I’m sorry

First off I want to say sorry. I’ve never been good with flying. Along with that I have overall really bad anxiety. It finally gotten to a point where I was uncomfortable but still able to fly, but I had one particular flight that was so bad for me it basically set me back at step one with flying. But just over all and especially this year my anxiety has been a lot worse than usual. So much so that I’m probably going to talk to a therapist. Which feels, as some of you guys know, is super uncomfortable to announce publicly. I know I’ve let so many friends down on multiple occasions now, and people who were excited to see me at conventions, you have no idea how sad I feel to let fear and anxiety hold me back this much. So I feel until I can get everything, including myself under control I’ve decided to no longer commit to any conventions/events that’s too far I’d need to fly to. I just don’t want to let any more people down. And the first step is to help my mental health first. And again, I am sorry for everyone I let down.

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