I know as a white guy I can't possibly know what it feels like but just a few thoughts -



A lot of white people think Asians and Asian cultures are really cool. Many white people really admire Asian culture in particular. I have personally gone through stages where I felt like I was obsessed with Japan. Especially since I love tea and nobody does tea like Asia.



If they are looking at you and not really saying much, maybe they just don't know what to say. They may not be thinking anything bad about you.



Seriously, you should embrace your heritage. Learn all you can about it and maybe try and share it with others. I am sure most white people do not dislike Asian people at all. Of course, you have probably encountered some nasty people but you are going to meet every outspoken racist within a mile of you wherever you go simply because they're jerks.