Well, seems like my break has ended?

It's completely hard to tell yet, I have really mixed feeling with speedrunning, one day I feel I want to speedrun then tommorow/other day it's just completely backwards.

Cosmo's emotionals after that 18:10 OoT Any% made me think of my emotionals how got 1:30:02 in SMS Any% 10 months ago. That feeling when you achieve a golden run, the run that makes you think you are not able to beat it anymore by yourself. My time wasn't close to perfect but back in that time my run used to be solid. I realized my time is bad and I feel bad for leaving speedrunning without having achieve a time I have wanted, what gave me motivation? Cosmo's emotionals, that feeling when you achieve "that run" gave me motivation.

Well, I will be practicing SMS really hard and I wish I won't burn out, what's my goal? Still 1:19:xx? Nooooo, not 1:19:xx anymore.

My goal is to achieve 1:18:xx.

I'll get into speedrunning slowly, if I rush, I will burn out and force myself to stop again, also this will be my only project, we'll see do I enjoy doing this still, I want 1:18:xx so I can leave Any% in peace.