BeadyBeady: I know I will have my life to live when she is not here, alone and broken hearted. I think it is not possible to have everything, so I am happy to give my time to my mum and to try and make her smile and record good memories in my heart. What I worry about is that I cannot do anything to prepare her for her final journey. I see her as a little girl, lost, alone and broken, of course she is scared. My entire concern is am I doing my best for her?