Actually it was about 12, he was 16 months older,he started to have me lay on my stomach and put his penis between my legs and move back and forth until he ejactulated on my ass. It was not until I was almost 14 I asked him if he would put his penis in my mouth. Even at 16 he had a 7" big penis and he said He did not know if this was ok, as this might make me gay. I said well you are my brother and it is ok we are just having fun. So he let me suck his penis and he cam all over my chest. We did this until I was like 18, then stuff got in the way. Then about 10 years ago I reminded him of this and asked if I could do it again, he said ok, and even sometimes today at 55 I will suck his penis. I also wish to mention I am happilly married to a great woman.