Great job! I see where you are coming from with this. I also tend to be absend from time to time and my motivation to draw has pretty dwindeld away. What could help is taking a break from drawing for as long as you see fit. For the depression I would suggest to go to a theraphist as they would be able to help you further. Take a break as much as you want. We will still enjoy your art. Btw hope you feel better again!