nowadays a year seems like an eon i'm well aware and scared it was a long time to be gone but be calm…soon the name'll glow up in neon lights i'm back and ready to grab a slice of the pecan pie shit flyest ridden shoulders of a giant on that gold touch midas no luck lying but i'm trying…they try to tell me no man is a island paradise in my eyelids keeps me high an self reliant it almost sailed but the tides drove my ship to shore i'm back to not giving a solitary stroke of intercourse been a sinner since living in winter's bitter scorn mind of a winner your spine got a quitter's core meaning i ain't the glass jaw to fuck with s'the last draw ya dumbshit it's hacksaws to drumsticks attack tracks that ass slap the function i'm back and i'm grabbing the last laugh ya punk bitch

well pardon poor etiquette less is more fetishist Sex du jour mess wit your extra sore sentiments yep i did some foul shit, ain't really defending it house of cards is fallen darling catch the floor when it gives kissing with a blind fold don't know what your messing with save your war words baby girl i'm the best at this learn the lesson n' quit actin all extra pissed callin me a chauvinist like you some kinda feminist please get up off of that shit pretending there was any sort of passion in our last kiss don't count me in your notches mark it with an asterisk and tell your future husband that you did it all for practice my momma raised me right so you can blame me twice and ain't no way you can change me or try to make me right hated the way we fight but none of that matters cuz you're still gonna say it boils down to bad manners

i'm feeling to alive to be dead yet too dead to be alive let that drip drop red and put the medicine inside bet i'm better than these metal peddlers but pride got me bent up like i'll never get a little bit of shine but i'm fending off the time finger on the button something heavy on the side lingerin on nothing what i put inside my mind often bitter and disgusting so reminiscent of liquor my liver didn't function now i'm diggin up from the dirt separating self from where the grunts go to work save your self hatred and your love of getting hurt for your final destination stumbling drunk up in a hearse look it's purgatory for the people who believed the glory when they heard the story of the eagle fool you can't reinvent truth i'd rather die the worst me than live to be the best you

the compound used to be on hope ave idiots and instruments filled the whole pad making music aimlessly claiming there's no plan but secretly getting famous makin our own fans sandwiched in between a school and a highway a bum named cj was livin in the driveway when nocan visited to make that impatient he shitted in the sink of our regular gas station thunderhut and the service would come to kick it our landlord's brother almost stabbed us in the kitchen and sp and rob stole some food to have a picnic and we bbq'd and argue'd over who would do the dishes we'd have like 10 rappers steady crashin on the floor if i had another chance i'd go back again for more it was all innocent next to how we live now but i had to tell those vagrant motherfuckers get ouuuut

roll them windows down blare a rock song been about a week since i had a pair of socks on yeah rocking cut off shorts next stop shark's cove baby come on board because it's so hot that i'm red up in the cheeks so you best believe that we headed to the beach till i get sunstroke yeah you bet i'm gonna sleep first getting drunk with my friends on these venice streets i been saying that i'm sick for days so i could skip my j-o and still get the pay looking for a beach bunny that i'll whisk away ain't bathing for shit i'll take a dip in the waves hey i'm in a lawn chair, drunken warm beer, taken in the scent of the salt in the calm air we all there eaten red meat brother all american splendor of a deadbeat summer

susie q got that attitude through the roof she backstab beautiful booty like a rubics cube it's three dimensional twist turn move it too bit lip smirk no clue what she'd do to you ooowweeee 'scuze me miss sweet as that jawbreaker i chipped two teeth with got me down to do whatever it is you see fit cuz your charms the shit i try to fill up looseleaf with and you sexy as hell flowers pail in comparison next to your smell got me sucking in my stomach trying to flex up my shell doin the most to impress you as well hell you're green eyes are as pretty as the sunrise every dumb guy wanna be privy to your love life but but they just ain't me so baby you and me we just stay we i'm like susie susie q baby you got me like oooowaaay ooowayyy oooooo sing it one more time now susie you be known to brighten the day you're smile's like a lite that chase the fighting away you got me looking at the future, right in the face thinking well…alright it might be okay you best to know that i never met a soul so true still blushing when i open up the door for you making out to shugie otis records so old school nothings out of bounds we know no rules i said it ain't a game girl we referee free got scientists fighting bout what our chemistry be but me and you's all the recipe needs the impression that you left ain't gonna ever leave me you know how that thing go already well aware you on some nat king cole so save all the woopty woop i finished my my foolish youth when i stumbled on suzy q

i'm giving in, sinking to the bottom of them blue depths cleanse my body of the desperate stench of the mess that you left ain't swimming much but i do tread, i'm tired of this movement i'm thinking bout sleeping treatin this ocean as my new bed bet you two step to the rhythm of that wave crash press that pedal accelerate and make it fade black i pray that satan and waiting on me for payback ashamed of the place my fate's at, chasing a break to change that i found a heartbeat in the back of this carseat bloody blackened charred meat that got hacked and the passion scarred me but it's still beaten at the pace of a marching army you never said i'm sorry yet that no longer harms me this ties a noose, bulletproof in a black suit i wanna ask you to straighten a couple facts too but it's been check mate, so my last move's to swim from this shore that i'm never coming back to

on the foot of the bed again letting breaths flutter i'm rhea butler love letter head hunter it's deja vu saying you not the bread to butter but you always look the best the week after we left each other i'm pushing for space mean mugging the message poker face pretending i don't love the attention but i'm hugging the fence and rubbing your legs and letting reminiscent thoughts of us cut up the tension girl you always act so nonchalant when you say our hearts are wrong and then you whisper to me not to stop you're my cold war confidant we got a lot of past but know the future's probably gone to god it's reverse psychology you cry to spite all of me but still you like callin me this bedroom's got an open door policy you sauntered up them stairs and girl i swear that i forgot to breathe

Why you leaving when the war is within we got our own fight to fight and i ain't sure that you'll win i know you can't afford to feel all normal again but don't go actin all immortal like you're more than a man i'm only callin cuz i need you to know i care already said good bye to three friends that headed over there looking back on years we shared with a sober stare wishing i'da said don't you dare you know your home is here whatever happened to rebellious youth whatever happened to public enemy telling the truth as a kid i was always kinda jealous of you and that's a pretty fucking gaint elephant in the room but still i never followed in my dad's footsteps we know a lot of folks that did and look where that took them think it's a bad look friend but do your thing i'll relax and i'll be here waiting holler when you get back

don't you ever question all my good intentions even when you took offense and claimed i never stood attentive i was there fred astaire dancing in the deluge you had your chance to stay true while advanced and made moves and made time voice mail sounding like a hate line you ugly on the inside better hope you stay fine pushing forth that negativity i'm trying to shake mine turning every fight into a fucking second rate crime always throwing shit and slapping me you're lucky i'm a good man or else you wouldn't have your teeth you got some tall tales woven in your tapestry spewing all that hate speak and then come crawling back to me you say i'll die alone we know that ain't the truth i'm the best man you ever met during your wasted youth you need some basic maintenance to help you change your tune i'm just to big a person to waste the strength of hate on you