It was only later that I realised that Rodger was being hailed as a ‘hero’ by some people online. I remember coming across his YouTube channel a few years later and being really surprised that his videos - where he raged against women for rejecting him and outlined plans for his killing spree - were still up. I admit that I watched them all. I was just curious to find out why everyone was talking about this odd-looking, angry guy - why some people were calling him a “saint” and the “supreme gentleman.” It just seemed ridiculous to me that someone could feel like he was entitled to be with women - he clearly got lost in the darkness. While I know what it’s like to feel lonely and isolated, my attitude has always been totally different.