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the neutral's handguide to reality

>preface^2<

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throughout this document, i will try to relate to the reader through personal experience; this is an excellent way to ease the neophyte's feelings of self-doubt and insanity. be aware that the ramblings contained here-in are purely speculative observations. i may be crazy, but i am self-certain. are you? if not, don't waste your time. however, if you're not already in-the-know... if you don't have the seemingly self-ignorant crystal clarity regarding reality everybody else seems to have, you'll probably want to read more.

>preface<

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this document is aimed at those who have begun to realise the complex and illusory nature of reality. this realisation tends to be the result of profound (sometimes psychedelic) experience, but lacks initial resolution. one may feel as though a sort of "seed" has been planted in their mind. as one begins to water the seed with thought, the internal potential starts to unravel into maturity. as the new seedling is nurtured with thought (water, containing the different "minerals of thought" for analogy's sake), and bathes in insight, a new perspective of reality starts to form. a previously passive consideration has now triggered a mind to blossom and escape the bounds of the earth and reach towards the sun. each subject will be written about in no particular order.

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i'm stuck inside the future and life is chaotic / the government is psychotically racist and robotic / the matrix of entrapment is socio-economic / erotic conspiracy theory becomes reality / life is war, and every day's a battle to me / i'm on the brink of insanity, between extreme intelligence and split personalities / but i elevate to the point of reversing gravity / revolutionary conceptuality spitting out of me / even the dead people in my family tell me they proud of me

- unknown

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>the primary illusion<

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the idea of seperatism is an intuitive outlook among terrestrials. however, there exists a much different philosophy - the "holographic model of the universe."

to first understand this theory, one must be acquainted with the fundamentals of holography. a holographic medium stores information of a higher-dimensional capacity on a lower dimensional medium. a good way to think of this is modern-day holograms.

unlike traditional "films," when a holographic film is divided, information regarding the whole is still retained -- albeit at a lower resolution. so, if you were to cut a holographic film containing an image in half, you wouldn't have two separate halves. your result would be the same image, at half the resolution. this is the basics of holography.

the saying goes "god created man in his image." we are created as a sort of biological microcosm. in holography, information regarding the whole is contained in every part. this principle is also present in the human body. each cell in your body contains your dna - the blueprint for your entire body. so, in this way, we really are created in god's image.

there are further holographic considerations when we look into brain function. memories appear to be stored using some principle akin to holography. there is also the consideration that every neuron in your brain contains your dna as well. due to personal experience or otherwise, one may realise some level of interaction between the central nervous system and the contained dna. there is also the possibility that dna acts as a sort of "holographic film" based on which we project our 3-dimensional reality. since all life on earth shares the same fundamental dna, we all share the same fundamental reality. this is much the same way a video gamer would use a standard client to connect to other users also playing the game. each client is fundamentally the same, and there might even be some ways to circumvent the regulations put in place by the software, i.e., hacking. reality may contain some similar `loop-holes' which one of sufficient esoteric knowledge could gain leverage of.

anyway, to project any sort of film, one requires a light source. this terrority, to me, is uncertain. one might relate this laser of sorts to the life-force, or god, or whatever. it's certainly interesting, and i'd have to leave it at that to avoid a whirlwind of contradictory speculation.

>the hard truth<

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those like you, representing likely ~2% of the population are left among zombies (and decreasing). merely shells being piloted by their spirits, helping you through malevolently beneficial acts in your life. they are acting. they create drama in your life in a way that encourages spiritual evolution. they fake everything, except love. love cannot be made fraudulent.

they will make you fight for what you believe, what is in your will. there is no judgement. there is no "right" choice, only positive and negative ones. when you are finally ready to decide, the time will come.

do not worry about being seperate from the ones you've come to love. they are merely portions of yourself, being perceived from a seperatist view-point. you will be united with them in the most ultimate way, fused unseparably. nobody could be certain of when, but i guarantee the inevitability.

the amount of control you have over your life depends on how much will you have towards manifesting your destiny. you attract probable futures via meditative visualisation and logical planning. you must use both your "brains" in harmony.

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if you... walk with the righteous, know that snakes are there; and if you... deal with reality, know that fakes are there; some of y'all... still in the matrix, breathin' takes your air; better prepare for the comin', feel the quakes, beware

- unknown

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>reality is a duality<

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the universe operates in two states, both of which you are equipped to perceive. the left hemisphere of your brain thinks in a linear, logical way. the right hemisphere thinks in a non-linear, illogical way. there is a reason for the state of the world, the imbalance. humanity is right-hand dominant, meaning as a whole, most commonly using the left hemisphere. the right hemisphere, however, allows a more abstract environment, free of rules and regulations. neither of these hemispheres are "right." a balanced human being is ambidexterous, that is, considering both view-points and merging them into one. a good example is the false dichotomy between a police-state and total anarchy. you don't have to pick one or the other. simply combine them... let everybody police each other. or alternately, music. you've got a beat vs. a melody. music only happens when you combine them both.

your free-will is all you have. it's your only mode of transportation between where you are now and where you wanna be. you were born into an environment where the greatest authority figures are only concerned with your use as a "member of society." by subordinating ones' self to some pseudo-authority figure, you are letting them tell you where you want to go on vacation. you're trading the very essence of your existence for a temporary vacation, possibly somewhere you don't even want to go.

you don't want to go any of those places.

you want to go home.

you want to return to unity, the homogeneous essence of life, singularity.

there are two paths you can go

and there's always time to change the road you're on

>why can't i think<

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gravity applies to all possible matters. it affects your consciousness, too. the gravity of the earth is pulling your consciousness down, down to a terrestrial level. if you were to be in a zero-gravity environment, you would quickly notice the mystical feelings emerging. if you are ready for them, they will leave you in a pleasant bewilderment. if you are not ready, you will not be able to handle this self-perceiving, united state of mind.

certain drugs can produce effects similar to those you would experience in zero-gravity. cannabis will put you into a 5th circuit awareness... making you feel "high"... the first stages of escaping gravity. we will get more into the "8-circuit model of consciousness" in further writings, so if you are not familiar with it, consider reading into it.

powerful psychedelics like LSD can produce 8th circuit intelligence. from my personal experience, i would relate this to the consciousness of the photon. each photon is one and the same, as they exist absent of time. they only appear to take time to propagate from our perspective. reaching this level of consciousness will, indeed, make one feel as though they've reached a state of unity... forgetting "who they are" (the ego) and realising their partial constituency of a greater whole, the whole analogously being god.

inversely, drugs of the opiate family, such as opium, morphine, heroin, et al, bring one down to a 1st dimensional consciousness (bio-survival circuit). they could be compared to the philosopher's stone. they enjoy the passive existence of the rocks and inanimate objects, requiring nothing, just enjoying the job of being a rock. this is to some extent of course, but given enough of the chemical, one can definitely seem to turn to stone. thriving in a first-circuit intelligent lifestyle disconnects one from their spirit, alternatively the "higher-self", or basically yourself in the future, in an idealistic form. this is why junkies often are only concerned with getting their next fix, and cannot see far beyond their own noses. they are ignoring the spirit's plea to be reunited with itself, and choosing to regress to an earlier, simpler state. however, that is not to say this circuit should not be engaged. the problem arises when the subject erroneously assumes attaining more of the drug is an issue of survival. although this is a valid reason for the spirit to step aside, it obviously leaves a junk-dependent person in a tough situation where they must decide whether or not their free-will is important to them.

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i don't rhyme just for fun, my dna been re-encoded / i unplugged from this matrix came back fully reloaded / metaphysical master a must in this reality / i pity the foolish ones who think they can shatter me / my aura is bulletproof; i'm humble you cant flatter me / i am the source; you get used like a battery

- unknown

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>seeing through the illusion<

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to penetrate this illusory matrix, one cannot simply think about it. one must also perceive the action of thought, ad infinitum. essentially, once the brain enters a perceptual loop where it is constantly observing itself, reality rearranges into its true format. you could relate this to the digital rain effect in the matrix. metacognition is imperative. one way this perceptual loop may occur is a feedback loop between the hemispheres of the brain. by recursively compromising on perceptions, an intellectually ideal model is produced. in this state, the brain fails to operate as a duality, but as a whole. thus the illusion of separation falls apart due to the subsequent reflection in their reality-model.

>dreams<

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some dreams, when interrogated enough, may seem identical to reality if one is able to wake up and recall it quickly enough. this is because during sleep, you are conscious of the astral realm, where anything is possible. this might be because it is the realm of the electron, where due to time-absence, all possible events have occured already, not subject to physical laws due to the sub-atomic scale of the electron. one might say one is experiencing the raw essence of consciousness.

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sitting here now, thinking out loud, how

having tons of no money - kinda makes me proud

i got piles of it man, i throw it around whenever i'm out

i got a few kids but cant feed none of their mouths

- my cousin

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>the false dichotomies<

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your main cognitive objective is to resolve false dichotomies. for example, for the deterministic vs. non-deterministic debate. the universe is neither. the hidden variables in quantum physics aren't random, they are directly affected by consciousness. what we've got to acknowledge here is that any model of the universe we create must first take into account that it is being observed through human perceptions. the neural architecture of the brain is one which is designed to recognise patterns amidst chaos. if one can logically decode this information in a way that is cohesive, this becomes reality. the more consideration put into consolidating this data into a mutually-agreeing model, the better.

>being wrong<

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one can be wrong in a varying number of ways. for example, as far as we know, our current scientific models are considered "correct" because we can demonstrate the causes and effect consistently. however, there is always the possibility that science is merely a metaphor for what is really going on. after all, correlation does not imply causality. physical and sub-atomic physics have yet to be explained with a single theory. this may be a hint that we made some fundamental assumptions about physics which are now becoming apparent. they are not contradictory, we are contradictory to a very fundamental truth about reality.

>an eternal universe vs. one created<

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again, this one is a false dichotomy. the matrix we live in was created, this FALSE universe. the real universe, the realm of infinites, has existed eternally. this is where your very essence resides.

>vampirism<

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so-called "vampirism" occurs in an individual whose aura is so deficient of life-force that it must rely on external (usually ambient, in the case of psychic "vampires") energy to feel content. this is usually because of hyperdimensional entities feeding off you like we feed off plants. we eat their fruit when it is ripe, however, we do not kill the plant itself. these entities are responsible for trivial dilemmas in your life which you're prevented from resolving because of an erroneous outlook on life.

the effect of extended targetting by a particularly vulnerable individual becomes apparent, in varying shades depending on the length of intense exposure. the individual inherets traits from their attacker. they may themselves start targetting vulnerable individuals, without being aware of their condition, to thrive on their energy. blood is a rich source of life-force energy, but people with vampirism rarely drink blood due to the social taboo and their often unawareness completely of their vampiric condition, or the life-force energy contained therein. semen and vaginal fluids are also high in this energy, as are fresh fruits. an individual who've picked up vampiric habits generally have a tendency towards perversion, not just sexually, but in most matters in life. however, this "vampiric" condition is merely an adopted survival tactic. once the individual learns to control their emotions and avoid being vulnerable, the vampiric tendencies fade. in this way, it is a sort of fair game, because you can turn it around. we can spiritually progress in the matrix we've been planted in.

>critical consciousness<

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there may be a "critical mass" of enlightened conscious beings on earth required before real change is sparked. pay attention to my phrasing. this critical amount of energy is relevant to the activation energy required to "ignite" a material. when this mass is reached, there will be a chain-reaction in change just as one will observe when lighting a flammable material on fire. the "ashes" will provide a platform for real change.

>what's in the forecast<

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any one of these possibilities, for all i know:

- a sudden exponential increase in consciousness following some apocalyptic event (asteroid, nuclear holocaust, ... ?)

- those ready for "harvest" will be consumed and start life as the most basic 4-dimensional life, literally out of the shit of your hyperdimensional predators.

- a "they live" type scenario where people start waking up and seeing the people around them for the zombies they are, in classic archetypical form. conditioning from games and movies may lead to a resident evil-type scenario

>ok, now what?<

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for the individuals to whom this information resonates with, the greatest thing you could do is get in contact with each other. debate the parts you disagree with, as all i can give you is speculation.

email: dissahc@gmail.com

get in contact; some sort of electronic means of communication may be set up.

>related materials<

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- omega point (tipler)

- law of one

- any "dissahc" (online keyword) material (fyb-oriented)

- holographic {universe,brain,anything} theory

- plato's allegory of the cave

- plato's theory of forms************

- 8-circuit model of consciousness