NB: I am okay, by the way… I know when you read this you may wonder if I am. I am just thinking through a lot at the moment, I love you all so very much.

Why?

Why was I born with these disabilities?

Born different to everyone else?

I ask this question a lot you know…

I guess I genuinely wonder.

These disabilities control a lot of my life,

From looking at me you wouldn’t know it though

They make it hard for me to care for myself

And socially they make me awkward.

They make doing new things difficult…

And hearing things can be a pain… literally

Seeing things can be confusing

And they can make my brain squeeze and body ache.

These disabilities scare people away too…

I’m not really sure why…Â Its as if I wear a badge that says,

“Hey, don’t bother giving me a chance”

Well… Something like that anyway.

So I keep asking myself this question…

Why was I born this way?

I hope one day I find the answer…

Though I’m not sure if it will help if I did…

Perhaps not knowing is best.