this post is two years old and from the time between january 9 2019 and january 9 2020 i’ve moved mains, didn’t port this sideblog to my remade blog. and yet i feel a deep debt to this post. it is january 9 again and the ask of when i got called gay by another mod and snapped i wasn’t pulls me in with the approximate force of a black hole. i had to pull up my old password to my abadoned account and do the log-in of shame to do this. i feel like i’m gazing upon a fossil of our time and i know when i post this in #sky there’s going to be someone laughing about how it was ted who made me lay myself bare and i can feel this in my BONES. happy FUCKING january 9 pmdcj-askblog