The guys name is 'Peter Draws'. I dont know, his art is weird, he is weird and I can understand if some people find his content rather boring. He is incredibly calm, just like me but in a weird way incredibly interesting even to just listen too. You stated that sometimes, when you sit on your tablet and you try to draw something, it is easier for you, to draw it traditionally, and so you end up doing that. And i can kind of understand why that is. Its probably because its a lot easier for you to do so. I just recently tried to draw digitally as well and it didnt last long. In my case its because I dont want to have to learn how my drawing program works. Its too much effort in my opinion, and the drawing tablet feels weird too. And also... YOU JUST CANT STIPPLE... like seriously... you cant stipple digitally... and no program can create an effect just like water colours... its not possible. Try to create a water colour effect digitally... okay, maybe you can stipple, but it'll take even longer than it already does and nobody ever created a digital stippling. Some traditional art effects we are used to and like, we feel comfortable with, cant be replicated, as hard as digital art tries with its markers and sprays. Its just easier for us to draw traditionally, and the tablet feels weird too us (at least me personally), since we are used to draw that certain way. But once you are over that uncomfortable feel of beginning with digital art I'm pretty sure you wont have the problem you explained too me any more. But to be fair, I think that it is still the best to draw something, even if it was supposed to be drawn differently, than not bringing it too paper at all. Maybe you should set yourself goals. 6 digital sketches a week, or 2 digital sketches a day. Maybe one complete artwork a day. Of course, dont overdo it and you dont have too, when there is really more important stuff in life to worry about