i will say that being in an LDR is so much more a mental thing (connection), than anything i've ever been involved in. As a submissive, i was/am so connected with Master that to think of doing something that i know He wouldn't like literally drives me with guilt. Is that just my character? Or is that the submissive in me? A little of both? Not sure?i know we are all different. Each Master, each submissive, each relationship. We all have our own rules and guidelines. We all mess up, we all learn.(No i am not saying that i messed up with something. i am just making a statement.)i think that the demi-sexual in me has been fighting with the regular me. i struggle back and forth mentally with relationships and where i am supposed to be.Like what if i potentially meet someone and really like them (of course the meet would have to be with Masters approval). Am i supposed to stay Masters single submissive forever? Would He ever allow a relationship? If He did allow a relationship, what kind would it be?Is anyone else in the same situation?These are the things that i am thinking about.i have to think more on the matter.