Do you ever have those moods where you’re thinking about death and someone dying and you get upset? Like I know one day my parents will die and my cat will die and it puts me in a weird mood. I know I won’t forget my parents because they’ve been around my whole life and will continue to be in my life for a while longer but with animals they’re around so briefly that I get afraid I’ll forget them or stop loving them, thinking about them etc. My cat is 9 and I got her from the shelter less than a year ago so I won’t get to have her around the 15 years I would have if I had gotten her as a kitten. And to her I am her entire world and what she loves more than anything, and I’m afraid that as the years go by and I reach like 80 years old I won’t love her as much as I do now? And I’ll die with her as a distant memory and she died loving me more than anything and it makes me feel guilty in a way.