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Everthing has is beggining, middle, and the end.

We had a really tough start, we supered with a lot of fight and we were able to get at the top of the world. In this path, we had obstacles, issues between us and the will of wanting to prove ourself once again, but we managed to cross the problems and we come back as the best team in the world.



Some finals are happy and I can say that, even leaving, this is not a sad ending.



We tried a lot of different strategies: we trade players, we trade roles, but nothing of that fitted in. Sometimes, we are the problem ourselves. One of the reasons I left its because I´ve been sad and Im stressing a lot about the way we are dealing with the losses; Instead of trying to get a solution inside the game, we search more problems and that started to affect my performance.

Unfortunaly, that didnt fit and I chose follow what my heart ordered.



Nothing is forever. The memories will stay in the memory and I only have to thanks for passing for all that emotions with my team. I need to search for new airs, leaving my confort zone. I still want to prove more! I never played and I will never play for money; I play for glory to want to bethe best, and that is mr and no one more!



The decision was already in my head for more than a year. In 2018 I wanted to leave the team, but I stayed because I was believing that we could get better, but the losses, fights, problems, were wearing me down in an absurd way. Today, you dont watch me screaming more, celebrating, getting wrapped, and thats not because I dont want to, but looks like I always go to the game with an exhausting feeling. A lot will say: "Cold, but that its just a bad phase; dont run away from the problems; you guys will comeback from the situation", but everything is getting already so exhausting that I already thought about stop playing.



Im really needing to go to another place with that will that I ever had and this is going to be my next challenge.



Talking a little bit about the major, Blast, and chicago, I let really clear that I would be playing those tournaments with MiBR, for the magnitude of the tournaments, and also, because I would never let them in my hand. However like I would not pracctice with them anymore because of the new player, the decision of the team was playing with zeus that tournament without any problem, even with our story together, however, is the team decision. A lot could ask and criticize me for thinking that Im "leaving the boat", however exist one negociation and questions juridics behind this and, in this break, I will have a longer period to not stay for so longe doing nothing. After the Major always happen some shuffles, what would open a little bit my options. If I left in time, It may be that I lose my whole year because of my expensive transfer. Wanting or not, this is my job and I need to solve it with my professional questions also.



The life is made of choices, and I chose to leave to try somethings that I never tried before: play in another team, getting out of my confort zone and back to work with the thirst to win.



Soon I'll go on vacation, and from here 12 days, I will stay in Europe training my individual and analysing offers. One transfer like mine should take mounths because, unfortunaly, my buyout is really expensive, but I wont stop myself to get ready for it. I want to be in my best shape and performance when I find my new home!



I have a lot to thanks to my whole journey, but especially to Dead, Camila and Mibr, for always taking care of me so well!



Dead/Camila: I love you, you were always my parents here in USA, you helped me to grind as a person and taught me a lot of things.❤️



Team: Thank you for giving me a chance since my beginning! I grew up, learned, cried, laughted a lot and our journey will never get erased. I will be always cheering for you guys, regardless of we being in different paths, I will be always here to help, love you guys ❤️



And for last, but not less important, I would like to thank to my fans who always support me and are in my side. Im gratefull for all that support me, and in some way, encourage me! I will be back stronger than ever. And stay chill, I will be at the Legends Meeting to see you!😁👊



Never forget that: Win or lose, is consequency of your job, Is better lose giving your 110%, showing that you want to evolve, than going to your confort zone and think that 30% is already good.



Money, fame, everything flies out! But the will to win puts you where you less wait for.😄

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