I’m ready to go fullout MGTOW, I’ve had my fill of the chase and the temporary thrill of sexual encounters and a long term sexual relationship. Its not that I dont like sex or desire it, if I could bang anything in sight I would. Looking back, I just see all the effort it took, the money, the energy. If I channeled that effort into something productive or motivating my life would have been infinitely better. I’ve also seen how other adults have progressed in there relationships around me. Now that im older, I see the truth. The smiles that they wear while professing to still be in ‘love’. The idea of family is a cultural & social construct to make sure you are locked into a job, working for a boss you hate, and cant leave because you have a wife and mouths to feed. Is this what love is? is this what sex buys you? 5 min all the way to 2 hours for a life of sacrifice and suffering in silence? Fuck that, your better off with a internet connection. Im sorry to anyone who I hurt in the process, but im not the only one. I’ve also been hurt, more times than I care to count. Its time for me to be selfish, to be free and assert my destiny.

Im Going My Own Way.