Sorry to worry you guys

Sorry for worrying everyone. I'm not one to talk about the things I go through, but honestly I thought that last tweet was my last tweet ever. I won't get into too much detail, but I do feel obligated to let you guys know bit of what's happening. Basically I was ready to end it all. I put extra dog food and water to last a week, threw my phone, and loaded my gun, and went into my room. As I was crying, inches from the trigger, my dog Tofu came and licked my hand and tears, which made me cry even more but made me feel like I wasn't alone. I've always had thoughts of ending my life, but the past few days have just made it a lot easier to do it. I won't get into detail why I want to end it so bad, but just know that the awesome people at Team Liquid were first to respond and help me out. They wanted to immediately fly me to Los Angeles with my dogs so I can stay with them. I really appreciate having people like them to pick me back up. I read all the twitter posts, and I honestly did not expect people to react that way. I thought people only cared about me when I do well at a tournament, but people actually cared about my physical and mental well being. Thank you for your concern guys. I will come out of this stronger, and see it as a second chance.

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