What are you truly scared of?

Let me guess, what other people think of you?

This is the most common fear that we all share in common. For most of us. including me at one point in my life, we spent more time caring what others thought of us instead of focusing on ourselves instead. Before every decision we made, we would consider what other people would think of us before taking action. I know, I have been there.

Over the last few years of my life, I have been on a desperate search for knowledge and truth. Ever since a young age I used to wonder why our society functioned they way it did. It didn’t make sense to me. I felt almost as if we were being conditioned to think and act a certain way. I thought I was completely crazy so I never really cared to share my thoughts with everyone. I went along with it. Not anymore.

I used to watch Fox News every night at 10 with my parents and then wake up in the morning before high school and watch the news in the morning. Wow I was a fucking idiot. I went to bed with the illusion of fear, and then I woke up and reloaded that same vibe. I know I am not alone when I say this.

I simply can’t watch television anymore unless it is Giants football or Poker. I don’t mind if I am with friends and the TV is on because it is completely out focus to me, I just don’t like to be conditioned to believe in fear anymore.

Watch Fox News tonight, there will probably be a bit about the “War on Terror” and then they will cut to the weather and warn you about hurricane Sandy. The amount of panic and negative energy I felt today in the supermarket was incredible. There was actually people that bumped into me like I wasn’t even there to go grab their 2% milk. I shot them a smile like, WTF? and they kept their neutral expression of fear.

I hope the power goes out for a few days this week. I think we need it. I think we all need to be humbled and realize what a privilege it is to live with electricity. Our whole world functions on it. Without it, there is no money. There is no government breathing down your neck. We all become the same exact thing. Instinctual creatures fighting for survival. Good thing we live in an abundant universe because there is plenty to go around if we could just share a little bit instead of feeling like we are at competition with each other 24/7. But most will resort to looting and violence. That is just the world we live in…for now.

I think mother earth is fighting back. I think she is giving us a wake up call to stop fucking around or I will fuck your shit up even more. You would not be alive if it wasn’t for me. Respect me or feel my wrath. GO SANDY GO!

You still scared?

What is there to be scared of?

What if the power never comes back on?

What if you never have to go back to your 9-5 grind ever again?

What would you do with your life?

How fucking creative would you get?

Our society can’t have critical thinkers like myself, and everyone else who is waking up from the illusion. They need drones. They need to know exactly where you are at all times. They need to know what you are doing every single second of the day. THEY LIVE IN FEAR because they don’t want their power stripped away. You are powerful, don’t give that power away to them!

It took me 23 years to realize I WAS LIVING SOMEONE ELSE’S LIFE. I knew deep down when I woke up everyday and had to go to work that this was NOT 100% WHAT I WANTED TO DO WITH MY TIME. I knew my time was valued elsewhere, and I could use that time to benefit the greater good of humanity.

If you are still reading this, and a lot of this has resonated with you, I understand exactly how you feel.

More to come. 🙂