My first set of business was to find some subliminal recordings that I could play that would have the messages I was looking to implant. Sure enough, on a site called WarpMyMind.com, I found a plethora of recordings at my disposal. A quick search with the word “subliminal,” and I had dozens to choose from. I read through the descriptions and only chose recordings along the lines of what I wanted – sluttiness, obedience, servitude, submissiveness, docility, increased libido, oral sex, anal sex, etc. I downloaded my recordings, made a playlist, and threw it on loop. The recordings all sound like the ocean, rain, or relaxation music, which is supposed to let my subconscious absorb the messages. My goal is to listen every day for a minimum of 4 hours, but as close to all day as I can. The studies say that it takes a minimum of 4 weeks for these to begin taking permanent effect, so I will do these for at least 4 weeks, tracking my progress, and seeing if I have noticed a difference.

Days 1-2

I was definitely hornier, and had begun edging, rather than letting myself cum when I masturbated. This is already different from my usual style. And I find myself thinking about my husband’s cock a lot. When listening to the recordings, I am almost constantly wet and horny, and the effect tends to last for several hours after I have to stop listening (due to work). So far, it seems there may be something to these, at least for my libido if nothing else! This is lead to LOTS of sex, which both of us are happy about.

Day 3

I spent the whole day horny and wanting to get on my husband’s dick. I wanted to greet him on my knees and take his dick in my mouth the second he got home, but I had work, so it had to stay a fantasy. I spend my day fantasizing, and even played my recordings at work a bit with the use of Bluetooth headphones! On my drive home, all I could think about was sex, specifically oral sex, which is something I’ve never been fond of. But all I wanted was to be on my knees and suck the living shit out of his dick. I even stopped to fix my makeup on my way home so my husband would have bright purple lips to fuck, because what man wouldn’t want to fuck beautifully painted lips and see his cock disappear into them? But we were both so horny that when I got home, he threw me on the bed and fucked me instead. Double orgasm for me, which I can almost never do, so bonus points there!

The other large difference? I started this blog! I’m usually too private to do something like this, but I think other women who want to be submissive wives/lovers/whatever will enjoy my experiment. And men, I think you’ll enjoy it too 😉