Note: This is read as a series of diary entries. It should be read with a dumb, young innocence. Giggles and other sounds effects can be added where you think appropriate. And of course any changes you need to make are fine.

Tags would be daddy/daughter, rape and anal.

Tuesday 4th November:

Dear diary,

I'm so glad school is over for six weeks. It was really difficult today. I feel so confused about a lot of things lately. Daddy accidentally bought me the wrong sized uniform I'm getting a lot of bad attention. I know he tries hard, and it can't be easy being a single dad, but he keeps making stupid mistakes. The fucking skirt he bought me is so tight my bum feels as though it's about to burst out. It's really difficult to walk and I have to constantly keep pulling it back down over my cheeks. He keeps putting chocolate in my pack lunch too. My bum cheeks are getting massive. I've gotten all stretch marks and cellulite. Boys have started calling me fat arse! It's so embarrassing! The worst part is, I have to wear a thong too. Daddy even forgot to buy me the big panties I like! He bought me like three thongs and they're so thin they don't even hide all my bits properly.

Boys are so disgusting. One boy who always walks around the corridor with a mocking smirk slapped my fat bottom really hard on my way to maths. Everyone saw it and laughed. I hate him. I went bright red too. I felt a hot flush ride right up my body. I'm so confused though. He disgusts me, but afterwards I felt a weird wetness between my legs. I feel all embarrassed when the boys stare and make rude remarks and take pictures when I bend over. I know they're doing it but I don't have the confidence to confront them.

My best friend Hannah, told me there's a few pictures of me circulating the internet. But she's not exactly miss perfect. Lately, hannah has really been letting herself down, I feel pretty alone to tell the truth. She's been going out drinking a lot on the weekends. I found out earlier, last saturday night she lost her viginity with a man 8 years older than her in a park. The worst part of it, she told me… I couldn't believe it. He did her up her bum, and he didn't have a condom or lube or anything. He actually bent her over, pulled down her jeans and jammed it up her bum. I tried to tell her how silly she was for doing it but she just shrugged it off. She said that by the time she realised what was going on her bum was already sloppy and open and he was in a rhythm. She said she felt bad interrupting him. She said she didn't want to seem boring. I felt so annoyed when she said that. It was like as if she was calling me boring just because I don't let strangers bugger my fucking bum hole. What is wrong with girls these days?

When she told me about being bummed by some random guy I actually felt sick. I hate how she can be so carefree about the whole sex thing. When I fantasise about it the thought of a guy forcing himself up my backdoor, it does give me a little tingle. But when I think about it actually happening, in real life, there's no way I'd ever let someone do it. I'm just imagining one of those slobs from school. They're all creatures. Plus I'm so shy.

No one's ever even seen my naked body before apart from daddy when he draws me. But that's different because that's art. When I bend over for daddy to draw me it's not slutty. It's sophisticated. There's no rude remarks or perverted looks. Sure he might have to touch my vagina if the lighting is wrong, or maybe spread my big cheeks a little for his compositions but it's art. I don't tell people cause they just won't get it. Anyone who walks into a room and sees a naked girl spreading her big bum wide for her daddy is going to immediately think incest when it's really just modern art that challenges our perceptions of familial representations of the female figure. People are so small minded these days…

Saturday 8th November:

Dear Diary,

The strangest thing happened when I was posing for my daddy's figure drawing the other day. I was bending over the chair like usual. We were about half hour in and he came up behind me to do a lighting check. I didn't think anything of it but I felt hot air on my crack. I turned around and I'm sure I saw him sniffing my… my… you know sphincter… But I'm not sure, because when I looked at him he stood up quickly. It must be one of those weird artist things. Looking, seeing and smelling their subject is obviously going to make them interpret their subject with more realism.

I couldn't get that image of him sniffing my bottom out of my head though. I can't believe how serious he takes his work. None of the boys in school would ever go to that length to create art. Yeah, I'm sure they'd want to sniff my bum hole in a perveted way, but daddy isn't like that. He reads philosophy and paints amazing masterpieces. He sees the female bottom as god's sculpture, others see it as a thing to squeeze and fuck. Last night I said to him, "Daddy, if smelling my bum hole will make your paintings more intimate, go ahead." So I spread my cheeks for him and closed my eyes and he spent a good 20 minutes with his nose up my arse before he painted anything. I felt so artistic. I bet he hated doing it but it's the lengths he goes for his work. He even did it with a cold because I could feel the wet tip of his nose going right up me. It was pretty weird come to think about it.

Friday 14th November

Dear diary,

The school holidays are going great. Daddy has started making a full size sculpture of me and so we've been spending a lot of time together. Because he has to make the sculpture with his hands he's had to touch me quite a lot to get a feel for my proportions. I wish I could tell people about our art. It's not sexual at all. He looks at me like a wonderful machine. Not some kind of dirty slut like most dirty minds would think. I've started sleeping in his bed because he needs his subconscious mind to be filled with my proportions. He's experimented by using my boobs and fat arse cheeks as a pillow. It feels strange at first when you wake up with someone's face in your sweaty crack, but after a few nights you get used to it.

Last few nights he's just kept his hands on my bottom. We found a really cool way of helping them stay there when we fall asleep. We realised when he sticks his finger inside my bum, If I squeeze it tight and push it out a little, my little ring locks his finger in place and we can both sleep without his hand falling to the side. We joke about it and nickname my bum sucker-fish because of the way it can stretch in and out. He's so clever, always coming up with solutions to artistic problems. Sometimes he puts his thumb in my bottom, it feels so strange. It's much thicker than his fingers and tends to twitch more for some reason. I think he must have oily skin or something too because I've been waking up with liquid leaking out of my rectum. Or maybe there's something wrong with me? I'll have to ask daddy about it one day.

I don't really wear much clothes around the house either as of late. A bunch of them were stolen by a burglar recently, plus daddy needs to see my body for his art. I usually just wear a thong and bra. Sometimes I forget though and only notice when I try to push my thong to the side for daddy but realise I'm naked. We always have a giggle when this happens. When we're not doing art we watch TV but there's something wrong with the signal. All the good channels don't seem to be working daddy says. So we just watch dumb and childish TV programs. I feel so stupid and silly watching cartoons. But because I sit on daddy's lap when I watch them at least I'm doing something productive.

Tuesday 18th November

Dear diary,

Life is good at the moment. I measured myself today and my arse and boobs have grown 2 inches since last month. I was concerned so I asked daddy to put me on a diet. He's so smart he's managed to figure out a way for me to eat cakes, burgers and sweets all day and lose weight. It's been great. I've just been stuffing myself with a ton of food like daddy told me and I should lose weight. He also gives me this amazing yoghurt after food. It's white and salty but it's really good for weight loss apparently. He spoon feeds it to me too like medicine. We're quite close like that. I'll always be his little girl I guess.

Daddy's been drawing me again lately which has been nice. Because I kept fidgeting he came up with a really cool idea. He gave me these pills to help me fall asleep so I'd stay perfectly still for his drawing. The pills are strange though, taking them makes my bottom sore. After I've taken them, whenever I wake up my little brown ring feels like it's on fire and I walk like a silly duck for a few hours after. It's so funny and I don't mind because as daddy says, pain is temporary but art lasts forever.

Monday 22nd December

Dear diary,

Sorry it's been so late. My minds been all over the shop lately. Sometimes I think the pills daddy has given me for his art have been too strong because I've sometimes gone to sleep and woken up days later with a really sore and open bum hole. I told daddy but he says I probably need a lot of sleep because I'm still growing. The burglar has come again when I was asleep and now he's taken all my clothes. I literally have nothing to wear apart from an old pair of panties with a hole in the back. It's so cold in the house too so I have to keep close to daddy for extra warmth.

That special yoghurt he's been feeding me is strange too. It doesn't seem to digest. I eat it before bed and when I wake up the same stuff comes straight out of my bum. It goes right through me, I guess that's why it helps you lose weight.

Hannah texted me last night. She's seeing someone at the moment an they're like having sex all the time now apparently. She's such a slut. She has no respect for her body. She could never be made into a piece of art. She's disgusting.

Sure, daddy sometimes puts his erect penis into my bum when we're been watching TV because but thats because he says intimacy is a prerequisite for artistic freedom. But it's not sex. Dumb silly sluts just wouldnt understand. He just sort of moves it in and out of my arsehole and groans at the end, probably because he has some sort of artistic insight or something. It goes really deep up my bottom too, as far in as possible because my daddy is that type of man. If he's going to do something he's not going to do it half-assed. I love my daddy so much. He's nothing like those other boys at school. I think I'm going to be a virgin for a very long time. School starts back in 2 weeks. I hate thinking about it.