Like many people I guess, I lost my virginity too young and it was not an experience to remember. I had been going out with a boy from schooldays for some months, and while he had put his hands inside my bra and panties, and I had played with his cock, we had never actually ‘done it’. One evening we were back at his house while his parents were out for the evening and we had had a few drinks and inevitably I succumbed to his advances. He got on top of me and thrust himself inside me. There was no foreplay and it hurt when he pushed himself in and started thrusting. It didn’t take long before he grunted and collapsed on me, and not long after he wiped himself clean and suggested I should perhaps go home as his parents would be back soon. The whole experience put me off sex and I didn’t have any more boyfriends after that.

About three years later I was still without a boyfriend, and hadn’t taken any interest in boys (or girls) or sex. In those days I would often go out with my cousin, Jan (who was a couple of years older than me) and some other friends and I would stay overnight with Jan and her boyfriend Toby, with whom she shared a flat. One night while I was staying there I needed to go for a pee after we had all gone to bed, and so I slipped along the landing as quietly as I could, and as I passed the door to their room I could hear noises from inside. I paused to listen at the door although I knew I shouldn’t, and could hear Toby grunting and Jan saying something that I couldn’t hear, and there was a rhythmic creaking from the bed. Suddenly I heard muffled shouts from Jan and then silence. I went on to the bathroom and as I sat on the loo I thought about what I had heard and realised that they had been having sex, and at the thought of it I couldn’t help giving myself an extra rub as I wiped the pee from my hair. I was as quiet as I could be as I went back to my room but paused briefly as I passed their door, but all was silent so I went back to bed and went to sleep still thinking about what I had heard and what they had been doing. The following morning at breakfast I wondered if anything would be said about my nocturnal wandering, but there was no mention and Jan and Toby gave no clue if they had heard anything.

It was a couple of months later that we next went out together and as usual I stayed at the flat overnight. After we had all gone to bed I waited a little while and then surreptitiously crept along the landing and listened at their bedroom door. I could only make out the muffled movements of people on the bed so assumed they had gone straight to sleep, but just as I was going on to the bathroom I heard a muffled voice. I strained my hearing but could not make it out. As I was pressing my ear against the door it gave slightly and I realised it was not fully closed, so I eased it very gently and it opened a bit more. Unfortunately it gave a small squeak as it did so and I froze thinking I had been discovered. I didn’t know what to do, but I didn’t move, fearing the worst, but nobody came to the door. Eventually I heard talking again from in the room, and risked a peek through the small gap in the door that I had opened. The bed was against the wall on the side of the room visible from where I was crouched, and a bedside light was on so I could see clearly what was there, and what I saw made me gasp. Toby was lying on the bed with no pyjamas on, and Jan was kneeling beside him and had his cock in her hand. As I watched she bent down and put her mouth over his cock, and then took most of it into her mouth and slowly took it out by moving her head up and down. As she took his cock out of her mouth she licked it like a lollypop, running her tongue up and down the shaft and over the shiny head. She kept this up while Tony moaned and moved his hips in time with Jan’s sucking. I don’t know how long I watched but it seemed like ages. The sight of what they were doing made me feel strange as the forgotten sensations inside me began to be reawakened and my hand instinctively went between my legs and I rubbed myself to ease the sensations but that only made them more intense, and I was surprised by the wetness there, so much that I thought I must have peed myself. The arousal was heightening and I had to stop as the sensations were spreading to my tummy and my legs were getting wobbly and I didn’t want to fall over, so I crept back to bed and thought about what I had seen them doing, and drifted off to sleep with the image in my mind and my hand between my legs.