Haha, graphically reminds me of PSX MGS. Can't wait.

ok in all seriousness here is some serious help you sound like a fucked up person



Burn bridges with everybody you can until you feel you could say you have begun "a new stage of your life" then tear off the door from your bathroom and place it in a spot where you can see the toilet but arent actually in the bathroom. Settle in on the door (recomend fair supply of water, food only if you must) then repeat the words "I am a liminal exploder" as you look through the doorway. Do this for 3 nights and when you are finished follow all instructions the toilet tells you.