“I knew what I was getting into, but there was no way out of the pain other than to give the CRPF men what they wanted.” Dar said that he had repeatedly begged the security forces to shoot him. “I was pleading with them to shoot me. The pain was so unbearable. I did not want to say the things they wanted me to. If you have had a look at the video, those are my first words. I really wanted to get shot and die at that point,” he said.