(WARNING: THE FOLLOWING IS A COLLECTION OF DREAMS I HAD, THEY'RE VERY HARD TO FOLLOW AND CONTAIN TRIGGERS SUCH AS; INSECTOPHOBIA, BODY HORROR, BULLYING?ITHINK, SEXUAL ABUSE AND MURDER, ALL THAT NEAT STUFF)





~Back when I was a real young kid - probably 2007~

I don't remember much about what happened in my dream but I do remember my thumb. The tip of it would hang off as if it were cut but not all the way off.

The inside looked like wax or the inside of a lit pumpkin,

I had no bone and it smelt like wet cardboard, I remember trying to fix the tip of it on with a band-aid but everytime I'd take it off just a little bit the entirety of that part hung off but everybody saw it as normal, no one paid any mind.





~August? 2017~

I remember a face, not really even a face but two eyes in a flurry of black,

the eyes were wide to the point of looking down only to look straight, I could tell it was smiling without any mouth being visible in the inky black night.

It was in the window beside and beneath my side door, I was in the kitchen just looking at it to see what it would do.

After about 10 minutes of me wondering what to do about the potential threat I stare at through the window,

it backed away.

That's when I ran to the side door desperately, held on to the doorknob and locked it as quickly as I could.

I didn't see it out the window of my door.





Then was when I realized my front door wasn't locked either.





~09/19/2018~

I had a dream about murders taking place in my neighborhood

Everyone was tied together and dressed up in suits and shit

They were so lifeless

I wondered why me and my family didn't get the same treatment

apparently it was just by chance

Just because we weren't awake at the time

I just kinda knew that for some reason--





~08/06/2019~

I lost my glasses and kept seeing maggots on my floor

I was really upset with it, maggots are the worst

and people just kept telling me to clean it up no one would help

then I was forced to school after and we were just starting but it was finals week? And people kept diving out the windows and killing themselves

even my friends

Damn, wonder what went through my mind last night

It was really scary cuz

Some looked like hair ties and some looked like maggots

I didn't know if I was hallucinating or if they were real





~08/27/2019~

Ok so

Just to get this off of my goddamn plate

I had a dream last night where I was raped and then tried to find home by following trails

I just got lost and I remember getting stuck in school while trying to find my stuff

Then being a part of an arg?? Ugh my dreams

Tho

I'm glad I can finally stop thinking about it

I'ma try to sleep now.

















now to help you unsee all of that I'd like to give you one last dream note I had cooped up in here:

"I also had a dream where I saw Vanilla Ice's dick, I have no idea why"