Okay, before you slit my throat..please let me explain myself. I NEED an outlet to vent all these thoughts before I literally go crazy. These past few weeks has been hell for me because I had nothing/no one to tell it to.

And I know this whole post may seem stalkerish but I need to do this in order to move on. And in order to completely move on, one must come clean about his/her feelings thoroughly, whether good or bad. That or I must be extremely bored these past few days. Anyways…

I have been a fan of mooshboop/mooshbuscus/olga&toby/or whatever the term is…since…god knows when, I think when toby began to slowly introduce olga into his vlogs back in 2011. I must admit, initially, I hated the thought of olga coming into the picture because I was IN LOVE with itobustine. And when they broke up, I was sad for days. Yes, I am what you call an obsessive OTP shipper or whatever. ANYWAYS, that’s not the point of this blog. What I wanted to discuss is this new girl AprilEfff in toby’s life. Most people don’t know of her because, well, she was never in toby’s daily vlogs. After an EXTENSIVE amount of research/stalking, I think I learned some new information that I need to express. Now, forewarning, this may seem like a “hater” blog but it is in no intention to do that whatsoever. What made me do this in the first place is that the things she had expressed over the internet/social media makes me question her character.

*To debunk forthcoming statements of these being called “lies/deceits/rumors” or whatever, I also want to show screen captures of some things that I found. I did not fabricate these in any way, shape or form. Please hold me to that.*

So, April met Toby in E3 2011 (which was June 11-13, 2011).

I know what you’re thinking, how do you know that she was talking about Toby in that tweet, you idiot? Just let me explain first.

Rewind back to 2011. In one video, by Cyspence (who is also a close friend of Toby) made a video called “Toby Turner & His Guitar (Part 1)” and it briefly shows April there.

For more clear proof that Toby is her ex. In one of her videos called “Flavor Monsters in New York”, she clearly states…

Likewise, I found several tweets by April hinting the fact that she was in some kind of close relation with Toby between the months of July-September of 2011 after she moved to LA.

What bothered me after discovering these is not the fact that she dated Toby, in all honestly - I could care less who he dates because well…he is his own person and bla bla blah.

From seeing these tweets, it was apparent that their relationship was rocky.

Like most relationships, there will be times of hardships etc. And like most girls, including myself, we tend to feel the need to express our feelings through some kind of outlet (which in her case is her twitter). Based on this, it appears they broke things up mid-September.

Then, like most of us know, Toby started seeing Olga after Halloween. Since then, things started to get serious. blah blah blah. BUT THEN, I see this tweet from April indirectly belittling Olga (revenge of the ex-girlfriend? i don’t know). Either way, this showed me a lot about her character.

For those who don’t know, Olga is known for being quite open to her audience (mooshers) and has no issue discussing very personal things in her life. In previous vlogs, olga has dealt with pretty bad acne (around 2010) and had no problem talking about it.

In this particular vlog, olga talked about her cold sore or “herpes mouth.” Now, you ask, why in the world would April watch this particular video of Olga’s? Well, this was also the video which shows Toby essentially “staying over” prior to dropping off Olga to the airport the next day. Was she watching to see her ex? I don’t know, you tell me…but that’s beyond my understanding.

Based on her instagram and tweeter, it is apparent that her and Toby remained close friends even while he was dating Olga. Here’s some pictures that were taken in March 2012.

Now, there’s no problem with remaining friends with an ex. If it doesn’t work, it doesn’t work. Right?

Now, we all probably know Olga and Toby broke up in June 2012 (prior to Vidcon). THEN, they started to go back dating when Olga got her new puppy (Roxy). The many signs that they got back together that time (mid-August) is pretty obvious

—They both started showing up on each other’s vlogs more frequently

—They both started talking about each other more

—Seth, their mutual friend, even confirmed that Toby had a girlfriend at this time in THIS VIDEO @ 3:29. There is even that infamous Playlist Live picture of Olga and Toby on Toby’s fridge while Seth is walking around his kitchen at the end of that same video.

Then, they broke up AGAIN after Toby and Seth left for their Europe trip (mid-September). Once again, how the hell would i know? Using deductive reasoning and all the stuff I found from twitter and youtube videos, it was pretty obvious they ended it. The most obvious evidence would probably be her video called “TOO CLOSE TO LOVE YOU” in which she dances to the song “Too close” by Alex Clare. Prior to doing so, she stated that the song, “resonated with me, it connected with my soul. I’m sure a lot of people go through this, so it was really close to what I’m going through…”

BUT, that is besides the point.

Then from reading people’s twitter, etc., I come to find out that April and Toby are back together at mid-December of 2012. At first, I was a bit skeptical because..well, I was literally exhausted with everything going on. (e.g., toby/olga fight on twitter, toby sending multiple flowers to olga, toby at olgas while playing far cry, etc.). I did not want to believe it quite honestly.

But then, the signs started to come up again that maybe the people were right.

During mid-December, more pictures of her and Toby/gryphon started to erupt from her instagram. Take a look…

They even went to Hawaii for New Year’s together.

Need more evidence? Olga even confirmed that toby has a new girl recently and April even favorited a tweet made by a fan stating that olga is jealous, which I found pretty ridiculous, but that’s besides the point…

AND to add more fuel to the fire, April blatantly states that she does not like Olga.

Then at a later date, contradicts herself by stating that “haters are just jealous fan.” Were you not just hating on Olga a couple of days ago? … yeah, take a look.

Then, it appears that April and Toby had some issues again just recently. On February 3, 2013, April posted this article called 5 Reasons Why I’m Glad Justin Bieber Isn’t My Boyfriend on her twitter. In essence, the article is about why one should not date FAMOUS people (hint hint: toby?).

Then she presides to post things that mocks Toby’s fans regarding shipping him and Lee newton.

If you look at the comments on that Instagram picture, a lot of people are questioning whether they are dating and/or they should date..blah blah blah. So, how does Toby’s “girl” react? By calling those fans “stupid.” Wow, very mature.

But the way things are going as of right now, Toby and April are still an item.

The point I’m trying to make to all this is that: how mature can one be by

blatantly disrespecting Toby’s ex (Olga) disrespecting your man’s fans putting your relationship’s ups/downs for the public eye to see

Either way, I really hope both parties (Olga and Toby) are genuinely happy, separated. Since Toby found a new love interest, I honestly hope Olga finds one as well.

That is my 2 cents. Whether you want to like it or not, or believe it or not, I could care less. I don’t know, but this has been on my mind lately and I just needed a way to let it out so that I CAN MOVE ON.