I used to be a lot bigger into drawing MLP. Ponymon specifically (which people still come around to favorite lol)While it never really turned into anything big, it was kinda my 'slot' on the internet for a while. Something I felt people knew me for.Now anything I do just feels like I'm copying other people who already are in that community and handle it much better than I ever could.Part of me wants to get into NextGens since I have a few pairings I like from the show, but that community is pretty bloated. I have Dem, but he's the only one I've made so far.I think I just fear trying at this point. Everything I've tried to do over the years has never really done much for me. I've made some awesome friends over the years, and I'll never regret that...But some days I just get tired of being told 'your art deserves so much love!' and yet I find it harder to make myself update often enough when I've been fighting for so long to findthat works for me.Ahhh sorry for the long rant. It's been a while since I've had someone else to talk to about this.