“I can only be mad at myself for being SO WEAK.



I failed the home world by failing to defeat some pathetic scraps left over from the war.

What-…what….why wasn’t I strong enough?”

((Holy mother of god this took forever. Feel free to reblog and share this. It’s a partial headcanon of mine that Gems that are selected to be soldiers in Yellow Diamond’s army are paired with worker gems and are all trained together. They become friends and by the end of the actual soldiers training, they are commanded to kill their friends in order to be deemed “worthy” of serving as the close guards in the army. They have to be able to kill other Gems in a civil war- even if those Gems happen to be someone close to you. Sort of this brain washing dictator mentality. Just love dipping into the psychology of a “warriors” mind/thinking of what Jasper’s past might have been like.

This was a combination of two asks that I deemed fitting for the occasion.

that-fez-over-there I hope you don’t mind me skipping over the other one for now, I just really felt inspired to do this. I will do the other one though! Promise. <3 You and that anon are awesome people for making me think about this.

These Gem OC’s are mine, just thinking up other possible gems. ))