To hear Kathy Griffin tell her tale of 2017 is to learn that it’s possible for one joke to derail a career. Back in May, pics from a photoshoot depicting the comedian holding a makeshift decapitated head of President Donald Trump caused a massive controversy. Trump called the photos “sick” and Griffin apologized. The story didn’t end there, though, and as Griffin has revealed on her Facebook page, the fallout from that one photoshoot continues to unfold almost five months later.

In a Facebook post, Griffin claims that she has been blacklisted following the events of this past spring. “If you’ve ever wondered what blacklisting in any industry looks like, especially if you’re a woman of a certain age, I’ll show you right now,” she begins, before launching into her account of an invite to deliver the opening remarks at this December’s The Hollywood Reporter Power 100 Women in Entertainment breakfast–and the subsequent rescinding of that invite.

Griffin doesn’t hold back when it comes to analyzing this turn of events. “I do not buy their official reasoning and I believe ‘the word has been put out’ on me,” writes Griffin. “I can’t help but take this as another occasion where Hollywood is blacklisting a woman and silencing her. After decades of hard work in this industry, it’s my opinion that this is not right nor justified. Yeah, I took one photo holding up a children’s Halloween Trump mask with ketchup on it…so what? How’s that feigned outrage working out for you now in light of a possible impending nuclear holocaust?”

To prove her point, Griffin included screengrabs of the emails sent between herself, her publicist, and the Hollywood Reporter that show the invite and the turnaround two weeks later. In her emails (one that Griffin herself even calls “douchey”), Griffin tries to make sure THR knows that having her open the event would be a big deal as this would have been her first paid gig in the U.S. since the Trump controversy in May. Now, as Griffin notes in her post, she has no paid gigs lined up for the forseeable future.

“I just want to make you laugh, even though I don’t have one single day of paid work ahead of me in the United States for the rest of my life. That’s what blacklisting is.”

This is the latest way that the Trump photoshoot has affected Griffin’s life. CNN fired her from her annual gig co-hosting their New Year’s Eve coverage with Anderson Cooper, and she revealed that she was interviewed by the Secret Service for over an hour. She ceased being under federal investigation for the incident in late July.

But after apologizing for the photos in May, Griffin rescinded that apology in August and expressed disbelief that she was being continually harangued for an apology compared to the continued controversies coming out of Trump’s administration. “Stop acting like my little picture is more important than talking about the actual atrocities that the president of the United States is committing,” she said in August. “He said there are some good Nazis, and he’s kicking out young adults who were brought here as kids by their parents, and I’m the one who has to continue to apologize?”