Today’s edition of Best Gore Members Rock is brought to you by Best Gore member ToBleed. Here’s his story:

I am a 22 year old male. I have a foot fetish. When I’m with a girl, my foot fetish is usually very clean, pretty, romantic and honestly just really softcore. But when I’m masturbating alone and depressed I have to get a little more horrid and depraved to get off.

I enjoy pain. I like to bleed. I cut, stab, slash and burn myself once or twice every month or so. But my favorite form of self-harm is simple self-neglect. I live off drugs and alcohol. I eat and sleep just enough to keep myself alive. In general I like to be as uncomfortable and unhappy as possible.

I am a supporter of Charles Manson. I only mention this because I was listening to The Family Jams – in that video, the song is called No Wrong-Come Along.

This incident in particular was pretty spontaneous in that nothing really upset me or set me off to do it. I was drinking absinthe and whiskey and listening to music naked, when I suddenly picked up one of my many knives and sliced my forearm open with one quick slash… I watched the blood drip onto my toes and slid around in the puddle. I looked at the bloody footprints all over my house and became aroused. So I filmed some of it so I would have something to jack off to later. And all the better if creepy strangers are watching me haha.