Well besides Amethyst Star and Dinky Hooves that I see myself as a bit, I do have a ponysona.

She is a gold-ish brown Pegasus with a black collar which represents me finally being free from the bounds of this body, state and pretty much everything I am currently. in, finally the chains break and I am once again able to soar through the sky to do and go almost anywhere I would like, unlike me currently.



The feeling of being a third wheel or nothing but a background piece to everyone will evaporate, along with the feeling of others judging me like people who would judge Derpy on earth. I would love to sleep on the clouds and reach for the colorful galaxies that paint the sky, seeing all the wonders of the world around me.



And since I like exploring universes and timelines, or as I like to call myself a Multiverse Explorer, I would have the ability to be able to see and go anywhere I would like to, even at the expense of not being able to interfere with any timeline or dimension but my own. But I get to observe and study not with my mind but my own eyes, The opposite of watching the world go by but you are stuck in one place, since I would not be stuck anymore I would not feel like a failure. And I would love to not cry alone but right beside a pony when they go through trouble, because sometimes I find myself crying over ponies, yet it's hard to cry over myself which is odd. And go through happy events with ponies too, I would love to be at Dinky's birthday party, or see Ruby Pinch get her cutie mark, I would do anything to see those precious moments and so much more just with being able to go anywhere I want, unlike now where I never far from the spot I was born, through a lot of the time it feels like I was imprisoned/sent here for a reason. Things keep happening and it seems nearly every little spec that is not online is against me. Like today I was being emotionally attacked for being a vegetarian, that was not even the worst thing this week.



So I suppose my cutie mark would be something of a universe perhaps, I got my design but the cutie mark is the most troubling part for some reason. And she really does not have a true name, but I guess my nickname would be Author.



Since my zodiac is Libra and Scorpio, I would be very close friends with them, along with the Hooves, Heartstrings and Ruby Pinch. Maybe a few others too, since I really see myself attracted to a lot of ponies, especially ones that could be suffering so I perhaps could help or something. And I would be very loyal to them and never let them down, unlike how humans let me down so much it's more expected when they don't.



But if not then I would like to be Dinky, because at the very least I would have a true family to love and loves back with plenty of friends who all love and care about me just as much as I do for them.