New Feature : BLUEBoth my Grandma & my dog Jak died this past year. I'm missing them.

Do you ever feel like you're surrounded by what everyone else wants you to be? You can never quite be yourself. They tell you what they want you to do, & just when you get it down, they change it. Now they want something else. So you continue to do this new way, & you realize all along that their way is not your way, but you do it anyway. Just to keep the peace. Just to keep everyone from hating you, being mad at you, having hurt feelings, or being offended in their offensive way. I'm tired of having to be on the lookout for others. I will never feel that way about my son. I will always be there for him & give what I need. He is the best thing about me. But I do hate that I have to fear what to say or what to do, when it is only also the best part of me. When do I get to tell the others to swallow it, or leave. My son enjoys me as is, why can't they.

A recent movie I saw that I really liked is The Girl