Recently I’ve been having a lot of mood problems and I’ve literally felt like I was someone else on quite a few occasions. I would get angry really easily and be really prideful, stuff like that. And yesterday/today I found out that there were other people and beings (under the orders of the angels) manipulating my personality and making it almost exactly like their own, issues and all! As an example, yesterday I kept having thoughts of unworthiness and the feeling that I was always rejected and put down by others. I even started crying when Jesus came to me and showed me some love because I felt so starved for acceptance! I realized later that it was because I’d involuntarily taken on the issues and worldview of Andrew de Leon, whose videos I had watched earlier that day. In other cases the personalities I took on were from beings called dwellers, who exist in non-physical planes, inhabit peoples’ energy fields and feed off them.

So naturally I was angry and frustrated because I couldn’t even think like myself. I knew that when I’m in my right mind I don’t get angry that easily and I don’t feel like everyone rejects me but that made no difference in my emotions, because I felt however the person/being who was “inhabiting” me would feel in my situation and I couldn’t break out of it. Not to mention these personalities were getting in the way of my making effective prayers because they were too prideful to ask for things or they didn’t believe I deserved it (sorry if my pronoun use is confusing).

I did eventually manage to break out of each alien personality though. I asked the angels why I had to go though such horrible experiences where I could hardly even bring myself to pray that the experience would end. Prayer is my go-to for everything and it really upset me that my ability to pray was being messed with. The answer they gave me was literally that I don’t have enough problems on my own, that I have to take on other people’s problems in order to grow!! For example, I had to take on other people’s anger management problems in order to practice overcoming anger with love, and thus making my ability to love stronger. I was actually a bit flattered because it means I’ve been doing my spiritual homework well :)