by Desert » Sat Sep 20, 2014 6:06 pm

Im so ashamed that Im doing this. I hate myself for that but I cant help myself ... So Im really obsessed with my bf height. He is 5'10 (178cm) and Im 5'7 (172cm). But when we are together we look like the same height. It really makes me feel insecure. I always compare his height with other boys. Icant wear highheels. I always feel that we look inferior to taller couples... I always check in mirror if he is taller than meIm torturing myself( I love him more than everything. I wanna marry him and live untill we die... But the idea of height is killing me. I think if he will fight with someone taller he will lose( Goshh its so disgusting to write all of these things... I hate myself for that... Please dont tell me that i dont love him cause I do. Im just an insecure person. and always think what others may think... I want to keep our love and afraid to damage it.. but I cant stop thinking on that( He is love of my life... and in many forums i read that 5'10 considers to be short or avarage and it is not so cool... also like shorter guys can success less than taller ones... I know it sounds so stupid.. noone wants to listen to me. I decided to open up heremm. Help me and dont judge...Im already judging and torturing myself for that ...