Final Words

Most of the things were included in NaVi's post, but I figured that I could write something more.

As I said I always had thoughts in my mind about going to university one day, but fulfilling the dream of being proffesional gamer was better.

I had so much fun living this life, scrimming, bootcamping and all the funny things that happend there. Playing tournaments and winning alot of them.

Winning hrx was one of the best feelings ever and I will remember that forever, but things changed and I cannot really explain why, becasuse I dont even know it myself that well, but eversince we lost dreamhack I wasnt feeling the same.

I got some motivation back, after hearing about this new league and at start it was fine, but with all the travels and living in hotel half of my time I started feeling really weird. Even tho quality of life was good and I have no problems against Hi Rez, I started feeling like I live in between two places while having no real home I guess? Im the type of person that likes everything organised and planned.

Honestly I was also having some doubts about the future of the game and I really hope I was wrong, because this game is so amazing.

That made me lose most of my motivation and I felt like I have stopped improving. I didint really care about improving like I used to.

I remember waiting for next scrim day, playing Kovaks for 2h per day and I lost that. I dont think its fair to be teammate like this, which I became and something had to change.

I wouldnt be able to play next hrx, while giving my best and I think I would become only worse. Even tho we were doing rather good, I think my teammates deserve something more.

Leaving was really really hard, but I really think its gonna work better for them and they still have alot of time to practice with Ninu.



I just want to thank my team, they are trully great people and amazing friends. Also Faenex will always have special place in my heart the friendship we have is insane and Im sure it will stay this way forever.

He is such a amazing person I could write about it for hours.and easly the best paladins player ever.



As I said usually I dont talk much and I dont know what else to say.

I apperciate all the support u guys gave me.



I will try to keep eye on the scene, but I doubt I will ever comeback.



Goodbye :(

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