its a strange thing i like to believe, but i guess we all have that one thing we dont understand all the way but we just know it for some reason,,, its a story i have never heard nor have i ever seen or read it,,, the story goes, there was an angel who watched over man, but not like the other angels, he would look closer than the rest, he would not just sit there and cry over mans pointless wars, but to try to understand why man would cause so much pain and suffering onto there own people, and he asked himself “all humans are different, not one is the same, but is that a reason to kill one one another?” and he had meany thoughts like this, he went to the all mighty power himself/herself some people call him/her god, but when the angel went up to him/her, he asked if he could leave this place, the one some call god became very mad over him asking such a thing, but he did not just let him leave, he vanished him to earth, and turned his clean white wings, to jet black as a sine that he may never return.

so he fell to the earth, he would only have one power to him, to wander the earth as a spirit or to reincarnate himself as a human, he would forget everything as long as he was human, but his spirit would always be kind but beaten





im not a very religious, but there are things i know how to do that i dont know how i found out how to do so, i can do some things that i have never herd another human being able to do, im the soul survivor of triplets, and in the almost 19 years i have lived, there has been meany times i could have died and didnt, i have never broken a bone, i have never meant no harm to anyone, i have fought for those who could not, i try to every day to make every one i can happy, yes i have depression and no i dont and wont take meds for it or see a doc over it, i have to live with it, i always have and always will, but thats not going to stop me from anything, i will always do the best i can do

bwalalalala