“The first time I spoke to Roy properly was this week, I tried to have an initial chat with him straight after the World Cup, but I was too emotional to talk to him. Looking back on the World Cup I am very frustrated and upset and still in a grieving process, if you like, because it is the biggest stage of them all and for it to end how it did for England, for one is not good enough and for me, the standards I set and what I expected from the World Cup, I’m still very down.