Well, it has been a while and to be honest it has been a good while. It's strange really, how happy I am now. I had never before conceived how happy moving into my new life would make me. It has been almost three months since I decided to no longer live a dualistic life and be the me I was meant to be, and boy has it been great. This might seem like your usual ranting post, and it is, but it's more of an update kind of one.

I have a lot to talk about but don't really know where to start. I guess one thing I want to say is that I will never ever regret the choices I have made these past few months. Never in my life will I ever regret leaving the church, the occasional drink, and being the truest me I can be.

Although in the past three months I haven't had much time to drink I haven't really had any reason to. While still living a dualistic life I would drown my anxiety and stress; but now I have far less of both of those and in turn have less of a desire to drink be…