Sending a “Thank you” letter…

I want to thank an ex-girlfriend of mine for being a part of my life.

I want to thank her for changing me as a person. It is thanks to her that I want to improve as a person especially after the break-up.

I have promised myself never to have a break-up for the same reasons…

I haven’t spoken to her in years.

I am thinking of starting with the words “I know this may sound weird, but…”

…Because in today’s world, you get to hear all kinds of things like: “It’s called an ex for a reason”.

I don’t believe in such perspectives. I don’t want to create enemies. I want to live in harmony with all, so that I can live in harmony with myself.

Afraid…

I don’t understand why I am so afraid to send her a message, especially a kind one. Maybe it’s my social anxiety or maybe the fact that we haven’t spoken for years to each other?

I see this as a test, an opportunity to prove to myself that I want to do what’s best for everyone, not just myself. Not giving into my fears.

I will type my message beforehand somewhere else so that she doesn’t see that “I am typing…” in Whatsapp.

The hardest part, then, is clicking the “send” button…

Will I dare to do it?