Me cheating in Rocket League...

As most of you know me from, Johnnybois stream, where i had my debut, and multiple showmatches against several players, I did not perform that well, which made people suspicious of me possibly, cheating.



Well, this has crossed my mind so many times for several weeks and months that I do wanna come clean and tell you people. I win-traded with Faiz top get top 1 and maybe top 10 (I do not know anymore) in the RL leaderboards. Fucked up thing to do i know..



I'm just a Rocket League player looking to get better, not care about points. As most of you have seen, lately, on my stream I've been playing ranked 1v1s on my main account, getting top 1 again and again, so that's nothing bad, I've even gotten top 10 and top 50 on my smurf, I'm not just some trash player, I do know i got potential. But I fucked up.. I fucked up real bad.



But since I've been so stressed and nervous about losing ranked points I didn't play as much, as well I didn't play on my stream as much as i wanted to.



So I took it in my hands to forfeit, all my games, even if I was winning, to de-rank to champ3, as well as not being on top 100 anymore. You could see it on KingRannys stream, where I forfeited for no reason at random times, Kronovi's stream where I forfeited when there was 2 seconds left and i was 2 goals up. Just because I didn't feel like I deserved the rank I had at the time.



I know I let you people down by doing this, all my fans, I'm sorry. There's nothing I can do about it now, if I could go back in time to prevent this, I would, without a doubt i'd do anything to build myself back up from this shitty situation that I made for myself.



All I'm hoping for now is for you people to give me a second chance. I know i don't deserve it at all and i know a few of you will just look down on me and think ''this guy is such a fucking scum'' but i'ts just a stupid mistake that i made, and i don't want that single mistake to cost everything that I'm trying to work for, to improve as a player, and a person.



Thank you for reading this.

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