Now Muskelly is facing the daunting task of fighting to get custody of her children, but a much harder thing to do is face her emotions towards Wilson. "I have to forgive her, even though I haven't, and that's going to be very hard to do. I know my daughter's death is not in vain and I'm going to let God have His way. I'm not going to step in. Me and my flesh, yeah, yeah, we're going to let God have His way."