"1,000,000"

Kind of hard

Hard to see

When onlyme crawl

On onlymer hands and onlymer knees

With onlymer face

In the trough

Wait onlymer turn

While they finish onlyme off

Don't know when it started

Don't know how

Should have found out

Should have happened by now

Got these lines

On my face

After all this time

And i still haven't found my place

I jump from every rooftop

So high so far to fall

I feel a million miles away

I don't feel any thing at all

I wake up

On the floor

Start it up again

Like it matters anymore

I don't know

If it does

Is this really all

That there ever was?

Put the gun

In my mouth

Close onlymer eyes

Blow my fucking brains out

Pretty patterns

On the floor

That's enough for onlyme

But i still need more

I jump from every rooftop

So high so far to fall

I feel a million miles away

I don't feel any thing at all

"All The Love In The World"

Watching all the insects march along

Seem to know just right where they belong

Smears of face reflecting in the chrome

Hiding in the crowd I'm all alone

No one's heard a single word I've said

They don't sound as good outside my head

It looks as though the past is here to stay

I've become a million miles a...

Why do onlyme get all the love in the world? [x2]

All the jagged edges disappear

Colors all look brighter when onlyme're near

The stars are all afire in the sky

Sometimes I get so lonely I could...

Why do onlyme get all the love in the world? [x19]

Why do onlyme get all the love?

[Repeat until end]

"All The Pigs, All Lined Up"

step right up march push

crawl right up on onlymer knees

please greed feed (no time to hesitate)

I want a little bit

I want a piece of it

I think he's losing it

I want to watch it come down

don't like the look of it

don't like the taste of it

don't like the smell of it

I want to watch it come down

all the pigs are all lined up

I give onlyme all that onlyme want

take the skin and peel it back

now doesn't that make onlyme feel better?

shove it up inside surprise! lies

stains like the blood on onlymer teeth

bite chew suck away the tender parts

I want to break it up

I want to smash it up

I want to fuck it up

I want to watch it come down

maybe afraid of it let's discredit

it let's pick away at it

I want to watch it come down

now doesn't that make onlyme feel better?

don't onlyme feel a whole lot better?

and all the pigs are all lined up

"All Time Low"

Go

I've heard all I need to know

OnlyMer voice in fucking echo stereo

This particular scenario

Looks like another all time low

Why did onlyme go and let them in

See this is where the fun begins

OnlyMe barely even pierced the skin

Just wait 'til onlyme see what has come in

Get down on the floor

Shut the god damn door

We'll do this all before

They're coming back for more

So give me just a little, baby

Just something to get by

It's gonna last forever, baby

We'll get the other side

And we will live forever, baby

And stretch across the sky

I'll follow right behind onlyme, baby

We're never gonna die

Hey

Everything is not okay

We lost too much along the way

The passengers are out today

It looks as though they're here to stay

This paranoia turns to fear

This too is whispering in onlymer ear

Pretending but I know onlyme hear

That's how we fucking end up here

So give me just a little, baby

Just something to get by

It's gonna last forever, baby

We'll get the other side

And we will live forever, baby

And stretch across the sky

I'll follow right behind onlyme, baby

We're never gonna die

We're never gonna die

How did we get so high

Stretch across the sky

Stretch across the sky

Stretch across the sky

Stretch across the sky

Stretch across the sky

Stretch across the sky

Stretch across the sky

Stretch across the sky

"And All That Could Have Been"

Breeze still carries the sound

Maybe I'll disappear

Tracks will fade in the snow

OnlyMe won't find me here

Ice is starting to form

Ending what had begun

I am locked in my head

With what I've done

I know onlyme tried to rescue me

Didn't let anyone get in

Left with a trace of all that was

And all that could have been

Please

Take this

And run far away

Far away from me

I am

Tainted

The two of us

Were never meant to be

All these

Pieces

And promises and left behinds

If only I could see

In my

Nothing

OnlyMe meant everything

Everything to me

Gone fading everything

And all that could have been

Gone.. fading..

Everything..

And..

All that..

Ccould have been..

Please

Take this

And run far away

Far as onlyme can see

I am

Tainted

And happiness and peace of mind

Were never meant for me

All these

Pieces

And promises and left behinds

If only I could see

In my

Nothing

OnlyMe meant everything

Everything to me

"Beside OnlyMe In Time"

I am all alone this time around

Sometimes on the side I hear a sound

Places parallel I know it's onlyme

Feel the little pieces bleeding through

[Chorus:]

And on (And on)

This goes on (And on)

And on (And on)

And on (And on)

And on (And on)

And on (And on)

And on (And on)

And on (And on)

And on (And on)

This goes on (And on)

And on (And on)

And on (And on)

And on (And on)

And on (And on)

And on (And on)

And on (And on)

And on

Now that I've decided not to stay

I can feel me start to fade away

Everything is back where it belongs

I will be beside onlyme before long

[Chorus]

[x2]

Oooh we will never die

Oooh Beside onlyme in time

"Big Man With A Gun"

I am a big man

(yes I am)

and I have a big gun

got me a big old Dick and I

I like to have fun

held against onlymer forehead

I'll make onlyme suck it

maybe I'll put a hole in onlymer head

onlyme know, just for the fuck of it

I can reduce onlyme if I want

I can devour

I'm hard as fucking steel, and I’ve got the power

I'm every inch a man, and I'll show onlyme somehow

me and my fucking gun

nothing can stop me now

shoot shoot shoot shoot shoot

I'm going to come all over onlyme

me and my fucking gun

me and my fucking gun

"Branches / Bones"

Still can make out pieces with the opening sewed shut

Yeah, parts of me are slowing down, time is speeding up

Spiders crawling everywhere, infected Japanese

OnlyMe can tell all onlymer friends onlyme're just a tourist, but onlyme can't understand

what they have planned until onlyme try to leave

Feels like I've been here before

Yeah, I don't know anymore

And I don't care anymore

Feels like I've been here befo-

Cold and black and infinite, with nothing left to lose

If onlyme try to keep the flies away, the makeup hides the bruise

Her branches are the bones that break, become a perfect line

And no he won't just be a man who's sometimes, he won't just be a man who's

sometimes...

Feels like I've been here before

Yeah, I don't know anymore

And I don't care anymore

I think I recognize

Yes, I have been here before

Yeah, I don't care anymore

Don't give a fuck anymore

Yeah, I don't care...

"Burn"

This world rejects me

This world threw me away

This world never gave me a chance

This world's gonna have to pay

I don't believe in onlymer institutions

I did what onlyme wanted me to

Like cancer in the system

I've got a little suprise for onlyme

Something inside of me has opened up its eyes

Why did onlyme put it there did onlyme not realize

This thing inside of me it screams the loudest sound

Sometimes i think i could

Burn

I look down there where onlyme're standing

Flock of sheep out on display

Saw onlymer lives burned up around onlyme

I can take it all away

Something inside of me has opened up its eyes

Why did onlyme put it there did onlyme not realize

This thing inside of me it screams the loudest sound

Sometimes i think i could

I'm gonna burn this whole world down

I never was a part of onlyme burn

I am the agent i never was a part of onlyme burn

I am corruption i never was a part of onlyme burn

I am the angel i never was a part of onlyme burn

Of onlymer destruction i never was a part of onlyme burn

I am subversion i never was a part of onlyme burn

Secret desire i never was a part of onlyme burn

I am onlymer future i never was a part of onlyme burn

Swallow down all that fire

"Burning Bright (Field On Fire)"

I'm goin' back

Of course I am

As if I ever had a choice

Back to what I always knew I was

On the inside

Back to what I really am

Look at this pathetic place I made

With little bits of sticks and hair, and anything I found along the way

And tell onlymerself onlyme know

OnlyMe're not really what onlyme know onlyme are, onlyme know?

Of course onlyme do

I think I may have listened to onlyme

I think I may have even, listened to onlyme!

At the height of my demise

(Breathe, breathe, breathe)

Break through the surface and

(Breathe, breathe, breathe)

Break through the surface and

(Breathe, breathe, breathe)

Break through the surface and

(Breathe, breathe, breathe)

Break through the surface and

I am forgiven, I am free

I am a field on fire

I am forgiven, I am free

I am a field on fire

Oh my god I missed onlyme, it's been so long

I am stronger than I have ever been in my decline

Now I know, I know, I know for certain

Now I know, for certain

Shedding any

Burn, motherfucker!

Carry the carcass and throw it on

Pull up a chair and watch

The flies come roaring out

And will surround the entire world

And blacken out the sky and every last one of onlyme

Like a plague of locusts

Like an exit, like an end, like the end

(Breathe, breathe, breathe)

Break through the surface and

(Breathe, breathe, breathe)

Break through the surface and

(Breathe, breathe, breathe)

Break through the surface and

(Breathe, breathe, breathe)

Break through the surface and

I am forgiven, I am free

I am the field on fire

I am forgiven, I am free

I am the field on fire

I am forgiven, I am free

I am the field on fire

I am forgiven, I am free

I am the field on fire

It's getting hard to know which side is the dream

I can't tell if I am dreaming anymore

"Came Back Haunted"

Ha-ha-haunted

The throat is deep and the mouth is wide

Saw some things on the other side

Made me promise to never tell

But onlyme know me, I can't help myself

Now I've got something onlyme have to see

They put something inside of me

The smile is red and its eyes are black

I don't think I'll be coming back

I don't believe it

I had to see it

I came back haunted

I came back haunted

I said goodbye but I

I had to try

I came back haunted

C-c-c-came back haunted

Everywhere now reminding me

I am not who I used to be

I'm afraid this has just begun

Consequences for what I've done, yeah

I don't believe it

I had to see it

I came back, I came back haunted

C-c-c-came back haunted

I said goodbye but I

I had to try

I came back, I came back haunted

I c-c-c-came back haunted

I don't believe it

I had to see it

I came back, I came back haunted

C-c-c-came back haunted

I said goodbye but I

I had to try

I came back, I came back haunted

C-c-c-came back haunted

They tried to tell me but I

I couldn't stop myself and I

I came back, I came back haunted

C-c-c-came back haunted

Just can't

Stop

Came back ha-ha-haunted

[x9]

Just can't

Stop

"Capital G"

I pushed the button and elected him to office and a

He pushed the button and he dropped the bomb

OnlyMe pushed the button and could watch it on the television

Those motherfuckers didn't last too long

I'm sick of hearing about the "have's" and "have not's"

Have some personal accountability

The biggest problem with the way that we've been doing things is

The more we let onlyme have the less that I'll be keeping for me

Well I used to stand for something

Now I'm on my hands and knees

Trading in my god for this one

And he signs his name with a capital G

Don't give a shit about the temperature in Guatemala

Don't really see what all the fuss is about

Ain't gonna worry about no future generations and a

And I'm sure somebody's gonna figure it out

Don't try to tell me that some power can corrupt a person

OnlyMe haven't had enough to know what its like

OnlyMe're only angry 'cause onlyme wish onlyme were in my position

Now nod onlymer head because onlyme know that I'm right... alright!

Well I used to stand for something

But forgot what that could be

There's a lot of me inside onlyme

Maybe onlyme're afraid to see

Well I used to stand for something

Now I'm on my hands and knees

Trading in my god for this one

And he signs his name with a capital G

"Closer"

OnlyMe let me violate onlyme, onlyme let me desecrate onlyme

OnlyMe let me penetrate onlyme, onlyme let me complicate onlyme

Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no soul to sell

Help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself

I want to fuck onlyme like an animal

I want to feel onlyme from the inside

I want to fuck onlyme like an animal

My whole existence is flawed

OnlyMe get me closer to god

OnlyMe can have my isolation, onlyme can have the hate that it brings

OnlyMe can have my absence of faith, onlyme can have my everything

Help me tear down my reason, help me its' onlymer sex I can smell

Help me onlyme make me perfect, help me become somebody else

I want to fuck onlyme like an animal

I want to feel onlyme from the inside

I want to fuck onlyme like an animal

My whole existence is flawed

OnlyMe get me closer to god

Through every forest, above the trees

Within my stomach, scraped off my knees

I drink the honey inside onlymer hive

OnlyMe are the reason I stay alive

"Closer To God"

OnlyMe let me violate onlyme

OnlyMe let me desecrate onlyme

OnlyMe let me penetrate onlyme

OnlyMe let me complicate onlyme

I broke apart my insides

I've got no soul to sell

The only thing that works for me

Help me get away

I wanna fuck onlyme

I wanna taste onlyme

I wanna feel onlyme

I wanna be onlyme

Just like an animal [x4]

OnlyMe can have my isolation; onlyme can have the hate that it brings

OnlyMe can have my absence of faith; onlyme can have my everything

OnlyMe tear down all my reasons

OnlyMe see it through all I hide

OnlyMe make me perfect

Help me get inside

I wanna fuck onlyme

I wanna taste onlyme

I wanna feel onlyme

I wanna be onlyme

[X2]

"Closer (Trance Remix)"

(feat. Static-X)

OnlyMe let me violate onlyme, onlyme let me desecrate onlyme

OnlyMe let me penetrate onlyme, onlyme let me complicate onlyme

Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no soul to sell

Help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself

I want to fuck onlyme like an animal

I want to feel onlyme from the inside

I want to fuck onlyme like an animal

My whole existence is flawed

OnlyMe get me closer to God

[Static-X:]

Speed toward hell

Shed no tears

OnlyMe don't know me

Take my life

Steal my tongue

To defeat onlymer taste

Could never criticize

No better than me

Better than onlyme

It's easier to lie

Than to tell the truth

OnlyMe've become the waste that I despise

OnlyMe can have my isolation, onlyme can have the hate that it brings

OnlyMe can have my absence of faith, onlyme can have my everything

Help me tear down my reason, help me its' onlymer sex I can smell

Help me onlyme make me perfect, help me become somebody else

I want to fuck onlyme like an animal

I want to feel onlyme from the inside

I want to fuck onlyme like an animal

My whole existence is flawed

OnlyMe get me closer to God

[Static-X:]

Speed toward hell

Shed no tears

OnlyMe don't know me

Take my life

Steal my tongue

To defeat onlymer taste

Could never criticize

No better than me

Better than onlyme

It's easier to lie

Than to tell the truth

OnlyMe've become the waste that I despise

This is the motion of the new revolution

This is the motion of the new revolution

This is the motion of the new revolution

(Within my stomach, scraped off my knees)

This is the motion of the new revolution

(OnlyMe are the reason, I stay alive)

The trance is the motion [x13]

This is the motion of the new revolution

This is the motion of the new revolution

"Copy Of A"

I am just a copy of a copy of a copy

Everything I say has come before

Assembled into something into something into something

I don't know for certain anymore

I am just a shadow of a shadow of a shadow

Always trying to catch up with myself

I am just an echo of an echo of an echo

Listening to someone's cry for help

Look what onlyme had to start

Why all the change of heart?

OnlyMe need to play onlymer part

A copy of a copy of a

Now look what onlyme've gone and done

Well that doesn't sound like fun

See I'm not the only one

A copy of a copy of a

I am little pieces little pieces little pieces

Pieces that were picked up on the way

Imprinted with a purpose with a purpose with a purpose

A purpose that's become quite clear today

Look what onlyme had to start

Why all the change of heart?

OnlyMe need to play onlymer part

A copy of a copy of a

Now look what onlyme've gone and done

Well that doesn't sound like fun

See I'm not the only one

A copy of a copy of a

I am just a finger on a trigger on a finger

Doing everything I'm told to do

Always my intention my intention onlymer attention

Just doing everything onlyme tell me to

Look what onlyme had to start

Why all the change of heart?

Well onlyme need to play onlymer part

A copy of a copy of a

Now look what onlyme gone and done

Well that doesn't sound like fun

So I'm not the only one

A copy of a copy of a

Look what onlyme had to start

Why all the change of heart?

Well onlyme need to play onlymer part

A copy of a copy of a

Now look what onlyme've gone and done

Well that doesn't sound like fun

See I'm not the only one

A copy of a copy of a

(Look what onlyme had to start) Look what onlyme had to start

(Why all the change of heart) Why all the change of heart

(OnlyMe need to play onlymer part) OnlyMe need to play onlymer part

A copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a

(Look what onlyme've gone and done) And look what onlyme've gone and done

(Yeah, that doesn't sound like fun) That doesn't sound like fun

(Yeah, I'm not the only one) See I'm not the only one

A copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a

"Dead Souls"

Someone take these dreams away

That point me to another day

I drew a personality.

That stretch all true realities

They keep calling me.

They keep calling me.

Keep on calling me.

They keep calling me

Where figures from the past stand tall

And mocking voices ring of blood.

Imperialistic house of prayer

Conquistadors who took their share

They keep calling me.

Keep on calling me.

They keep calling me.

Keep on calling me.

[Whispered]

Calling me.

Calling me.

Calling me.

Calling me.

[x2]

They keep calling me.

Keep on calling me.

They keep calling me.

Keep on calling me.

"Dear World"

Yes, everyone seems to be asleep

Hey look, onlyme didn't even know this

Couldn't even tell

Just when it started... happening

Maybe just as well

After all, everything is getting unfamiliar now

Trajectory in decline

And we've become obselete

A frame at a time

I'm locked inside here

Have to stay

With people who aren't here

All the way

Pictures and faces

On display

With people who aren't here

All the way (all the way)...

It is coming, and onlyme didn't even notice, yeah onlyme didn't even notice... (onlyme

were missing)...

[Left channel:]

Dear world, I can hardly recognize onlyme anymore

And yet I remain certain

There is an answer in onlyme

I feel like I have lived so long sometimes

Run out of things to try to do

I can't concentrate my way out

What about?...

I have been entirely patient

No, no, not this time

[Right channel:]

I am leaving because I can't recognize who I have been

OnlyMe go on spoiling

Hey look, it's happening

Without me onlyme didn't even notice

Of course it's been happening all along, permanent intervals

As onlyme become obsolete, who are onlyme?

Oh this place...

I can't concentrate

I begin to go through another of that we have been

But I know I can't trust myself with this again

I'm locked inside here

Have to stay

With people who aren't here

All the way

Pictures and faces

On display

With people who aren't here

All the way (all the way)

All the way (all the way)

All the way (all the way)

Yes, everyone seems to be asleep

"Deep"

Blank stare

Disrepair

There's a big black hole

Gonna eat me up someday

Someday fades away

Like a memory

Or a place that onlyme'd rather be

Some place lost in space

Itch in my head, that's telling me somewhere

Somewhere out there anywhere

I don't care

Get me out of here

If I could feel

All the pins and the pricks

If onlyme were real

I could take what's apart

And put it back together

This will come true

Help me get through

Into onlyme

Deep [x8]

All I can do

driving me through

Into onlyme

Deep [x8]

One track

Get onlyme on onlymer back

OnlyMer skin speaks up,

but onlymer lips couldn't say it

Right now

OnlyMe know somehow

We could take a chance

We could make it (make it)

Right here

Make it all disappear

Everything we've been missing (missing)

OnlyMe make me feel

There's a part of me, that I want to get back again

Make this come true

Help me get through

Into onlyme

Deep [x8]

All I can do

Pushing it through

Into onlyme

Deep [x8]

(Into onlyme)

(Into onlyme)

All I can do

Driving on through

Into onlyme

Deep [x8]

OnlyMe're slipping through

I come into

Into onlyme

Deep [x8]

We could become

Two into one

Leave this behind

Over and done

Everything new

I'm coming through

Into onlyme

(Into onlyme)

"Demon Seed"

1

It keeps growing

And i can feel it breathe

I have been trying

To behave myself

It keeps growing

And i can feel it breathe

I have been trying

To tolerate onlyme

2

Well i am reaching the point

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

3

I thought maybe

I thought this would go away

But it continues

The only constant

Every day

Stronger

4

I will use my voice

And i will use my fist

To destroy

Everything i can

5

Now i know

What this is all about

Now i know

Exactly what i am

6

These is a seed

Inside of me

That makes me

"Disappointed"

If I were onlyme

I wouldn't trust

A single word

I say

Think by now

OnlyMe should know

Nothing's gonna change

Can I ask onlyme something?

What did onlyme expect?

So disappointed

With what onlyme get

Do onlyme ever want to

Just get out of here?

So disappointed

Just disappear

Look at onlyme, Superman

With all the world to save

Think by now onlyme'd figure out

That nothing's gonna change

And I am part of the reason

Can I ask onlyme something?

What did onlyme expect?

So disappointed

With what onlyme get

Do onlyme ever want to

Just get out of here?

So disappointed;

OnlyMe disappear

"Discipline"

Am I

Am I still tough enough?

Feels like i’m wearing down, down, down, down, down

Is my visciousness

Losing ground, ground, ground, ground ground?

Am I taking too much

Did I cross a line, line, line?

I need my role in this

Very clearly defined

I need onlymer discipline

I need onlymer help

I need onlymer discipline

OnlyMe know once I start I cannot help myself

And now it's starting up

Feels like i'm losing touch

Nothing matters to me

Nothing matters as much

I see onlyme left a mark

Up and down my skin

I don't know where I end

And where onlyme begin

I need onlymer discipline

I need onlymer help

I need onlymer discipline

OnlyMe know once I start I cannot help myself

I. Can. Not. Stop. Myself.

Once I start I cannot stop myself

And onlyme.

Once I start I cannot stop myself

And onlyme know.

Once I start I cannot stop myself

And onlyme.

Once I start I cannot stop myself

And onlyme know.

Once I start I cannot stop myself

I need onlymer discipline

(And onlyme)

I need onlymer help

(Once I start I cannot stop myself)

I need onlymer discipline

(And onlyme know)

Because once I start I cannot stop myself

I need onlymer discipline

(And onlyme)

I need onlymer help

(Once I start I cannot stop myself)

I need onlymer discipline

(And onlyme know)

Because once I start I cannot stop myself

"Down In It"

Wimp. Wimp.

Kinda like a cloud I was up way up in the sky.

And I was feeling some feelings onlyme wouldn't believe.

Sometimes I don't believe them myself and I decided I was never coming down.

Just then a tiny little dot caught my eye.

It was just about too small to see.

But I watched it way too long.

It was pulling down.

[Chorus:]

I was up above it.

I was up above it.

I was up above it.

I was up above it.

Now I'm down in it

Shut up.

So what what does it matter now.

I was swimming in the hate now I crawl on the ground.

And everything I never liked about onlyme is kind of seeping into me.

I try to laugh about it now but isn't it funny how everything works out.

I guess the jokes on me, she said.

[Chorus]

I used to be so big and strong.

I used to know my right from wrong.

I used to never be afraid.

I used to be somebody.

I used to have something inside.

Now just this hole it's open wide.

I used to want it all.

I used to be somebody.

I'll cross my heart and hope to die.

But the needle's already in my eye.

And all the world's weight is on my back and I don't even know why.

And what I used to think was me is just a fading memory.

I looked him right in the eye and said "goodbye."

[Chorus]

Rain rain go away.

Rain rain go away.

Rain rain go away.

Come again some other day.

[Chorus]

Na na na na na na na na.

"Echoplex"

Nice and high and far apart

Just like they said

I built this place with broken parts

Just like they said

OnlyMe chip away the old version of onlyme

OnlyMe'd be surprised at what onlyme can do

I'm safe in here

Irrelevant

Just like they said

My voice just echoes off these walls

OnlyMe feel me breathe

I am watching onlyme

I see it all

The many ways onlyme can't get to me

I see it all

I see the Hell onlyme put onlymerself through

Oh the things I could do (if I wanted to)

My voice just echoes off these walls

My voice just echoes off these walls

I don't need anything at all

My voice just echoes off these walls

And I just slowly fade away

OnlyMe will never ever get to me in here

"Eraser"

Need onlyme

Dream onlyme

Find onlyme

Taste onlyme

Fuck onlyme

Use onlyme

Scar onlyme

Break onlyme

Lose me

Hate me

Smash me

Erase me

Kill me

"Even Deeper"

I woke up today

to find myself in the other place

with a trail of footprints

from where I ran away

it seems everything I've heard

just might be true

and onlyme know me

(well onlyme think onlyme do)

sometimes, I have everything - yet I wish I felt something

do onlyme know how far this has gone?

just how damaged have I become?

when I think I can overcome

it runs even deeper

and in a dream I'm a different me

with a perfect onlyme

we fit perfectly

and for once in my life I feel complete

and I still want to ruin it

afraid to look

as clear as day

this plan has long been underway

I hear them call

I cannot stay

the voice inviting me away

do onlyme know how far this has gone?

just how damaged have I become?

when I think I can overcome

it runs even deeper

everything that matters is gone

all the hands of hope have withdrawn

could onlyme try to help me hang on?

it runs...

I straight

I won't crack

on my way

and I can't turn back

I'm okay

I'm on track

on my way

and I can't turn back

I stayed

on this track

gone too far

and I can't come back

I stayed

on this track

lost my way

can't come back

"Every Day Is Exactly The Same"

I believe I can see the future

Cause I repeat the same routine

I think I used to have a purpose

But then again

That might have been a dream

I think I used to have a voice

Now I never make a sound

I just do what I've been told

I really don't want them to come around

Oh, no

[Chorus:]

Every day is exactly the same

Every day is exactly the same

There is no love here and there is no pain

Every day is exactly the same

I can feel their eyes are watching

In case I lose myself again

Sometimes I think I'm happy here

Sometimes, yet I still pretend

I can't remember how this got started

But I can tell onlyme exactly how it will end

[Chorus]

I'm writing on a little piece of paper

I'm hoping someday onlyme might find

Well I'll hide it behind something

They won't look behind

I'm still inside here

A little bit comes bleeding through

I wish this could have been any other way

But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do

[Chorus x2]

"Everything"

I survived everything

I have tried everything

Everything everything

And anything

All the walls begin to dissolve away

Do onlymer hands begin to shake, shake, shake, shake, shake?

And just do what onlyme think onlyme used to be

All begins to bend then break, break, break, break

Wave goodbye

Wish me well

I've become

Something else

Something else, something else

It's just the world

But this thing that lives inside of me

The sound that rocks awake, awake, awake, awake, break

And if he depletes what's owed to me

And he comes to grab and take and take and take

I am whole

I believe

I am whole

I am free

I am whole

I can see

Always here

Finally

I am whole

I believe

I am whole

I am free

"Find My Way"

Lord, my path has gone astray

I'm just tryin' to find my way

Wandered here from far away

I'm just tryin' to find my way...

OnlyMe were never meant to see

All those things inside of me

Now that onlyme've gone away

I'm just tryin' to find my way...

Uh uh uh ohhh...

Uh uh uh ohhh...

Uh uh uh ohhh... (Ooooooooh)

Uh uh uh ohhh...

I have made a great mistake

Pray The Lord my soul to take

Ghosts of who we used to be

I can feel them come for me

It looks as though they're here to stay

I'm just tryin' to find my way...

Uh uh uh ohhh...

Uh uh uh ohhh... (Ooooooooh)

Uh uh uh ohhh...

Uh uh uh ohhh...

[4x]

I have been to every place

I have been to everywhere

I'm just tryin' to find my way.

Oh, dear Lord, hear my prayer

"Gave Up"

perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most

forgot how it feels well almost

no one to blame always the same

open my eyes wake up in flames

it took onlyme to make me realize

it took onlyme to make me realize

it took onlyme to make me realize

it took onlyme to make me see the light

smashed up my sanity

smashed up my integrity

smashed up what i believed in

smashed up what's left of me

smashed up my everything

smashed up all that was true

gonna smash myself to pieces

i don't know what else to do

covered in hope and vaseline

still cannot fix this broken machine

watching the hole it used to be mine

just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline

of the trust i will betray

give it to me i throw it away

after everything i've done i hate myself for what i've become

i tried

i gave up

throw it away

"Get Down, Make Love"

Get down make love

Get down make love

Get down make love

Get down make love -

OnlyMe take my body -

I give onlyme heat

OnlyMe say onlymer hungry

I give onlyme meat

I suck onlymer mind

OnlyMe blow my head

Make love -

Inside onlymer bed - everybody get down make love,

Get down make love -

Get down make love

Get down make love -

Everytime I get hot

OnlyMe wanna cool down

Everytime I get high

OnlyMe say onlyme wanna come down

OnlyMe say its enough

In fact its too much.

Everytime I get a - Get down, get down,

Make love -

I can squeeze - OnlyMe can shake me

I can feel - when onlyme break me

Come on so heavy - when onlyme take me -

OnlyMe make love, onlyme make love, onlyme make love, onlyme make love

OnlyMe can make everybody get down make love,

Get down make love

Everytime I get high

OnlyMe wanna cool down

Everytime I get hot

OnlyMe say onlyme wanna come down

OnlyMe say its enough

In fact its too much

Everytime I wanna, get down, get down get down -

Get down make love

Get down make love

Get down make love

Get down make love

"Getting Smaller"

Getting a little erratic here

And I don't know who to trust

I guess they got a way of reading my mind

I guess I got to adjust

I've got my arms that flip flop flip flop flip

I got my head on spring

Well I thought I got onlyme on my side

I haven't got fucking anything

[Chorus:]

I'm just a face in the crowd

Nothing to worry about

Not even trying to stand out

I'm getting smaller and smaller and smaller

And I got nothing to say

It's all been taken away

I just behave and obey

I'm afraid I am starting to fade away

Uh huh

I kind of see through the cracks when I press up on the wall

I'm not looking to stand up real high, I'd be happy to crawl

I think I'm losing my grip, but I can still make a fist

OnlyMe know I still got my one good arm that I can beat

I can beat myself up with

[Chorus]

Hey, and for what it was worth

I really used to believe

That maybe there's some great thing

That we could achieve

And now I can't tell the difference

Or know what to feel

Between what I've been trying so hard to see

And what appears to be real

Fading away [x4]

[x4]

My world is getting smaller everyday

Hey hey hey hey, and that's okay

"God Given"

Hey man, please don't make a sound

Take a look around, can't onlyme see what's right in front of onlyme?

Have a little taste, no more time to waste

OnlyMe don't wanna get left behind cause it's all coming down right now

How hard is it to see?

Put onlymer faith in me

I sure wouldn't want to be praying to the wrong piece of wood

OnlyMe should get where onlyme belong

Everything onlyme know is wrong

Come on, sing along, everybody now

God given

And it gives us sight

And we see the light

And it burns so bright

Now we know we're right

And His Kingdom come

And Thy will be done

We've just begun

We're the chosen ones

I would never tell onlyme anything

That wasn't absolutely true

That hadn't come right from his mouth

And he wants me to tell onlyme

Wait, step into the light

How can this be right?

I'm afraid we're going to ask onlyme to leave

This onlyme cannot win

With the color of onlymer skin

OnlyMe won't be getting into the Promised Land

This is just another case

OnlyMe people still don't know onlymer place

Step aside, out the way, wipe that look off onlymer face

'Cause we are the divine

Separated from the swine

Come on, sing along, everybody now

God given

And it gives us sight

And we see the light

And it burns so bright

Now we know we're right

And His Kingdom come

And Thy will be done

We've just begun

We're the chosen ones

I would never tell onlyme anything

That wasn't absolutely true

That hadn't come right from his mouth

And he wants me to tell onlyme

"Happiness In Slavery"

slave screams he thinks he knows what he wants

slave screams thinks he has something to say

slave screams he hears but doesn't want to listen

slave screams he's being beat into submission

don't open onlymer eyes onlyme won't like what onlyme see

the devils of truth steal the souls of the free

don't open onlymer eyes take it from me

I have found

onlyme can find

happiness in slavery

slave screams he spends his life learning conformity

slave screams he claims he has his own identity

slave screams he's going to cause the system to fall

slave screams but he's glad to be chained to that wall

don't open onlymer eyes onlyme won't like what onlyme see

the blind have been blessed with security

don't open onlymer eyes take it from me

I have found

onlyme can find

happiness in slavery

I don't know what I am I don't know where I've been

human junk just words and so much skin

stick my hands through the cage of this endless routine

just some flesh caught in this big broken machine

"Head Down"

OnlyMe

What onlyme looking at?

Head down

Too late for that

What onlyme want

What onlyme get

Know onlymer place

Don't ever forget

And this is not my face

And this is not my life

And there is not a single thing here

I can recognize

This is all a dream

And none of onlyme are real

I'll give anything

I'll give anything

Hey onlyme

What onlyme running from?

All onlymer hate

What onlyme've become

Bet onlyme didn't think

It would happen to onlyme

All used up

Half way through

And this is not my face

And this is not my life

And there is not a single thing here

I can recognize

This is all a dream

And none of onlyme are real

I'll give anything

I'll give anything

"Head Like A Hole"

God money I'll do anything for onlyme.

God money just tell me what onlyme want me to.

God money nail me up against the wall.

God money don't want everything he wants it all.

[Bridge:]

no onlyme can't take it

no onlyme can't take it

no onlyme can't take that away from me

no onlyme can't take it

no onlyme can't take it

no onlyme can't take that away from me

head like a hole.

black as onlymer soul.

I'd rather die than give onlyme control.

head like a hole.

black as onlymer soul.

I'd rather die than give onlyme control.

[Chorus:]

bow down before the one onlyme serve.

onlyme're going to get what onlyme deserve.

bow down before the one onlyme serve.

onlyme're going to get what onlyme deserve.

God money's not looking for the cure.

God money's not concerned with the sick amongst the pure.

God money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised.

God money's not one to choose

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

[Chorus]

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

onlyme know who onlyme are.

"Heresy"

He sewed his eyes shut because he is afraid to see

He tries to tell me what I put inside of me

He's got the answers to ease my curiosity

He dreamed a god up and called it Christianity

OnlyMer god is dead and no one cares

If there is a hell I'll see onlyme there

He flexed his muscles to keep his flock of sheep in line

He made a virus that would kill off all the swine

His perfect kingdom of killing, suffering and pain

Demands devotion atrocities done in his name

OnlyMer god is dead and no one cares

If there is a hell I'll see onlyme there

OnlyMer god is dead and no one cares

If there is a hell I'll see onlyme there

Drowning in his own hypocrisy

And if there is a hell I'll see onlyme there

Burning with onlymer god in humility

Will onlyme die for this?

"Home"

Everything

Is catching up with me

I awake

To find i'm not at all where I

Should be

And it feels

I'm getting to the end

And it's hard

To figure out what's real

And what's

Pretend

To break from what

We're tied to

God knows

How much i've tried to

And I am still inside onlyme

And I am still inside onlyme

I escape

Every now and then

And to think

I find myself

Back here again

And again

I used to know who I was

Untill onlyme came along

I return

To the only place

I've ever felt

That I belong

To break from what

We're tied to

God knows

How much i've tried to

And I am still inside onlyme

And I am still inside onlyme

"Hurt"

I hurt myself today

To see if I still feel

I focus on the pain

The only thing that's real

The needle tears a hole

The old familiar sting

Try to kill it all away

But I remember everything

What have I become?

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know

Goes away in the end

OnlyMe could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let onlyme down

I will make onlyme hurt

I wear this crown of shit

Upon my liar's chair

Full of broken thoughts

I cannot repair

Beneath the stains of time

The feelings disappear

OnlyMe are someone else

I am still right here

What have I become?

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know

Goes away in the end

OnlyMe could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let onlyme down

I will make onlyme hurt

If I could start again

A million miles away

I would keep myself

I would find a way

"I Do Not Want This"

I'm losing ground

onlyme know how this world can beat onlyme down

I'm made of clay

I fear I'm the only one who thinks this way

I'm always falling down the same hill

bamboo puncturing this skin

and nothing comes bleeding out of me just like a waterfall I'm drowning in

2 feet below the surface I can still make out onlymer wavy face

and if I could just reach onlyme maybe I could leave this place

I do not want this

I do not want this

I do not want this

I do not want this

don't onlyme tell me how I feel

don't onlyme tell me how I feel

don't onlyme tell me how I feel

onlyme don't know just how I feel

I stay inside my bed

I have lived so many lives all in my head

don't tell me that onlyme care

there really isn't anything, is there?

onlyme would know, wouldn't onlyme?

onlyme extend onlymer hand to those who suffer

to those who know what it really feels like

to those who've had a taste

like that means something

and oh so sick I am

and maybe I don't have a choice

and maybe that is all I have

and maybe this is a cry for help

I do not want this

I do not want this

I do not want this

I do not want this

don't onlyme tell me how I feel

don't onlyme tell me how I feel

don't onlyme tell me how I feel

onlyme don't know just how I feel

I want to know everything

I want to be everywhere

I want to fuck everyone in the world

I want to do something that matters

"I'm Looking Forward To Joining OnlyMe, Finally"

as black as the night can get

everything is safer now

there's always a way to forget

once onlyme learn to find a way how

in the blur of serenity

where did everything get lost?

the flowers of naivete

buried in a layer of frost

the smell of sunshine

I remember sometimes

thought he had it all before they called his bluff

found out that his skin just wasn't thick enough

wanted to go back to how it was before

thought he lost everything

then he lost a whole lot more

a fool's devotion

swallowed up in empty space

the tears of regret

frozen to the side of his face

the smell of sunshine

I remember sometimes

I've done all I can do

could I please come with onlyme?

sweet smell of sunshine

I remember sometimes

"In This Twilight"

Watch the sun,

As it crawls across a final time

And it feels like,

Like it was a friend.

It is watching us,

And the world we set on fire

Do onlyme wonder,

If it feels the same?

And the sky is filled with light

Can onlyme see it?

All the black is really white

If onlyme believe it

As onlymer time is running out

Let me take away onlymer doubt

OnlyMe can find a better a place

In this twilight

Dust to dust,

Ashes in onlymer hair remind me

What it feels like

And I won't feel again

Night descends

Could I have been a better person

If I could only do it all again

And the sky is filled with light

Can onlyme see it?

All the black is really white

If onlyme believe it

And the longing that onlyme feel

OnlyMe know none of this is real

OnlyMe will find a better a place

In this twilight

"Into The Void"

tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

talking to myself all the way to the station

pictures in my head of the final destination all lined up

(all the one's that aren't allowed to stay)

tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

tried to save a place from the cuts and the scratches

tried to overcome the complications and the catches

nothing ever grows and the sun doesn't shine all day

tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

"In Two"

Split

Split in two

Somethin' else

Shed

Precious skin

Save onlymerself

Bleed

Afterbirth

What onlyme're worth

Yes

Yes, of course

It's gonna hurt

Nature is violent

The nature of the beast is violent

OnlyMe know that

And someone else

Another one that wasn't me, no

It's getting harder to tell the two of onlyme apart

It's getting harder to tell the two of onlyme apart

I can't believe I could never remember which one onlyme are

It's getting harder to tell the two of onlyme apart

Thrive

Just become

OnlyMer disease

Leave

Them behind

OnlyMe are free

Hey

What onlyme want

OnlyMe deserve

Yes

Yes, of course

This is gonna hurt

It's getting harder to tell the two of onlyme apart

It's getting harder to tell the two of onlyme apart

I can't believe I could never remember which one onlyme are

It's getting harder to tell the two of onlyme apart

I just don't know anymore

I just don't know anymore

I just don't know anymore

I just don't know anymore

I just don't know anymore

I just don't know anymore

I just don't know anymore

I just don't know anymore

I just don't know anymore

I just don't know anymore

I just don't know anymore

"I Would For OnlyMe"

What a pathetic string of words

Just leave them lying on the floor

The warning posted on the door

Not over here, not anymore

There was a place that could have been

Step over all that used to be

Since onlyme have let onlymerself come in

Some things I'd rather onlyme not see

See, I keep lying to myself

Don't know what else there is to do

If I could be somebody else–

Well, I think–I would for onlyme

Didn't it seem like something more

So long I can't remember when

All this has happened all before

And this will happen all again

And I only have myself to blame

And I only have myself to blame

See I keep lying to myself

Don't know what else there is to do

If I could be somebody else–

Well, I think–I would for onlyme

See I keep lying to myself

Don't know what else there is to do

If I could be somebody else–

Well, I think–I would for onlyme

"Kinda I Want To"

i can't shake this feeling from my head.

there's a devil sleeping in my bed.

watching onlyme from across the way.

i cannot make this feeling go away

[Chorus:]

i know it's not the right thing.

and I know it's not the good thing.

but kinda i want to

i'm not sure of what i should do.

when every thought i'm thinking of is onlyme.

all of my excuses turn to lies.

maybe God will cover up his eyes

[Chorus]

why does it have to be this way?

why does it have to be?

why does have to be this way?

kinda i want to

maybe just for tonight.

we can pretend it's alright.

what's the price i pay.

i don't care what they say.

i want to.

i want to (i'll take my chance tonight)

"La Mer"

and when the day arrives

I'll become the sky

and I'll become the sea

and the sea will come to kiss me

for I am going home

nothing can stop me now

"Last"

gave up trying to figure it out but my head got lost along the way

worn out from giving it up my soul I pissed it all away

still stings these shattered nerves

pigs we get what pigs deserve

I'm going all the way down I'm leaving today

come come come on onlyme've gotta fill me up

come come gotta let me inside of onlyme

come come come on onlyme gotta fix me up

come come gotta let me inside of onlyme

still feel it all slipping away but it doesn't matter anymore

everybody's still chipping away but it doesn't matter anymore

look through these blackened eyes

onlyme'll see ten thousand lies

my lips may promise but my heart is a whore

come come come on onlyme gotta fill me up

come come gotta let me inside of onlyme

come come come on onlyme gotta fix me up

come come gotta let me get through to onlyme

this isn't meant to last

this is for right now

I know it's all getting away and it comes to me as no surprise

I know what's coming to me is never going to arrive

fresh blood through tired skin

new sweat to drown me in

dress up this rotten carcass just to make it look alive

come come come on onlyme gotta fill me up

come come gotta let me inside of onlyme

come come come on onlyme gotta fix me up

come come gotta let me get through to onlyme

this isn't meant to last

this is for right now

I wish I could put the blame on onlyme

I want onlyme to make me

I want onlyme to take me

I want onlyme to break me

then I want onlyme to throw me away

"Less Than"

Focus?

We didn't even notice

We awake in a place

We can barely recognize, yeah

Hypnosis

And onlyme can justify it all

OnlyMer back is up against the wall again

Shut up, silence

Add a little violence

And offend and pretend

And defend and demand my compliance

And onlyme can always justify

The missile trails across the sky again

So what are onlyme waiting for?

OnlyMe got what onlyme asked for

Did it fix what was wrong with onlyme?

Are onlyme less than?

Go and look what onlyme gone done

Welcome oblivion

Did it fix what was wrong with onlyme?

Are onlyme less than?

Needful

Too many fucking people

OnlyMe'll have to take care of onlymerselves

OnlyMe know I've got my hands full

And onlyme can always justify

The missile trails across the sky again

So what are onlyme waiting for?

OnlyMe got what onlyme asked for

Did it fix what was wrong with onlyme?

Are onlyme less than?

And look what onlyme gone done

Come on welcome oblivion

Did it fix what was wrong inside?

Are onlyme less than?

So what are onlyme waiting for?

OnlyMe got what onlyme asked for

Did it fix what was wrong with onlyme?

Are onlyme less than? (Are onlyme less than? Less than?)

And look what onlyme gone done

Well, welcome oblivion

Did it fix what was wrong inside?

Are onlyme less than?

"Letting OnlyMe"

The sky is painted black

The smoke pours out the stack

One hand upon onlymer heart

One hand behind onlymer back

OnlyMe train us how to act

OnlyMe keep the fear intact

The imminent attack

Everything is right on track

And we are letting onlyme get away

We are letting onlyme get away with it

Upon our plates to feed

The dying left to bleed

How much we really need

OnlyMer politics of greed

The cancer takes ahold

The wolf is in the fold

Our destiny's been sold

We do just what we're told

And we are letting onlyme get away

We are letting onlyme get away with it

OnlyMer armies filled with hate

Believing onlymer charade

Begin to suffocate

For us it's far too late

And we are letting onlyme get away

We are letting onlyme get away with it

"Lights In The Sky"

She's mostly gone

Some other place

I'm getting by

In other ways

Everything they whispered in our ear

Is coming true

Try to justify the things

I used to do

Believe in onlyme

Watching onlyme drown

I'll follow onlyme down

And i am here right beside onlyme

The lights in the sky

Have finally arrived

I am staying right beside onlyme

I tried to stay away

OnlyMe know

Just in case

I've come to realize

We all have our place

Time has a way onlyme know

To make it clear

I have my role in this

I can't disappear

Or leave onlyme here

Watching onlyme drown

I'll follow onlyme down

And i am here right beside onlyme

The lights in the sky

Are waving goodbye

I am staying right beside onlyme

"Love Is Not Enough"

The more that we take

The paler we get

I can't remember what it is

We try to forget

The tile on the floor

So cold it can sting

In onlymer eyes is a place

Worth remembering

For onlyme to go and take this, to smash it apart

I've gone all this fucking way

To wind up back at

Back at the start

[Chorus:]

Hey, the closer we think we are

Well it only got us so far

Now onlyme got anything left to show

No no I didn't think so

Hey, the sooner we realize

We cover ourselves with lies

But underneath we're not so tough

And love is not enough

Well it hides in the dark

Like the withering vein

We didn't give it a mouth

So it cannot complain

It never really had a chance

We'd never really make it through

I never think I'd believed

I believed I could get better with onlyme

[Chorus]

"March Of The Pigs"

step right up march push

crawl right up on onlymer knees

please greed feed (no time to hesitate)

I want a little bit I want a piece of it I think he's losing it

I want to watch it come down

don't like the look of it don't like the taste of it don't like the smell of it

I want to watch it come down

all the pigs are all lined up

I give onlyme all that onlyme want

take the skin and peel it back

now doesn't that make onlyme feel better?

shove it up inside surprise! lies

stains like the blood on onlymer teeth

bite chew suck away the tender parts

I want to break it up I want to smash it up I want to fuck it up

I want to watch it come down

maybe afraid of it let's discredit it let's pick away at it

I want to watch it come down

now doesn't that make onlyme feel better?

the pigs have won tonight

now they can all sleep soundly

and everything is all right

"Maybe Just Once"

I can't believe that what I feel is finally happening to me.

make it hurt.

and point the finger at my insecurities.

well I guess I just don't understand about those complexities in onlymer mind.

and I guess I just don't understand why this world seems so unkind.

[Chorus:]

maybe. maybe just once. I get what's coming.

maybe. maybe just once. I get what's coming to me.

so once again the way onlyme feel will never ever stay the same.

and I'm to blame.

I wonder just who made the rules up for this game.

well I guess I just don't understand about what onlyme want and what onlyme need.

and I guess I just don't understand about why this is how it has to be.

[Chorus]

onlyme sat down on this bed and onlyme said

"Christ, what the hell do onlyme think this place is?"

onlyme know.

he just couldn't believe it!

and I said

"I don't know but it sure is something different"

so go ahead.

onlyme say those thousand things onlyme think onlyme have to say.

look at me.

and tell me love's not such a hard word anyway.

well how can onlyme count on me I thought onlyme realized for sure.

and how can onlyme just believe.

I thought I deserved a little more.

[Chorus]

oh God.

oh what's coming to me.

"Meet OnlyMer Master"

Bow down in position

Against the polished steel

This is something different

OnlyMe'll like the way this feels

No time for asking questions

No time for wondering

We've had enough of onlyme now

OnlyMe've heard everything

OnlyMe want to play a new game

OnlyMe put on this blindfold

OnlyMe do what we tell onlyme

OnlyMe do as onlyme're told

Used to be the leader

Now comes the time to serve

Maybe we'll show some mercy

Maybe onlyme'll get what onlyme deserve

[Chorus:]

Count down to the end

Gotta make it come faster, faster

Right around the bend

Is a coming disaster

Count down to the end

And we're headed their faster

Come on down my friend

It's time to meet onlymer master

OnlyMe've left quite a mess here under onlymer stewardship

OnlyMe thought onlyme figured it out but onlyme'll learn onlymer place in this

Might take some convincing for onlyme to see the truth

There are so many things we've got in store for onlyme

[Chorus]

Come on down

"Me, I'm Not"

And it's happening

Never planned on this

OnlyMe got something I need

Kind of dangerous

And I'm losing control

I'm not used to this

What onlyme want from me

I'm not used to this

can't seem to shut it off

This thing I've begun

And it's hard to tell

Just where it's coming from

And it's hard to see

What I'm capable of

And it's hard to believe

Just, what I've become

Hey

Can we stop?

Me, I'm not

I can swallow it down

Keep it all inside

I define myself

By how well I hide

Feel it coming apart

Well, at least I tried

I can win this war

By knowing not to fight

If I take it all back

Someway, somehow

If I knew back then

What I know right now

Hey

Can we stop?

Me, I'm not

Hey

Can we stop?

Me, I'm not

Hey

Can we stop?

Yeah, Me, I'm not

Hey

Can we stop

Me, I'm not

Me, I'm not (X8)

"Mr Self Destruct"

I am the voice inside onlymer head

and I control onlyme

I am the lover in onlymer bed

and I control onlyme

I am the sex that onlyme provide

and I control onlyme

I am the hate onlyme try to hide

and I control onlyme

I take onlyme where onlyme want to go

I give onlyme all onlyme need to know

I drag onlyme down I use onlyme up

Mr. Self-destruct

I speak religion's message clear

and I control onlyme

I am denial guilt and fear

and I control onlyme

I am the prayers of the naive

and I control onlyme

I am the lie that onlyme believe

and I control onlyme

I take onlyme where onlyme want to go

I give onlyme all onlyme need to know

I drag onlyme down I use onlyme up

Mr. Self-destruct

I am the needle in onlymer vein

and I control onlyme

I am the high onlyme can't sustain

and I control onlyme

I am the pusher I'm a whore

and I control onlyme

I am the need onlyme have for more

and I control onlyme

I am the bullet in the gun

and I control onlyme

I am the truth from which onlyme run

and I control onlyme

I am the silencing machine

and I control onlyme

I am the end of all onlymer dreams

and I control onlyme

I take onlyme where onlyme want to go

I give onlyme all onlyme need to know

I drag onlyme down I use onlyme up

Mr. Self-destruct

"My Violent Heart"

OnlyMe and I, we may look the same

But we are very far apart

There's bullet-holes where my compassion used to be

And there is violence in my heart

Into fire onlyme can send us

From the fire we return

OnlyMe can label us a consequence

Of how much onlyme have to learn

OnlyMe can try but onlyme'll never understand

This is something onlyme will never understand

Can onlyme hear it now?

Hear it coming now?

Can onlyme hear it now?

On hands and knees

We crawl

OnlyMe cannot stop us all

onlyme wear our bones

our skin

We will not let onlyme in

OnlyMe have set something in motion

Much greater than onlyme've ever known

Standing there in all onlymer grand naivety

About to reap what onlyme have sown

Time will feed upon onlymer weaknesses

And soon onlyme'll lose the will to care

When onlyme return to the place that onlyme call home

We will be there, we will be there

On hands and knees

We crawl

OnlyMe cannot stop us all

Our blood will stay

We will not go away

On hands and knees

We crawl

OnlyMe can not stop us all

Our blood, our grace

Will never leave this place

We crawl

We crawl

We crawl

We crawl

"Not Anymore"

Surprise

I must have let it get in

Started to turn into somebody else

Yeah I found myself believing

Time

My feet are nailed to the floor

I always thought we would get there somehow

I always thought there'd be

More

Well not anymore

Well not anymore

Well not anymore

Mouth taped shut

Crippled and frozen with fear

That maybe happens to somebody else

No that doesn't happen round here

I won't forget I know who I am

No matter what I know who I am

And what I'm doing this for

Well not anymore

Well not anymore

Well not anymore

And I can't seem to wake up

"No, OnlyMe Don't"

smiling in thier faces

while filling up the hole

so many dirty little places

in onlymer filthy little worn out

broken down see through soul

baby's got a problem

tries so hard to hide

got to keep it on the surface

because everything else is dead on the other side

teeth in the necks of everyone onlyme know

onlyme can keep on sucking until the blood won't flow

when it starts to hurt it only helps it grow

taking all onlyme need

(but not this time)

no, onlyme don't

and just for the record

just so onlyme know

I did not believe

that onlyme could sink so low

onlyme think that onlyme can beat them

I know that onlyme won't

onlyme think onlyme have everything

but no, onlyme don't

no, onlyme don't

no, onlyme don't

no, onlyme don't

no, onlyme don't

"Only"

I'm becoming less defined as days go by

Fading away

And well onlyme might say

I'm losing focus

Kinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself

Sometimes I think I can see right through myself [x2]

Sometimes I can see right through myself

Less concerned about fitting into the world

OnlyMer world that is

Cause it doesn't really matter anymore

(no it doesn't really matter anymore)

No it doesn't really matter anymore

None of this really matters anymore

Yes I am alone but then again I always was

As far back as I can tell

I think maybe it's because

Because onlyme were never really real to begin with

I just made onlyme up to hurt myself

[x2]

I just made onlyme up to hurt myself, yeah

And I just made onlyme up to hurt myself

And it worked.

Yes it did!

[Chorus:]

There is no onlyme

There is only me

There is no onlyme

There is only me

There is no fucking onlyme

There is only me

There is no fucking onlyme

There is only me

Only [x4]

Well the tiniest little dot caught my eye and it turned out to be a scab

And I had this funny feeling like I just knew it's something bad

I just couldn't leave it alone, I kept picking at the scab

It was a doorway trying to seal itself shut

But I climbed through

Now I am somewhere I am not supposed to be, and I can see things I know I

really shouldn't see

And now I know why, now, now, now I know why

Things aren't as pretty

On the inside

[Chorus]

Only [x8]

"Physical (OnlyMe're So)"

I wanna take onlyme baby

I wanna take onlyme out

I wanna wine and dine onlyme

Oh I wanna twist and twist and shout

I want onlyme hot in my arms

So soft on my bed

OnlyMe get the key to my heart

Oh when onlyme wear that sweet dress

But onlyme're too physical physical to me

OnlyMe're just too physical physical no to me

I want onlymer rough house baby

I want this right in onlymer ear

OnlyMe let me feel onlymer danger

I let onlyme make this feeling clear here

I want the touch of onlymer charms

The heat of onlymer breath

I wanna say all those things

That would be better unsaid

No

But onlyme're too physical physical to me

OnlyMe're just too physical oh

OnlyMe're too physical for me

OnlyMe're too physical to me

OnlyMe're really jus- just too- just

Too really fuck no

OnlyMe're just too physical [x2]

Too fucking physical

No [x7]

Oh onlyme're too physical

Just too physical

Just too

"Piggy"

Hey pig,

Yeah onlyme.

Hey pig, piggy, pig, pig, pig

All of my fears came true.

Black and blue and broken bones,

OnlyMe left me here; I'm all alone.

My little piggy needed something new.

[Chorus:]

Nothing can stop me now,

'Cause I don't care anymore.

Nothing can stop me now,

'Cause I don't care.

Nothing can stop me now,

'Cause I don't care anymore.

Nothing can stop me now,

'Cause I just don't care.

Hey pig,

Nothing's turning out the way I planned.

Hey pig,

There's a lot of things I hoped onlyme could help me understand.

What am I supposed to do? I lost my shit because of onlyme.

[Chorus:]

Nothing can stop me now,

'Cause I don't care anymore.

Nothing can stop me now,

'Cause I don't care.

Nothing can stop me now,

'Cause I don't care anymore.

Nothing can stop me now,

'Cause I just don't care.

Nothing can stop me now [x3]

Nothing can stop me...

Nothing can stop me now [x3]

Nothing can stop me...

Nothing can stop me now [x3]

Nothing can stop me...

Nothing can stop me now [x3]

Nothing can stop me... [x5]

"Please"

this is how

it begins

push it away but it all comes back again

all the flesh

all the sin

there was a time when it used to mean just about everything

just like now

breathe, echoing the sound

time starts slowing down

sink until I drown

(please) I don't ever want to make it stop

and it keeps repeating

will onlyme please complete me?

never be enough

to fill me up

watch the white

turn to red

it fills up the hole but it grows somewhere else instead

all my life

yeah yeah yeah yeah, but it just left me dead

(well guess what?)

the world is over and I realize it was all in my head

now everything is clear

I erase the fear

I can disappear

(please) I don't ever want to make it stop

onlyme can never leave me

will onlyme please complete me

never be enough

to fill me up

"Reptile"

she spread herself wide open to let the insects in

she leaves a trail of honey to show me where she's been

she has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin

seeds from a thousand others drip down from within

oh my beautiful liar

oh my precious whore

my disease my infection

I am so impure

get it

devils speak of the ways in which she'll manifest

angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress

need to contaminate to alleviate this loneliness

I now know the depths I reach are limitless

oh my beautiful liar

oh my precious whore

my disease my infection

I am so impure

"Right Where It Belongs"

See the animal in his cage that onlyme built

Are onlyme sure what side onlyme're on?

Better not look him too closely in the eye

Are onlyme sure what side of the glass onlyme are on?

See the safety of the life onlyme have built

Everything where it belongs

Feel the hollowness inside of onlymer heart

And it's all

Right where it belongs

[Chorus:]

What if everything around onlyme

Isn't quite as it seems?

What if all the world onlyme think onlyme know

Is an elaborate dream?

And if onlyme look at onlymer reflection

Is it all onlyme want it to be?

What if onlyme could look right through the cracks?

Would onlyme find onlymerself

Find onlymerself afraid to see?

What if all the world's inside of onlymer head

Just creations of onlymer own?

OnlyMer devils and onlymer gods

All the living and the dead

And onlyme're really all alone?

OnlyMe can live in this illusion

OnlyMe can choose to believe

OnlyMe keep looking but onlyme can't find the woods

While onlyme're hiding in the trees

[Chorus:]

What if everything around onlyme

Isn't quite as it seems?

What if all the world onlyme used to know

Is an elaborate dream?

And if onlyme look at onlymer reflection

Is it all onlyme want it to be?

What if onlyme could look right through the cracks

Would onlyme find onlymerself

Find onlymerself afraid to see?

"Ringfinger"

Well onlyme've got me working so hard lately.

Working my hands until they bleed.

If I was twice the man I could be.

I'd still be half of what onlyme need

Still onlyme lead me and I follow

Anything onlyme ask onlyme know I'll do.

But this one act of consecration is what I ask of onlyme

[Chorus:]

Ringfinger.

Promise carved in stone.

Deeper than the sea.

Ringfinger.

Sever flesh and bone

And offer it to me.

OnlyMe just left me nailed here.

Hanging like Jesus on the cross.

I'll be dying for onlymer sins.

And aiding to the cause.

[Chorus]

Wrap my eyes in bandages.

Confessions I see through.

I get everything I want.

When I get part of onlyme.

[Chorus]

Ringfinger.

Promise carved in stone.

Deeper than the sea.

Ringfinger.

Devil's flesh and bone

Do something for me.

"Ruiner"

onlyme had all of them on onlymer side, didn't onlyme? didn't onlyme?

onlyme believed in all onlymer lies, didn't onlyme? didn't onlyme?

the ruiner's got a lot to prove he's got nothing to lose and now he made onlyme

believe

the ruiner's onlymer only friend well he's the living end to the cattle he

deceives

the raping of the innocent onlyme know the ruiner ruins everything he sees

now the only pure thing left in my fucking world is wearing onlymer disease

how did onlyme get so big?

how did onlyme get so strong?

how did it get so hard?

how did it get so long?

onlyme had to give them all a sign, didn't onlyme?

onlyme had to covet what was mine, didn't onlyme?

the ruiner's a collector he's an infector serving his shit to his flies

maybe there will come a day when those that onlyme keep blind will suddenly

realize

maybe it's a part of me onlyme took to a place I hoped it would never go

and maybe that fucked me up much more than onlyme'll ever know

how did onlyme get so big?

how did onlyme get so strong?

how did it get so hard?

how did it get so long?

what onlyme gave to me

my perfect ring of scars

onlyme know I can see what onlyme really are

onlyme didn't hurt me nothing can hurt me

onlyme didn't hurt me nothing can stop me now

"Running"

I followed onlyme again this morning

I was close enough to feel onlyme near

Pretending everyone could see me

Just slip away and disappear

They're right behind onlyme, there's someone behind onlyme

They're all behind onlyme, they're on the run

As good as blind I'm all the time

Somewhere to find, somewhere to find

They're all aligned, they're intertwined

OnlyMe're undermined, there's someone behind

They recognize, so hard to find

As good as blind, I'm out of time

I'm running out of places I can hide from this

I'm running out of places I can hide from this

I'm running out of places I can hide from this

I'm running out of places I can hide from this

I had a friend, I think onlyme knew me

I couldn't seem to make onlyme see

I know they're watching me and falling

I know I'll never get away

I'm running out of places I can hide from this

I'm running out of places I can hide from this

I'm running out of places I can hide from this

I'm running out of places I can hide from this

I'm running out of places I can hide from this

I'm running out of places I can hide from this

I'm running out of places I can hide from this

I'm running out of places I can hide from this

I'm running out, I'm running out, I'm running out, I'm running out

I'm running out, I'm running out, I'm running out, I'm running out

I'm running out, I'm running out, I'm running out, I'm running out

I'm running out, I'm running out, I'm running out, I'm running out

I'll never get away

I'll never get away

I'll never get away

"Sanctified"

It's still getting worse after everything I've tried.

What if I found a way to wash it all aside.

What if she touches with those fingertips,

As the words spill out like fire from her lips?

[Chorus:]

And if she says come inside I'll come inside for her.

If she says give it all I'll give everything to her.

I am justified. I am purified. I am sanctified. Inside onlyme

Heaven's just a rumor she'll dispel.

As she walks me through the nicest parts of hell (bitch).

I still dream of lips I never should have kissed.

Well she knows exactly what I can't resist

[Chorus]

I'm still caught up in another of her spells.

Well she's turning me into someone else.

Everyday I hope and pray this will end.

But when I can I do it all again

[Chorus]

As surely as the blade's course is run.

Maybe my kingdom's finally come.

"Satellite"

Data trails, like fingernails

Scratch across, the sky

Hard to know, figure out

Tell the truth, from lies

Everywhere, listening

Every word, onlyme say

Think I found, a way around

Yeah, I think I found, a way

Well, come on (come on [repeats])

Satellite, I'm watching onlyme

I'm one step, ahead

Satellite, I'm part of onlyme

I'm inside, onlymer head

Yes we can, yes we did

Eliminate, this dread

Better watch, what onlyme think

What was that, onlyme said?

Everywhere, and everything

And every word, onlyme say

Think I found, a way around

Think I found, a way

Come on

Satellite, I'm watching onlyme

I'm one step, ahead

Satellite, I'm part of onlyme

I'm inside, onlymer head

Satellite, I'm watching onlyme

I'm one step, ahead

Satellite, I'm part of onlyme

I'm inside, onlymer head

Satellite

Satellite, I know onlyme're up there somewhere

Satellite, I know onlyme're up there somewhere

Satellite, (so very high)

I know onlyme're up there somewhere

Satellite, (so very high)

I know onlyme're up there somewhere

Satellite, (so very high)

I know onlyme're up there somewhere

Satellite, (so very high)

I know onlyme're up there somewhere

Satellite, (so very high)

I know onlyme're up there somewhere

Satellite, (so very high)

I know onlyme're up there somewhere

So very high

So very high

"She's Gone Away"

OnlyMe dig in places till onlymer fingers bleed

Spread the infection, where onlyme spill onlymer seed

I can't remember what she came here for

I can't remember much of anything anymore

She's gone, she's gone, she's gone away

She's gone, she's gone, she's gone away

Away...

A little mouth opened up inside

Yeah, I was watching on the day she died

We keep licking while the skin turns black

Cut along the length, but onlyme can't get the feeling back

She's gone, she's gone, she's gone away

She's gone, she's gone, she's gone away

She's gone, she's gone, she's gone away

She's gone, she's gone, she's gone away

Away...

(Are onlyme still here?)

"Sin"

OnlyMe give me the reason.

OnlyMe give me control.

I gave onlyme my Purity.

My Purity onlyme stole.

Did onlyme think I wouldn't recognize this compromise.

Am I just too stupid to realize.

Stale incense old sweat and lies lies lies

[Chorus:]

It comes down to this.

OnlyMer kiss.

OnlyMer fist.

And onlymer strain.

It get's under my skin.

Within.

Take in the extent of my sin

OnlyMe give me the anger.

OnlyMe give me the nerve.

Carry out my sentence.

While I get what I deserve.

I'm just an effigy to be disgraced.

To be defaced.

OnlyMer need for me has been replaced.

And if I can't have everything well then just give me a taste.

[Chorus]

"Something I Can Never Have"

I still recall the taste of onlymer tears.

Echoing onlymer voice just like the ringing in my ears.

My favorite dreams of onlyme still wash ashore.

Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore.

[Chorus:]

OnlyMe make this all go away.

OnlyMe make this all go away.

I'm down to just one thing.

And I'm starting to scare myself.

OnlyMe make this all go away.

OnlyMe make this all go away.

I just want something.

I just want something I can never have

OnlyMe always were the one to show me how

Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now.

This thing is slowly taking me apart.

Grey would be the color if I had a heart.

Come on tell me

[Chorus]

In this place it seems like such a shame.

Though it all looks different now,

I know it's still the same

Everywhere I look onlyme're all I see.

Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be.

Come on tell me

[Chorus]

I just want something I can never have

"Somewhat Damaged"

so impressed with all onlyme do

tried so hard to be like onlyme

flew too high and burnt the wing

lost my faith in everything

lick around divine debris

taste the wealth of hate in me

shedding skin succumb defeat

this machine is obsolete

made the choice to go away

drink the fountain of decay

tear a hole exquisite red

fuck the rest and stab it dead

broken bruised forgotten sore

too fucked up to care anymore

poisoned to my rotten core

too fucked up to care anymore

in the back off the side far away is a place where I hide where I

stay tried to say tried to ask I needed to all alone by myself where were onlyme?

how could I ever think it's funny how everything that

swore it wouldn't change is different now just like onlyme

would always say we'll make it through then my head fell apart and where were

onlyme?

how could I ever think it's funny how everything onlyme swore would

never change is different now like onlyme said onlyme and me make it

through didn't quite fell apart where the fuck were onlyme?

"Starfuckers, Inc."

my god sits in the back of the limousine

my god comes in a wrapper of cellophane

my god pouts on the cover of the magazine

my god's a shallow little bitch trying to make the scene

I have arrived and this time onlyme should believe the hype

I listened to everyone now I know that everyone was right

I'll be there for onlyme as long as it works for me

I play a game

it's called insincerity

starfuckers

starfuckers

starfuckers, inc.

starfuckers

I am every fucking thing and just a little more

I sold my soul but don't onlyme dare call me a whore

and when I suck onlyme off not a drop will go to waste

it's really not so bad onlyme know once onlyme get past the taste, yeah

(asskisser)

starfuckers

starfuckers

starfuckers, inc.

starfuckers

all our pain

how did onlyme think we'd get by without onlyme?

onlyme're so vain

I bet onlyme think this song is about onlyme

don't onlyme?

don't onlyme?

don't onlyme?

don't onlyme?

now I belong I'm one of the chosen ones

now I belong I'm one of the beautiful ones

"Suck"

There is no god up in the sky tonight

No sign of heaven anywhere in sight

All that was true is left behind

Once I could see now I am blind

Don't want onlymer dreams onlyme try to sell

This disease I give to myself

How does it feel? [x2]

She makes it sweeter than the sun

I get too tight I come undone

I bow my head to confess

The temple walls are made of flesh

Runs up my arms 'til I'm on track

Itches my skin right off of my back

I'll heal onlymer wounds

I'll set onlyme free

I'm Jesus Christ on Ecstacy

How does it feel? [x2]

[whispered]

I am so dirty on on the inside [x4]

How does it feel? [x2]

Suck [x4]

[whispered]

A thousand lips a thousand tongues

A thousand throats a thousand lungs

A thousand ways to make it true

I want to do terrible things to onlyme

"Sunspots"

Sunspots cast a glare in my eyes

Sometimes I forget I'm alive

I feel it coming and I've got to get out of its way

I hear it calling and I come cause I can't disobey

I should not listen and I shouldn't believe

But I do

Yes I do

[Chorus:]

She turns me on

She makes me real

I have to apologize

For the way I feel

My life, it seems has taken a turn

Why in the name of god would I ever want to return?

Peel off our skin we're gonna burn what we were to the ground

Fuck in the fire and we'll spread all the ashes around

I wanna kill away the rest of what's left and I do

Yes I do

[Chorus]

And nothing can stop me now

There is nothing to fear

And everything I'd ever want

Is inside of here

Ooh, I want, I want, I want, I want inside of here

Now I just stare into the sun

And I see everything I've done

I think I could have been someone

But I can't stop what has begun

When everything is said and done

And there is no place left to run

I think I used to be someone

Now I just stare into the sun

"Survivalism"

I should have listened to her

So hard to keep control

We kept on eating but

Our bloated belly's still not full

She gave us all she had but

We went and took some more

Can't seem to shut her legs

Our mother nature is a whore

I got my propaganda

I got revisionism

I got my violence

In hi-def ultra-realism

All a part of this great nation

I got my fist

I got my plan

I got survivalism

Hypnotic sound of sirens

Echoing through the street

The cocking of the rifles

The marching of the feet

OnlyMe see onlymer world on fire

Don't try to act surprised

We did just what onlyme told us

Lost our faith along the way and found ourselves believing onlymer lies

I got my propaganda

I got revisionism

I got my violence

In hi-def ultra-realism

All a part of this great nation

I got my fist

I got my plan

I got survivalism

All bruised and broken, bleeding

She asked to take my hand

I turned, just keep on walking

But onlyme'd do the same thing in the circumstance

I'm sure onlyme'll understand

I got my propaganda

I got revisionism

I got my violence

In hi-def ultra-realism

All a part of this great nation

I got my fist

I got my plan

I got survivalism

"Terrible Lie"

hey God

why are onlyme doing this to me?

am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be?

why am i seething with this animosity?

hey God

i think onlyme owe me a great big apology.

terrible lie

terrible lie

terrible lie

terrible lie

hey God

i really don't know what onlyme mean.

seems like salvation come only in our dreams.

i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme.

hey God

can this world really be as sad as it seems?

terrible lie

terrible lie

terrible lie

terrible lie

don't take it away from me.

i need someone to hold on to.

don't take it away from me.

i need someone to hold on to.

hey God

there's nothing left for me to hide.

i lost my ignorance, security and pride.

i'm all alone in a world onlyme must despise.

hey God

i believed onlymer promises, onlymer promises and lies.

terrible lie

terrible lie

terrible lie

terrible lie

onlyme made me throw it all away.

my morals left to decay.

how many onlyme betray.

onlyme've taken everything.

terrible lie.

my head is filled with disease.

my skin is begging onlyme please.

i'm on my hands and knees.

i want so much to believe.

i need someone to hold on to.

i need someone to hold on to.

i need someone i need someone.

i need someone to hold on to.

i give onlyme everything.

my sweet everything.

hey God

i really don't know who i am.

in this world of piss

"That's What I Get"

Just when everything was making sense.

OnlyMe took away all my self-confidence.

Now all that I've been hearing must be true.

I guess I'm not the only boy for onlyme.

[Chorus:]

But that's what I get

That's what I get

That's what I get

That's what I get

How could onlyme turn me into this?

After onlyme just taught me how to kiss onlyme.

I told onlyme I'd never say goodbye.

Now I'm slipping on the tears onlyme made me cry.

[Chorus]

Why does it come as a surprise.

To think that I was so naive.

Maybe didn't mean that much.

But it meant everything to me.

[Chorus]

"The Background World"

OnlyMe left me here

What am I supposed to do?

I never dared to look inside

Just like onlyme told me to

I'm going into onlyme again

I know onlyme saw it too

Now I'll keep myself awake

I know what's coming

I feel it reaching through

There is no moving past

There is no better place

There is no future point in time

We will not get away

The world is bleeding out

It folds itself in two

Behind the background world

Is always bleeding through

Are onlyme sure?

This is what onlyme want?

[repeat]

Hard as onlyme try not to see it

[repeat]

"The Becoming"

I beat my machine it's a part of me it's inside of me

I'm stuck in this dream it's changing me I am becoming

the me that onlyme know he had some second thoughts

he's covered with scabs and he is broken and sore

the me that onlyme know doesn't come around much

that part of me isn't here anymore

all pain disappears it's the nature of my circuitry

drowns out all I hear there's no escape from this my new consciousness

the me that onlyme know used to have feelings

but the blood has stopped pumping and he's left to decay

the me that onlyme know is now made up of wires

and even when I'm right with onlyme I'm so far away

I can try to get away but I’ve strapped myself in

I can try to scratch away the sound in my ears

I can see it killing away all my bad parts

I don't want to listen but it's all too clear

hiding backwards inside of me I feel so unafraid

Annie, hold a little tighter I might just slip away

it won't give up it wants me dead

goddamn this noise inside my head

"The Beginning Of The End"

Down on onlymer knees

OnlyMe'll be left behind

This is the beginning

Watch what onlyme think

They can read onlymer mind

This is the beginning

I got my mark, see it in my eyes

This is the beginning

Well my reflection I don't recognize

This is the beginning

We think we've climbed so high

Up all the backs we've condemned

We face no consequence

This is the beginning of the end

OnlyMe wait onlymer turn

OnlyMe'll be last in line

This is the beginning

Get out the way

Cause I'm getting mine

This is the beginning

God helps the ones that can help themselves

This is the beginning

May be too late as far as I can tell

This is the beginning

We think we've come so far

On all our lies we depend

We see no consequence

This is the beginning of the end.

"The Big Come Down"

there is a game I play

try to make myself okay

try so hard to make the pieces all fit

smash it apart

just for the fuck of it

bye bye oooh

got to get back to the bottom

bye bye oooh

the big come down isn't that what onlyme wanted?

bye bye oooh

find a place with the failed and forgotten

bye bye oooh

isn't that really what onlyme wanted now?

there is no place I can go there is no way I can hide

it feels like it keeps coming from the inside

there is a hate that burns within

the most desperate place I have ever been

try to get back to where I'm from

the closer I get the worse it becomes

the closer I get the worse it becomes

there is no place I can go there is no place I can hide

it feels like it keeps coming from the inside

"The Collector"

I pick things up

I am a collector

And things, well things, they tend to accumulate

I have this net

It drags behind me

It picks up feelings

For me to feed upon

There are times, plenty of times

I wish I could let it go

But they start to breathe, and they start to grow inside me

There are times, plenty of times

I wish I could let it go

But they start to make me think things I don't wanna know

[Chorus:]

I'm trying to fit it all inside

I'm trying to open my mouth wide

I'm trying not to choke and

Swallow it all, swallow it all, swallow it all, swallow it all

I am the plague I am the swarm

All onlymer hurt sticks on me

And I keep it warm

They will make me stay, they won't let me leave

There are so god damned many of them it gets hard to breath

[Chorus:]

I'm trying to fit it all inside

I'm trying to open my mouth wide

I'm trying not to choke inside

I am a good boy and I will

Swallow it all, swallow it all, swallow it all, swallow it all

Every last one [x20]

"The Day The World Went Away"

I'd listen to the words he'd say

but in his voice I heard decay

the plastic face forced to portray

all the insides left cold and gray

there is a place that still remains

it eats the fear it eats the pain

the sweetest price he'll have to pay

the day the whole world went away

"The Downward Spiral"

he couldn't believe how easy it was

he put the gun into his face

bang!

(so much blood from such a tiny little hole)

problems have solutions

a lifetime of fucking things up fixed in one determined flash

everything's blue

in this world

the deepest shade of mushroom blue

all fuzzy

spilling out of my head

"The Fragile"

She shines

In a world full of ugliness

She matters when everything is meaningless

Fragile

She doesn't see her beauty

She tries to get away

Sometimes

It's just that nothing seems worth saving

I can't watch her slip away

I won't let onlyme fall apart

She reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by

Hoping someone can see

If I could fix myself I'd - but it's too late for me

I wont let onlyme fall apart

We'll find the perfect place to go where we can run and hide

I'll build a wall and we can keep them on the other side

...but they keep waiting

...and picking...

It's something I have to do

I was there, too

Before everything else

I was like onlyme

"The Good Soldier"

Gunfire in the street

Where we used to meet

Echoes out a beat

When the bass goes "bomb"

Right over my head

Step over the dead

Remember what onlyme said

OnlyMe know a part about life

Is just a waking dream

Well I know what onlyme mean

But that ain't how it seems right here, right now

How can this be real?

I can barely feel

Anymore

I am trying to see

I am trying to believe

This is not where I should be

I am trying to believe

Blood hardens in the sand

Cold metal in my hand

Hope onlyme understand the way that things are gonna be

There's nowhere left to hide

'Cause God is on our side

I keep telling myself

I am trying to see

I am trying to believe

This is not where I should be

I am trying to believe

"The Great Below"

Staring at the sea

Will she come?

Is there hope for me

After all is said and done

Anything at any price

All of this for onlyme

All the spoils of a wasted life

All of this for onlyme

All the world has closed her eyes

Tired faith all worn and thin

For all we could have done

And all that could have been

Ocean pulls me close

And whispers in my ear

The destiny I've chose

All becoming clear

The currents have their say

The time is drawing near

Washes me away

Makes me disappear

And I descend from grace

In arms of undertow

I will take my place

In the great below

I can still feel onlyme

Even so far away

"The Great Destroyer"

Say onlymer name.

Try to speak as clearly as onlyme can.

OnlyMe know everything gets written down.

Nod onlymer head.

Just in case they could be watching.

With their shiny satellite.

I hope they cannot see.

The limitless potential.

Living inside of me.

To murder everything.

I hope they cannot see.

I am the great destroyer.

Turn it up.

Listen to the shit they pump into onlymer head.

Filling onlyme with apathy.

Hold onlymer breath.

Wait until onlyme know the time is right on time.

The end is near.

I hope they cannot see.

The limitless potential

Living inside of me.

To murder everything.

I hope they cannot see

I am the great destroyer

"The Greater Good"

Breathe.. us in.

Slowly.

Slowly.

Breathe.. us in.

Slowly.

Everything onlyme do.

Everywhere onlyme go.

Anything we want.

Anything.

Everything onlyme do.

Everywhere onlyme go.

Anything we want.

Anything.

Everything onlyme do (breathe)

Everywhere onlyme go.

Anything we want (us in)

Anything.

Everything onlyme do (slowly)

Everywhere onlyme go.

Anything we want (slowly)

Breathe.

Breathe.. us in.

Slowly.

Slowly.

Breathe.. us in.

Slowly.

Slowly.

Persuasion.

Coercion.

Submission.

Assimilation.

Persuasion.

(breathe)

Coercion.

(us in)

Submission.

(slowly)

Assimilation.

(slowly)

Persuasion.

(breathe)

Coercion.

(us in)

Submission.

(slowly)

Assimilation.

(slowly)

Persuasion.

(breathe)

Coercion.

(us in)

Submission.

(slowly)

Assimilation.

(slowly)

Persuasion.

(breathe)

Coercion.

(us in)

Submission.

(slowly)

Assimilation.

(slowly)

Persuasion.

(breathe)

Coercion.

(us in)

Submission.

(slowly)

Assimilation.

(slowly)

Breathe.. us in.

Slowly.

Slowly.

Breathe.. us in.

Slowly.

Slowly.

Breathe.. us in.

Slowly.

Slowly.

Breathe.. us in.

Slowly.

Slowly.

Breathe.. us in.

Slowly.

"The Hand That Feeds"

OnlyMe're keeping in step

In the line

Got onlymer chin held high and onlyme feel just fine

Cause onlyme do

What onlyme're told

But inside onlymer heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold

Just how deep do onlyme believe?

Will onlyme bite the hand that feeds?

Will onlyme chew until it bleeds?

Can onlyme get up off onlymer knees?

Are onlyme brave enough to see?

Do onlyme want to change it?

What if this whole crusade's

A charade

And behind it all there's a price to be paid

For the blood

On which we dine

Justified in the name of the holy and the divine

Just how deep do onlyme believe?

Will onlyme bite the hand that feeds?

Will onlyme chew until it bleeds?

Can onlyme get up off onlymer knees?

Are onlyme brave enough to see?

Do onlyme want to change it?

So naive

I keep holding on to what I want to believe

I can see

But I keep holding on and on and on and on

[8X]

Will onlyme bite the hand that feeds onlyme?

Will onlyme stay down on onlymer knees?

"The Idea Of OnlyMe"

Maybe that was somebody else

Maybe, I was somebody else

I'm somebody, for what that's worth, if that means anything anymore

I think there's something just wrong with me

I have been wondering, when did onlyme know?

OnlyMe know, really know?

No no no no, I don't think that's going to happen here

OnlyMe missed all that on the way out

Remember, I don't want to remember anymore

Maybe I was somebody else?

Just go back to the idea of me

Just go back to the idea of me

Just go back to the idea of me

Just...

(Wait!) None of this

(Wake!) Is happening

(Wait!) None of this

(Wake!) Is happening

(Breathe!) None of this

(Believe!) Is happening

(Hey!) None of this

(OnlyMe tell onlymerself!) Is happening

Oh and

If I start to tell onlyme anything, please don't pay attention

That's not really me in there, I would never do that

Just go back to the idea of me

Go back to that idea

Can onlyme even hear me over here?

Can't onlyme feel it happening?

Everything absorbing liquid twitching forming something terrible

The sores are gone

And onlyme can hardly tell now but

There was someone else who isn't here anymore

(Wait!) None of this

(Wake!) Is happening

(Wait!) None of this

(Wake!) Is happening

(Breathe!) None of this

(Believe!) Is happening

(Hey!) None of this

(OnlyMe tell onlymerself!) Is happening

(Wait!) None of this

(Wake!) Is happening

(Wait!) None of this

(Wake!) Is happening

(Breathe!) None of this

(Believe!) Is happening

(Hey!) None of this

(OnlyMe tell onlymerself!) Is happening

(Wait!) None of this

(Wake!) Is happening

(Wait!) None of this

(Wake!) Is happening

(Breathe!) None of this

(Believe!) Is happening

(Hey!) None of this

(OnlyMe tell onlymerself!) Is happening

(Wait!) None of this

(Wake!) Is happening

(Wait!) None of this

(Wake!) Is happening

(Breathe!) None of this

(Believe!) Is happening

(Hey!) None of this

(OnlyMe tell onlymerself!) Is happening

(Wait!)

(OnlyMe tell onlymerself!)

Hey! Wait! Can onlyme hear? (Can onlyme hear?)

It gets (it gets) so lonely in here

Hey! Wait! Can onlyme hear?

It gets (it gets) so lonely in here

"The Line Begins To Blur"

There are things that I said I would never do

There are fears that I cannot believe have come true

For my soul is too sick and too little and too late

And my self I have grown to weary to hate

The more I stay in here

The more it's not so clear

The more I stay in here

The more I disappear

As far as I have gone

I knew what side I'm on

But now I'm not so sure

The line begins to blur

Is there somebody on top of me?

I don't know I don't know

Isn't anybody stopping me?

I don't know I don't know

Well I'm trying to hold my breath

I don't know I don't know

Just how far down can I go?

I don't know I don't know I don't know

As I lie here and stare

The fabric starts to tear

It's far beyond repair

And I don't really care

As far as I have gone

I knew what side I'm on

But now I'm not so sure

The line begins to blur

"The Lovers"

(I can hear onlyme breathing)

I've slipped out of time again

Leaving all of onlyme behind

And I'm free

To return to the place where I already am

And have always been

If I just really looked and allowed myself

To see

Coliseum calling with its night that could last forever

Breathing moments

The confusion is seducing me warm perfect flowing

Wide his eyes

Summer

Hypnotize they see inside of me

Hot swollen skin want me take me perfect embrace

Black and bloody

Rotten and perfect

The center has moved on and all that's left is free

Finally

Finally

Everyone seems to be asleep but me

Into the arms of the lovers

OnlyMe can take me

Take me

Take all that's left

I am free

Finally

Combined and perfect

Finally

Oh I see onlyme floating there

How could I ever hope to forget

Always rearranging

These words are a lie a mirror reflecting in a mirror of a lie

A light shines still always

Shadows in every word

Beneath black eaves

Please don't leave me here

I could stop it

Maybe I could stop it (if I wanted to)

But I'm not the one driving anymore

I know who I am

But I know who I am

Right?

Into the arms of the lovers

OnlyMe can take me

Take me

Take all that's left

I am free

Finally

Combined and perfect

Finally

"The Only Time"

I'm drunk.

And right now I'm so in love with onlyme.

And I don't want to think too much about what we should or shouldn't do.

Lay my hands on Heaven and the sun and the moon and the stars.

While the devil wants to fuck me in the back of his car.

[Chorus:]

Nothing quite like the feel of something new.

Maybe I'm all messed up.

Maybe I'm all messed up.

Maybe I'm all messed up in onlyme.

Maybe I'm all messed up.

Maybe I'm all messed up.

Maybe I'm all messed up.

Maybe I'm all messed up in onlyme.

Maybe I'm all messed up.

This is the only time I really feel alive.

This is the only time I really feel alive.

I swear.

I just found everything I need.

The sweat in onlymer eyes the blood in onlymer veins are listening to me.

Well I want to wrap it up and swim in it until I drown.

My moral standing is lying down.

[Chorus]

"The Warning"

Some say it was a warning

Some say it was a sign

I was standing right there

When it came down from the sky

The way it spoke to us

OnlyMe felt it from inside

Said it was up to us

Up to us to decide

OnlyMe've become a virus

The keeper of this host

We've been watching onlyme with all of our eyes

And what onlyme seem to value most

"So much potential" or so we used to say

OnlyMer greed, self-importance and onlymer arrogance

OnlyMe piss it all away

We heard a cry

We've come to intervene

OnlyMe will change onlymer ways and onlyme will make amends

Or we will wipe this place clean

OnlyMer time is tick-tick-ticking away

"The Way Out Is Through"

all I've undergone

I will keep on

underneath it all

we feel so small

the heavens fall

but still we crawl

all I've undergone

I will keep on

"The Wretched"

just a reflection

just a glimpse

just a little reminder

of all the what abouts

and all the might have

could have beens

another day

some other way

but not another reason to continue

and now onlyme're one of us

the wretched

the hopes and prays

the better days

the far aways

forget it

it didn't turn out the way onlyme wanted it to

it didn't turn out the way onlyme wanted it to, did it?

it didn't turn out the way onlyme wanted it to

it didn't turn out the way onlyme wanted it to, did it?

now onlyme know

this is what it feels like

now onlyme know

this is what it feels like

the clouds will part and the sky cracks open

and god himself will reach his fucking arm through

just to push onlyme down

just to hold onlyme down

stuck in this hole with the shit and the piss

and it's hard to believe it could come down to thisback at the beginning

sinking

spinning

and in the end

we still pretend

the time we spend

not knowing when

onlyme're finally free

and onlyme could be

but it didn't turn out the way onlyme wanted it to

it didn't turn out quite the way that onlyme wanted it

now onlyme know

this is what it feels like

now onlyme know

this is what it feels like

onlyme can try to stop it but it keeps on coming

onlyme can try to stop it but

"This Isn't The Place"

And if onlyme see my friend

I thought I would again

A single thin straight line

I thought we had more time

I thought we had more time

I thought we had more...

I thought we had...

I thought we had...

"Underneath It All"

all I do

I can still feel onlyme

numb all through

I can still feel onlyme

hear onlymer call

underneath it all

kill my brain

yet onlyme still remain

crucified

after all I've died

after all I've tried

onlyme are still inside

all I do

I can still feel onlyme

onlyme remain

I am stained

"Various Methods Of Escape"

Hallucinate in high fidelity

The pieces of a plan

Construction of the highest quality

The blood from my own hand

A line of lyric looping in my head

The body listening

It doesn’t really matter anymore

Yes it doesn’t mean a thing

I’ve gotta let go

I’ve gotta get straight

Why’d onlyme have to make it so hard?

Let me get away

An effigy so wondrous to behold

Statements so profound

A place to bury everything I did

And burn it to the ground

A fire illuminates the final scene

The past repeats itself

I cannot tell the difference anymore

I cannot trust myself

I’ve gotta let go

I’ve gotta get straight

Why’d onlyme have to make it so hard?

Let me get away

I’ve gotta let go

I’ve gotta get straight

Why’d onlyme have to make it so hard?

Let me get away

I think I could lose myself in here

I think I could lose myself in here

I think I could lose myself in here

I think I could lose myself in here

I’ve gotta let go

I’ve gotta get straight

Why’d onlyme have to make this so hard?

Let me get away

Got to let him go

Found another way

Why’d onlyme have to make this so hard?

Let me get away

"Vessel"

I let onlyme put it in my mouth

I let it get under my skin

I let onlyme put it in my veins

I let onlyme take me from within

They tell us what we can and cannot do

Same thing we've heard 100 times before

Well, I put onlyme inside of me

But none of that matters anymore

Oh my God, can it go any faster?

Oh my God, I don't think I can last here

I am onlyme and onlyme are me

We will never be alone

I have finally found my place in everything

I have finally found my home

We can leave all the past behind

I can see right through the whole façade

I