after messing with this issue for so long, I finally found an app ($2.99) that lets me just type it exactly how I want it to be seen, then copy & paste 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 which is all I was really looking for LOL (app is called gramspacer haha)