"The girls' sections at Kmart — those were my options," he adds. "So, it was like the most masculine stuff I could find in those sections. Clothing was the one thing where I felt like I had some control over how the world was seeing me. Anything that would hide my body. Large, giant pieces of clothing. I really loved any kind of like oversized hooded sweatshirts. I didn't want anybody to see anything, so I covered it up."