I think im literally going insane, going on 3 years working overnights and im starting to lose my mind. I find myself talking to myself more and more. I ramble on about dull unimportant things whenever i see people that usually turns into something extreme and unfiltered. I casually curse in public and often fantasize about how bad i could ruin someones day by just walking up to them and punching them in the jaw. Im growing out of touch with reality and falling into a make believe fail safe that everything is going fine and will work out in the end. Im losing touch with people around me and am becoming more so a recluse. I rarely leave my house and drift off into day dreams while driving. The days roll weeks and them into months, im losing grasp of the concept of time and feel i may be mentally challenged but no one has the heart to tell me. Im not crazy but the world seems crazy to me. I do things to the extreme, there is no half assing or cheaping out when it comes to problems. Im lost in my own head