Life is unfair. And a lot of us have to live a life that isnt 100% fulfilled. You just have to accept it, thats what i did and i am okay with it. Dont let anything ruin your happiness ever. I missed out on a proper childhood and teen years. I'll never know what its like to go to school every day as a child and be around hundreds of other kids my age and to play with a bunch of friends all day, i grew up in a quiet house and that makes me so unbelievably different to everyone and i have to live with that for the rest or my life. I'll never know what its like to go out on my own to hang out with friends as a teenager. By the way i used to hate my appearance too, since i am half asin. But i learned to not care about it, it might be different or harder if you are short but i am sure that you can get used to it.