Jul 2014

I feel like I wiped my whole desk of life off. Now I am lost, and have nothing.



I've just about fallen through the rickety wooden floor of my life. I have no idea where I'm going anymore.



I don't know anything anymore, and I'm not sure of any part of the future anymore.



Every bit of hipster culture tells me that is is okay not to know your path or future.



I don't think I like it though. I feel like everything has been erased.



My life turned upside down in a way where things are okay. But I am afraid.



The future is mysterious, but I've been told I can't change it anyway.



So I mind as well not even try, just try to shape it in the best way I can.



I'll get there safely, and I'll be happy(hopefully) someday.



As always I will put my faith in the occurrence of events, and try not to worry too much about things.



Try to do the best that I can, even if I feel that things have been crushed and molded again.



Even if I want to give up, and sit out once and for all.



I'll make it through, even on my darkest days.



I will prevail

I will fight

I will lose

I will win

I will live

I will die



I love you, I'm sorry. 7/3/14