Nick Flynn Reads “Embrace Noir”

Nick Flynn — memoirist of Another Bullshit Night in Suck City — gave us this reading of one of his own poems: “Embrace Noir.” It’s a bonus on his appearance on our show about Boston Noir last week. Kunal Jasty mixed his reading with the John Coltrane classic, “A Love Supreme.” Have a listen, and have a noir week….

EMBRACE NOIR

I go back to the scene where the two men embrace

& grapple a handgun at stomach level between them.

They jerk around the apartment like that

holding on to each other, their cheeks

almost touching. One is shirtless, the other

wears a suit, the one in the suit came in through a window

to steal documents or diamonds, it doesn’t matter anymore

which, what’s important is he was found

& someone pulled a gun & now they are holding on,

awkwardly dancing through the room, upending

a table of small framed photographs. A chair

topples, Coltrane’s band punches the air with horns, I

lean forward, into the screen, they are eye-to-eye,

as stiff as my brother & me when we attempt

to hug. Soon, the gun fires & the music

quiets & the camera stops tracking & they

relax—shoulders drop, jaws go slack

& we are all suspended in that perfect moment

when no one knows who took the bullet—

the earth spins below our feet, a murmuration of

starlings changes direction suddenly above us, folding

into the rafters of a barn,

& the two men no longer struggle, they simply

stand in their wreckage, propped

in each other’s arms.