I never said you did but I did say you "SOUND" like you want tha 1st willing person you come across! You should also proly phrase it as wanting to find your soul mate instead of losing your virginity...because when you say "lose your virginity" and nothing else to it then people take it as "sex at most any cost" upon sight! I'm not trying to antagonize you but I wanted to help you see beyond tha thrill of meaningless sex but now you're beginning to sound like you already have at least a simple understanding and want for a deeper connection on all levels than simple physical attraction!

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I do recall you accidentally saying you were ashamed of your virginity...because I asked "Why do you feel like being a 20-year-old virgin is something to be ashamed of" and you proceeded with "Because I desperately want to lose my virginity, and now I'm a 21 year old virgin" which is what started me wanting to try to help you see what you've just shown me you already see! God Bless!!