“When you are at the end of your life — because I’m terminal, I am on borrowed time — when you are at the end of your life, certain things become important to you that weren’t important to you before, like your family. It’s not so much the money you make or the neighborhood you live in. It is just being around people that love you. And if I have to die, I’m just hoping that I can die around my family and not prison," he said.