Nov 2014

I'll let you all know that I'm fine.

even though I'm not

I'll even tell my therapist that everything is great.

when everyday is war



I know I have no friends

even though I have laughs with people

I know that no one really cares, or thinks about my feelings

but thats okay because I'll never bother another one again



I'm only sixteen, and I wanna throw it away.

I won't say goodbye

I'll never fall in love again.

I promise you, no one wants me.



I'll tell my psychiatrist that I need 10 more milligrams of celexa.

so I don't turn to illegal drugs.

*******, I wish i could float out on my sea of sound

only so I could.



AND god ******* ******, I wish i was happier.

there's no reason for this one, just because..



i wish i didnt hate myself