I believe you want someone to talk to about all of this. I believe you "need" someone to talk to about all of this.

I am personally not that helpful on this situation, I'm sorry to say, however I'm sure you can go to pony forums out there or any help forums really. The greatest thing about forums is that you're anonymous so you don't have to say your name or any big information.





I don't know much about your situation and how you feel about that idea, but it might help you. Maybe just a little bit.

