catofdoom Thu 01-Aug-19 11:49:19

Some one talk me down. I'm shaking. I can't stop crying.



We tried for years to have ds who's now nearly 6. Having been trying since to have a much wanted other. Had a few miscarriages early in so I really shouldn't be getting excited.



We were told by doctors we wouldn't have another.



One of my best friends died last week and in my grief fog I had sex with dh as I knew I was ovulating (after ten years of trying to conceive you're pretty damn sure when it's happening). I knew I'd get pregnant. I've never been so sure.



Look. This is a line right??



I can't breath. I feel like I can't move ever again.