I'm feeling very conflicted indeed, 'cause, you know what? When I joined the Dark Brotherhood , I just wanted to kill everyone in the world. And now I've killed literally the most important and difficult-to-kill person in the world, and... I just feel, like in many ways, I'm not actually the good guy anymore. Like, I'm actually a vampire-serial killer-assassin-thief. And that just feels like the sort of thing that, when the history books of whatever era we're in right now - the Fifth Era I think - when they write the history books, I feel like that person is not going to be remembered as the great hero of the world. I think I've... I've made some mistakes. I've taken some missteps. And in many ways, killing literally everyone as a vampire serial murder, is actually not the right thing to do.