Fucking Everything Up

Okay, you probably saw my little rage right there. If you don't know what happened, I somehow managed to fuck up yet another UHC where I was geared very well. Personally I believe that if I hadn't fucked up so hard, I would have had a shot at winning.



So somehow, with my sharp 3 fire sword, full prot 2 armour and half diamond, I decided that instead of using my power 2 bow I would just charge a team of 2. Yeah, that didn't work for shit.



The trend here is that on Friday, through my mouth pain from just leaving the dentist, I played a Twitt UHC. I did pretty well, until I got pinned between an unenchanted suicide rusher and an enchanted dude with a bow. I got a kill and died to the enchanted dude.



On Saturday I played Kirby's game, I managed to kill Vince, but got killed by BBR when I apparently didn't see him as I was typing, even though I looked around to make sure no one was there. Cool.



Today, Sunday, I manage to take out my oldest nemesis, ZaBenderman, who had eaten a Notch Apple, and that was amazing. I had full prot 2 armour, half diamond, sharp 3 fire iron sword, 4 gaps or so. Then Slowth and I run into Crim, he runs, we fight marcaron and TimGB. Somehow, SOMEHOW I FUCK IT UP AND DIE. Tim kills me and marc, and Slowth kills Tim. Honestly, I could have won that fight. I should have won that fight- and yet I just choked.



See the pattern here? I do well, and in each game I progressively do better. Then I get fucked. First time, nothing I could do. Second time, I just fucked up. Third time, I choked. I keep getting fucked worse and worse in every game I play, even though I keep getting better gear. Honestly, what the FUCK?! I go from r/Hermitcraft 6, Baconcraftia 19 and 17, Snowcrack 36 and 37, Server Clash 1, to all these fuck-ups. How does this keep happening to me?



So here's what I'm doing- I can't take a break, because I have nothing to fill my days. I'm still going to post my footage, unlike the previous 2 games I mentioned. I'm not gonna include any of my raging in the video, because you people get way too fucking entertained by me getting angry. I understand when we're joking around playing SkyWars, but when I just choked harder than I ever have before, and I join the death chat, and the first thing I hear is marc laughing and me being angry, that just makes me more upset.



So for a while, at least, I'm done. I'm not getting on teamspeak because apparently I have to conceal any bit of anger around most of you just to not be laughed at as "Oh, classic Regi". Right now, it's summer, I've got nothing to do- I'm shit at my job, so my ability and skill in UHC is literally all I have going for me, and even THAT is getting fucked up. But hey, it's just "ha classic salty Regi".



So I'm not getting on TS, not getting on Discord except for TC, not using skype except for a few group chats. I'm just gonna stop everything. Because right now that's all I can do. Not like I can expect any serious help from most of the people I talk to all the time.

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