Y’all must already expect where this is going.

By the sheer amount of time it took for it to be posted you have to understand a little how hard it is for me to call it quits on this. But, yeah, this is exactly what this is.

This was an attempt of a guy in his early twenties, coming from a relatively poor family on a third-world country, trying to survive one of the harshest universities courses in his state with the highest ratio of quitter in the history of the university, while also working 6 hours shifts during the week and tending to family issues that come up every now and again that generally involve having no money. An attempt to put some sort of word out there of my thoughts on things that I like. That’s all there is to liveblogs really isn’t it? A sense of community and shared experience. Some of you might even realize that I’ve structured this blog out to be more than just Pact. But how does everything I have said so far have anything to do with it anyways?

Well, I’m usually burned out. Too burned out to be witty, too focused on other stuff because this was really feeling more like homework rather than the fun activity I expected it to be at first. I think I was expecting something quicker, but sadly this just wasn’t it. So I’m calling it off. Simple as that. In another point, I was really liking the book and the NEED to only read when doing this ate away at my fun while reading it. This was truly the major point and reason on me calling it quits, and I mainly felt bummed out about it because, well, I had no time, so I got into this sad-ass loop of:

Got some free time on the bus or on work>Want to read>have to read for the blog>dont have time enough to read for the blog +edit it afterwards for posting>end up taking more time to read and get sad that I never have enough free time>end up not doing what I wanted on my free time>makes me want to read more



Until the day I said “fuck it” and read it without blogging and it was just so fucking freeing. It allowed me to enjoy the book more, think about what to say less and just have more time focused on solely interacting with the world of Pact. To the surprise of anyone still reading, I found myself on Arc 14 just today.

I thank everyone that stayed with my slow-ass thus far. I’m sorry for the lack of clarity. I do hold bragging rights for being an actual liveblogging post that fucking went back and said “hey, show’s over, go home” in the midts of the tons of livebogs that just stopped and were never heard from again.

For the sake of closure I might release a full-on thoughts on the whole work when I end it. Don’t hold your breath on it, but its safe to say I ahve lots of questions that I’m holding on to ask at the end. And if that doesn’t end up here in a more organized manner, you can expect for it to show up on a summarized version on the Reddit.

G’BYE!