tl;dr: The Tech Game Is FUCKED!!!

more tl;dr: Dreamhost Operative OK With Tweeting Part Of Customer Email

deeper tl;dr: HUMAN ERROR RULES HUMANITY - KERNEL PANIC!!!

i stand before my command to wipe my dreamhost server:

/home/darkmagex6 $: rm -rf *

this is an extremely powerful gesture.

this story has a lot of omitted details. there are too many details.

i have given heavy investment of my being in dreamhost even before i ever gave them a single dollar. an old friend from the DDR world named taren gave me a small slice of his server - humansequencer.superwailingbonus.com. i didnt even have cable internet, but i could ssh and learn linux finally! shortly after, i got fedora core on my laptop and i got started learning computer science at utsa. this was age 18, end of highschool, beginning of college, 2004. the game was ddr. and i was loving life.

ive been a paying customer since January 12, 2009.

i started paying for my dreamhost account with my "college graduation" funds, despite not having graduated or even receiving the bachelor's diploma until 2011, nor having a cs-related job untl 2010, which i was extremely lucky to get.

it is July 20, 2013.

4 years, 7 months, 12 days. is my math right? im just going linguistically here.

America is in the shitter. HST called it years ago and it's hit the tech world, which runs the planet and it's longterm development. Earth is fucked because of timetraveling psychopathic reptiles. This is some real life Chrono Trigger shit.

My life is kinda scifi novel-ish. For more reasons than this story.

This all began with an interest in hardening my server against unwarranted access. I was messing around with VPSes for fun and potential win/profit. Being able to code from anywhere is VERY appealing.

www.peopleokwithmurderingassange.com came out of my ability with computers in general. not a small thing though i ultimately have spent less time on it than anything else i've done in life, yet may have had more impact with that one small gesture than any of my experiments combined. my advocacy of open information and transparent public systems and encrypted private systems - a respect for the sacred institution of privacy in a culture where it is WELL UNDERSTOOD that any single one human being could potentially be a "capable hacker" who is bent on destroying the world could have and has probably already done so - may have helped advocate the concept of THINKING ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE SAYING BEFORE YOU ARE SAYING IT.

Eventually, like, a few months ago, I decide to get really hard into hardening my server. I had a blog up on it, some other work-related shiz, and wanted to increase my knowledge and experience real-world style. So I set up logging services to email me break-in attempts. Originally, this was supposed to work with kernel-level IP-blocking services that exist - but do not exist (and may not still) exist in Dreamhost's chosen linux kernel(s).

So I hit them up with an email, and the response is that they just don't have that feature! So, left with the knowledge that there was actually something I wanted that this provider could not...provide, well, lets just say I basically was left with:

1. just accept it and be a good little consumer, or

2. explore other options

Eventually, I wanted to shut down my VPS, as of more recently. This is because I'm over-using and need to trim off the fat. Dreamhost continually re-summoned my VPS after it had already been shut down, against my will, without much/any explanation as to why that happened.

Naturally, I assume it was something I did, but they offered no logs nor explanation as to why the VPS would turn back on after i had already canceled the service.

Today, it happened again! This was getting annoying. So I did the usual - send them an email thru their help desk online. Faster than waiting for chat, that's for fucking sure! Anyway, as I usually do when people or things or ideas fuck up, I spam twitter because other human beings are tired of me going on about how fucking broken everything is.

Dreamhost responded to my twitter rantage but their tweet has already been deleted. Their evidence remains in the post that they have deleted their tweet here: https://twitter.com/DreamHostCare/status/358457489198563328

It also remains in my rant. But, rest assured - I am not crazy.

Dreamhost has an operative who is ok with reading small quips contained in emails sent to them. Personal information. Business information. Data. Data that I was outputting in order to help prompt the fixing of something that I pay for, because I care about security, and they are casually tweeting shit I say on the Internet.

They apologized, and removed the tweet. If I had thought correctly during the initial shock of this event, I could have remembered to screencap it. Even if they remove the tweet the URL I posted to from the net, they could swap it's contents with another post, thus rendering me a loon and all of this ranting about SOMETHING VERY REAL a big waste of time.

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Now, I say stupid shit all the time. Who doesn't? It's America. We have a thing here, and it's the best thing: FREEDOM OF SPEECH!

I might be bitching about endlessly broken shit. You can find evidence of that in my twitter feed, @evildojo, or in my life, as I attempt to bring a game I have dreamt about into the world.

We're #1 because we got that shit. That's it. There is nothing else America's got.

Oh wait we don't even have that much.

A person I used to irc with is in prison because of ATT's negligent security practices and his own curiosity in wanting to help fix a fucking broken system. He's not just in prison - He's in fucking solitary confinement.

My 'employer' paid me to develop for iOS and has not covered my costs for using ATT's inferior, expensive system. Now, the NSA

A friend of mine is dead after a heroin overdose - a good friend who could hack anything he wanted, probably.

Aaron Shwartz killed himself over pressures from the Justice department over his stuff.

Kim Dotcom got fuckin raided in New Zealand in 2012. I love his work.

The girl I loved most in my life married a psychopathic genius who beats her. This guy probably went to school with Shwartz, who went to school with a friend from the DDR world. He worked for Apple, and was in the same room as Steve Jobs.

Connections, man...

I bumped into the car of a gentleman who was carrying a person who introduced himself as "Jordan" or "Jorden", a "producer" for "Def Jam", who spoke of syncronicity, and never got back at me...

My cousin killed himself over a female love interest who fell for another man. He could have had any woman he wanted, easily, and had a supportive and loving family behind him. I should know...

I've been given every chance to excel, only to be face with illusory constructs designed to cage me into being extremely complacent and non-active. Even my physical disabilities are illusory - however I now know and realize a "phantom limb" that exists in my mind that does not match my real right-arm and hand.

I just moved in with a good friend who is now my music partner. He introduced me to Rap as a personal artform and not just music that I listen to.

He also introduced me to the connections between The Illuminati and Rap during a time when I was heavily interested in HAARP, Weather Patterns, Space Weather, Solar Magnetics, Telekinetics, Quantum Physics, The Higgs, Universal Interconnectedness, "One-mindedness", my self-fulfilled destiny as a game developer, and the nature of psychedelics and the Universe As Energy in relation to Christopher Langann's "Cognitive Theoretic Model Of The Universe (CTMU)" and reality as language / a hackable-interface that participants can co-participate in the creation thereof.

Edward Snowden's work is important to the future of humanity, and American media and government officials are going witch-hunting on hackers, AGAIN!

Mark Fuckerbutt's shit system can go fuck itself! I deleted my shitbook account eons ago and I'm better off for it. He's an evil fuck and the world knows it. I mean christ it even continues to look more awful the way 30 second+ youtube ads ruin my viewing experience.

Music and Code are very alike. A very small thing can have a very large impact. Such is reality.

My sister just completed 60 days in heroin rehab. She was pretty hard into Nirvana last I checked. She and I have a very sarcastic sense of humor, so it is hard to tell when either of us is being serious or not. I say this because its true and I love her enough to be honest irl and online simultaneously. She was on Good Morning America in 2007-8 when a tv spot for bad kids on spring break interviewed her and other unsuspecting college kids enjoying themselves on the beach under the guise of 'journalism' or 'news', as if parents didn't know their children do drugs and experiment with their consciousness. My identity depends on it. Who I am irl is who I am online. I am real. Or at least I've convinced myself that I am real...

Reality is NOT what it seems. There are lies all around you.

Take back what little control you have. Do It Yourself. Vote With Your Money.

The Tech Game Is SUPER-FUCKED

We will never conquer the Universe when the "Land Of The Free" still has YouTube lag and illegal pot.

>2013

>Not having dominated the galaxy

>mfw: orz / *head-desk*

We will especially never dominate the galaxy when America is slaying off hackers because they fear the power of the hacker-mind, making the best things on the planet illegal, and attempting to mindwash humanity into consumer-slavedom by engineering their informational and biological diets, attempting to rule us with USELESS PAPER CURRENCY THAT MEANS NOTHING!!!!!!!, and uhh what else? Sex, probably. Music, for sure. I should know, I make music now, too!

But like fuck am I gonna host it on fucking Dreamhost. Eat shit and die, bitches. See you on reddit

God Rest the souls of all hackers and writers lost under the cruel hands of the American "justice" bullshit garbage system. We could use hackers who aren't fucking up reality, honestly. Im not normally spiritual but the eternal soul of the hacker archetype ever lives on.

Nobody can code without potentially violating a law anymore.

No One Is Safe.

THAT is "The Great Fear".

They got Ed Snowden. They got Coolio. They got Mitnick. They got my sister. The movies show you: "They can and will get you whenever they want." They could get me whenever they want - they probably have serial numbers on the titanium used to keep me from dying when I was 10 years old and experiencing traumatic scoliosis curvature growth and needed to get something in so that I would one-day not-die due to internal organs being crushed out by nature out of my own hands - a gift not-given to most human beings.

So When The Fuck Will Anything Change When Nothing Matters Anymore?

When We Start Doing Shit Ourselves.

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After typing up much thought, I switch screen tabs from vim to the bash terminal...

/home/darkmagex6 $: rm -rf *

After this I will close up my account online, save this text, and post it to reddit. With some hope, the world will know.

I'm going to relax. I'm on vacation and I experienced the death of my dog, Georgie, yesterday, on the birthday of Hunter S. Thompson, July 18th. I loved him greatly and miss him already. I didn't even get to say goodbye because I didn't live nearby and could not make it to him fast enough.

Fuck Light Speed. I call BULLSHIT!!!

Land Of The Free, Indeed.

Good night, Planet Earth. I hope you all WAKE THE FUCK UP!!!

Because Reality Is Super Fucked And I Am An Honest Dude. Get hackerish - help me fix this alien labyrinth.

I am probably crazy, but the craziest shit of all is reality, itself.

My name is Mike. I have some internet handles, including my music identity, but Mike will do for now.

Night/Morning!