I don’t know for sure if that drink was spiked, but after that everything went hazy. Not so hazy that I don’t remember what happened next though: those two men took it in it turns to rape me. They took off my jeans and I didn’t fight back. Many people have asked me why. The whole thing is a blur. All I remember is just trying to block out that it was even happening. When you’re being attacked, your body makes the decision between fight, flight or freeze. I froze. The next thing I remember was waking up, leaving the hotel and walking home. It was about 8am. I didn’t even notice if the men were still there.