I know how you feel. In fact, that's almost exactly how I would have phrased it, had I said it to someone else. I know it hurts to remember what happened. Hell, I cried for months after it happened, but I've found that I can power through it if I look to something that had evaded me for a good long time--Hope. I have hope that I and others like me can bring Pyrrha back home to us. The road is long and difficult, but the end goal is worth it to me. When the original petition was taken down, I was heartbroken and angry, but I refused to let that be the end of it, so I took matters into my own hands, and through time I was able to get this new one on its feet. I don't expect the results to come quickly, and to think it would go without opposition would be arrogant. But no matter how hard it gets, I just think of Pyrrha and how happy and right everything felt when she was around. I want that word back. And I can only hope there are others who want that world back as much as I do.