Julia Robert's half-sister Nancy Motes was very public with accusations that the actress' alleged bullying contributed to her life-long battle with depression.

And now, Motes—who tragically committed suicide last month—continues with her damning claims, even after her death, with the emergence of a secret video diary detailing her pain, according to RadarOnline .

The footage, called Now That I Have Your Attention, surfaced on YouTube Monday and reveals “how [Motes] was bullied about her weight by her family and how her life day to day … really was by her own words. Real Life Moments.”

Julia's legal team was quick to act and promptly had the video removed on grounds that Mote's estate owns the copyright.

However, before they succeeded in wiping the tape's existence off of the internet, a clip from May 15, 2013 was captured, in which Motes implies that the ongoing strife with her superstar sister would destroy her.

“Same old same old with my family,” she sighs. “Situation doesn’t change … There’s been some crap …”

Fighting back tears she says, “Sh*t is so f*cked up. F*cked up.”

Despite losing over 100 pounds through gastric bypass surgery, Motes' sadness continued to consume her and even her engagement to her longtime boyfriend couldn't relieve her suffering.

As Popdust previosly reported, Motes would often take to her Twitter page to vent about Roberts.

“So my ‘sister’ said that with all her friends & fans she doesn’t need anymore love,” she tweeted last year. “Just so you all know ‘America’s Sweetheart’ is a B—-H!!’”

“Do you want to be a fan of someone so cruel? She’s not even that good of an actress. Happy you totally F—ed with me?” She added.

Motes took her own life on February 9.

If you or anyone you know if struggling with thoughts of suicide, please contact the National Suicide Prevention Hotline on 1-800-273-TALK (8255)