"Well, the first thought and concern we all had was for JPP's well-being. After that, I think I may have used some language that I wouldn't like my grandchildren to hear me use," Mara said. "I could not believe, that here we haven't even gone to training camp yet and we've lost two starters -- one (left tackle Will Beatty) in the weight room and one to a fireworks accident. So it was more of a state of disbelief that I was in.