by lp_ultra » Wed Aug 30, 2006 11:33 pm

Waking Life,



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Another benefit is a little more complicated: each time I was high, a part of me would know that I would be down again within 2 to 4 hours. The benefit I feel now is that if I'm in a good mood, there is no predetermined "time limit". I might wake up feeling great and stay in a good mood for hours.

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You hit the nail right on the head with me man, this is identical to what it felt like for me. The day COMPLETELY revolving around the 1st spliff, then after that the next is inferior to the first and so on etc. It was as if I only actually enjoyed 1 hour of the full day because when the first spliff finished and the high was over, I was just cloudy and lazy. Then I'd just roll another but it wasn't anywhere near as good as the first. Sometimes, I just couldn't feel it... I REALLY HATE WEED!!!



I've been sober for 9 months and at first it was absolute hell, a drastic change to my life. I've lapsed once or twice but have never fell into the deceptive trap of everyday smoking again. My opinions of weed now are that it is exactly the same as any other drug, it's a chemical that produces a high, a feeling that we are not naturally supposed to have. I've got to say that people REALLY annoy me when they say "weed is my drug of choice because it is natural", weed being natural makes ABSOLUTELY no difference whatsoever. Poisonous mushrooms are natural, opium is natural, having a sh!te is natural... get my point???



I wish that I could go back in time to when I was 15 and have said "no" to spliff being passed to me. However, I believe in fate so I guess it was supposed to happen and lead to my drug problem consequently building my character as my recovery has made me into a very strong, righteous and soulful character. I'm glad I went through everything but the weed thing is so annoying, I don't even think about the other drugs that I've taken, weed is the only one that I get cravings for. I don't even drink alcohol or smoke tobacco anymore because it makes me want a spliff... so I guess some good has come out of it.



For anybody that doesn't want to quit weed because they enjoy it too much, just have a go, it will do your mind, body and soul the world of good... TRY IT!!! Weed is an illusion, it really ISN'T your friend!