In the eight years since Sarah Silverman’s last comedy special, the sweetly raunchy comedienne has co-created and starred on a self-titled Comedy Central series, written a memoir, won an Emmy (for original music, for the “I’m F*_ing Matt Damon” song on_Jimmy Kimmel Live!), proven that she can act dramatically (in The Last Waltz), and merged comedy and politics in a series of hilarious online PSAs. Up next, the New Hampshire-born multi-hyphenate debuts an HBO stand-up special, We Are Miracles, on November 23. In it, Silverman returns to her R-rated wheelhouse—topics include porn, rape, and oral sex—but this time she has a new persona. She spoke to The Hollywood Blog about crafting jokes on Twitter, her hope for Hillary Clinton, and why reality television is so depressingly ridiculous.

Julie Miller: How did you feel about being dragged into Kanye West’s Twitter rant against Jimmy Kimmel last month? Are you going to use his endorsement of you being “a thousand times funnier” than Jimmy Kimmel on the back of your next book?

Sarah Silverman: I mean. . . no disrespect to either of them. It was a compliment that was a little tainted by the fact that it was made to hurt Jimmy, pretty much exclusively. It wasn’t like it was a reviewer saying that I was funnier. . . not that that would be any better. We don’t need to be compared. It was funny though and I’m glad they worked it out.

Moving on to the special, how long have you been accumulating material for this?

It’s been a long time coming. I get frustrated because I can hone a joke forever and there are some things in that special that I think I have figured out better [since filming it] but I just have to let it go. After my first special, Jesus is Magic, I feel like I had a little bit of an identity crisis for a little while because you want to give the audience what they want. And what they want after seeing that special is to be shocked and be surprised. If you give them what they expect, and they expect to be surprised, they cancel each other out.

How did you get past that?

I had to really learn that comedy dies in the second-guessing. So I really started over with [my material]. I had to just eat shit and bomb and do [material] I think I am interested in talking about now. And not feel like I am beholden to one thing. So I feel like this special just reflects where I am now, which is what comedy should be. I think?

Do you mean you started over with your jokes, or are you talking about the overall tone of your material? Were you consciously trying to advance to a next act in your career?

No. For better or for worse, I absolutely do not think pragmatically about stand-up or my comedy. That’s gross to me and I would never have that impulse. It’s always what interests me now and what makes me laugh, and trying that out. After I did Jesus Is Magic, I really loved that arrogant ignorance. The ignoramous who is being arrogant. I brought that into my series,The Sarah Silverman Program. But the stuff I was writing just wasn’t that anymore. So you might disappoint people who want what’s familiar to them. But I’m older now. Listen, I still dress like an idiot but I can’t be in my 40s in pigtails—as much as I want to be.