xoxoGossipGirl Sun 17-Sep-17 21:50:21

I know this isn't really an AIBU but I just didn't really know where to put this.



Basically I fell in love with a man we got on so well it felt as if I knew him all my life! Things went very quickly I became engaged and fell pregnant everything was amazing! I met his mother and family a few times! And never knew his family were Jehovah witnesses he never spoke to me about it and neither did his family! I was 5 months pregnant and there was a massive family gathering I still never knew it wasn't until his sister told me they are Jehovah witnesses... it's like they were embarrassed or something? Like if your so proud of a religion why keep this quiet to me? My fiancé wasn't a JW anymore he explained to me he left years ago etc I thought oh ok.. I knew it was a little weird but let it slide anyway.... we had the baby everything was still great.... this year he broke up with me things got a little hard but we instantly fixed them and started to move on wasn't until recently he said he doesn't want me anymore as he wants be a JW again... (his mum was always talking about the bible etc when everything all came out they were JW but she would talk to me about it all the time) anyway I'm so hurt and angry at him and myself for being so stupid. He basically said that he wouldn't ask me to be one but hinted so many times but I don't want to be I've been to meetings for his family I've experienced things to be nice for his family and isn't my thing. I assumed it wasn't for my fiancé either as he gave that impression too! It's like I had to choose to be a JW and he'll take me back or if I don't want to be one he doesn't want me anymore obviously didn't say it like that but just gave off the impression! I grew up with Christmas and birthdays etc so of course changing to something seems odd to me is going to be hard to understand etc?! But I know it's not for me.



I'm sorry if this all seems so hard to read or a little confusing I'm just so tired and hurt and I'm now a single mum trying to get myself back together again and understand has actually happened!



Please tell me it will be ok? And am I in the wrong to not want to be one? I feel so guilty for some reason I feel guilty for my little one as well!



Once again I'm sorry!