So, this is not going well. I am tired all the time and it is ridiculously draining being anxious all the time. I had trouble getting up this morning and I found out my boss wants to talk to me about something so this feeling is definitley not going away. Fortunatley I don’t need to go back for two weeks thanks to my doctor. I can’t focus on anything anymore and am still dreading going back to work.

Fatigue has gotten so much worse since starting the meds. I wish we had more answers and knew when this will end. I am trying so hard to be productive because it normally makes me feel better and I know people have said over and over again that we shouldn’t have to worry about being productive during this time but I just can’t help myself.

I did write a bit more of an important letter but that’s all I feel like I’ve done today. I seem to get more and more spaced out. I don’t know what else to tell you, do you have any questions about this? About mental health/autism and isolation? What do you guys do when you feel spaced out and can’t focus?

~ Kayleigh