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Scott tells the women, "I didn't want everybody to just think that I had no care in the world and I just floated around town and did whatever I wanted to do. You know how many times I've wanted to come over and sit with you and just explain and go through all of the reasons of how I've got here. I've never been this unhappy in my life, you know?"

Scott then confesses, "It's like, it's just terrible but like if I didn't have those kids I would kill myself. But I have them and I'm gonna be here and I'm gonna make it right for them. You know I just hope somehow, not that I'm religious but God could give me a chance or us a chance at this or something because like I just know that I'll never have the happiness that I would have otherwise and it's been nice having you guys in my life for so long so it's weird to lose that many people that quick you know?"

Kris tells Scott, "We all love you very much and you can say that you know it breaks my heart to see her in pain."

"Me too," Scott says.

"It's one of the hardest things you can go through as a mom to see your kid you know struggling and all that we ever wanted for you guys was for you to be happy. But you have to make the decision that what you want is to be a partner and a dad and involved and present and committed and you fight for what you want and you need and you love and you show somebody."

Khloe then tells Scott, "Whether you and Kourt are together or not I still care about you and I want the best for you."

Kim adds, "We all do."

"What you did was f--ked up," Khloe continues. "But I appreciate you saying something because I was really disappointed in you. I think what Kourtney wants to see most out of you is action, she might not be as vulnerable and to say it as I am but Kourtney wants to see that you have faith in your own self so she can believe in you that much stronger."