​Yesterday I saw an article posted by a doctor/pain advocate which shocked, and gave me nightmares. I actually had nightmares after reading the article, and seeing the evil the state of Colorado unleashed on it's own residents. In short, the article states non-cancer patients can not receive more than 50MG of MME pain medicine a day.

It's a horrifying atrocity, and terrifying to think anyone could do that to another human being. It's one of those things that makes everyone feel unsafe across the country. As I mentioned I had actual nightmares of the matter, and I've been in a deep emotional slump since I read the report on the rampant, inhumane, evil sweeping my country. Unbelievable.



I cried, cursed, and prayed for all the people effected by Colorado's atrocious 50MME ceiling placed on all those innocent patients. The fact it applies to everyone without cancer puts a barrel in the mouth of every patient who's been, is, and will be in severe pain. The first thing which ran through my mind was my entire experience with falling off a 60FT cliff, and having my feet reconstructed.



Heel and foot surgeries are among the absolute most painful surgeries. The pain in my feet during and following months after reconstruction was so horribly severe, they had to run a tube from my arm down into my heart to pump pain medicine directly into my heart. Even dilauded, despite it's well known potency, wasn't adequate to subdue the pain and screaming of my surgeries. It came down to nerve blockers. They had to turn my legs off to control the pain, and I actually set a medical record for how long a person can wear nerve blockers in their legs.



The pain of my nerve blockers being removed was abysmal. I lost all the color in my skin and turned white from the pain. I fought off shock symptoms, and had to be monitored 24/7 for weeks after my nerve blockers came out, because the pain was what i believe to be the limit of what a person can tolerate. If I hadn't had adequate pain medicine I would have died. When I got home I was taking 2 10MG Hydrocodone ever 4HOURS and the pain was still intolerable. I spent my days and nights sobbing and often screaming from the torture.



When I read the article I tried to imagine what it would have been like trying to survive the hell of surgery and outpatient wound-care on only 50MME and my heart palpitated with anxiety and panic as the thoughts raced through mind. I could see all the tragedy headed for Colorado, and the hopeless ignorance of the murderers writing these laws. There's no way I could have survived on 50MME, and Ive even been approached by other individuals who have had foot reconstruction, and they told me the same exact thing. Even before they were aware of my personal story with foot surgeries.



Not all surgeries hurt the same, and some are outright torture. Many patients get stuck with metal, muscle and skin grafts, and synthetic body parts in their feet and hands, like myself, which makes that pain endure indefinitely. The hands and feet are some of the most sensitive parts of the body, and getting them reconstructed is an agony which can not even be approached by a 50MG MME Ceiling. The horror of the possibility anyone could think 50MG mme could even approach the pain of limb reconstruction is tearing at my soul.







To think Colorado believes 50MME could possibly do anything for pain this severe shows an extreme case of ignorance, stupidity, and incompetence. It also reveals the lack of compassion and empathy of the people running their state in both legislation and medical law. Colorado needs to rework their votes as citizens. Even if Colorado calls it off do to torture and patient suicide it can still happen again, because the people committing these crimes against patients have no idea what they're doing, or any clue as to how much they're actually torturing the population.



A common discussion is draining the swamp. We need to get rid of the people who are leading and fueling the opioid hysteria, and the attack against innocent pain patients and doctors as soon as possible. We need to start casting our votes against opioid hysteria supporters regardless of our political parties and alignments. We can fix the rest of the problems later, but as for now the pain crisis is the primary concern. We need to eliminate these employments immediately. In the meantime the casualties continue to mound up.



There are all kinds of painful surgeries and medical conditions, and they are not the same. Pain which endures is pain which kills. It's appalling to think these white shirts can't comprehend that. Then again when you think about the cliche soulless bureaucrats and corporate minded entities committing these crimes-it's no surprise.



We haven't seen a witch hunt like this on native soil in centuries, and like all witch hunts there are numerous deaths and casualties. The real tragedy is when these witch hunts take place in our own government-who always justifies the murder and torture of their victims. These people are supposed to know better-and yet they don't know anything. They literally have no idea what pain is or how it affects our lives. Every person and medical condition is different. One size does not fit all, and 50-90MME is murder. Plain and simple.



This is one of the greatest crimes committed against Americans by the American people in decades. We've done some pretty horrible things to each other trying to push opinions and hysteria on each other-but this leads to torture and death. -And the fools who are pushing the opioid hysteria and torture deserve immediate imprisonment for their crimes against humanity, but if we don't do something about it they will get away with it. Our children will pay for the evil burning across America in 2018. This is the year of pain and suffering for Americans.



Ive been in agony every single day since the 90MG mme by medicaid took hold in my life as of march 2018, and have spent everyday in bed. I went from being active and working my way back into society, being productive, caring for my elderly mother, and for once in many years, having an appreciation for life, to being completely bed ridden and destitute. Ive lost so much hope in humanity and America this year-I'm not sure if I can ever get it back. I've never observed such an intense wide spread evil in this country, and the fact it's getting worse breaks my heart and makes me fearful of the future. 2018 has been a traumatic year for me and pain patients everywhere. It will not be soon forgotten.



I keep trying to think of ways to battle the hysteria, but what can I do in so much pain? What can I do with these permanently broken ankles? How can I fight this evil which seeks destroy me, my country, and my children? I feel so helpless and powerless it seems that death is eminent for us with little to no way out.



I don't get it. I can't get it. How can we as Americans do something so wide spread and murderous to each other?? it doesn't makes sense. The entire ordeal is mind blowing. America has never been a country to let it's own people suffer to death on our own soil, or to allow torture in the public eye. -And yet here we are. WTF happened??



We have got idiots running our government agencies and posting false statistics to push their agenda. We have politicians in power willing to kill innocent people if it means improving their own careers. This evil is a product of the evils in office, and we have to do something about it as a people. The general public doesn't see it as immediate genocide, but that's what it is. We're dying slowly and painfully, and that pace somehow justifies the murder. This is the American Holocaust.