I use to go through things that I shouldn't gone through when two people use to beat me up and even my family beat me up for wetting my self or pooing my self by developments or accidents or just for going to the toilet we all go through till a certain age as a kid so much who knows could have damaged me inside perhaps that's why they pointed that beam at me. Those things are legal treated as if it's illegal for me. Yet those adults that did that to me went through it in there nappies at that age that's why we wear nappies to capture all that cause we're not fully strong in our immune systems to go to adults toilets yet not tall enough to sit on it or we fall down it. I use to get at most important times potty training disgusting doing that to me if u ask me when I didn't need that at me I'm not like that they saw me as Going on a bit about that could be why the aliens stepping in to get rid of those things happening to me.