Probably, the most that I regret, was not being brave enough to pursue love. Call me shallow, call me corny, but even now, my frustration is still finding the right person. No, let's drop 'right', just finding a person is enough to get me more depressed than the Great Depression. I long for something I never had. Therefore, I don't really know what I am after. The song makes me imagine the sweetest of moments I could have had, or will have. To a certain extent that I am almost sure it's something I can conjure. It's taking me to a place, or a room I've never been but feels so familiar. Why Troye? Why?





My youth

My youth is yours

Trippin' on skies, sippin' waterfalls

My youth

My youth is yours

Run away now and forevermore

My youth

My youth is yours

The truth so loud you can't ignore

My youth, my youth, my youth

My youth is yours

Ultimately, the song to me, spells hope. Hope, that one day, I will have that someone in front of me who, I will be offering my youth to. Or whatever is left of it. Hope, that one day, I'll be able to just lay in bed, with arms wrapped around me. That loneliness will be so foreign. That love is not really elusive. That I can be loved for the most absurd of things. That I will be accepted, flaws and all.









Of course there;s Troye dancing with so much swag. How he stares at you with intensity enough to shake my medulla oblongata. How he looks almost elf-ish. How his youth resonates. Yeah, I think I'm a fan. And please, don't get me started with the Blue Neighborhood Trilogy. I'd write a fucking book.





PS.





I don't own any of the GIFs. I wouldn't mind taking it down. But before you ask me to do so, think of this smile. This adorable smile can save lives.





Think, you rights owner!







