Diary –

22/3/13

As I type this the time is 3.14. I can hear my parents awaking. I lie in the top of a bunk bed typing into a laptop in the dark. I have a real social Dynamics you tube video open in a tab to the left of this one. I am about to start writing my blog.

22

Living at home

working dead end part time retail job.

Not been laid in over two years.

I’ts time to change.

My idea of this blog is to help me put my life into order. To have reference points to see where I am growing and also where I am not.

So here goes I am just going to go for it. Pour my thoughts into this plastic keyboard and onto the internet.

The main thing that occupies my mind at the moment is the lack of women in my life. I have just finished reading the game and have been experimenting with some pua ideas. The most success I have had so far was making out with a girl on a night bus on new years day very early in the morning. I was very drunk and she was not very good looking but it gave me a massive buzz and showed me that things were possible.

I see my main problem though is using alcohol as a huge crutch for getting me in the zone for chatting to women. It can go well but I think I get extremely sloppy when I drink to much.

I have got a few numbers in the last few months but non of girls I really like , more average looking girls that i knew would be easy to at least get a number.