Rubyinsides some people lie and believe

they'll never die

there is no value in youth

unless it is wise and kind as much as i am myself

this is a matter of wealth

arrows of emeralds lead in our minds unfold lest we forget regret

foraging treasures left

this is temporal

all we have is our temperament if i could i would let you see through me

hold our skin over the light to hold the heat

flood the halls with ruby insides til we spill

wonder what it feels like

if i could i would let you see through me moisture from their breath

covers to bring our death

the warmth of their health hovers

to keep us unwell

be well

pink lightning i would that the world become you give it time

blooming like the shadows upon you i drowned beside

floating on the water to show me your softer side

while everything is spinning beneath til

it falls like glass

just give it time

the sands will pass

heavy are the winds from the east they have come to see

fallen like hundred year old trees missed your body

watching as i comb through the pieces on the beach

patient as i bury my wrath

under pink lightning

i bear to breathe

the smoke will fall

o cease me

heavy as the weight in my chest o this seldom dread

lying in the dark with a wake curled over my head

in all my blood i'd rather be found o my recklessness

thunder o the fury of peace

i rest between

the echoing

disquietly

o cease me

warm water rises

it still feels like i can't stop crying

hold me inside it

it still feels like the storm's not dying

all that was undone

was done when we were young

i'm not sure how it feels quite