well i'm 13 and as far as i know i am 100 % straight but for the past 6 month's now i have been resonating from gay to straight porn i mostly watch straight porn but at times i watch gay i just like the rush of watching something that i feel is wrong and not excepted in my family that's what makes me want 2 watch it more. And sometimes when i see a boy in school that's looks good i would go home and masturbate to the thought of having anal sex with them but when i see them in person i have no feeling's of attraction towards them at all. I would never actually get involved into anal sex with another boy but i always think about it does this make me gay.