5 / 5 ( 2 votes )

It is a very lonely road, because often times (in my case) the family turned others away from me, too. Now as an adult, no friends from childhood & no sense of family. I find myself looking at other people’s FB posts of family gatherings, wondering “what if?”. Been the black sheep in my family for decades! Actually my mom referred to me as her “outlaw”. I have always known I just didn’t fit!! I feel more deeply. Can feel other’s pain coming at me in waves. See other’s more clearly than they often times see themselves. And believe your word and your integrity are everything! Makes me stick out like a sore thumb in my family. The blessing in this is. After years of knowing I simply don’t “fit in” with my family, I am at peace with who I have become and the strength of character coming to know myself has given me. I’m a black sheep because I see through their pretensions. When they do something for you, they pretend its because they love you. It isn’t. Its so they can have something to tell their friends. “My pitiful daughter/sister didn’t have a toaster so I dug into my wallet and bought her one out of the goodness of my heart. Somebody pat me on the Fuck Me Up On A Spiritual Level Shirt. Never mind that I didn’t need the “help”. I’m the black sheep because I see it and refuse it.

Fuck Me Up On A Spiritual Level Shirt, Hoodie, Tank Top And Sweater For Men And Woman

Oh my, I have always called myself the Fuck Me Up On A Spiritual Level Shirt, I’ve grown a lot in the last few years and currently working on the “you can’t do that” I have lived with all my life, even in my choices in relationships. Its time for me to speak up and be heard and I am working hard on it every day. I too felt I was the black sheep of my family, I understand now that I was different but not bad. I hated constraints put upon me and wanted to walk my own walk. This, I am sure made it hard for my parents who set the boundries which I refused to follow!!! I`m fine with it now, and don`t hold grudges.