For the past two years i had this crazy obsession with a boy named Justin Bieber. I’ve done everything I can for him, but now im facing reality. Justin will never love me , Justin will never know what I do for him. Every night before i go to bed these things always pops into my head. Do i really wanna let him go , do i wanna move on and forget about him?

Justin is some kind of hero to me. NO im not like all the other girls who say ” They taught them to never say never” no. Justin taught me if you want something so bad you have to fight for it.

In my opinoin Justin has changed he changed BIG time. All these rumors of girls flashing him. Did Justin do that last year NO! Justin isnt the same lil boy he was.

Everyday my love for him fades as though i dont want it to , it always seems to. I never liked Justin for fame. I liked Justin for him. I sat down and has a real convo with him and i learned hes a kid. Hes a boy who likes girls hes a boy who likes sports. Justin hates to be eating have camaras in his face , wouldnt you? When i talked to him i was talking to justin , not some famous kid.

But its time for me to let go. I spent to much time on him. Im not giving up on him ill always support him. Ill always be there. Its just time for me to live my life and not obess over a boy i have no chance with . I hate going to his concerts because everytime i see that OLLG i wish it was me i wish i was there on stage getting sang to.

I miss that lil high pitched voice the long hair when people used to call him bever or biber , but no matter what ill always be your biggest fan.