Ever since this was used as a video background on YouTube for 'Foxes - Youth (Adventure Club Remix)' I have always had a close connection to both this piece and the song. Given the lyrics of the song (what few there are) and my severe depression over the years I have created the story in my mind that this girl, this seemingly ordinary girl, has been hiding dark secrets in her mind from everyone around her. They say its hard to notice a person going through mental illness, fake smiles and fake laughter covering a deeper part of her, the part of her that feels empty, hopeless, with no way out. I like to think this piece captures the moment she was pushed over the edge, wanting to end it all in a moment of uncontrollable emotion. The eyes tell it all, she has let down those barriers that she painstakingly erected to show, in a fleeting moment of vulnerability, how truly broken she is inside. You can clearly see she has a raincoat on, and a satchel round her neck, as though this was something not even she anticipated happening on this fateful night. I think of this as a last final cry for attention from this sweet girl, unfortunately... attention given far too late.