stop fighting.

I really do wonder what you would do if you were here. Probably charging her without fear like you always would.

If I had just kept to my post and was watching out for her. Would you be here now? Would Beacon still be standing if you had been able to take that power like Ruby's uncle talked about? Or maybe it would have killed you or made you crazy or something! I don't know.

I bet you didn't expect me to fly though did you? You tried so hard to help me find my semblance.

You taught me to use my wings and fly.. almost literally. Almost makes me want to laugh really when i think back to all the times I was sent flying.. even by you. But you did it to protect me. So stupid! Why didn't you let me fight with you!?

And why... why couldn't I just love you like you loved me? Maybe if I had. Your choice wouldn't have been so hard.

I knew you liked me. You practically knocked me upside the head to see it. But I don't know why I couldn't feel the same.

I love you sure. But like a partner and best friend. You were the one person to believe in me before anyone else.

Yet somehow that didn't translate to me wanting to kiss you and spend the rest of my life with you..

Maybe it could have. Once I stopped being such an idiot and realized how special you truly were.

And not because you were the "Great Pyyrha Nikos" but.. just Pyrrha. That was special enough for me.

That doesn't matter anymore though. I can't dwell on what ifs.

I have a friend to avenge. And I bet Cinder never counted on facing a weapon from the great war. A sword meant to kill men and not Grimm. Not even her fancy maiden aura defense can stop it. I almost had her. If she hadn't pulled away at the last second.

But i'm not giving up. Our auras are getting low. But Ruby is nearly here. I'm not stopping til she goes down.

I may be joining you sooner than you counted on Pyrrha. But i'll take her with me one way or the other.

You asked me once about destiny once. But my idea of destiny isn't like yours. Mine may be a fate I can't escape.

But so long as you are with me. I can withstand any hardship. And just maybe, I'll see the light again.



--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Okay so what is this? An actual normal pic from me?! Gasp and parish the thought!But yes. This is an idea I had some time ago and decided to have done to celebrate the coming of RWBY volume 4.My good friend and talented artist toiled to make this beautiful picture for me. Featuring Jaune with what I imagined his semblance to be like and facing Cinder with Pyyrha's remaining gear on his person to have his partner in spirit. With Ruby moving in from behind to double team her. As you can grasp more in the above poem I wrote to join up with this piece.Hope everyone likes this. Feels nice to commission something non tk related for once.Here is to looking forward to volume 4!