Murphy’s journey on the show thus far has been anything but ordinary, just like the rest of the gang. He’s had his fair share of trauma, rebellion, and heroism throughout the series. Now, Murphy feels a sense of hopelessness. He is angry and he wants some justification for what he’s lost within himself.

Murphy is in a new and dangerous planet, Sanctum, along with everyone else, but right at the end of the Season 6 premiere, we lose Murphy. We then see him resurrected he mentions how he’s seen hell and the horror in his eyes speaks for itself. He doesn’t seem right and doesn’t seem like himself.

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Murphy’s relationship with Clarke hasn’t been smooth, either, and after their short confrontation in Season 6, Episode 2, he’s taken aback when he finds out Josephine is inside of Clarke. Now, Josephine is offering him something he never would have imagined: eternal life. Will he take it? He’s certainly considering it…

“It’s sort of a mixture of this broken, weak man who tried to be what everyone thought he could be and [the one who] got nothing out of it but disrespect and pain and death,” said Harmon, adding that Murphy sees potentially helping Josephine as a way to do right by both sides, especially because he thinks Clarke, his friend, is dead.