Commercial sheep farmer Louis van der Merwe, 64, broke down as he described losing more than 400 sheep and 450 springbok in the past two years because of the worst drought he has seen in 45 years of farming. Farmers gather at a broken windmill and empty dam where they have to pump underground water into buckets in Vosburg, South Africa. Credit:AP Some animals died of hunger. Others were sent prematurely to the slaughterhouse to reduce the number to feed. With tears running down his face, Van der Merwe said he now relied on donations of animal feed so the rest can survive. "If we didn't have hope, we would not be here any more," he said. "We have to have hope and faith. There are a couple of times when we have felt it is not worth it." Two of his fellow farmers have killed themselves due to the stress, Van der Merwe said.

Loading Northern Cape province will need more than $US28 million ($41 million) in drought relief over the next three months to assist 15,500 affected farms, according to farmers' organisation Agri-SA. So far, South Africa's government has pledged $US2 million. The World Food Program says southern Africa has received normal rainfall in just one of the past five growing seasons, with small-scale farmers feeling it most. Some like 55-year-old Gertruida Buffel have resorted to sharing their own food with their animals.

Farmer Paul van Wyk kneels down in a cracked bed of a water pan in Vosburg, South Africa. The worst drought in decades is affecting much of southern Africa. Credit:AP For two weeks she had fed two tiny lambs a mixture of maize meal and water after their mother starved to death. When we arrived at her home, she had just learnt that one had died. "It must have died because it has only been eating the maize meal mixture. It is not their natural diet," Buffel said. Small children are hungry, too. At Vosburg's only school, Delta Primary School, scores of children line up every morning for what becomes both breakfast and lunch: usually corn meal, vegetables and soup.

While the school food program began before the drought, teachers say it has become increasingly vital for the town's struggling families. "It's very hard for the parents to actually feed their children at home," said one teacher, Xolile Ngxathu. A child eats a meal received from a government sponsored feeding scheme at the Delta Primary School in Vosburg, South Africa. Credit:AP In the regional centre of Kimberley a few hours' drive away, government officials spend their days trying to allocate money from the $US2 million provincial disaster relief fund. It is a daunting task as some farmers in far-flung areas cannot be reached easily. Farmers Jan Louw, 65, and Martiens Tieties, 67, are among those relying on government-sponsored animal feed but are not expecting their next rations until January.

Until then, they rely on commercial farmers sharing feed to keep their few livestock alive. The Reverend Jaco Heymans with the Dutch Reformed Church has been offering spiritual counselling to many farmers and farm workers in Vosburg. Loading "The drought is having devastating impact on the people emotionally and spiritually because financially, all is almost lost," Heymans said. "Many people have already cancelled their insurance policies and their medical aid in order to just survive. Primary concern is to keep the animals alive, so everything that is spared goes into feeding sheep."

The drought is even blurring the divisions left by racially based planning under South Africa's harsh apartheid system that ended 25 years ago - with more affluent and mainly white residents living in developed areas and black and mixed-race residents in under-resourced townships. Vosburg is no exception. With the stress of the drought, residents realise they need each other more than ever to survive. Large commercial farms are sharing animal feed with small-scale farmers. The church now counsels everyone from well-off farm owners to farm labourers who fear losing their jobs. Loading Replay Replay video Play video Play video The end is not yet in sight. Christien Engelbrecht, a meteorologist at the South African Weather Service, said below normal rainfall is predicted for the country and the southern African region over the next three months. "It is clear that southern African farmers, water managers and government entities need to prepare," Engelbrecht said.