Or at least trying too. I converted to Mormonism about a year ago and I instantly regretted it. I started having doubts within weeks because they clearly hadn’t explained everything they should have. I had gotten in a car accident that resulted in a grade two concussion two days before my baptism. I wasn’t planning on being baptized at all. After all, I had only recently decided there was a god. I was fragile. I was broken. I was taken advantage of.

I’ve tried to have my name removed from the records three times now and this past time, they sent the missionaries out. The elders claimed to have sent themselves but someone had to have hinted that I was having trouble. I can’t shake the feeling, but I could just be being paranoid.

Now, I’m confused and I don’t know what to do next. HELP?