I don’t understand the term “race play” as if being an asian girl in this white man’s world is a kink that can be turned on or off at will, like playing with handcuffs or talking dirty.

My blog is about race reality, about being an asian girl in a hierarchical, patriarchal world. It’s a 24/7/365 lifetime reality, not a game. The war is over and has been won by the white man and the spoils of war include the conquered people’s women.

So an asian girl has three choices. One, live in denial. Two, fight and lose even more. Three, admit that we crave the control of our conquerors. That we are driven to serve and please our white masters, that we have been bred and socialized to find fulfillment in submission. Surrender to our primal urge to be taken and used by a dominant white man.

It’s not race “play”, it’s race reality. It may not be fair but the white man imposes his will on the rest of society and vanquishes whoever gets in his way. White male privilege is real. He has power, strength, status and authority. And Asian girls are attracted to that dominance like a bitch in heat, even though sometimes we feel guilty about it and feel like race traitors. We crave the feeling of completely submitting to an intimidating white man, feeling his raw power when he fucks us hard or when he makes us serve him and controls every aspect of our lives.