The rushing euphoria I felt as I swigged back the nectar was matched also by the urge to sob uncontrollably . While I do not blame the product per se I did think it made me a lot more intolerant of the mocking voices, the constant drone of acusations against the daily humdrum that I have found myself in since she left. Mike was everything I wasn't and in some ways I think if I had only changed earlier she would still be in my life. I do not blame her for leaving, in many ways I would have if I were her. Even the effigy I have made of her out of the bottles seems so cold, the fumes stinging my eyes taunt me with cold reality that this is what my life has become.



So this dulls the voices, dulls the pain for a while and for that I would award it 5 stars, but then is anything 5 star worthy in this cruel world anymore? So it get's 1 star from me, the 1 star shell of a man compared to mike with his 5 star good looks and 5 star car and my 5 star wife.