ok... I've been with my boyfriend for about 4 months... and I love him, we have everything in common... so we talk about everything together... we do everything together... and im only 14... and we're not having sex for 6 years...

but... since I was 12, I've had sex in every relationship I've been in... I've got a problem... and it drives part of me nuts! I've slept with 4 guys since I was 12... only the first one was kinda forced on me... (screaming, crying, wouldnt let me leave, friends say thats rape, I say I dont care anymore)

and I've never looked my age. at 12, I looked 15, 13, I looked 16, 14 I look 16-17

because I hit puberty at 11... am I a total slut? I thought I've been in love with them...

I dont know what to do... I love sex...