The evolutionary destination of the psychedelic journey

Let’s face it, psychedelics are weird. No matter if you just started or been doing it for a while eventually the question arises what the ultimate purpose of this journey is? What is it good for? Where does it end?

Is it just a means of feeling not quite so depressed and get on with daily life as the medical and the microdosing model suggest? Is it about diving into individual and collective trauma and the transpersonal realms of Grof and Jung? Is it about expelling sickness, negative energies and recollecting the soul pieces to become a full human as mentioned in shamanic circles?

I would say all of the above, yet there might be a grander roadmap at work that I want to reveal based on personal experience. Looking back at the last 20 years of my journey the models worked for a time until a model busting experience happened which then opened the doors to yet another wider model.

In that way, I transitioned from short term psychotherapy to family Constellation, to Holotropic Breathwork, Psycholytic Therapy, and Shamanism . The models gradually transitioned from one to another together with the body of changing experiences generating a distinct web of integrated experiences and “spaces”.

The experiences also increased in intensity and otherworldly weirdness over time. With the last stage being high dose journeys that did not fall into the rather well defined previous models anymore. These spaces are barely mapped and only very few brave explorers like Kilindi Iyi talk openly about them.

Coming full circle in a certain way, glimpses of things showed themselves that made me think that the psychedelic experience could also be inherently linked to physical reality and our physical body. This notion solidified after a high dose experience in the mountains of Oaxaca. I was shown a suit that looked like in the movie Gods of Egypt. The suit could be activated and worn in the extended state. The curious thing was that it was physically noticeable on my body and I was able to interact in physical reality with it. The movie Black Panther picks up that notion as well, and like in the movie the suit was able to reflect energetic and kinetic impact back to its sender. Which is precisely what it did during the experience when I got physically and psychically attacked by another participant.

However, as impressive as they were, experiences like this stood unlinked and did not give a cohesive picture. They left my rational mind to wonder on a cliffhanger centered around the ultimate purpose of the psychedelic journey and its interface with physical reality. Fortunately and surprisingly the situation changed with the following experience.

Dying

I found myself in a dark underground room. There was some sparse soft light like candles or torches. The theme was distinctly Egyptian. There were beings around me that had masks on and I was laying on some sort of table. My body got embalmed and I knew this was the preparation to die. Unlike in times before when I approached dying, this time there was no fear just a calm observing position. This time I knew this was just a transition - that there was no such thing as death. I let it happen curious where the journey would lead. Soft and effortless consciousness expanded beyond the body on the table. The BA bird was there and led my consciousness through a narrow ray-like pathway into another space.

Visiting the gods

The space on the other side was a “celestial” space. It was the space of the “gods”. It was the place of the greater expanded reality. The real reality if you will, the one beyond the veil of human 3D reality. A cohesive place of which our reality is just a small box or portion. It is the space where the gods live. The process that had been initiated was to continue. It was the process of initiation or coronation. The gods were welcoming me and the situation felt like the welcoming process of having achieved maturity through initiation. It was about becoming a mature being, a transition from cosmic child to a cosmic grown-up person. A process of becoming full and restored. A member of the cosmic society of the ancients.

The vibe was celebratory and it was clear that this celebration was the goal of a predefined pathway. A pathway that had been established long ago. Others, though seemingly infrequently have walked it. A pathway anyone could take once they would find access to it. I stood among the gods and all the ancient Sumerian and Egyptian stories of humans meeting the gods came to my mind. Suddenly they all made sense. It was a great feeling of being home and being whole. It was the pinnacle of a tremendously long and arduous journey that spans beyond a single lifetime. It was a celebration of the struggles of the many that have lead to this point.

The gods were tremendously powerful and wise. They were tall humanoid beings with a very distinct vibe and look that was a mixture of ancient Egyptian and feline with a little bit of Mayan mixed in. They were two-legged maybe 8–10feet tall. They were not human but different. Much more if you will. Human plus, plus a more animal-like energetic signature. Powerful and wise.

They were in possession of technology that was extremely advanced for our understanding. For example, they had suits that allowed them to activate certain powers and strength.

They could construct energetic tools and weapons that were operating and constructed on the fabric of reality itself. If you have ever seen the DMT grids and tech that underlies our reality you know what I mean. Here, we construct things from physical objects, there they construct things through coding the matrix of reality itself.

The control room

Now, there I was undergoing the initiation into the status of what we would call for the lack of a more fitting word king. In their reference system, it was more akin to a full member of society with the rights of a grown-up. While that process and exchange were going on, a second process came to my attention. I entered a control room-like space. The space was apparently inside me.

It felt like finally accessing the control room of a spaceship you are on but you didn’t know what the spaceship’s mission is and what it’s capabilities were. The Tv series Stargate Universe transmits that feeling quite well. Its crew is stranded alone and millions of lightyears away from home on the spaceship Destiny.

The genetic lock and key

Being in the control room I got the feeling that the process of initiation is something that is a self-executing program. It is something that is programmed into our human DNA. It is the logical conclusion of reaching a certain milestone. I saw a genetic strand and how it is composed of the various races and how generations of war and suffering are encoded into that — my DNA.

Once you reach a certain point on the journey in the form of experience, the program of initiation launches. With it, cosmic rights get restored and it activates memories and knowledge that has been inaccessible before. In this state, it was very obvious that the psilocybin activates the DNA. It’s the secret key to the genetic lock that allows access to the control room within ourselves.

It was also clear that all human craving for our “parents”, our gods, is a craving to unlock our genetic heritage and potential. It’s the driving force that guides us to look for more. Looking for gods in religion is a misguided externalized expression of a pre-programmed urge to find ourselves within ourselves. Many times we look in the wrong place. But eventually, the path is set and programmed to find the door.

With the key turned in the lock the suit from my prior experience, the same suit that the ancients wore went fully online. With it, the faculties of cosmic memory got activated and a very distinct and clear message was relayed.

The holographic recording

While I was undergoing the initiation and having access to the control room it became clear that the initiation itself is like a self-executing computer program that is linked to our DNA. Once triggered a holographic message starts to play. The message was the following and it was told by the ancients, by the gods:

You are a young species, a species full of promise. You are our hope. You are turbulent and wild. We see a lot of promise in you. You are undergoing cosmic youth, you are growing. Part of that growth process is the turmoils, wars, and conflicts that you experience as a species. You will evolve -it is programmed into your DNA. You have reached the goal, this is our message to you.

When that information was revealed it appeared very obvious that it was a holographic recording embedded into my body’s DNA. There was actually nobody there. I was alone. This also filled me with sadness.

The message went on and it showed that the ancients were a species that was on top of the universe. Very powerful, wise and beautiful. However, at some point, they got attacked by something extremely horrible. I’m not quite sure what it was, but the descriptions of Kilindi Iyi of the AI come to mind. I saw blackness descending on them, and with all their might and unfathomable power, they were not able to fight it.

As part of their survival strategy, they sent genetic packages across the universe. Packages that have their heritage and powers encoded in them. Packages that, given the right circumstances will mature and grow and unfold. I was shown that the human race carries the heritage of the gods in our DNA. We also share the same unbendable will and the indestructible soul spark of creation. In our full form, we stand for what is good and true. We do not bow to domination. That is our true human essence. Our shared heritage with the gods.

We humans, are going through the process of being exposed to the darkness that befell them. We became something else, in a way more, by being exposed to the darkness. We have the ability to successfully integrate the darkness and grow from it into a new form. The form of the new human that has his capacities activated and who knows its cosmic heritage. A beautiful, free and powerful human being in the likeness of the gods. The message ended with:

You have been given the knowledge of your species. This is who you are. Go out there and use it for the good and true. It’s in your hands now. It is to you now to go further on your own and shape this world. Make this world your lush garden. You are free to decide, be wise.

Conclusion

Judging from the perspective and tone, the message came from the wide and broad perspective of seeing entire mankind in its evolutionary trajectory. As such, the message was only partially a personal message to me but a message addressed to us as a species. I assume and hope (for the sake of scientific validation) that everyone who accesses the control room will receive a similar message.

Fortunately, the new human and the cosmic evolution have also been outlined from a slightly different perspective by Christopher Bache in his book “LSD and the mind of the universe”. The book is a summary of more than 70 high dose LSD session (500–600ug each). He describes that he entered what he calls diamond luminosity which is, for the lack of words, a state of extended human capabilities. A human that is an awake and aware participant in the cosmic creation.

Bache says, that the new human will come online more and more over the next years (a relative term on cosmic scales) and that the shift will happen much quicker than we can imagine. More people will come online until the entire human species evolves onto its next evolutionary stage.

Having experienced the powers that await and having had access to some of them at least temporarily while in the control room, I fully support his thesis of a broader pre-programmed evolution that is at play here.

When the key has been put into the lock and turned, things come online immediately. It is not a concept or something unattainable. It is inevitable. It is pre-programmed into our DNA as a destination. It’s a destined pathway of individual and species-wide unfoldment and growth. All we need to do is switch the light on.

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