You can almost see this struggle play out in the lines of “Love Like You,” a piece of music she wrote over the course of three years. Only snippets would play over the show’s official end-credits, until it was composed and released for the Vol. 1 soundtrack in 2017. In the early writing stages, Sugar saw it as the story of "an alien that doesn't know how to experience human emotion." By the middle of the process, "I was starting to really buckle under the weight of running the show for multiple years and receiving these notes [from Standards & Practices] and of not really unpacking my own issues from the past," she says. (The middle of the song sings, "I always thought I might be bad/ Now I'm sure that it's true/ 'Cause I think you're so good/ And I'm nothing like you.") "And then by the end of it," Sugar continues, "I had really turned a corner: I started seeing a therapist, I started forcing myself to take breaks to eat food, I started taking care of myself, and I realized that it was not an alien concept at all. You really have to care about yourself in order to care for the people around you."