“When heaven has a line around the corner,

we shouldn’t have to wait around and hope to get in

if we can carpenter a home in our heart right now

and carve a palace from within.”

– The Antlers “Tramps like us, baby we were born to run.”

– Bruce Springsteen

The world is against us, but the world is at our backs. The future could be ours, or there might just not be a future. There’s no “outside” of what we’re escaping, but we move forward anyway. Our only certainties are the wind, the darkness, and the distant horizon.

We live in the shadow of a great and terrible machine. That’s Terror in Resonance’s opening assumption; an assumption the show often takes very literally. Its characters weave in and out of society’s sunlit face and shadowed reality, and the rigidity of our modern social order is perhaps the show’s single constant antagonist. Whether they struggle against it or accept its presence, it is always there, always dictating the lives they may live. Terror in Resonance is a story of adolescent rebellion and societal alienation. It is a story of what the world demands of us, and what we become in its eyes. It is a story of anyone who is cast as a child by the world, and of the things only children can do.

Modern society demands you conform to specific roles – whether you’re a child, a detective, or even a world power, there are specific lines you are expected never to cross. For many people, all they see is the sunlight of this system – they are never rejected by the system because they never step outside of it. None of Terror in Resonance’s protagonists have this luxury, and initially, all of them represent different responses to being rejected by society’s order. Shibazaki, whose overstepping of his assigned boundaries resulted in him losing his initial authority, simply attempts to survive on the fringes, living in the shadow of his old position. Lisa, product of a broken home who’s equally rejected at home and at school, attempts to run from her world. And our young terrorists, who were never allowed even a chance of conformity, decide they are going to destroy it altogether.

Nine and Twelve don’t really want to destroy the world. They simply want to be heard, to have their grievances aired and addressed. In Terror in Resonance, the distinction between children and adults is key, and not strictly illustrated on age-based lines. Nine and Twelve are generally considered “children” in the context of the show, meaning that while their actions don’t inspire immediate counter-actions, they also aren’t listened to as full human beings. The media frames them as mysterious figures, but until they actually cause lasting harm, they’re more curiosities than dangers. Framing them as children is useful, because children can’t have legitimate complaints – if their methods turn violent, they can shift from unruly children to inscrutable terrorists without ever stopping at revolutionaries. And violence is all that Nine and Twelve have.

Over the course of Terror in Resonance, Nine and Twelve end up building an actual voice purely through the violence of their methods. They wouldn’t be listened to as children, but society reacts to violence – even if they become monsters, they’ll at least be heard. And this point isn’t strictly about how society dismisses people – even if Nine and Twelve had other methods, in the context of Terror in Resonance, it seems like people can only express their emotions through the tools they’ve been taught. Even Nine and Twelve’s sentimental moments are expressed through the violence they’ve been raised on – Twelve’s most intimate moment with Lisa is framed as a bomb defusal, and his making up with Nine is bought on the back of a grenade. Their childhood associate Five, who seems inspired only by her need to reconnect with the pair, is also constrained by the tools she’s known, and can only express herself through violent opposition. And this point extends upwards to the show’s highest levels, as even the program that created these children is framed as a nationalistic response by Japan to the oppressive treatment of the United States. Those treated as children have no voice, those treated with violence have no other tools. Embracing violence means throwing away your chance at happiness within society’s structure – but in the context of Nine and Twelve, that’s actually a part of their power.

People are naturally predisposed to find some peace within society’s strictures. We find love, we make friends, we discover some small fragment of family and settle down. Throughout Terror in Resonance, this tension is continuously brought into the frame – Shibazaki’s allies weigh their convictions against their stable family life, and Shibazaki himself only gains the ability to force change at the cost of his remaining professional ties. Rebellion is intrinsically tied to youth not just because young people are the only ones who can imagine altering society’s frame altogether, but also because they’re the ones who feel they have the least to lose. That’s what makes Nine and Twelve so initially powerful – as abandoned children, they are untethered, and can sacrifice themselves for the cause. They can wager everything because they have nothing but each other.

That distance doesn’t last, though. Even through their violent actions, the demeanor of Nine and Twelve make it clear that they are at their happiest when they are making true connections – Nine through his strange correspondence with Shibazaki, and Twelve through his relationship with Lisa. Lisa’s presence changes Twelve, and each of them give the other an element of family, an idea of home. Lisa’s faith in both of them, and continued insistence on treating them like family, “weakens” their convictions, and demonstrates that they actually are children – but not in the way the media portrayed. People can be young without being wrong, even if their hopes and ideals seem impossibly optimistic, their methods disastrously naive. Resonance’s framing is always somewhat childish, because this is a story about childhood ambitions – but in the end, hope is itself always a reflection of impractical optimism. Only a child could feel the wind catch their hair and believe they might truly be free.

You can’t actually run away from the world, and if you try to change it, you’ll probably fail. But Resonance’s best moments don’t really care about the practicality of its politics – they care about the fundamental truth of its characters’ feelings. Out of all of Resonance’s dramatic peaks, the moment that most sticks with me is Twelve gunning his motorcycle and racing to Lisa’s rescue, carrying her off into the distance. The structures that have solidified into our modern society are inescapable, but in a moment like that, you could almost believe that we might burn it all down. The wind at your back. The cool air past your face. And before you, the dark, starlit road, spiraling out to the horizon.

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