Hello. I am hoping that sending this email won't hurt me but help me. I am seeking answers but I do not know where to find them. You see, I have read and reread your post on Marriage Wrecking Ball and multiple other articles on the Masons and more specifically the Royal Order of Jesters. It is like reading my life through countless other women's posts. The problem is, I do not know how to proceed with a divorce when my husband denies all accusations of prostitution, pornography, and the like. But I know in my heart that he is involved. He keeps his phone glued to his hip and deletes all files off of the computer and laptop. I have considered hiring a private investigator but I honestly see no point unless they are on the "inside" in which case they would keep his secret hidden very well. I no longer feel safe to have sex with him for fear of catching something.





My question is this: is there some way to prove that he is in fact involved in prostitution? Is there anyway you can help me? Or is there someone you know that can? I have cried out to God for so long for answers. I have two children.



