Hey Danielle, I can relate to you a little on this subject, you aren't the only person in the world who has to deal with things like this, I hope that helps a little.

You're in a hard situation, your age and everything restricts you from moving out without your parent (s) permission and the fact your mum is never around to help you with these problems makes it so much worse for you.

Don't get too upset, I know it's hard and you probably find you don't get why she's shouting. it could be a number of reasons.

How long has she been like this, a few months, a year, all your life?

It could be that she's ill or has some other problems.

Someone I know well had this sort of problem when she was around 19 years old if not a little younger. Her nan had Alzheimer's. This is a problem with the mind, in case you don't know, it makes them forget things and on the first stages, can cause anger and confusion in a person.

or your nan may just be a bad tempered person.

Have you spoken in depth to your mum about this, have you told her how you feel and that you keep crying because of it?

I know with the fact your mum is hardly there could make this difficult and you may have already told her but the fact that she isn't there isn't any help?

You can't go on like this, honey, though killing yourself is defiantly not the right thing to do, so don't think about it for even a second.

Your mum is the one who needs to sort this situation out, she's the adult and is responsible for you. You really need to talk about what it is your going to do. Your mum needs to talk with your nan and tell her to stop shouting. It's not your Nan's place to take on your mum's roll when she isn't there.

If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here to help you in any way I can. so don't hesitate to send me a message or anything.

I hope this has helped.