My and my heart, we got a thing going on..There are times that I didn’t understand what it was saying to me..There were times that I didn’t want to listen..There were times that I just would like to shut it up, going all crazy on me..but,there’s always this present trust and love..A few years ago we had a real misunderstanding, I went two weeks in CCU with my baby in my uterus. Not sweet at all.That said, this warrior has pushed me through a delivery (24hrs) of my little girl. A real battle..Pushed me through a lot of things I didn’t consider as possible..Find a job in the music industry, i was 21 (i still really love music..).I went from a production assistant, to producer, to project manager, to talent coach.After a decade it told me, ‘time to move on..’.Leave my dead end relationship at that time..I said to this artist (in 2003) 'You don’t know it , but I am your wife’. (and my mom told me not to.. ‘a man must conquer you, my dear’, my dearest mom.. was wrong.)Be a mother myself.It told me to be strong.Start a three year course as a Life coach, I never went to university so this was very exciting.Worked as a counselor at the radiation oncology department.When I got scared, he said Fuck off!Be true.Start a business of my own. Yes!And this one, it said take that leap of faith.Start writing.It told me a lot of things, and I listen.Don’t protect your heart, it is made to glow, to fight, to fly,to shine it’s light into the world.So..Bless my heart.Bless my soul.You wait, I hold. You go, I follow.There’s only love.Only love.Keep Your Head Up – Ben Howard