Those Blue Eyes (Chapter One)

Those Blue Eyes

This story was inspired by the story (and plagiarized) by "A Walk in the Park, or so I thought" by Melinda

at Locked in lace story board, while I loved some of it's genious of its beginigins, I just took it into a different direction. I'm not into sex with men (I am a servivor of molestaion at age 8, it wasn't fun) the lockable safe and walk to get the keys was fasinating. Bravo . I got permission from Melinda(in writing). I hope you all like it (excuse my poor grammar)

Chapter 1

I helped my Mom load her luggage into the taxi, then I hugged and kissed her good bye and wished her a safe trip and I waved till the cab was out of sight. I paused for a few minites then took a deep breath then ran into the house slamming the door and leaned against it. I must have had the most evil grin on my face, as I turned and locked the door. It was my first time at home alone for such a prolonged period. You see my Mom's a defence attorney and she just left for a trip to New York City for two weeks, or more, for a trial and Ashley, my sister, was away at Collage (I start next year) and my father had passed away several years ago. So it was just me in this huge house.

Finally, an adventure into all things girly. You see I like to dress up in girls' clothes. I was caught a couple of times when I was younger and was scolded, screamed at and grounded. I promissed over and over that I would never do it again. Ya right, fat chance. That was then, this is now. I learned that in order to play my little dress up games was,

# Rule 1, I needed not to get caught, and

#Rule 2, have my own clothes.

I saved up my weekly allowances, plus money I got durring my summer jobs and my yearly allowance from my trust fund that my Dad left me, so from that I amassed a very nice workable wardrobe, plus other goodies. But for the next two weeks I get to dig into my sister and my mom's clothes, they have bigger wardrobes and good taste.

This was going to be fun!!!

Now let me introduce myself. My name is Tom, I am 20 years old, shy and short (5' 3" tall) and slim for my age (98 lbs.), with straight shoulder length light brown hair. For some reason I didn't grow any body hair, which suited me just fine, I don't need to shave. So now it's time to make myself into a pretty girl.

I couldn't wait any longer. I ran upstairs to the second floor bathroom and kicked off my sneakers, stripped off all my clothes and jumped into the shower.

After I wrap my hair up in a towel like I've seen my sister and mom do, then dried myself off I then use my mothers' body powder all over. I dry my hair with the blowdryer and style my hair making it look somewhat feminine. I wrap a towel up around my body making sure I cover my chest, just like all girls do. Then I gathered up my clothes and sneakers walked them over to the clothing shoot and toss them down to the laundry room. I walk up to my room on the third floor and go over to my dresser and push it aside to gain acceses to the hidden storage compartment I found when we first moved in, I never told anyone about it. Openning the hidden planel and pulled out 2 large trunks. In the first trunk, theres all my clothes and other feminine neccesidies. My falsies are also in here with the special glue that came with them, these I pulled out. Applying the glue that came with them, I placed them one at a time carefully on my chest and hold them there till the glue set.

I reached back into the trunk and retieved my black corcet and matching panties, I love corsets the tight hugging feeling and of course the pleasing figure I get from wearing it. I wrap it around me and manoeuvre the hook and eye fastening up the front untill its clipped together completely. Now the difficult bit, breathing in I start the process of tighting the laces in several stages, taking shallower and shallower breaths each time, untill I cannot go any futher, then quickly tie off the laces with a double knot at the back.

Sitting down, I pull out a nice new pair of sheer slilk stockings and delightfully roll them up my nice smooth legs, girls would be jellous of my hairless legs. Stockings alway feel like a charge of sexy running up your leg, I just love that feeling. Finding the corcet suspender straps I attach each one to the top of a stocking and finally pull up my panties tucking my penis away making it flat as possible. I'm pleased at the image I am starting to see in the mirror.

Makeup next.

Once again since I never grew any face hair no need to shave,what a time saver I'm sure.

Ok, some light foundation, a dash of blush, some black eyeliner and some mascara to enhance my eyelashes. Pleased with the look so far, I pick out a red lipstick, it's Revlon's color 710 'Certainly Red', it's such a hot color it brings out the full body of my lips.

"Hum not bad sexy.", I say to myself, a little spray of perfume around the neckline, a bit on each wrist, rub them together.

"Yup you look good and smell great."

I walk down stairs to my sisters room. I stand there for a few moments, then slowly reach for the door and open it.

I walked inside and looked about. I've always admired my sisters room, it was so feminine. I catch myself in her full lenth mirror and freeze, I look at myself and pose this way and that, giggle at myself as I walk to her closet and open it. Inside are all these dresses, skirts and blouses, I reach inside and pulled out this lovely blue dress with red flowers and red ribbon waist tie, I've always loved this dress. My sister hadn't worn it since she was 16. Stepping into it I pull the dress up over my hips and then slipping my arms into the sleeves as I bring up the front to cover my tummy and bust. Reaching around the back I pull up the zipper, then tie the red ribbon around my now very trim waist and tie it into a bow. I go over to her closet once again to look for a pair of shoes, some of Ashleys older shoes fit me like a glove. I find at the back of the closet, a pair of blue pumps with a 3" heel, that will match the dress perfectly, and slip them on and I turn to the mirror to admire myself one more time, do a little spin, giggle then I walk over to my Moms room (I hear the * click ** click ** click ** click * of the heels, that I love so much.) and go over to her jewlery box (I swear she collects jewlery) and select a nice timex wrist watch with an blue leather band, then two diamon earings, I put them in my ears (both are pierced), a few rings for my fingers and then a nice silver braclet for my other wrist. Perfect!

Now it's time for something to eat and then the evening can start. I smile to myself, knowing of the plans I have made. Will I actually carry it out all the way, or will I back out?

I walked down the main floor and go into the living room and put on Taylor Swift's album 'RED' and cranked up the volume, and I start singing and dancing to the music as I enter the kitchen. This was just so cool, for the next 2 week I can be me, the real feminine me, no one to boss me around, just the Lady of the house. I started giggling.

Pulling out some ingredients I prepare a mushroom risotto and serve it together with a large glass of chilled white wine for my dinner. I take it to the dinning room placing it at the head of the table, light the candles, turn the lights down and then I sit down to eat.

As I start to fork some into my mouth, I mull over my plans for the weeked, I have always chickened out from going outside crossdressed. I know I always will unless my hand is forced, so for this adventure I made the decision I would force it, there will be no backing out once I go beyond a certain point.

Part of my plan was the utilization of the 2 safe's built into the house, one in the Master Suite, and one in the den, they were here when we moved in. We all knew the two different 5 digit code's to open them and they both have programmable time locks, you can set them each for up to a year, but I won't be using it for that long, not for this adventure.

With lunch over I take the dishes into the kitchen and put them in the sink: there will be plenty of time to do dishes later. I head back upstairs to the 3rd floor and my bedroom and open the second trunk, its full of my toys and bondage gear, it's quite full.

You see the other part of me is a little bit kinky, ok a lot kinky, you see I also love self bondage, I guess it's a sort of damsil in distress thing. Dress myself in something sexy and pretend that I've been kidnapped by a evil Baroness and held for ransom, or maybe even being used by my captors for their sexual pleasure.

I quickly check again all the padlocks and locks I might use during the weekend as I haven't decided fully on what I am going to do bondage wise, and there is my new puchase to consider.

The keys here are the spare set, with a complete set of identical keys now hidden in the middle of the park a mile away. Its located in a small box hidden under a dead tree. I gather up all the keys, I walk down to the main floor and then to the basement door, I lock it, it's 2 way dead bolt so I can't go down to the basement for anything, like boy clothes or tools once the keys are locked way. Then I walk back up to the second floor to Moms bedroom and then over to the safe, I punch in the code and open it. In this safe I deposit all the keys to the locks I'll use upstairs to lock my dressers and the closet, plus the basement key. I look at my watch, it's 5:30pm, I set the internal clock to release in 14 days. I close the safes' door and hear the lock engage. I try the code, and the display illuminates * Time Locked * for five seconds then goes blank. Now once I use the locks upstairs to lock my dressers and my coset, all my male clothes are gone for two weeks. One down, one to go. I walk downstairs to the den and over to that safe, punch it's code in and open it, in this one I put in all the rest of my keys, all but the front door key. I stand and ponder, how long, 24 hours? No don't be a chicken. Fine, I think to myself. I take a deep breath and punch in three days, 72 hours. I check and recheck to make sure I have programmed the internal clock correctly, then I close the door and hear the lock engage. I try the code and this display illuminates 'Time Locked' for five seconds then goes blank. Well those keys are out of my reach for three days.

Once I use any of the locks in this safe I will have to wait 3 days to get the keys, or risk going to the park to retieve the other set and that set doesn't have the dressers, closet or basement keys. The thought of having to go to the park was scary and yet thrilling. Now all I need to decide is when or if I would go and retieve them.

Ok time to look over my new purchase's again before I back out of this, which of course I can still do. I head back upstairs to my bedroom, but I have a job to do first, I pick up a number of padlocks and fit them to each the drawers of my two dressers, and my closet. I had fitted good quality lock and hasp to all of the dresser drawers and to the closet two days ago preparing for this.

I'm now commited, theres no way to get to my male clothes now for two weeks, I'm stuck as a girl. I'm shaking by this point, I reached up and unzip my dress, placing this on the bed neatly. Next I remove my panties, allowing my penis to come semi-erect, not that it will be for long. I pick out the box with my shiny new chastity belt and my heart takes a leap for a few beats, as I wonder once again if this is such a wise move, locking myself into this device.

The belt has come with a number of options, none of which I'm going to use this time, but maybe in the future, it all depends how well this goes. One is a vibrator 6 inches long and it has an in and out fuck motion that extends it's length by 2 more inches so 8 inches in all (I shiver at the thought), this also has a very powerful rechargable lithium battery. I 'm not sure how long it would last, I only bought it a week ago. I did read some of the manual, the parts that tell you how to put it on and how to lock it. Since I wasn't going to use the other attachments this time around, why bother with the rest of the booklet it was rather lengthly and I'm not a big reader.

The first thing to do was to take the penis tube off the belt, lube it up then work my penis into the tube untill it was completely inserted.

Next I pull the waist band and under plate apart, I place the belt loosely around my waist and corset, as I bring the groin part up between my legs. The penis tube now snaps into the groin shield which can only be done with the belt loose, once tight against the body it will be impossible to disengage it, finally a virginal shield goes across the front and locks into place, giving the illusion of a girls chastity belt. Now the point of no return, am I sure I want to do this? I'll be wearing this for 3 days. Oh don't be silly, I'll still be able to pee and deficate through the holes that were built in, and so without further thought I push the three parts of the belt tightly around my waist and up between my legs and snap them together and fit the lock with a solid click!

I'm locked in it now, untill till I can retrieve one of the sets of keys. I feel as if I'm going to climax there and then, my hands go to the front of the shield and try to bring myself off. I try desperately to make some impression to the feelings below my metal belt, but fail in all attempts to get myself off that way. I can't get enough stimulus into my groin and shielded penis, and I'm so fucking horny. I look down and spot the dildo, with a totally irrational sexual mind set I snatch it up and switch the dildo to a low buzz and quickly put a small amount of lub over it, then push it into the only openning I have, instantly I feel the insertion as I work it up into me. I won't push it all the way, that would be stupid, it would lock it into place then I'd be fucked, literally. I'd only use enough to bring myself off, I begin to work it in and out of me, faster and faster. My breath gets heavier and faster, until the point I am about to come and then suddenly I start to feel very dizzy and faint, the corset I'm wearing isn't allowing enough air to get to my lungs every time I try to inhale, I try to reach out to steady myself, but then I blackout!

SIX HOURS LATER

As I come to, I feel all woozy, I'm slumped againt the bed in an upright position sitting on my bum, which has a strange buzzing feeling in it! It takes several moments and careful breaths to remember I was part way though a climax and ………NOOOO!!!!!!!!!

My hands fly down to my groin to be met once again by the metal belt, as I lift myself up into a kneeling position, my fear is confirmed, the belt is smooth all the way around underneath, the dildo is fully inserted now! As I search for an edge I already know the lock mechanism has engaged as I try to find the edge with my fingernails. I know I'm stuck with it in me now, and worse still its switched on, a constant buzz in my butt. I sit back down again, but the sensations are to much, a full rectum and the buzzing are just too strange to sit at the moment, then I thought that I was glad I didn't turn on the other fuction. I shivered at the thought.

I looked at the clock it was 7:00am, shit! I must have been out all night. Well there is no going back now, I cannot remove this belt without one of the sets of keys! One of which won't be available for three days, well 2 ½ now, but not muct better, the other is in the middle of the park one mile away and I only have female clothes available to get it as well. I reached around to slacken the corset laces till I felt the tight constraint of the chastity belt tightly locked over them. OMG! I locked the corset on and I must have tightened it way too much this time, plus the tightness of the belt itself. I started to panic and my breath gets short again, oh my god, I will have to risk a daylight walk if I wanted out of this corset, belt and fucking dam vibrating butt plug, that was keeping me in a constant state of horniness, to which I could do nothing! And now my bladder is telling me its time to go pee as well, I look down and know this is going to be an experience, I'll have to sit down on the toilet and pee through the belt.

Well at least I can still pee, but it dawns on me I can't defecate with the plug locked in me, I should be alright for a time, but how long? Wiping down the outside of the belt once the drips of pee have stopped, I head back to my bedroom again.

Picking up my panties from where I placed them last night, I pull them up my legs and over the belt, touching the solid groin area, once more feeling the solid smooth metal underneath. What have I done, how am I going to get out of this, but then I start thinking, this is what I wanted, to be a girl for the next two weeks, and other than the discomfort of the dildo filling my hole and the low buzz of that locked in plug, I am now that. A kept girl, in her chastity belt awaiting release and I start to smile again as I feel my arousal increase, which I know will lead to frustration of not being able to do anything about it for quite some time.

My attire will be next, but first I needed a strong coffee while I consider what to do about my predicament and head down to the kitchen, all the while the low pulsing buzz in my butt.

I stand to drink my coffee, as whenever I try sitting down on a stool the discomfort from the vibrating plug although not painful, is distracting enough that I find it difficult to concentrate on anything and I need to concentrate for a while, so I stand.

I think about my problem.

1) I have gotten myself into a situation that I wanted to be in. Pro

2) I have gotten myself into a situation that I didn't want to be in. I didn't want the 'extras' ie; a vibrating rubber dick up my ass. Con.

I think back to the last time I had a bowel movement, and yes I figure I could hold out for maybe a day or two, so that might be a serious problem. I think of the options.

1) Carry on with the plan, and go get ready and fetch the keys from the park.

2) Wait for the safe to unlock 2 ½ days from now. With this dam plug buzzing away for the next 2 ½ days.

3) Find a locksmith to pick the belts lock,

4) Or… visit a hospital to see if thay can remove the device somehow.

Working backwards, the option of the hospital or the locksmith are just unthinkably horrendous to even think about, so they are dismmed immediately. Then, why would I subject myself to the maddening vibrator for 2 ½ more days, when I can just walk up to the park and get the keys. Yep thats the best option. So do I need to go and get them now in the daylight, or can I wait till night? If I go durring the daylight, the worst thing that could happen is someone recognizing me, and I get teased or laughed at, or go at night and maybe get attacked by some wacko in the dark. That gave me the shivers, I go during the day.

Going back uptairs I go to my sisters room and look for something fashionable, I know what most girls wear now days, and my small stature should help my appearance, with that my confidence grows. I am going to do this.

I spot a tartan skirt that's cute, I take it out and laid it on the bed, next I need a top, looking about I found a nice black tank top and drop that on the bed, next footwear, I dug in the back of the closet and find a really nice pair of chunky heeled shoes, easy to walk in, and if need-be to run in.

I pull the tank over my head, it hugs my frame very well plus it sort of hides the fact I'm wearing a corset. I slip the skirt up my legs and zip it up in the back, it's so cute. Then I slip on the boots and zip them up.

A quick touch up on my make-up and brush out my hair so it flows freely again, I stand up and check myself out in the mirror one more. The image shouts 'All girl', I see a 16 year old dressed like any other 16 year old. I was happy with the outfit. Next I pick out a purse I like from the closet, in it I put my makeup, hair brush, pair of sunglasses, some tissue paper, my cell phone and the front door key, I grab a short black leather jacket from the closet, then head downstairs to the front door.

I stand there for several minites, that a deep breath. Ok here goes, I open the door, I take a quick about to see if that anyone is close by, I step out and close and lock the door behind me. The thrill that tingles through me knowing that anyone could challenge me right now, what would I say or what would I do? I walk down our walkway to the sidewalk turn left and start to walk towards the park.

My heart is pounding in my chest with excitement and fear. Our street is quiet, with a few cars driving by, some kids playing in a yard, and a couple walks past me. No one seems to notice me, and with that my stride becomes more relaxed and start to enjoy the walk in the afternoon autumn sun, I pull out the sun glasses and put them on. The sunsine feel nice on my exposed arms and legs, the air ciculating under my short skirt is a new sensation and its not unpleasant. The sound of my boot heels on the pavment sounds awfully loud to me, but I guess it's no louder than any girl creates walking about on a hard surface.

I pass more people on the way to the park, but no one seems to notice me. I turn a corner and the park entrance is now about a half mile away.

I'm smiling now, this is easier than I thought, I don't know why I didn't try this years ago, my heart and breathing return to a nice normal level for walking and I even start to look about me. Cars and other vehicles are passing me, there's more and more people around the closer I get to the park, and I even start humming a little tune, this is great and so much of a thrill, the outdoor air, all the people around me. I stop worring about who can see me, as I am just another girl walking down the street heading somewhere.

I reach the final intersection and wait for the light to change, once across the street there is a short path that leads to the park entrance. The park on this bright and warm autumn day is full of people walking and kids playing and running around. I head off towards the centre of the park and the wooded area where I hid my key box. Gawd will I be relieve to have those keys back in my possession and unlock this damn belt!

Walking futher into the centre of the park I pass one elderly couple that say "Hi" to me, I sweetly respond "Hi" in return and they smiled with satisfaction, this is getting easier as I go along.

A gust of wind came up from behind me and I can feel my skirt hem flutter a few times, suddenly the whole lot is filled and lifted, my hands fly down to try and keep the material under control. I hop around a bit trying to get the skirt to behave itself. Just as suddenly as it had lifted, it falls back into place again.

Oh my god, what if anyone had seen that, they would have seen my panties as well as the tops of my stockings and garters. This whole walk is turning out to be quite an experience as I get to see more of what girls have to put up with as they walk around outside. I slow my walk down a little more, hoping that less body movement will encourage my hem to stay down, rather than going wild and revealing tomorrows washing.

Approaching the lake , I look around to see if anyones watching me, then start to walk off the path and head for a thicker part of the woods nearby,

Getting to the spot where I needed to go behind a tree, suitably marked by a couple of poles that some kids must have messed around with some time ago. Again I double check I'm not being watched, and dart in behind a tree totally disappearing out of sight. Once I locate the dead tree I kneel and reached down the hole under it and feel around and once I locate the metal box I lift it out and place it on the ground, I open the lid. My eyes just fall out of their sockets and my mouth drops open.

IT'S EMPTY, NO KEYS! NOTHING! My secret container has been raided!

It takes me several seconds to even start to figure out that somebody has rifled my hidden box and taken the keys! Tears form as I realize how stupid I have been and begin to wonder who knew about the box, can they tie it to me, I should have kept it locked, but I never thought anyone would find it, not here, not so well concealed. I look around imagining someone about to come out of the woods, laughing as they hold up my keys.

But all is quiet, not a movement, not even a sound of a twig breaking, nothing, I'm on my own.

Minites go past as I just stare at the empty box, trying to imagine the keys are still there and its just my eyes playing tricks on me. I wake up to the fact that the keys are not here. I wipe the tears away from my eyes and throw the useless box quickly back in it's hole, before getting up and brushing off the leaves and dirt off my legs and skirt.

I head back to the main path and walk down it, my heels clicking away, the sound does nothing for me like it did earlier, I'm numb and I head towards the park entrance,. The fun of the afternoons adventure was gone, I couldn't stop thinking about the keys, and who might have them. My mind raced while I walked the mile back to my house, I notice nothing or anyone. As I walked up to my front door something broke my depression as I heard some one calling my sisters name, I looked back, coming towards me was Kim, my sisters best friend.

"Hey Ashley wait up!"

Oh My God!!!

I rushed to unlock the door and fumbled with the keys, i finally get it open just as Kim grabbed me by the shoulder and spun me around.

" Hey you, didn't you hear……!" she looked stund for a second, then angry as she pushes me threw the door slaming it shut behind her. She grabed me by the shoulders.

"Who the FUCK are you!" she screamed angerly, shaking me.

"Stop!" I cried, tears streaming down my face.

"It me, Tom." I broke from her grip and ran to the living room and threw myself face down on the couch bawling my eyes out.

Kim followed me with a look of shock and disbelief.

"Tom? Is that really you, fuck you're a dead ringer for your sister. Why are you dressed like that, did someone do this to you?" her voice was that of concern as she sat down beside me and started to stroked my hair.

"I can't tell you, you'll laugh and call me 'freak' like everybody else does, and as it turns out they were right, I am a freak." I blubbered.

"Calm down, your not a freak. Now tell me what happened." She continued to stroke my hair and sat closer. She continued.

"I'll start, ok? Did someone do this to you?" I shook my head no.

"Did you dress up this way your self?" I looked up at her, she was smiling and I slowly nodded yes.

"Well you did a fucking bang up job, dam girl you fooled me. I honestly thought you were Ashley. Lets see if I can cheer you up. Ok come on let me see you, stand up." Did she just call me girl? I looked up into her eyes, I didn't see any anger or hate, she was smiling at me. I stood up, my head bowed staring at the floor. She stood up with me and placed a finger under my chin and lifted my head so I could look into her eyes. They were so blue. I fell into those eyes, it felt like she could see right threw me. I was hypnotized.

I went to open my mouth but she placed a finger ever so gently on my lips and motioned me to turn around. I did so slowly keeping my eyes on her hoping to get some kind of a reading from her.

"How long have you been doing this?" she asked.

I shrugged.

"Come on, you don't get to look this good from trying it once, you've done this before and for a long time I'm guessing. So tell me." she stepped closer and put her hand lightly on the spot between my shoulder and neck resting it there. A lightning storm of pleasurable shivers went up and down my spine as she lightly ran her finger tips up and down my bare shoulder. I was in a trance. I couldn't look away from her.

"I… um…" I stuttered. She leaned closer.

"Oh come on spit it out, I wont bite you." She whispered in my ear. Her hot sweet breath took mine away.

"I.. I mean, …ever since I can remember. I don't know when," like a flood gate it all started to just pour out of me, "my earliest memory is about age five, I think. I got got caught a bunch of times by both Ashley and my Mom, they scolded me and made me promise never to do it again. I don't know why I like doing

+this, I just do. It feels… I don't know, it sort of feels right." I didn't know why I just told her so much of my secret self, but some how I felt safe right with her there so close to me.

She smiled down at me.(she's 5'7") I relaxed a little, at least I was safe back at home.

"Five huh? Wow, and your sister and your Mom don't seem to be very understanding about it. Well don't you worry your pretty little head about it, it doesn't bug me at all, actually think it's kinda hot." That comment startled me, I never thought of myself as 'hot' or someone else thinking me as 'hot'.

"I have one other question for you, why were you outside. Weren't you afaid that someone would see you?" I was squirming a bit as the vibrations in my butt starting to drive me crazy, it had been almost 12 hours of buzzing, it was distracting. I broke down and cried falling back on to the couch. That's when my skirt flew up, and Kim gasped.

"OMG…what are you wearing under your panties?" she exclamed as she sat down and held up my skirt hem.

I burried my face in a pillow dying of embarassment.

She tugged down my panties and saw the chastity belt. I just prayed 'kill me , kill me now!', but no, no such relief.

"Roll over, right now missy!" her voice was commanding, and I rolled over terrified.

"Please don't hurt me, please."

She reached under my butt and yanked down my panties and examined the belt, she poked an prodded.

"Wheres' your mother?" she ask quietly. I figured she was going to tell her and that I was screwed. I'd probably be branded a fag or sissy and thrown out of the house and into the street.

"I asked you a question little lady, now answer it." she commanded. Did she just call me 'little lady?'

"She in New York for two weeks, might be longer. Shes there for a trial." I blurted out.

Kims eyes went wide and a look of victory crept across her face.

"Where are the keys to this?" she ask as she tapped the front of the belt. That just made me cry harder.

"Whats the matter, did you loose the keys?"

"Yes and no."

"Well what the fuck does that mean, do you or don't you have the keys?"

I pointed to the den. She stood and pulled me up with her and walked me over to the den.

"Ok, where?"

I pointed to the safe.

"Great open it up and I'll help you out of it."

"I can't." I said weeping and fell to my knees. It was going to all come out and Kim would know everything about my dirty little life.

"It's on a timer," I weeped "it won't open for another 2 days and this damn contraption has a vibrator in it, which I accedently lock in me when I fell on my ass and that's been fucking buzzing up my ass since last night and my back up keys that I hid in the park were gone, that's were I was coming from when you caught me. So I'm stuck like this and I don't know what to do." My crying just doubled as I poured my heart out to this woman..

"Ok, relax and take a deep breath, is this the first time you've worn it?" she inquired.

"Yes, I just got it two weeks ago." I sighed, trying to compose myself.

"Ok good, do you still have the box and does it have instructions."

"Oh yes," My eyes brightened, I hadn't thought of that, the booklet was lengthy, there might be a safey catch.

"it's up stairs in my room."

"Great ,"she grabbed my hand to pull me up off my knees to my feet. I froze, I didn't think this through.

"No… wait, I'll go get it for you." All my bondage gear is up there on display. I tried to break her grip on my hand, but she was stronger than me.

"What is it you don't want me to see little girl?" there it was again, she called me girl. With a wicked grin, her grip became like steel and she pulled me up the stairs.

"No …please, don't go in my room, please I beg you." I was scared, this was all to much for me to take in, it was if all my secrets were exploding all over the place. I had lost complete control. Up we went as she dragged me to my bedroom, with one last yank she spun me into the room and I fell on the bed. She shut the door, while she looked about the room.

"OK…first question, and don't start crying about it, just answer the fucking question ok," she said sternly. "whats with all the locks?" Pointing to the dressers and the closet. I swallowed hard.

"So I can't get to any of my male clothes." I said my voice shaking, my eyes full of tears.

"Cool." She said smoothly,

"Next question were's the box?" I stared at her puzzled.

"For the belt?" she pointed to my crotch.

I pointed to the 'toy' trunk and close my eyes and threw my self back onto the bed and cupped my hands over my face, knowing that my face must be bright red. She rifled the trunk.

"OMG!!!…Tom, you kinky girl, I thought the belt was extreem, ballgags, rope, handcuffs, leg irons, fuck you even have a really nice flogger." After a long moment I look over threw my fingers, she was reading a booklet, I close my fingers again and try to disapear. After some while I hear a swish and feel a breeze. I remove my hands and open my eyes and she's standing there swinging the flogger in the air above me. She smiles down at me.

"Roll over bitch, I really need to try this." There was heat in her eyes, and lust in her voice. I looked into her eyes and they drew me in. I lost all control and rolled over slowly but obediently.

The first * thwack * was almost sentual. Then it hit me (literally) * THWACK * I was bein flogged by this beautiful creature, someone who was way out of my league. I was getting hot ** THWACK* **. Oh god this must be a dream. The buzzing continued up my ass as I wiggled it ** THWACK ** I started moaning. *** THWACK *** I yelped with pleasure. Kim rolled me over and slid up onto my body and literally tore into my mouth with hers. I've never been kissed by anyone other than Mom or my sister, this was totally different, her tounge swirled around dancing with mine. I swear my eyes rolled to the back of my head as I got lost in that kiss.

We kissed for a long time, it was magical and after a bit she pulled away a just little, just inches from my face.

"Where the fuck have you been, all my life little girl." There it was again she called me girl again. I just stared in disbelief, I could not believe what was happening. My mouth moved but nothing came out. She openned those bright blue eyes and stared into mine. Oh god those eyes.

"Are you ok?" she batted her eye lashes with this big silly grin on her face.

"A… um…I …" I stammered.

"Speachless huh?" She laughed a musical laugh and her mouth was yet again assulting mine, her hands gropped my chest playing with my fake boobs. I stopped thinking and kissed back. The feeling of her body against mine and our passionate kissing, her hands gropping my body, the vibrations in my ass, my head reeled as all these sensations took over.

"There's a remote." she whispered quietly in my ear. And she assulted my mouth again with a vengence that's when the dildo went nuts. The vibrator went up a few notches and the vibrations were tripled and the damb thing started to fuck me, by this time I was lost in passion. I wreathed under her as things in my head and ass exploded. I screamed into her mouth as the first wave of the orgazm hit me, yet she still would not let me break our kiss, her tounge assulting my tounge. I open my eyes and her eyes are fixed on mine, like some hungry animal, the next wave hits me and I screamed like a girl in heat, but the sound was swallowed up by this Goddess. She must have turned it up once more, cause when the last orgazm hit, I passed out screaming even louder.

I awoke lying on my bed, Kim was lying on top of me, her face nuzzling my neck with her hot breath. She must have undressed us while I was out, we were both basicly naked other than my crushing corset and that damn belt and that dam buzzing.

Um what happened to the buzzing? The vibrator has stopped, actually my butt was dildo free. She freed me, I put my arms around her and slowly traced circles with my finger tips ever so softly on her back and shoulders, I explored her soft skin and beautiful hair, I stroked her every were my fingers could touch and reach, she wreathed a little on top of me as she kissed my neck softly.

"Thank you Kim." I whispered.

"What for."she whispered back.

"For not laughing at me, for kissing me, for making me feel at ease with you, for making me open up to you, for giving the most wonderful experience in my life." I hugged her.

"Better than your first fuck?" she giggled.

I laughed.

"Whats so funny, was your first lay a comical experience."

"No that's not it at all. I've never had an 'experience', I'm a virgin." I said softly.

The look of shock was apparent.

Kim eyes widened and this silly grin crept across her shinning face, she jumped up and started to pull madly at my chastity belt.

"Let me in, let me in, get this damn thing off, I get to sacrifice a virgin!" she pushed me down and jumped up on me grinding her crotch against the belt. I started giggling a little.

"GIMMY GIMMY GIMMY!!!" she screamed. Her eyes had a wild look to them, I started laughing and playfully tried to fight her off. She pounced down on top of me smiling. I go to get up and she pushes me back down.

"Where do you think your going?" she demanded with a wicked grin.

"I really need to goto the bathroom, and thank you, thank you , thank you for getting that cursed object out of my bum, how did you do it?" I asked.

"To answer your first question, you didn't ask for permission, and for your second question it's called a manual you read it, that's how I found the remote, it was still in the box." She responded flashing her eyes at me while waving the remote in front of my face. She sat up shaking out her hair.

"Permission? Why do I need permission?" I inquired.

"Because I've own you, your mine." She stated matter of factly.

"What do you mean, you own me?" I must have looked stund.

"Ok missy, let me work all this out for you, so you can understand," her expression was that of talking to a bimbo.

"You're a crossdresser right?" she pauses looking at me, I slowly nod yes;

"That's hot, and your very passable, right?" I hesitate, she prods me, I slowly nod yes and blush.

"and that's hot," she says,

"and you love bondage and like to be tied up right?" she pauses again, I nod yes again blushing even brighter.

"and that makes you a submisive which is also hot," she stated,

"plus I don't think your gay." she didn't need to pause, I shake my head no.

"hot! And you like to be dominated by girls right?" I look away and nod yes, she grabs my face in her hand pulls it back to look right into her eyes, those hypnotic eyes.

"and would a fantasy come true if you ever found a woman who'd like to keep you, keep you all tied up, to be used by her in anyway she chose? Am I close so far?" her eyes still locked on mine and I was lost in them again. I just nodded and mumbled.

"Yes."

"Well guess what, you found her, well actually I found you." she pulled on a leash I hadn't seen or felt since I woke up, it was attached to a collar around my neck.

"Your mine. Now don't you like that idea?" Her hypnotic gaze sucked me in deeper yet.

"Oh my yes." My voice was trembling.

She kissed me sweetly.

"The next question is important so I need you to listen very carefully, the rest of your life depends on it. Understand?" stareing deep into my eyes.

"Yes Kim." I respond mezmorized.

"Well Tom, do you submit your self to me, giving yourself freely and honestly, body and soul, that you'll live for only my rule, forsake all other authority but mine, be it family or friend? Do you Swear to obey only me, from this day forward? Do you wear it !?!" Her eyes were flaming with blue fire and her smile captivating, I could only hear her commanding voice, see her eyes, feel her heat.

"Oh god yes Kim! Yes indeed, do you mean it, honest, if you do then yes I swear it, God I swear it, I swear it heart and soul! I will serve you till my dying days." I don't know where those words came from, it was like someone else took over my mouth from way down deep inside me. My head was reeling, how could this be actually be happening, to me of all people, girls don't like guys that wear skirts, do they? She kisses my lips with an evil smile apone them. I might have sold my soul to this woman, but I didn't care.

"Alright my little girl, what am I to call you, hmm? Do you have a name?" she asked.

"I've always liked Amanda, it means worthy of love. Yet love seems to have ever elude me" I sighed.

"Oh my little sissy slut is a poet, how sweet." And she kissed me again.

"Please don't call me that Kim."

*SLAP * hard right across my face.

"OUWW!!!" I cried. "Why'd you do that?" holding my hand to my now stinging face.

"Did you just forget the oath you just swore to, I will call you what ever I want to and you will love it, do you understand, and is that anyway too adderess your Goddess?" she excalaimed. I looked at her in shock. She raised her hand again.

"No Kim, I'm so sorry, please don't hit me again." I cried.

"You will address me as Mistress Kimberly or Mistress so remember your place, it is at my side and at my command. I own you now, you gave your self freely, did you not?" her eyes flashing with a fire that seemed to burn into my soul.

"Yes Mistress." I responded. She sat on my chest.

"I have excepted you as my sissy slave, now come on we have a lot of things to do today." She said flatly, climbing off me and the bed and dragged me up by the leash, I followed obediently. She dragged me down to the bathroom on the second floor and spun me around and did something that shocked me beyond all my normal sences, from behind she unlocked the chastity belt and let it fall to the floor. I spun around and looking at her with surprize. How'd she get the keys from the safe? But it was her that looked shocked as she looked down and gasped.

"FUCKING JACKPOT!!! Ok, didn't expect that." She said looking at my penis and grinning from ear to ear. It's only 6" soft, 8" hard, but remember I'm only 5'3" so it looks bigger. I giggled and covered it up. She slapped my hands away.

" Oh no, put your hands behind your back, that's mine. I wan't to check it out, besides you don't ever get to touch that again, understand?" She commanded.

"Yes Mistress." The programing was starting to set in. I still started to get hard. It was her, she was turning me on. She grabbed my shoulders and pushed me down to my knees.

"Lick me, lick your temple, your reason to live." She commanded, as she pulled on the leash leading me to her sex. I breathed in her smell, it was ambrosia. I kissed her here and there as she slowly lowered herself down onto the cold marble floor.

I kneeled before her hairless pussy and was pulled into it, instinct kicked in and my tounge explored and enjoyed the wonderful taste, she wreathed under my assault. I don't know how long we were like that, but by her screams she came at least 8 times. We both ended up lying and gasping on the bathroom floor.

"I might have made a mistake." Her breathing heavy.

"You're going to wear me out." She gasped; her hand gripped my dick hard, it was already hard as a rock but her touch made it responded like it never ever did in my entire life, it was so hard it hurt. Breathing hard, this Goddess of a woman got up and slid me into her, it was so warm, so hot and oh so wet, it felt like silk encasing me, I shivered all over. She just sat there not moving, looking deep into my eyes.

"I'm your Alfa and your Omega, I'll be your first and your last. You will remember me till the end of your days." She rose ever so slowly till she was almost off, then slid down ever so slowly. My head spun, and I couldn't look away from those eyes, with my hands on her thighs, I gripped her tightly. Up again ever so slowly, down again, and so forth, it felt so good, I never wanted it to stop but I felt the building pressure.

"Mistress I think I'm going to cum…" I gasped.

"Ask for permission." She commanded.

"Oh Mistress, may I please cum…" I groaned.

"NO!" she stated harshly, and started to ride me faster.

"OH NO…." I screamed and tried to hold off. The pressure built.

"Don't you dare, not till I give you permission." She commanded again.

"PLEASE MISTRESS, OH MY GODDESS, PLEASE!" I begged. She laughed with glee.

"Your truly mine now, NO you may not, so don't you dare. If you do, you'll wear that chasty belt for the whole two weeks!" She said laughing and she started pounding down on me harder and harder. My head was swimming, but I held, I don't know how, but I did. She threw her head back and screamed. It was those hypnotic eyes, her ravishing good looks, her drop-dead body, and her pulsing wet pussy that set me off and I exploded. She fell forward onto my chest, her breath hot and heavy on my face. She smiled down at me, her eyes glued to mine. She shook her head.

"You are in so much trouble little girl, I said 'no' but you came anyway. You will learn to obey me. Come on." She dismounted me and stood, dragging me yet again to my feet with the leash then led me into the shower stall. She turned on the water and handed me the Dove soap and a shower scrubby.

"Wash your Mistress, slave." And I complied happily; I'd never touched a girl before so I took my time getting to know every inch of her body. After washing, I washed and rinsed her hair twice then conditioned it. That when I started wondering why my fake boobs didn't come off in the water like the glue bottle said they would. She stood watched me struggle with them, I soaped them up and still they just stayed stuck. I looked up at her and she was smiling evilly.

"They're not coming off anytime soon my pet." She walked out, then turn to me holding up my keys. Oh ya she has my keys, how'd she get my keys from the safe.

"I've known about you for quite some time. Your sister told me, she thought it was sick, but I thought it was hot. That's when I started spying on you." I stood their stunned.

"I knew about your Mothers trip to New York 4 months ago, and how long she would be gone, that's when I set my plan into motion. Heres the piece de'ressistance, remember the night your Mom went to that dinner party with her firm last month? That was the night you were babysitting for the Murphy's'. I snuck in using the hidden key to the back door, I rifled your room and your computer and I copied your diary and your history files and all your regular websites. Your diary was quite enlightning, you wrote about your plan to hide a set of keys in the park. So I waited and watched and when you went to hide them and left, I went and took them, yes it was me who took your keys. Oh gawd you looked so pretty today as you walked to the park." I was dumbfounded. She took my keys was all I could think.

"I also found your hidden compartment and all your girly stuff. I found your falsies and the spirit glue that you use, I switched it for something a little more long lasting." Her eyes twinkled; me on the other hand slowly dropped to my knees my mouth agape. She had revealed to me that she knew all my plans and secrets the whole time. She had set me up. I was caught in my own trap, that I had set, but she had sprung. This wasn't a fantasy it was a reality. I was Kim's slave; I didn't know whether to be happy or scared shitless.

"Now finish up with your shower and other business, then clean this place up, then come up to me. Oh ya, bring that." She says off handedly pointing to the chastity belt, then she walked out.

I sat there stunned beyond belief, I didn't know if I should feel fear, or be over joyed that this beautiful creature wanted me and that she wanted me as a girl, as her slave, her pet.

"Hurry the fuck up." She yelled down at me. I unfroze and stood up and in a daze washed my hair then my body. I stepped out and dried myself off then I took all the wet towels to the clothing shoot and dropped them down. I went back to the washroom and retrieved the chastity belt and headed up stairs not knowing what I was walking into. She was already dressed when I walked in, she was standing on my chair and was screwing a 'O' ring into the ceiling. She jumped down and grabbed some rope and walked over to me.

"Hands in front." I did as I was told. She tied my wrists tightly together, then took the loose ends and led me over to the chair and got back up pulling my hands with her, feeding the ropes threw to 'O' ring she pulled the rope so tight I was on my tiptoes. She then tied it off, got down and moved the chair. She reached into a big leather bag I had just noticed and pulled out a long red leather corset. I knew what was next and squirmed in my ropes, while my dick stood straight up.

"I see you like my choice." She smiled.

She wrapped it around my waist, but it did not have any of the front hook and eye fastenings that mine had, it had buckles.

I could feel her behind me, starting from the bottom and stoping half way, then working from the top also stoping half way. She started to tighten them slowly working her way from top to bottom, back and forth pulling tighter and tighter till I thought I would break in half. Then one last pull, she tied off the laces, she did some fiddling then I felt and heard the zipper go up my back. I could hardly breath, this was way tighter than mine. Next she took the penis tube off the belt and put a little lube over my hard penis and started to stroke it slowly. In her expert hands it didn't take long before it erupted all over her hands and floor.

"Say 'AH' my pet." I complied knowing what she was going to do and sure enuff, her cummy fingers went into my mouth.

"Clean them off, or the belt stays on for a month." I licked them clean. I felt so humiliated.

"Good girl." She beemed. I just hung my head in shame. She went about working my now ever shrinking dick into the chastities penis tube, then she put the belt over the corset around my waist, snapping the penis tube into it's locked position, then pulling all the parts together locking it in place in the back. I let out a * sigh *, as I resigned myself to my fate. She rolled some new stockings up my legs and attached them to the garters then slipped up a pair of red satin panties to cover the chastity. She reached into her bag of tricks and pulled out a pair of pink steel stilletoe's that made me shiver to look at. She slipped them on my feet, then locked them. The shoes strap made it impossible to bend my ankle pointing my foot straight down, the heel it self was at least 6" tall.

Next she took out from her bag a monoglove, untied the rope from the 'O' ring and untied my hands. All the while I stood there looking helpless as I teetered in the heels. My arms were guided behind my back and the monoglove was pulled up my arms, she arranged the straps pulling them tight and then the laces were tightened up pulling my arms close together my elbows almost touching. Next she fitted a rope around my wrists and took the other end and threaded it threw the 'O' ring and pulled up the slack she then tied it off. I was forced to bend forward at the waist; the corset would not bend at all as my arms were drawn back and up towards the ceiling. I stood wobbling in my heels. She tied another rope from that one and tied my hips and crotch to my wrists as well.

Next she reached into my toy trunk and pulled out my 8-buckled panel ballgag and stapped it into my mouth, buckling up the front panel.

I closed my eyes and went with the feelings of being tied up in really tight bondage by this vision of beauty, my dick so desperately wanted to get hard, but the chastity belts evil design kept it snug in its sheath. I closed my eyes and wiggled my butt and moaned behind the gag. When I opened them again Kim was fastening my steel spreader bar to the lock on the left shoe then pushed it and my other foot apart till she could lock it to the right shoe. So there I was spread wide, bent over gagged. I was helpless and oh so horny. The she finished the job and slid the dildo up my ass till I heard the click of it locking in place.

I struggled but could move very little; damn she was good, never in my life had I ever been tied up so tight. With self-bondage you can only go so far, so you can get out of it at some point. But this was way better; I was in kink heaven. She knelt down in front of my face and looked deep into my eyes, those flaming blue eyes, I fell into them again and she had my full attention.

"Now you stay here and don't go anywhere, I need to go back to my house to pick up my friends and some other equipment. So you have fun." My eyes probably looked as if they were going to pop out of my head. Friends what friends? NO she can't leave me here like this. I thrashed and struggled against my bonds, it was futile I was trust-up tightly, there would be no excape. She reached up and kissed the front panel of the gag, stood and walked to the door, my eyes pleadingly followed her, as she turned to show me what was in her hand.

My eyes went even wider and I shook my head violently NO! But she hit the buttons expertly, and the vibrator roared to life at a higher setting than I had experience earlier. If I could have jumped I would have. I screamed into the gag.

"Mmmmmmmpgh!"

Then she hit the other setting, and I started to get fucked with a vengeance by the evil probe. I thrashed and fought, pulling this way and that to get away from the assault up my asshole, screaming even louder.

"MMMMMMPGHHHHHF!!!"

She waved bye and left closing the door. I screaming behind the gag and was squirming and thrashing as I exploded into a massive orgasm that didn't seem to stop.

Chapter two in the works