I am a white 35 year old male. I am very skinny and quite tall and quite feminine by nature and I discovered cross dressing many years ago in my teens. Whilst I haven’t transitioned I am smooth all over, wear make-up and wigs so when I am fully made up I look like a pretty passable girl.

I started to meet guys online and was surprised how popular TV’s were especially if you make an effort, I used to get inundated with messages so I could be selective and I tended to meet either fit white or black guys. Asian guys never really did it for me as I always found them a little pushy and lacking respect for TV’s. This wasn’t my experience in everyday life as I have many awesome Asian friends but perhaps it was something about the whole swinging scene.

About 6 months ago I got chatting to a Pakistani guy called Moin and he seemed really nice, different from the others and from the pics he looked very handsome and well built. Despite my previous reservations about Asian guys I agreed to meet him but explained it would just be a drink first time and he agreed which further expelled my reservations.

I got dressed up in a very short purple mini bodycon dress, semi opaque black tights and some black heels and had a few drinks to steady my nerves. Mo text me to say he was 5 minutes away so I replied and told him the door would be open and to come straight it.

As he walked through the door I was horrified to see that the person in front of me was not the guy from the pictures. He was a Pakistani but about 50 years old and out of shape and he was wearing tracksuit bottoms and a t-shirt. I was scared and didn’t know what to do but before I could gather my thoughts he walked towards me, grabbed me and pushed me to my knees and pulled his cock out and starting forcefully fucking my mouth. His cock was not huge but it was thick, I tried to pull away but he grabbed my head from the back and kept fucking my mouth really hard making me gag. He then started taunting me, telling me to suck that Paki dick as that is all white sluts are good for.

After he said that I felt a different wave come over me, this old Paki using me as a white slut actually started to turn me on and with that I relaxed and let him carry on pumping my throat without resistance. Staring down at me he said, “I knew you’d love Paki cock, tell me you like it”. I obeyed begging him for more of his brown cock, he then slapped me and told me to use the word Paki. I looked up and said “I love Paki cock, I need it so badly”. After a few more minutes of furious sliding his cock down my throat he let out a huge groan and flooded my mouth with his cum. He got dressed and walked out the door with no further words, I was dumbfounded but so turned on.