Remember that post about the holy grail? The female/male hybrid?

A method has been found and tested with success!

The goal was to have high estradiol and testosterone levels in the brain while allowing the body to feminise fully. This is directed primarily at non-binary transgender individuals who don’t feel right when they are full of T and feel equally unbalanced when they are full of E.

The recipe is estradiol at regular doses (I use a 10mg/ml oil based solution IM’ed once a week) plus an anti-androgen typically used in men with prostate cancer called bicalutamide in doses of 100-150mg. The standard dose of 50mg used with GnHR agonists will cause an increase in T which bicalutamide will be unable to block in the body.

Bicalutamide is a powerful anti-androgen which does not cross the blood-brain-barrier (BBB). The effect it has on androgen receptors is therefore only applicable in the body, so it allows us to feminise that fully with the help of estradiol.

It also has the effect of drastically increasing levels of lutenizing hormone (LH), which boosts testosterone production. This causes testosterone levels to be high and we can achieve the goal of high levels of both T and E in the brain.

What have the effects been for me so far? I can invent again, I am extremely motivated, as social as I was on E alone and much more adjusted than I was on T alone. This is an enlightenened state for someone like me. My sex drive has also come back but not in the desperate way in which it functioned before. I now feel that I want to get off, which I didn’t on E, but I don’t need to get off, as I did on T.

Many wins have been had. Hopefully this post will help others like me to achieve this transhuman state and become content and happy too.