Miley Cyrus is still in a mourning state over the sudden death of her dog Floyd earlier this week and she is using her Twitter account as a way to express her feelings.

“I wanna sleep but all I can do is cry. I never wanna go home to a house where Floyd isnt running & playing. how do I get thru this?” Miley tweeted. “I feel physically sick & I am so emotionally and physically exhausted I feel like I have nothing else to give sweet baby Moonie. Maybe I’m not ready yet…. But being alone won’t bring him back to me….. I’m at a loss I don’t know what to do.”

“I. Want. My. Friend. Back,” Miley added. “Im trying 2 tweet about it rather than screaming and waking up the entire hotel! I wanna f–king screaaam. Im so f–king angry at the world.”

Miley debuted her cute new puppy Moonie earlier that day, but it seems the pup has not yet filled the hole in her heart.