Note: This chapter contains sexual content

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Holy shit.

Last night was like, the best night of my life.

I’m pretty sure Tam’s still a little pissed at me for missing D&D.

But damn. It was worth it.

Bryce found out about another party going on last night… This kid’s parents are out of town for the weekend, I guess. And like, who wouldn’t take advantage of that? I mean, duh. Me, Jasper, and Tam have totally thrown a few all-night gaming sessions when Rubi and Papa weren’t around (Okay, maybe not exactly the same thing. But still!)

Those last couple parties Bryce took me to have been SO freaking awesome. We had to crash this one!

And I’m so glad we did.

Most of the usual crowd was there… A bunch of kids from our school, and a couple I’ve only ever seen at parties too. I guess it’s kinda funny how the same people end up going to these things. But that’s how cliques work, right? You find your people and you stick with them — the nerds, the jocks, the theater geeks… And I guess the partiers count too.

Anyway, it was awesome. Started out the same as usual… Had a couple beers, did a few shots, and everything just sorta loosened up. I’m telling you, it’s seriously like downing a few Charisma potions or something. It’s that easy!

Once everyone gets a little tipsy, they’ll listen to like, anything you say. And they’ll think it’s the most interesting, funniest thing they’ve ever heard in their life!

And it’s not just about talking either… It makes other stuff even easier too.

Like an hour or two into the party, one of the guys decided we should play Seven Minutes in Heaven.

And honestly, I didn’t even realize that was a real game people actually played! I thought it was just something they did in movies and stuff. But I had a pretty good poker face, I think. I just pretended I knew exactly what he was talking about.

And you’ll never guess who I got paired up with… Gigi, from school. Of all people, right? First she sees me at the gym, then she watches me puke at the talent show, and now…

Well, I’m not complaining or anything. Who the hell would?

She’s so pretty and funny and nice… And last night, you could totally add “drunk” to that list too.

And so was I.

Which was good, because I probably would have been too scared to go through with it if I wasn’t.

I’m glad I wasn’t completely alone though.

Gigi’s usually so like, confident and strong and stuff, so I don’t know if she would’ve told me if she was sober… But once we were alone, she told me it was her first time playing too. And that she’d never done anything more than kiss a guy before either.

I was seriously shocked. I mean, a girl like her…

Well I guess it did kinda make me feel better knowing that neither of us had any clue what we were doing.

But we definitely had fun trying, even if it was a little awkward (okay, maybe a lot awkward).

God, I just wish we’d had more time. Seven minutes totally wasn’t enough!

I mean, it started out pretty weird. I had my hand down her pants for a long time trying to figure out what the hell to do. It was all slippery and wet and there was like, way more going on down there than I thought there would be. It was kinda intimidating at first.

But she was really sweet about it. Patient too. She helped me figure it out. I don’t think she like, finished or anything, but I think she liked it, once I got the hang of it? She sure sounded like she did…

I was still working on it when she finally put her hand down my pants too.

I was so freaking hard already… but it was really dry down there, so it kinda hurt a little. And she definitely didn’t seem to know what to do either… It was kinda weird, I guess. And it was really embarrassing when they opened the door and found us like that…

But honestly? Who gives a shit about any of that?

A girl touched my dick!

Pretty sure that counts as a victory no matter what.

I’m not sure what’s gonna happen when I see her at school again on Monday. Gigi’s so amazing… but she didn’t really seem to take it seriously or anything. And I tried not to either. I mean, it was kinda fun (and super weird), but it didn’t really mean anything, I guess?

I dunno, maybe things will be different when we see each other again (and we’re not drunk off our asses). We didn’t really talk very much at the party after it happened. She just gave me a quick hug before Bryce and I left, and that was it.

Anyway, like I said, it was totally worth it. Like, it wasn’t exactly what I imagined it would be like. But it didn’t completely suck either?

And besides, it’s giving me practice for next time.

Because there WILL be a next time. I know there will!

Bryce already told me he heard about another party next weekend… And this time, I think I’m gonna ask Tam and Jasper to come too. Kinda like a peace offering, I guess. I felt really bad about missing game last night.

Plus, it’ll be pretty fun to be there for Jasper’s first party! I just hope Rubi and Papa don’t find out about it… They’re so weird about that sorta thing. And I have a feeling they’d be even more mad if they knew I brought Jasper along. He’s only fifteen. Practically a kid.

But I’m his big brother. It’s my job to corrupt him, isn’t it?

And I think it’ll be nice having someone else besides Bryce and Meg to party with for once. Like, they’re my friends and I have fun with them, but I always kinda feel like a third wheel when they’re around. Especially at parties… They love to disappear to make out or have sex. Which I totally get… I’d probably do the same thing if I had a girlfriend! But it kinda sucks when they leave me hanging like that.

At least I won’t have to worry about that kinda thing with Tam and Jasper.

But hey, if either of them gets the chance to mess around with a hot girl in a closet, I definitely won’t hold it against them if they ditch me.

And with any luck, I’ll get another chance to do it too.