Break/reflection of this year

Now that we are out of the qualifiers and cannot go to call of duty XP, just want to get a few things off my chest about the last year/two of my career. The harder I work, the more backwards I seem to go. What this year has taught me is don't get mad or upset at the things you have no control of, which in this case is a lot. I can't say too much about the way this scene is structured or ran, but it's dissapointing. If you told me before BO3 came out if I were to attend 5 events all year, 2 which were qualifiers and 1 where my teammate couldn't get into the country, I don't know if I would've competed this year. Also being stuck in this best of 3 open bracket cycle when I know I can compete in pool play is another obstacle needed to be climb. I am really hoping and I'm optimistic next year will be completely different LAN wise structure of the league wise.



As for Echo Fox and our team : I don't have any official announcement as the future is predictable with how we been playing and performing for the last month. So many things in and out of game went wrong and we regressed extreme amounts. Nobody is individually to blame, to be honest I felt like I let this team down but there's nothing I can say to change that. Mentally we don't click, we have hands down the worst communication out of any decent/good roster, we think differently in game, just not on the same page. A lot goes into team chemistry and I don't see us having much at all since we began teaming. I do though give credit to my teammates for giving it their best effort every single day and making the best out of our team. We never gave up we worked hard our team didn't perform. We looked really solid going into Orlando and us playing so poorly at the event really threw everything off heading into this qualifier. What happens to the roster? I cannot say at the moment but I definetely need a break and to be a part of something new come IW.



Being happy - playing cod itself win or lose hasn't made me happy in a long time, and that's what this is all about. I want to take a break until IW and just stream and grow my YouTube until then. Maybe you'll catch me in some tournaments and money 8s but I'm way too mentally exhausted and stressed to compete. I want to be able to get on again and have a ton of fun playing, I need that feeling back.



Thanks for reading a bunch of this jibberish, I'm sure there is 1000 grammatical errors it's honestly just a bunch of thoughts clustered together. I want to thank @echofoxgg for being the best organization I've ever been a part of and thank @sinful_jb @cyborgatf @proof for trying their best to qualify this weekend. All great players with futures ahead of them. Time to take a break.

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