In this rapid burst of punk rage, Mitski repeatedly juxtaposes existential ideas with the pedestrian concerns of life. This highlights the disconnect between the grand scope of her thoughts and the reality of what she needs to do to survive in society. The absurdity of this contrast makes her plead for the chance to be martyred as Jesus was. Rather than deal with the mundanities of living, she seeks to die in a manner that will imbue her life with meaning.