( eng trans ) AGUST D - The Last

behind every idol rapper who succeeds

there's a weak self standing, it's a little dangerous

I fall sometimes again into depression and compulsion

hell no, anyway I don't even know if that's the real me



damn huh reality's separation

the conflict I've mentioned, it hurts your head

it was around 18 when my social phobia began

yeah, that's right, around that time my mental state became polluted



sometimes I'm afraid of myself, thanks to my self-hatred

and the depression that came to play again

Min Yoongi is already dead (I killed him)

it's been a long time since my everyday life became killing my passions and comparing myself with others



my parents came up the first time I went to the psychiatrist

they got counseling with me, they said they hardly knew me

I don't even know my own self, so who can know me?

friends? no, you? whoever it is, they don't know me



the doctor asked me

I said unhesitatingly that I'd been like that before



a word said like habit, oh, I don't give a shit, I don't give a fuck

those words are all words I use to hide my weak self

that time I want to erase, that's right, the memories I want to erase of that day I had that concert

I was afraid of people, so I hid in the bathroom and stared at myself



at that time I, at that time I

I thought I could compensate for success

but here's the thing, but here's the thing

as time passes by, it feels like I'm becoming a monster



my monster named success that I traded my youth for, he wants a bigger wealth

the greed that was my weapon, it devours me and sometimes it collars me

these things turn on my mouth, if I block it, he tells me to eat from the tree of knowledge

I don't want it, they want me to leave this hill



shit shit, I get it, please stop

the cause of all these issues is me, I'll quit in return

if my misfortune is your happiness then I'll be unhappy

if the target of your loathing is me then I'll go up on the guillotine



the things I only imagined are becoming reality, my childhood dream is in front of my eyes

the taste of performing in front of only two people, now Tokyo Dome is in front of my nose

living this one time life more brightly than anyone, try saying I'm living roughly

my fans, my homies, my fam, don't worry, I'm really okay now, damn



the things that corrupted my essence are numerous

my address is idol, I won't be corrupted

the agony that dug at my mental state

it's the end of wandering, there was no right answer



my self-esteem that said I'd betrayed myself is now my own pride

my fans honorably bow their heads, someone try as much as me, uh



from Seiko to Rolex, from AX Hall to the Gymnastics Stadium

the heads of many people that nod just at the movement of my hand

it's not that I couldn't do Show Me the Money, it's that I said I wouldn't, shit

it's not that you guys who betrayed us didn't do it, it's that you couldn't, shit

this world sprinkled with my creations, I've tasted sweetness and bitterness and even shit

from that time when I tried to sleep on the floor of a bathroom, now it's a memory to me, it's become a memory

the shoulder that was crushed because of an accident during my delivery job

the debut that I clutched onto, you guys just pretend like you've suffered



from Seiko to Rolex, from AX Hall to the Gymnastics Stadium

the heads of many people that nod just at the movement of my hand

it's not that I couldn't do Show Me the Money, it's that I said I wouldn't, shit

it's not that you guys who betrayed us didn't do it, it's that you couldn't, shit



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