Mar 2018

Give up, don't fight

**** myself tonight

It's not what I want

It is how I feel

I don't like to tell ya

But I somehow gotta deal



But maybe

It's the other way around

Cause at this point

I don't really know

What I truly Feel

If I feel at all

What I really think consciously

Conjure up at will



Put a pen to the paper

A keyboard to the screen

Post my poems online so I can finally be seen



I crave connection

Like all humans do

But as someone like me

I crave solitude



Get up, no spite

Safe myself tonight

It is what I want

Kinda how I feel

I really need to tell ya

To finally make the deal

