I THINK THIS IS A HORRIBLE QUESTIONS. WHY AND HOW CAN YOU BE SO MEAN?

I think god should have a word to you my good friend. Jesus would not like this. Jesus is lord and you must obey to his word.

At first I was angry when I saw your question, but now I am at peace as I am sure Jesus will help you through this difficult time and he shall steer you FAR FROM THE DEVIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seek help goto church and ask for forgiveness over even thinking this and use THE POWER OF PRAYER!!!!!!!!!!