I'm sorry.

To everyone I let down:



I would first like to apologize for the way that I addressed the situation with my original post. It was an inappropriate and careless mess of my thoughts at the moment, in which I failed to fully assess and understand my mistakes.



Secondly, and most importantly, I want to apologize to everyone in the community that I disappointed with my actions. I have spent the last two weeks reflecting on my behavior, especially with the way I treated others by letting my ego get the best of me. I was a naïve and thoughtless high school kid thrown into the spotlight – and I failed to understand how my behavior and actions could hurt others, especially those who looked up to me as a player. I’m still maturing as a person and a player and this was a lesson that will undoubtedly affect me for the rest of my life.



Of course, I don’t expect everyone, or anyone in fact, to forgive me and for everything to be handed back to me. I know that some people will continue to loathe me for what I did. I can’t take back my actions, but I can and will make things rights from here on out, including mending relationships with those I let down and being a better person.



I spoke privately to The Fortnite Guy and he asked me questions about the situation and with his guidance, we both discussed the things that I did wrong. The situation could have been handled properly and professionally without anyone getting hurt. Both Noah and Oliver looked up to me as fans, but I was too conceited and arrogant to respect them as people. This was wrong and I should not have treated them like that. They were my supporters and I should have treated them, along with the rest of my supporters, with the same respect they showed me.

I was foolish and wrong. I should not have had the mindset that I was better than others. I should have treated them the same way that I would want to be treated if I was in their shoes. I should have handled it professionally. After speaking to friends and my family, I realized that a lot of the things I did were wrong and could have been easily avoided if I had just dropped my ego and toxicity.



I know my word isn’t very credible right now. I don’t expect everyone to forgive me but I want people to know that I learned from my mistakes and dealt with the consequences. I sincerely apologize to everyone who supported me that I let down, and I hope I can gain your respect back. I will hold my actions accountable by respecting others and not making the same mistakes again. I promise to become a more responsible player, streamer, person – and ultimately, a better human being.



I hope I can ask for your forgiveness in rekindling your trust in me as a player and person.

The following paragraphs detail the situations, for those interested in reading my side of the story. I do not expect everyone to read this, but I hope to explain myself better than in my original tweet. In no way am I trying to outright defend myself – but hopefully I can provide a more objective perspective that clears up the drama that unfolded.



I directly want to address my side of the situation regarding Noah. The decisions I took were the wrongs one, and I regret allowing myself to be pressured into the situation in the first place. The PayPal account associated with bleedceltics was not mine. I essentially played a middleman in the transaction but lied to Noah that the account was mine so that I could sell the account for a friend easier. The money immediately went to my friend, the actual owner, and I did not keep a penny. Of course, I shouldn’t have been involved in account trading in the first place, but more importantly, I should have been upfront with Noah that the account wasn’t mine. Because of this, Noah risked the chance of losing the account - and in the end, he did lose the account when the actual previous owner, not me, changed the password.



I tried countless times over the months to convince the owner to return the account, through text messages and voice chats. I even revealed to Noah that it was never my account – and that the owner ignored all my attempts to reach out. I promised him I would try to get the account back and he was eager to hear back from me.



However, this doesn’t justify the fact that what I did was wrong. If I was in his shoes, he looked up to me and was without an account for a decent amount of time. I wasn’t considerate of Noah and should have treated him with the same respect that he showed me. What I did was wrong, and I should have just instantly responded and offered him his money back. This way the situation would have been handled easier and he wouldn’t have felt scammed. I realize the position I put in him was an uncomfortable one. If I was in his shoes, I wouldn’t be able to sleep at night if my account kept consistently getting taken back, AND my friend began to ignore my messages.



Regarding the situation with Oliver, what I did and said was not professional of me and it displayed highly toxic behavior. From the bottom of my heart, I’m sorry for that. While it doesn’t change what happened, we have since amended our relationship and talk to each other often. If I was in his shoes, I wouldn’t want to be manipulated and disrespected like I had done.

While my anecdotes don’t clear up any wrongdoing on my behalf, I hope everyone understands the context leading up to the backlash I received. I was wrong in many ways and I deeply apologize for my behavior. I have reached out to both parties to apologize and offer compensations for my actions. I have learned from my mistakes while also facing the consequences of them. Again, I hope I can ask for your forgiveness in rekindling your trust in me as a player and person.



Please don’t think me deactivating my twitter and Instagram meant I was running away from the situation. My close friends and family started getting harassed and attacked on social media due to my mistakes, and I did not want them to suffer the consequences from my actions.



Thank you for reading and I hope I can interact with you all again soon.



Sincerely,

Kreo





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