haha, everyone tells me that... well, i think the torture time is really hard, even for him and what he've done UNTIL that point. i dont think he deserved that till then, BUTi think his decision for not stopping following his "dream", after the godhand tells him who he is and what he've done and especially the happenings at the eclipse most of all the "showdown" scene just to hurt casca and especially guts destroys all sympathys for him. period, you're right.