I want someone to hold at night. Someone who I can make smile. Someone to love and cherrish and someone who will rub my feet at night and work the knots out of my back and give me the affection I crave all day every day. I want to find that person who I text 200 times a day if you aren’t with me. I’m needy and I want someone who’s just as needy and affectionate as me. And I will love the shit out of you as long as I live if we are there for each other and don’t give up on each other. Someone who understands that no one is perfect and who can be patient with me and expect patience in return. Who understands far is far and relationships are about give and take and balance. I want to spoil you with affections and love and caring and I want to make my mission to make you smile and make you happy. I need someone who challenges me. Who pushes me to be better and flirts with me by making fun of me but also feeding me ego. Because I’m a tad bit vein to compensate for me fear of returning to my past depression. Because I’ve suffered in my life. I tend to bond with others who have suffered. I love when I can see it in your eyes. It makes when you smile that much more beautiful. I don’t need things and stuff to make me happy. I don’t care for make up or fashion usually. I don’t wear jewelry except rings sometimes. I don’t want to be spoiled with anything else but affection. I want to do the same for someone else. Though when I do happen to have money I do like to spoil you with whatever I think will make you smile. With food or presents. I’m a nerd…I like anime and nerdy shows. I’m a little bit punny and I love a good dad joke. I can be cheesy. I want to open a Lan center some day so I’m trying to learn as much as i can about games and how to play them. So if you want to play games with me then awesome. I don’t know if I’ll find anyone but I’m ready to start looking. I want someone to love forever and always. I’ll do my best to please you in every way I can. I’ll fuck you all night long if that’s what your into but if you just want to cuddle all night I’m down for that to. I’m just looking for someone to be super gay with all the time ;)