So it'd been a while since our last hookup and I was super horny. We made plans to have fun at his house around 10 so I picked up the magnums and lube from the drug store and headed over. I get there and he meets me at the door wearing a white tank top and jeans looking gorgeous. I've been running business errands all day so I'm wearing a dress shirt and sweater and look like a nerd. That'd been our thing though, opposites attract. We got off on our differences.

Anyway we kiss and I have him tell me where the bathroom is so I can shower and get ready. After I'm done he shows me around his house a bit, introduces me to the cats, and then we end up in his bedroom and start getting down to business. We always have really great sex but this was definitely our best session. We're verbal and hot and sweaty and it's awesome. I'm the bottom and he's the top. I have the best orgasm of my life.

After we're done we lie on his bed and have a bit of pillow talk. Usually our hookups had been in the middle of the day so we didn't have time for conversation before. We talk about our families, region, and this other guy he's sort of involved with, who'd been our biggest problem before tonight. As we're getting dressed our conversation turns to politics.

Inevitably we start talking about some of the things Trump has said, and there's this moment where he's struggling to remember something Trump said so we can talk about it. He says he thinks it was a moment when Trump used the "n * gger word" (full thing). I was shocked and thought maybe it was just a weird slip so I corrected him, "you mean n-word." I let the conversation go on and he talks about how he supports and voted for Trump, and even identifies with him. He refers to Hilary Clinton as a "bitch" and talks about how he doesn't trust the government. He goes on to say he's an "equal opportunity racist" and will call an elderly black woman driving too slowly in her car a "n * gger" (he uses the full thing again) just like he'd call someone a "cr * cker." Apparently he's made loads of money since Trump became President too. His whole demeanor changes as we talk. His eyes get big and he becomes unusually expressive. The more we talk the more and more scared I get as I realize "Who the fuck have I been screwing?"

I think I'm going to ghost him on Grindr and delete his contact info from my phone. I'm worried our sex was some sort of creepy racial domination thing for him and I feel terrible.

Tl;dr Black guy sleeps with white guy. White guy reveals himself as racist after sex. Black guy feels bad. Plans to ghost him.