We finally reached the first emotional elimination of The Bachelor this season.

In Monday's episode, Chris Soules made the difficult decision to send home Juelia Kinney, the fan-favorite single mother who opened up in a major way about her heartbreaking history: her husband, who suffered from a mental illness, committed suicide in 2013, leaving her to raise their daughter, Ireland, alone.

While Juelia's exit was an emotional one, as she left devastated and in tears, the 30-year-old now admits, "I didn't really feel a romantic connection and I kind of agreed with Chris when he sent me home because we were both fond of each other, but didn't have that chemistry."

But she doesn't regret coming on the show, as "I would definitely say that I felt that the type of guy that Chris is somebody is somebody I could see myself having relationship with."