Disaster.

Their refutation is full of exaggerations and false infos.

All their blackmailing about my wrongdoings and sayings are not to be trusted.

Funny.

Remembering all that past episodes so very clearly after all these years.

They made it into my quotes with even quotation marks as if I said them.

If a human memory can be that correct, it feels almost frightening.

It is as if seeing a zombie struggling to fall down with me.

Legal matters probably won't be meaningful at all.

From what they have written, they don't want to make it up legally.

They now simply want to get into some muddy dogfights on and on.



-Senika: He didn't love me but just my face and body and japanese skills. I was his trophy.

Not true.

Of course those things made her attractive at first and made me accept her confession.

But as relationship grew deeper I loved her with my heart.

And I paid great amounts of money to save her from debt.

As we had differences, she must have had hardships too.

But those hardships were mine to share in our relationship.



-Senika: I was always the minority and EFFECT was the majority.

Not true.

There is no such a thing as minority and majority in a proper relationship.

Every fight we had ended up saying sorry and got through it.

It is sad how she tends comment like she knows my every emotion.



-Senika: I have never got into prostitution business.

Not true.

I was always hoping to know more about the other.

Ended up asking bunch of questions.

And I had no choice but to believe in every answer that flew back to me.

Senika herself confessed to me did prostitution.

And even left kakao talk message saying something in short...

That she needed to do more and cannot because of me although she had debts to pay.

If that was trap she laid to take my money then it could be a lie.

But my memory of that story is clear that i felt pity for her.

And I was so shocked that I paid back her debts.

I loved my girlfriend no matter what path she walked through to get to me.



-Senika: Taking \70,000,000 from EFFECT when the actual debt was only \60,000,000 is not true.

Not True.

It was my money.

Who would you trust?

There will be proofs to be found if we look for it when it comes to this.

Bank records do not lie.



-Senika: Moving to a new house was done under EFFECT's approval.

True and not true.

She tried to move out immediately after I paid for her debts.

And I tried to make it work out otherwise but she was so into it that let that one go.

But in the end I paid for all the trucks for her moving out.



-Senika: Our collaboration was cancelled and I was so anxious that I could not stream.

What's that got to with it anyways?

I did say look for another job if you can't take the rumours.

But never have I stopped her from working.



-Senika: Swearing got even worse after EFFECT paid for my debts.

Some are true, some are not.

I did swear a lot to her.

But not because she was just standing in my way.

We fought over and over and that what got me so frustrated that I swore.

I never looked down on her or anything.

My angers came with reasons and it was not only my fault but ours.

Most importantly she became way too loose as soon as she got financial composure.

For sure I do not ever think me swearing was a nice thing to do.

I take this blame humbly and I do not talk back about this matter.

It was my mistake.

But acting angry was all that I could do to a person turning back on my trust.



-Senika: I attempted suicide because of EFFECT.

That act left a permanent scar on my heart as well.

I wanted to part ways.

I did not want her to die.



-Cheating Incident...

It was so hard for me but I contacted the assailant.

If you try listening to recording of the call he says he remembers nothing.

Then they talk about it throughly and decide it was a misunderstanding.

Senika then says let's be careful and not do so to others from now on.

And even says make a nice call because she doesn't want to break up with me.

Senika already lost once in the court is trying to appeal.



-"You are back from the hospital so we can do it."

-"Let me cleanse you since you slept with another man."

LOL.

Only fools would believe that.

By then I took her to the hospital myself.

And when we came home I was so hurt I cried like a baby.

It was her who comforted me instead.

I was not Senika but I who cried first after that incident.



-Senika: EFFECT started collecting kakao talk messages after the said incident.

Not true.

That message was written over an year later than the incident to begin with.



-No to being Friends With Benefits.

I said...

"Don't call me again unless you want this sort of relationship."

But it was her who called me again.



-Senika: I ran away from our appointment because I was scared of him.

Why would you make an appointment when you are that scared?

We happily made that appointment and she was the one who didn't come.

And there goes my taxi money all the way from Cheongju to Seoul.



-Senika: EFFECT also cancelled an appointment due to his back and brought out an incident.

I did not swear and heartfully asked for an apology.

I wanted more than just the word sorry.

Instead she blamed me by bringing up past problems.

So I made that incident because I felt like I was being toyed with.



-Rest of the Kakao Talk Messages.

That is just me swearing out of anger.

Those are my wrongs and I should not have said so.

I also said I wanted to hit her but I never made such a action.

(I was in America at the moment if you ask)

It was just a moment of anger and saying shit before leaving.

And we did say sorry and everything after of course.

Those captures are more than 2 years old and I was always pressured by them.

Ending up not being able to tell this stuff.

But now I am just glad I can tell the truth even in the middle of criticism.

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