Also, on a more practical level:

I attend therapy on a weekly basis.

I have discussed this at length with the people in my life, all of whom (somehow) were already well aware I am an alcoholic.

I have implemented structure in my life which I follow on a daily basis including bedtime, exercise, reading, nutrition, journaling 3 times a day for reflection and emotional processing. I track these activities on a daily basis.

This structure has given me a sense of self respect and genuine health I never felt when I was binge drinking to the point of blackout once a week and that is extremely valuable to me.

It’s a fucking pandemic, I’m not going out.

I read forums for recovering alcoholics.

I watch youtube videos about recovery.

I listen to audiobooks about addiction.

I try to stop and appreciate the fun and beautiful experiences I have which do not actually require enhancing.

I take time to recognize how much more effectively I bounce back from negative experiences when I am healthy.

I started meditating and doing yoga (boo hiss I know).

And if god forbid I ever relapse I am going to take more drastic steps, including seeking professional help specifically for addiction. I know that I will and I do not want to go to AA meetings, so bad bro, soo fucking bad I do not want to go to these meetings—but I will. That in itself is motivation.