Message: There's a saying here in Germany.



"Man sollte aufhören, wenn es am schönsten ist."



This basically means "You should stop doing something when it's as good as it can get" (Wow, my english can be really terrible at times).

This saying is utter bullshit in my opinion. I stop doing stuff whenever the hell I want, and I want to stop it now.



Why?



Because I'm simply starting to take this game WAAAY to serious, in a way that I'm not proud of. I don't have a huge history as a rager, I've always been a really calm player. Until i began playing TF2.

In the beginning it was just feeling a little angry, but it became worse and worse with every day I played this game.

It's always been fun, yes. But I rage way too much.

As of today, I more-or-less accidentally destroyed two monitors, a mouse and a keyboard. I've hurt myself pretty badly a couple times when raging.

Today I almost broke my third monitor.



I am very aware of the fact that I'm overreacting to stress situations in a fucking videogame to a point of extreme. I'm not sure what this causes, but I'll definitely need to end this right now.



Giving away all the tradeable remains of my backpack, including a nice steaming Baker Boy for Scout and a strange knife signed by no-one less than stabbystabby. I apologise in advance for every winner of a weapon or crate. Sorry guys, but there can only be one who wins the unusual. (And if I was religious, I'd now be praying it doesn't fall into the hands of an asshat).



I hope that without any wealth, I can overcome my addiction to this damn game as I will have nothing to go back to. Time left: 00h 00m 00s Winning chance: 100% Entries: 2500/2500 Start date: 19 Apr 2013 at 15:28 (UTC) End date: 19 Apr 2013 at 20:16 (UTC)