Until The Day Of Your Death

Until the announcement of your death I will never truly be happy. You can gue who I am talking about. It doesnt matter how much I go through the history and complain over and over again.. because to everyone I am harmless because of my meds. I am so pilled up so it makes it much more convenient for others to mentally stomp on me and just get away with it. I will expose every Stern staffer. They can call me mentally ill but still have people on their pay roll who have gotten into domestic abuse situations. I thought Stern doesnt put up with that yet he has this person featured constantly knowing that this dude has done it show you Howard doesnt care about domestic abuse.. remember that the next time he goes crazy about Chris Brown..

I have gotten to the point where I dont care about my life anymore. I can take responsibility for my own actions but I will never take the responsibility for the actions that the hidden powers have contributed to making me more mentally ill and I will never forgive. They ruined my friendships and my relationships. I don’t think I want them to begin with anymore because we are so different. I am happy for them for accomplishing shit, having kids etc but I don’t fit in with their evolvement in this world. I am too far behind and the powers that be have controlled my life where they have to make me get my parents permission.. because I DON’T HAVE A MICRO CHIP TO WANDER THE WORLD ON MY OWN..

I will never forgive Howard Stern and all of you who want to pretend you don’t see the evil he does or back me up. I have no love for you. I don’t care about the industries I wanted to be a fan of.. I am glad I found out how scummy the world of wrestling is and the comedians who I used to think were brave and edgy are the biggest pussies of them all. They created censorship so their views on race and religion are what seems edgy. You can blame Stern for being the first guy to prostitute comedy so he could carry political agenda of a zionist. Now its become the norm for someone to get in trouble as a marketing tool because they are all prostitutes. Instead of explaining how things happen organically .. everything is contrived and so engineered that its fucking useless. and then these industry pussies have the audacity to say people are too PC when its been designed that way or maybe the newer generation of kids know how things operate so this mainstream narrative isnt working..

I will always hate Stern for what he has done to me. I will never stop hating him. I don’t care about meeting industry types. I just rather be dead. Its not worth it.. they have limited my connections.. and use people in my life to fuck with me while they are rewarded beneath the surface. And I am not allowed to want death on my own life. I am just pilled up and whenever I complain I get fed “but your family loves you” sorry that only takes it so far when you have secrets you have kept from me my whole life.

Shuli is another asshole I will never trust. The least wanted asshole on the staff who gets forced down everyones throat has to shoehorn his way into anything interesting that goes on. He needed me to show up to gigs so he could get paid a lot while I got mostly nothing then gets Howard to act like I am not worth the money.. fuck him. He will use “BUT I GOT YOU LAID” yeah cuz he did that out of the goodness of his own heart. He never talks shit to my face.. he does it behind fake accounts like the pussy he is. I know he doesnt have the balls to do it on his own so he probably gets told to do it because no one cares about his stupid news reports.. so they have him harassing whack packers. Because I didnt want him coming to my house so he could report to Stern what he finds or that I didnt go to Vancouver for my birthday weekend.. he is being an extra cunt and plays dumb about it. I hope the worst for you. Now I know why you and Bob Levy were so close.. cuz he taught you how to be a big scum bag. Dont ever talk to me or mesage me again. This asshole interviews me about telling 2 truths and a lie and because I didnt want the lie to be about me being gay or doing something gay.. they didnt want it on air.. because that entire staff is secretly gay so if you dont comply with anything homo erotic.. you’re a homophobe. Thats why Sal and Richard do gay stunts.. its not because they want to.. Howard gets off on it but he can’t admit it. Its funny I can admit at 31 I was a virgin.. yet these mature people who have jobs can’t even admit they are in phased of marriages and love taking dick to their mouths.. Nothing wrong with being gay remember? Even though Howard said in both his books that being gay is a mental illness.. I bet he changed his tune when he found out his daughter was probably one like it has been rumored on the internet.

Howard has fucked peoples lives up and nothing has happened to him. I pray every day that Howard’s life gets fucked up and the worst shit happens to him for the shit he has gotten away with it and how he has changed history to telling his version of it because a bunch of pussies in the industry are too scared to step up to him. I don’t care because I have nothing to live for so i will say these things to Howard.. I have contributed a lot to his fucking show.. and I will never get the credit or the respect.. they couldnt even acknowledge my birthday..

I have no love for Robin either.. as far as I am concerned your cancer was your punishment for wearing it like a badge of honor that you voted for George Bush and help perpetuate racial hatred toward your own people because you wanted to be Howard’s Aunt Jamima. and on 9/11 advocating the death of innocent Muslim people because you are a system coon. I am more black than you u stupid bald headed bitch. I wish cancer had finished you off. Go cry while Howard comforts you because thats all you have.. a bunch of white zionist cunts who tell you you are special.. fuck outta here.. I cant believe I even found you attractive .. go die..

None of you give a shit about my mental health.. because if you did you would admit you helped bring it down and then you get your stupid faggot trolls to bring up my issues when they have bigger ones. Sorry trolls telling me I am mentally ill while they spend their existence on reddit and twitter with fake accounts fucking with whack packers isnt mentally healthy either. You should go get help.. you people are parents and I feel sorry for how they will turn out.. you only had it these kids because it was a business decision.. not because you wanted them.. and all you are left doing is asking Howards bimbo wife for retweets of your ugly dog that you rescued

I dont get why I am alive. You have the better brother who is more likeable and more of a decent human being than I am. Its a joke that I am still alive but they do it because they know it tortures me mentally.. these people who run things are sick people. I regret ever being a fan of comedy or wrestling.. or the stern show.. All because I was curious about what happened to Artie Lange.. who is a bigger waste to me. I wish I never saw Mad TV and ever knew who he was . I dont respect anyone in the entertainment industry and I regret ever doing so. I want to try and not be a fan of any of these things. ..

I dont want to be here. Anything I am interested in.. they fuck with. And they limit anything I ever do.. you should’ve made my brother the star.. hes the better seed I should’ve been aborted..but no they had to keep this disgusting piece of shit of a son a live so the Howard Stern show could exploit him and all his favorite wrestlers take pleasure in me going insane because they are secret fans but cant admit it because they answer to higher powers but they are too pussy to say shit.. fuck them all.. I cant listen to hip hop the same way.. I can watch any of my favorite shows the same way.. they have made me a prisoner in my own house. I will never like any of you. I would just like to fucking die but you are too pussy to let me die. All you can do is tell people to get help so you dont have to deal with the responsibility of driving people into deeper mental illness.. fuck you all..