Note: This article contains references to domestic violence, assault, and rape that some readers may find disturbing.

Earlier this week, Pitchfork published excerpts from a secretly recorded tape of the late Florida rapper XXXTentacion (born Jahseh Onfroy), during which he confessed to multiple crimes, including abusing his ex-girlfriend and stabbing multiple people. Today, a more detailed transcript of the entire 27-minute recording is being published for the first time.

According to the Miami-Dade County state attorney’s office, the tape was recorded by an acquaintance of the rapper around the time of XXXTentacion’s arrest in October 2016 on charges of aggravated battery of a pregnant woman, domestic battery by strangulation, false imprisonment, and witness tampering. In the recording, XXXTentacion states that he believed his ex-girlfriend cheated on him while he was in jail during the summer of 2016 on charges of armed home robbery and aggravated battery with a firearm.

In a court deposition conducted in January 2017, the ex-girlfriend shared harrowing details of her experience with XXXTentacion, which included multiple instances of violent assault, one of which was reportedly triggered after she hummed the verse from a featured artist on one of XXXTentacion’s songs. At one point, she said he threatened to kill her unborn child. The ex-girlfriend stated that in early October 2016, XXXTentacion brutally beat her until one of her eyes swelled shut and began to leak blood. He was arrested on battery and false imprisonment charges on October 8, 2016.

XXXTentacion was awaiting trial when he was shot and killed in June 2018 at the age of 20. After his death, all criminal cases against him were closed. Pitchfork has reached out to representatives and attorneys for XXXTentacion for further comment.

The transcript has been edited for clarity, and names and some details have been redacted to protect the identities of third parties. The recording contains multiple voices: XXXTentacion, an unnamed man, and at least two unnamed women. It is unclear what the other peoples’ relationships to XXXTentacion were; it is also unclear how many people were in the room during the recording.

XXXTentacion: Look how fast I’ll fuck that up ’cause I couldn’t control my fucking anger. [laughs] You feel me? I disgust myself. Every day I’ll have no pride looking in the mirror. I disgust myself. And you know what, it’s funny, I love it.

Man: Damn.

XXXTentacion: I love that I disgust myself. I eat my negativity every single day. And you know what comes up more? More negativity. And no matter where I go or where I search for any sort of reassurance, something’s gonna fuck me over, bruh.

Woman 1: So where’s your positivity?

XXXTentacion: There is none.

Woman 1: Why?

XXXTentacion: It’s not me.

Woman 1: Why?!

XXXTentacion: That’s my positivity. [The ex-girlfriend] got positivity.

Woman 1: So what’s up?

XXXTentacion: She doing the wrong thing though. So, let me ask you a question, right? You’re in jail. Your homeboy that you take care of, right? He fucked your girlfriend. Right? He fucked your girlfriend, gave her lots of drugs, and fuck her, and fuck her, right? You come home. First [unintelligible] you took care of her for like three, four months. Take care of her for a while. She ain’t got nobody to take care of her. Clothes. Shoes. A house to stay in. A four-bedroom apartment. You feel me? Kittens. All types of crazy shit, you feel me, dropping bands. Right? You get out. The people you take care of. You get out. The day you get out, you see her, right? She kiss you on your lips, you feel me, feel up on you da da da. “I love you, I would never do anything to hurt you,” da da da. You go, you go to the, you go to the house. And your dog. Before she tell you. Before she tell you. Before he told her to tell you. Make sure you tell me the truth and I’ll forgive you. You tell her to tell you. You go home. Y’all fine, y’all smokin, y’all chillin’, da da da. You order pizza, you making sure everybody straight. [unintelligible] You on the phone. Your dog tell you, your dog tell you that [unintelligible] nigga fucked your bitch. [laughs] Telling you he fucked your bitch. [redacted] I will kill this bitch if she play with me. That’s the real deal. You feel me. On some shit like that. And I think any man would bruh. Any man would bruh.