As soon as you're (high/stoned), you won't know it yet, after a few minutes, you'll remember the last few minutes but you'll feel as if it all happened without you actually having any control over anything, as if you're body and mouth went into 'auto pilot'. You'll be amazed and try to think about how it all went down and then BAM you're back into it again.

The higher you are, the longer these periods of 'auto pilot' will be.

Truthfully, this scares the shit outta me, because I then realize that I will be screwed if I try to have a conversation with anyone who isn't supposed to know I'm high. And so I try as best I can to hold onto the moment where I realize I'm high(like repeating, something's wrong...I'm high...), but then BAM I'm in it again without control over myself.

Any way to stop this? It really makes me waste the high on being paranoid and scared, and I hate that...

One solution is if I'm in a place where it's impossible to get noticed or caught...but where would I find that...even in my house I'd run into people