Farrah Abraham appeared on Sunday's season-two finale of Botched to consult with Dr. Terry Dubrow and Dr. Paul Nassif on fixing her lip implants — which, as she shared earlier in the year, had gone horribly wrong.

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Cosmopolitan.com spoke to the Teen Mom OG star about the horrifying mishap, why she now wants to become a plastic surgeon herself, and the latest update to her Farrah Abraham Collection, a line of sex toys that, as of July 13, will finally include playthings for her as well as him.

Why did you post your botched surgery on Twitter in the first place?

I wanted to show that this serious thing could happen. It has happened to other celebrities or their parents; [they] have gone in for a procedure and died. I believe Kanye West's mom, for example. It affects many people and the public can relate to this. In the episode, I ended up just doing a regular lip injection, not the implant, because I had such anxiety and I was so scared. The doctors said, "Let's just ease into this slowly, figure this out together." Dr. Nassif was pretty crazy with his anxiety relief. He did some good stuff to my neck.

There were some people who suggested the whole thing was fake or a publicity stunt.

So many people thought it was fake! I went and did [the original procedure] under the radar. Then when it backfired and I'm on the news, the Botched people reached out and said, "We really want to share your story." I obviously should be sharing my story and helping others, and that's what Botched is about. I had to take steroids, I had to take shots, I had to go to the emergency room, I had to stay in contact with doctors; it was really a struggle.

When you first saw yourself after the horrible surgery, what was that like?

First of all, I was drenched in sweat. I probably looked like hell. And then I saw my face and thought, I can't even believe it. My second thought was, I'm going to call my lawyer and have him take care of this because I can't believe what this person did to my face.

What did the doctor say? Did he offer any explanation?

Well, my boyfriend at the time took me to the hospital [and] the head of the emergency room was not OK with the doctor who had attempted to do my lip augmentation and said, "You need a follow-up with this and report this. There is no reason for all of these relaxers in your system and there are a couple of things that he injected that are questionable." He should not have kept injecting the numbing serum — and it wasn't working. So I basically didn't go numb at all — that's when I got concerned and called my boyfriend and went to the emergency room. They were talking to me about who I was and all these other things instead of focusing on my health and doing the procedure the best way that they can. And I know it may sound like, "Oh, Farrah is in her own world of being on Teen Mom and being a public figure" — that's really not the case for me. I walked in and I never told them what I did. I filled out the form and basically said, "I would like to do my tests and see if I'm healthy and well enough to do the procedure, so please let me know what your schedule allows." And he said, "We'll get you in the next day, your tests will be fine." And I come in the next day and all they talk about what I do — it was never a topic that I brought up. Honestly, I think he did this to create attention and get eyes on him, and he obviously did it in a very wrong way and I wanted to warn others.

I think people assume that celebrities get the best care but look at the Joan River's situation — they cut corners and acted unprofessionally and it cost her her life.

Yes. That's the scariest thing. It is so sad about Joan Rivers. Also, I am looking to be a plastic surgeon in the future and there are a lot of things I need to do with aesthetics and schooling and job shadowing, and a doctor who I was going to be doing an internship with I had to cancel on because he was more focused on being a celebrity and being around celebrities [than he was with his practice]. He was very disrespectful and not focusing on the health and safety of his practice. Drs. Nassif and Dubrow, they are doctors on TV, but they do not care about fame or anything. They know their practices inside and out, and they see their patients regardless of whether they are on TV or not.

Will you go under the knife again?

I would use doctors who I know are safe and focused on their practice. Personally I don't foresee any procedures or anything I need, other than perhaps fillers for prevention, but other than that, I just believe in doing skin treatments and taking care of my body and being healthy in a natural way right now.

Some experts say plastic surgery can be an addiction. Are you worried you'll never feel finished?

I definitely feel finished when I'm finished. I know the exact things that I need. I know, for me, what I see in my head and what I envision I am as Farrah — it's like Caitlyn [Jenner], who talks about this openly, how she envisions herself ... "this is who we are" kind of thing. This is why they do mental health talks and try to council each patient, like every plastic surgeon should. So you know [the patient's] mental health is OK, they are sane, and they understand who they are and are not going through depression. I can't speak for everyone, but I know that I definitely don't want to be a consistent plastic surgery, cosmetic kind of scenario. I don't like going to the hospital. I don't want to put myself through pain. So I'm very limited; I know what I need and then I call it a day.

You mentioned Caitlyn and her openness about discussing her identity. What are you thoughts on her and her public journey?

I definitely support that. My grandma was a nurse and she helped a lot of transgender clients, so growing up, I was very aware of that, and my family and I have always been very supportive of people going through this. Caitlyn sharing this is something awesome and we should all embrace that. I talk about it very openly too. I envision myself one way ... I know how I am and I would love others to understand this. If we have more and more people talking about [plastic surgery], then one day, we will really understand that we aren't trying to change ourselves, we're not trying to change how God made us — this is how God made us and we're going to get there. It's like a transformation from a kid to a tween to teens to adulthood. Everyone has their own transformation and whether it be natural or [with] a little help, I hope others see that in a loving, kind, and educational way.

Have you ever brought in a picture or told a doctor that you want a particular celebrity's lips or breast?

I definitely have my own brand and so I never ever envision myself with anyone else's lips. I think I'm pretty confident and I know I'm different than everyone else, so I'm going to do what's me.

Have you ever had a fan tell you, "I'm getting a Farrah breast job"? Or your nose?

Of course, of course. I recently went home to the Midwest and I was randomly shopping and everyone [finds out] I'm in Victoria's Secret for a hot second and then they're all like, "Oh my god, I got my boobs done by your same doctor and I saw you on the wall and I wanted my boobs to look just like yours in the end!" So I am very flattered and I'm hopefully setting an example to not be overly big and not to choose something you're not happy with.

On a similar note, your line of sex toys is molded from your body parts, right?

Yes, for the male items. And we have the female items, the novelty toys, coming out the 13th of [July]. We're taking care or our women for sure, so now everyone is on the same page.

Who was your male model for the mold?

I actually did not use a male model, I wanted to be more scientific about it. There was a group of engineers I worked with and they definitely know this is what our women want. We have women who try it out and give us feedback and we go from there. So with the help of a panel of ladies, I think we chose the right vibrator, bullet, and G-spot type of thing — and that's all a girl can need in a kit!

Amazing. And you've tested it too?

Oh my god, duh! Why would I ever release something if I wasn't all up in there? This is definitely five-star!

Did you ever consider doing a crazy lip mold ? Like a crazy blow-job mold?

Well, that was talked about. But the male feedback was that they would much rather a stroker looking like the lady parts rather than the lips. We chose the three top items the panel was really excited about.

Yeah, the Botched lips would just be a bit too much.

Oh my god, that's so funny. Maybe we should do a Botched blow job toy.

Tell me where you're at in your pursuit of becoming a surgeon.

Basically I would go back and go for my other degrees. I plan on doing that at the end of this year because I have a couple other projects that I'm working on. I'm very excited to get into it and I think I will be doing it more so in California, since that's where I had my complication. I plan to do my schooling there and see where I can improve that field of work. I care to improve it and work my hardest to do whatever I can. This is my next thing.

So are you thinking full medical school or a different route, like nursing? Or would you be a cosmetician?

I'm actually working all the way up — aesthetics, nursing. I just think it's very important to go from the very bottom to the top. Luckily for me, I have many friends and many doctors who I can job-shadow and who I believe in and are top surgeons. So I am very excited to do that and definitely have the support.

That's a huge undertaking. Good for you.

You know what? Go, women! Go, girls! I'm all about it.

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