I’m not Fat. I’m more chubby, only “overweight” on the bmi (bullshit) by about 15 lbs. 15 lbs means that I have curves, boobs and a very non-flat ass. I’m happy, and have always been happy in my body… Well until today.

I had my first ever horrible doctor experience. After a routine check up, we sat down to talk about… my weight. I had gained 2 pounds since my last visit over a year ago. I thought nothing of it. I mean 2 pounds? my weight fluctuates by about 4 pounds every day. 2 pounds in a year seemed just fine to me… but OH i was so very wrong.

My doctor went on to tell my how horribly dangerous this could be if i continued on this “path”, and how I must lose at least 30 lbs (Putting me very close to the “underweight” part of the bmi).

I left the doctors with a prescription to see a nutritionist and tears in my eyes.



This is the first time in my life that I’ve experiences thin privilege, and I’m just here to say that I’m so proud of all the women who are capable of dealing with this shit every single day… I don’t think I’d ever be able to! I’ve just found out that I have to deal with thin privilege once a year and it feels like the worst thing in the world.



So to all the people who keep thinking that thin privilege doesn’t exist…well guess what it does! So basically I’m just here to give a big shout out to everyone who has to live with thin privilege and fat-shaming every single day! And also, a shoutout to the admins of this blog, making it possible for me to feel less-alone against the medical field.

so basically, you ALL ROCK.