unmakeablelove:

i almost hate to bring this up, because it’s a sad thing for me, but this was the original demo i sent to bbctol which he recorded his verse to. it’s pretty bare bones and basically unmixed but i think it actually sounds a lot better than what finally turned out. i think it’s pretty clear that, for whatever reason, i completely messed up whatever potential this song had. and i still feel bad about it, because basically it lowered people’s appreciation of bbctol’s verse which was excellent. anyways, i bring this up now to sort of get it off my chest, but also to say that there were a lot of ideas that went that same way during S2 — and i still feel bad about all of them. i have the idea now to try and redo the best of them in Unmakeablelove depending on how they’ll fit.