So, you say you can't believe on Christ's death because your sin is too great?

This is like calling a housecleaner and, once they get to your front door, not letting them in because your house is a mess. That would be pretty silly, huh?

The LORD of heaven and earth isn't going to hang around on your porch while you sort out your trash. Such is the state of man prior to conversion to hold such a presumption.

Ephesians 4:18 KJVS

Having the understanding darkened, being alienated from the life of God through the ignorance that is in them, because of the blindness of their heart:

But He calls His own out of darkness and into the light.

1 Peter 2:9 KJVS

But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvellous light:

If you are His Elect for which He died, He's not going to wait for your permission to enter. On the contrary, He is breaking down the metaphorical door of your heart and cleaning the dark and grimy windows of your mind that you may see the forgiveness already appropriated for you at the Cross no less.

He's not going to move furniture or do your dishes but thankfully you will see through that clean window to the hope in eternal life only afforded by His death and it alone. Then, you will show forth the praises that are due Him! Amen!

Titus 3:7 KJVS

That being justified by his grace, we should be made heirs according to the hope of eternal life.

1 John 1:7 KJVS

But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin.