maybe in my late teens but not before that. when my father made me bald in 5 grade. was that my fault. i got humiliated and he did it again when i was 12. he did this for the fun of it.i remember him and my steph mother laughing. when i was 15 my dad kicked me out of his house. I didnt even have time to meet my friends for the last time. then later i lost all connection to them and became friendless in the new school. he would make me go out and chopp wood in the winter for several hours. while i lived with my mom she would always talk about me. it was annoying as hell and i ended up hurting her because of her annoyance.yes some of it are my fault but mostly its other my father and stephmother fault.