I have a white dad and Asian mom. Since 2nd grade, thats how I’ve introduced myself to people. I used to be “proud” of being mixed and exotic and special. But as I grew older and noticed the nature of WM/AF relationships, I began to become very depressed. I look Asian, and get treated as an Asian male by society.I feel like my parents can’t relate at all to the problems, I as an Asian male face. Furthermore I feel just by being married, they contribute to living proof that Asian males suck.When I walk down a busy street and see tons of WM/AF couple, and zero AM/WF couples, I just feel like I’m the lowest of the low. And I read all these studies and stats about how Asian males are the least attractive men. And it just fills me with hate for my parents for forcing me to be an AM, when they are WM/AF.

And then I read all the MRA, MGTOW, Happier Abroad websites, from white losers who bash white women as bitchy feminists, and Asian men as small-dicked nerds. I feel like any white man who marries an Asian, must hate all women, and all asians. As good as my parents may be as individuals, I hate them for belonging to that category.

I just feel so emasculated, broken useless. And I’d like to just destroy their genes inside of me.

I even lie to white girls and tell them I have an Asian dad and white mom. Since I don’t want my parents WM/AF to remind them how much I suck.

I have a white dad and Asian mom. All my life I’ve felt that it makes me inferior. That all those white male asian female couples are objective proof I suck. I feel that being an Asian man is the worst breed of man. I’m half-white but get treated by society as Asian.

Recently I’ve decided to just tell white women, that I have a white mom and asian dad. I feel subconciously it makes a big difference. When I remind girls that my Asian mom choose a white man, I’m just reminding them of how low Asian men are in the sexual hierachy.

Do the issues I worry about make a big difference to women?