When your teenage son is home from college for Christmas vacation and gets his head blown off by police, nothing about that feels like winning the lottery. When your teenage son is having a mental health crisis, calls the police for help multiple times, and is ignored, only to have police come to the house to kill him, nothing about that feels like winning the lottery. Antonio LeGrier, father of Quintonio, said that as he wanted to aid and comfort his dying son, police refused to allow him to do so. Nothing about that moment, which can never be undone, is even in the same universe of winning a lottery.