This is what happened... #TakeAwayHisPlatform

I’m sorry that this will be a repeat to some who have been there for me since the beginning, but there are some new things. This is what Jon did to me.

I met Jon/TheMeta4Gaming during a raid from RitzPlays when I was with my girlfriend at that time Phantom/Jenna. That was in August 2015. During that stream, Jon immediately clicked with phantom and I and so did his whole community. He wasn’t that well known at the time and had less than 3000 followers. We ended up creating a Skype group with him, and some of our friends in the community that I don’t want to say the names of incase they are uncomfortable with me stating them. We had ten people in our group and Jon really only talked to four or five of us a majority of the time. He mainly talked to me and one other person who has female organs and I’ll just say their name is Jane for the sake of this. Jane and I would be in early morning Skype calls with Jon, I’d usually be at work and Jane lives it Britain and she’d usually be in bed. Jane is asexual and Jon knew this, but he’d constantly make sexual remarks towards her and I, but especially her. Jane would usually just laugh it off so she wouldn’t start anything, but when she eventually told Jon to stop he didn’t listen. Jane eventually never joined a Skype call with Jon after he wouldn’t stop. Our Skype group came to an end with the Skype calls and Jon was no longer a part of it.

Fast forward and it’s September, Twitchcon was upon us and Jon was tight for money. I had a job and my grandad and I shared a bank account at this time. I offered to buy Jon a few meals so he’d be able to get to Twitchcon. I didn’t have a PayPal, and I was going to sign up, but my grandad thought that was a “scam website it’s going to steal all of our money” type deal. I couldn’t order off of TreatStream because they only took PayPal. To solve this problem, Jon gave me his address and had me order him food off of OrderUp. This was the start of when Jon used me for my money. I’d order Jon food every other day for a month. What I had ordered should have lasted him days but he’d still ask for me to buy more by claiming he was sick from not eating enough. I was 15 at this time and believed everything he said.



Well October rolls by and I’m in this tough situation, I was being sexually abused by a member of Jon’s community, DarkAqus, whom was overage and this was completely illegal, but I couldn’t get out of it because he’d threaten to do the same things to my 9 year old sister. I won’t say anymore because this post isn’t about Aqus, it’s about Jon. I told Jon because at this point Jon was my best friend. Jon told me that I was just overthinking this and that it was my fault Aqus was doing this to me. Then Jon would make comments in voice chat on Discord and in our chat on Kik, which I currently don’t have anymore because of him, that he would have a threesome with me and Aqus and would sexually exploit me and he knew I was under 18(see screenshots below).

Come to find out that during this, Jon was dating my friend Katie. When I told Jon that he needed to tell Katie, he threatened me. He used his moderator position in Renee(Lolrenaynay)’s chat, Black Light Attack’s, and many other communities that I was a part of to hold over my head. This was when I took a break from his discord, but he’d still dm me and ask me to buy him food because he was “starving”. November comes by and I had planned to buy him an i7 processor from Intel so he would be able to run his stream better. He knew of this and then would demand for me to send him receipts of the billing information, the first one didn’t go through because all the credit card fraud and Amazon took down my account temporarily because of that when I bought it on Amazon. I had ordered it through NewEgg, but they denied that transaction because the bank was having trouble receiving my checks with Black Friday season. When that happened and I specifically told him that, he told me this was my “last warning” and I never even had the first. The next day, November 29th, 2015 the day he banned me from the discord while I was sleeping.

After I asked some of my friends what was going on and why I couldn’t message anyone, Jon dms me. Jon blamed me for multiple things that were lies and he was making up so I would feel at fault and at that time I did. He told me that to be let back into the community I wasn’t allowed to talk to my friends(and I broke that rule oops I still talk to some of them today) and told me that I’m “doing this for myself”. A few days later he messaged me and told me I was attention seeking and to this day I’m still afraid that I come across as that. He told me that “I was singling out males in the community” and that I was manipulating most of his community. Well I had the i7 ordered at this point and I messaged him that it was arriving and he told me that I shouldn’t expect to come back with welcoming arms to the community. He then told the community it was from an anonymous donor when most of them knew it was me. At this point I left him alone.



After he explicitly told me not to message him he spams me wanting me to order him food. I did it once, but the second time I couldn’t because my credit card was hacked and had several transactions on OrderUp that I had never made. Whether that was Jon or someone else who was in Jon’s community, I may never know, but there’s always that lingering feeling it was Jon. He then messaged me to send him food, but I couldn’t because of the credit card. Earlier December I had ordered all my friends’ Christmas presents and Jon’s was included and his was a Zelda hoodie from Etsy. I messaged him about it to let him know it was coming. On New Year’s Eve I was banned from his Twitch because I asked him twice if he liked his present. He never thanked me for it and complained it was small.

Fast forward about a month, I had moved on and had almost forgot about Jon. I still had friends from his community but we never talked about him after New Years. I got a message from Moose/Weewooweemoo with a link to a tweet from Jon talking about me and telling everyone that I had manipulated him and charged him back for everything which was not the case. Remember that hack I talked about? They racked up $3000 in stolen money. So in return my bank charged back every odd website and ordering places. This only included Gamewisp to of the things I had bought from to my knowledge. It didn’t just chargeback Jon, it charged back my good friend Sanguis and TheRPGMinx as well. This was all out of my hands and I had no idea this was happening. After all that happened Jon continuously tried kicking me out of all the communities I was in and he even had three people unmod and ban me by manipulating them into thinking I was an awful person. The only communities I had left at this point was Moose’s and Jay/Brotatoe’s and they still by me and help me when I need them to this day and I can’t thank them enough for that.

Jon’s community then started to bully me constantly on the internet and some still do to this day(see screenshots below). These accounts and the things they have said had driven me to several suicide attempts, but Moose’s community were the ones who talked me out of it. Up until about May this year, people were still kicking me out or refusing to let me join communities because of Jon’s influence.

June 2017, I get this message from one of my best friends who was a mod for Jon, this says that Jon has unbanned me and that I could come back. It takes me about a month, by this time Jon was an active member in my friend Nikki’s community, I decided to give him a third chance. We were in voice chat with another friend of mine in Nikki’s community and Jon starts telling us about his “relationship problems“ with Becca, but I didn’t know this was Becca that week, but I soon learned who it was. He manipulates me again and tell me how awful Becca’s boyfriend is and uses my past abusive relationships to relate to hers. He then wants me to talk to Becca about it, but I never did because I finally saw through his lies. During this month where we were talking, he even brought up the sexual stuff with me but I immediately shut it down because I’m happily in a relationship and have been for a while. I knew I shouldn’t trust Jon, but the whole time my only thought was “If Nikki and Becca can befriend him, so can I.” Well most of you know I went through a really horrible thing in September, and I knew that Jon had gone through something similar and I confided in him but all he did was tell me that I should report it and never said another word to me unless it was in Nikki or Becca’s chat. I knew that he manipulated me again and I blocked him, yet again. I took a long break from everything, only getting on twitter every once in a while until Kamikaze Kitten did the one thing I had waited years for someone to do. That was speak up.



Screenshots of i7 conversation- https://imgur.com/gallery/jKUrA

Screenshots of him sexually exploiting me at 15 years old- https://imgur.com/gallery/w2PjS

Screenshots of him wanting me to buy him food several times-https://imgur.com/gallery/PgxiL

Screenshots of his message to kick me out- https://imgur.com/gallery/5bCFc

Screenshots of the following week after- https://imgur.com/gallery/Uu8wL

Screenshots of Christmas Present- https://imgur.com/gallery/W9sFX

Screenshots of Moose and I’s convo- https://imgur.com/gallery/nwel2

Screenshots of cyberbullying by his community- https://imgur.com/gallery/0COYM



This is now all of what Jon did to me, but some of those memories are too hard to bring up. This should give you an idea of how manipulative and abusive he is to me and several others. Following up, a lot of his community wasn’t all bad, I’m still friends with several people that were a part of it, but the select few that bullied me and others were his faithful and most likely still are his followers. I’m sorry to anyone who went through his abuse, I had the chance to stop it sooner, but I was too scared to do it. Thank you for listening.

Yours Truly,

Cierra/Ciaran

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