Former Knicks forward Michael Sweetney is currently playing for Urunday Universitario of Uruguay. He recently did an interview there with reporter Matias Kantor (@doctorNBA) in which he discusses his weight issues, how the death of his father sent him into depression and suicidal thoughts.

The 33-year-old Sweetney, who says he’s in a better place now, is incredibly frank throughout the interview. So watch: