Hey guys!

I'm Blank, and I'm a Post-op FTM transgender guy. In case you're wondering, this site is about all post-op and pre-op FtM related transgender stuff. Like sex, surgeries and social life.

Also, what is this gender dysphoria thing, what science has been saying about it, as well as transsexuality and transgenderism in history, within the artistic culture, and also, dogs. But mostly sex and transgender stuff.

So the name is Blank and I'm a 27-year-old Portuguese FtM transgender. You'll have to pardon any miscommunication there may be due to poor translation issues. Anyway, I'm not only transgender, but I've also been through a lot (11) surgeries to have a penis ( Phalloplasty ), and therefore I've been referring myself all this time as a transsexual.

However, it has been brought to my attention by the (arguably) good-natured people of the subreddit r/transgender that the term transexual is offensive to other trans people because it implies the exclusion of some transgender people. After considering the different policies within the healthcare system between American and European cultures, I think they have a fair point. Please see Post 4: Transsexuality vs. Trasgenderism in order to read my thoughts on the subject and leave yours if there’s anything you’d like to add, ask, discuss or simply contest.

All things considered they actually helped me quite a lot concerning my awareness of other trans people sensibility. One could even go as far as to say they made me a more educated person on the subject, and therefore indeed I’m very grateful. I will point out though that in spite there are some *very* cool people there, 50% are rude af. Which is precisely the impression they got from yours truly once they read this post unedited. I try to look at it as tough love tough. Anyway, let’s move forward.

What is it like being a post-op FTM transgender guy?

Note: see that's why I went with transguy, because "post-op FTM transgender guy" is a hell of a lot of words. Well, it's pretty awesome IMO. It's what I've always wanted.I intend to talk about a whole great deal of things FtM related and answer a lot of common questions like:

a) WHAT DOES IT LOOK LIKE IN THE END (see “Post 2: Phalloplasty Results“)

b) is it possible to have penetrative sex?

Well, short answer: definitely yes. But it's important for you to understand that a Phalloplasty will not give you a (cis) penis. It is not the same thing, and you have to be ready to work with it. That being said, it’s beyond my wildest expectations, but *surprise*: you actually have to be aroused. Not for penetration to occur, but for you to be able to enjoy it )

For now, I will be busy posting pics and try to build this up from scratch to something that exhales greatness. You’re not only invited but more than welcome to leave a comment and ask any question you have in your mind.

A final word about pain. Yeah, physical pain sucks. No news there. But at least it’s a transforming, cathartic pain. That takes all those years of piled up anger and sadness and makes you scream them out at the hospital while you literally rip your guts apart. We’ll get into that too.

Guys it really is a lot of things. It’s 27 years of things. You have to bear with me this will take some time. But we’ll get there.

Take care! See you next post.

Blank