Indepht on the Rosterchange situation

As most of you guys know by now I will not be playing with fnatic in the next split as I got kicked from the team. I want to address that I am not upset at their decision and there is no bad blood between us and the group atmosphere is actually in a really good place moving into MSB, therefor we are actually playing pretty good right now! 🙂 Regardless i believe it was/will be the best outcome for both parties as things wasn't working out at all previsouly.



Jumping further into why I got kicked I pretty much got kicked for not delivering and failing to for-fill my obligations as I made promises to myself and my teamates and were required to work on certain things such as my hero pool, changing to the flex role and overall spamming the game to show motivation and dedication.



The reason I failed to deliver is kinda straight forward all though it has alot behind it! For almost a years time I had been losing motivation therefor dedication and from time to time feeling depressed because of all the problems over the past year with the team among with alot of personal issues in my surrounding.



The team environment reached a point were i got super burned out and the problems from that movent on were not possible to overcome as the pressure just constantly increased aswell as the environment became worse and worse, meaning lack of respect in the group, "toxicity" and our friendships got affected. Eventually it just reached a point were change onces again was needed as nobody was happy under these circumstances.



I essential became the problem basically as I the shotcaller and drafter (arguably the most important role) was not performing no we're near my standard, and I couldn't get back to my standard under all the circumstances mentioned above.



Moving forward I think we have all learnt alot from this experience and as i said before there is no bad blood between us and I'm super excited to play the next split with zealots as I was in 100% need off a change and now that it has happened i feel super relived and have already starting to perform better and i am on a good way back to reaching the level i should be at!



Sadly sometimes things just dosent work out! I still want to thank Fnatic for the 3 years we had together and my teammates Smx, breez, Mene and Benny



I wish them all good luck in the future, espescially breez and Smx as they have been a huge part of my life the past 3 years weve played together!





Thanks for reading!

Reply · Report Post