I quit life

My cousin messaged me on discord the other day and he asked me what I usually do in my free time. I explained to him I play osu and described the game to him. Midway through doing this I realized something.

I've sacrificed so many things only to accomplish something I'm not even remotely happy about. What do I do? I fucking click circles in a fucking weeb ass game and I'm really good at it.

What else do you do? Yeah I play league and thats it.

I retired my csgo career, my rainbow 6 career, and sacrificed my grades only to be fucking good at a game all about clicking circles. Every day I go to school and all i'm known for is being a weeb and being good at a lame ass game about clicking circles. I'm so done. All my classmates everyone around me is living life to the fullest. They all have a social life meanwhile I'm just goddam sitting at my computer 24/7 playing this shitty game.

And then I go and fucking take it off on someone else. All this build up of hate and I go and take it out on other people. I'm such a piece of shit online and literally no patience at all. I can't take this shitty life anymore. Not only that but I've become so obsessed that I literally don't spend time with my family anymore. My parents argue everyday and I'm just so done at this point. I honestly think if I just disappeared, noone would remember me because I was never relevant in the first place.

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