"Today, I planned on going home. My doctor came and told me that my tumors in my lungs have grown significantly, and that was what had caused a piece of my tube to tear off and bleed. I also had several tumors in my liver that had appeared, and that my treatments have not been working. There is nothing they can do for me anymore, and I will be placed under hospice care. I have decided to continue with my oral chemotherapy in hopes that it does something. However, I will no longer be continuing any other treatment, and will not be having regular visits to the clinic anymore. My doctors believe that putting me through more suffering for no reason will not help anything."