Have to remember not to compare my productivity levels with those of able bodied people.

Been constantly feeling like a failure the past few years for my reduced ability to work, due to health stuff. And how it’s affecting running a business/ art making.

I think a lot about how people love to say, “You’re worth more than your productivity”. But that’s only helpful if you have someone paying your bills for you. You can’t relax fully if you aren’t able to make ends meet.

Been referred to so many specialists and PCPs the past few years, yet nobody can diagnose what’s going on.

This is why I’ve been m.i.a. Constant headaches, joints and muscles are on fire, brain fog, the works.

Anyway, thank you for being here