"NOT TODAY, DEHUMANIZING SHITSYSTEM," YOU YELL



<<cyclinglink "SET LASERS TO KILL" "BLAM BLAM BLAM BLAM BLAM!!!!!" end>>

<<cyclinglink "DO A COOL SPIN WITH YOUR LASERS STILL ON OR SOMETHING" "SWWWWWWWWWWWOOOOSH" end>>

<<cyclinglink "GUESS WHAT??? YOU HAVE A BIG ENERGY SWORD STRAPPED TO YOUR BACK" "SLASH SLASH!!!" end>>



<<cyclinglink "you have been really tired" "BUT YOU DID IT" "and now you don't have to worry about starving to death because you can't contribute to a grueling system that only exists to maintain oppression!!" end>>



[[COOL|ANYWAY]]



WHEN YOU AND YOUR PARTNER FOUND HER, HER BACK LEG WAS ALL MESSED UP AND HAD TO BE AMPUTATED. YOU MANAGED TO RAISE THE MONEY FOR THE AMPUTATION OVERNIGHT - ALMOST $700 - THANKS TO THE KINDNESS OF STRANGERS ON THE INTERNET.



YOU ARE GRATEFUL FOR THIS. ENDLESSLY SO. BUT TWO YEARS LATER WHEN YOU WERE TRYING TO ESCAPE AN ABUSIVE SITUATION THAT WAS CLOSE TO KILLING YOU, IT TOOK MUCH, MUCH LONGER TO SCRAPE TOGETHER EVEN A FRACTION OF THAT MONEY.



YOU'RE ENDLESSLY GRATEFUL FOR THAT, TOO, OF COURSE. BUT SOMETIMES YOU WISH YOU WERE A CAT.



[[SIGH|MOXIE]]

WITH YOUR NEW GLITTERBODY YOU CAN PET THEM TWICE AS FAST AND TWICE AS TENDERLY. THEY ARE PURRING SO MUCH. CATS ARE AMAZING BECAUSE THEY RADIATE LOVE AND WARMNESS. A LOT OF PANIC ATTACKS HAVE BEEN SOBBED AWAY INTO THESE FURRY LITTLE BODIES.



<<nobr>>

<<if visited ("MOXIE")>>

MOXIE: HACKED!!

<<else>>

[[PET MOXIE|MOXIE]]

<<endif>>

<<endnobr>>

<<nobr>>

<<if visited ("WILLOW")>>

WILLOW: HACKED!!

<<else>>

[[PET WILLOW|WILLOW]]

<<endif>>

<<endnobr>>

<<nobr>>

<<if visited("MOXIE", "WILLOW")>>

[[GOOD JOB!|HOLY SHIT]] YOUR CATS ARE REALLY HAPPY NOW

<<endif>>

<<endnobr>>

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THANK YOU FOR PLAYING <<continue "QUEER TRANS MENTALLY ILL POWER FANTASY">>QUEER TRANS MENTALLY ILL POWER FANTASY



A GAME BY [[CAIN|cainarts.tumblr.com]]



<<continue "SPECIAL THANKS">> SPECIAL THANKS:



♥ TO MY PARTNER: FOR PLAYTESTING AND ALSO FOR BEING MY BEST FRIEND AND STRONGEST SUPPORT

♥ TO WILLOW AND MOXIE: FOR BEING THE BEST AND CUTEST CATS EVER

♥ TO EVERYONE WHO SHARED THE NICEST THINGS PEOPLE HAD EVER SAID TO THEM: YOUR CONTRIBUTIONS MADE THE BEST AND MOST POWERFUL PART OF THIS GAME

♥ TO THE MEME TEAM: FOR ALWAYS BEING THE WARMEST AND KINDEST PEOPLE I KNOW

♥ TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS: I NEED YOU AND I LOVE YOU

♥ TO [[PORPENTINE|aliendovecote.com]]: THIS GAME IS A DIRECT RESULT OF THE WAYS YOUR ART HAS INFLUENCED ME. THANK YOU FOR MAKING TRANS TRASH TRAUMA ART THAT WE CAN ALL LEARN FROM



[[START OVER???|Start]]





because YOU ARE A BEING OF INFINITE POWER!!!!!!



<<continue "HOLY SHIT!!!">>HOLY SHIT!!!



YOU ARE POWERFUL BY VIRTUE OF EXISTING!!! YOU ARE POWERFUL BECAUSE YOU ARE HERE!!! YOU ARE POWERFUL BECAUSE CELLS ARE STILL MOVING IN YOUR GLITTERY LITTLE BODY



<<continue "WHOA">>WHOA



THANK YOU!!! FOR MAKING IT THIS FAR!

<<timedcontinue 1s>>

THANK YOU!!! FOR NOT KILLING YOURSELF!

<<timedcontinue 1s>>

THANK YOU!!! FOR NOT LISTENING TO ALL THE HORRIBLE THINGS THE ONES WHO HURT YOU SAID ABOUT YOU!

<<timedcontinue 1s>>

THANK YOU!!! FOR BELIEVING ALL THE KIND THINGS THE ONES WHO LOVE YOU SAID ABOUT YOU!

<<timedcontinue 1s>>

THANK YOU!!! FOR WAKING UP TODAY!

<<timedcontinue 2s>>



ONE DAY I WANT TO BE AS POWERFUL AS [[YOU!|END]]

<<continue "THERE IS A LOT OF PAIN IN THE WORLD AND A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO HURT OTHERS">>THERE IS A LOT OF PAIN IN THE WORLD AND A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO HURT OTHERS



BUT RIGHT NOW U ARE KEEPING YOUR FRIENDS SAFE



<<cyclinglink "♥" "THEY ARE ALLOWED TO CRY AS MUCH AS THEY WANT" end>>

<<cyclinglink "♥" "THEY CAN ALL TALK AT THE SAME TIME AND YOU CAN HEAR AND PAY ATTENTION TO EVERYTHING THEY SAY" end>>

<<cyclinglink "♥" "EVEN IF THEY CAN'T SPEAK OR DON'T WANT TO, THERE IS A PSYCHIC BOND BETWEEN YOU, AND YOU KNOW EVERYTHING THAT THEY NEED SOMEONE TO KNOW" end>>

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IT TAKES THEM A LONG TIME TO CALM DOWN BECAUSE IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE THEY COULD GET IT ALL OUT LIKE THIS

<<timedcontinue 2s>>

but eventually they calm down

<<timedcontinue 2s>>

and they feel safe with you here, with your [[POWER|ANYWAY]]

YOU DON'T WANT TO DESCRIBE GOING TO CLASS IN A GAME THAT'S SUPPOSED TO BE A POWER FANTASY. YOU FIND THE EDUCATIONAL SYSTEM FUNDAMENTALLY UPSETTING AND DESPAIR-INDUCING AND WHILE YOU'RE HAPPY YOU HAVE THE PRIVILEGE TO GO, ANY FURTHER DISCUSSION OF IT DOESN'T HAVE ANY PLACE HERE



ALL THAT'S IMPORTANT IS THAT YOU WENT TO CLASS, EVEN THOUGH THAT IS SOMETHING HORRIFYING AND DIFFICULT FOR YOU



[[ANYWAY]]

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[[BUT TODAY IS NOT ONE OF THOSE DAYS|CLASS1]]



<<else>>

WHOA THERE! WE AREN'T DONE AT THE APARTMENT YET! YOU STILL HAVE TO <<if visited ("BKFST1")>>PET THE CATS!<<else>>EAT BREAKFAST!!<<endif>>



[[OKAY OKAY|HOLY SHIT]]

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WILLOW IS THE BABY OF THE FAMILY. SHE'S TINY AND ALL BLACK. SHE WAS [[BORN WITHOUT EYELIDS|WILLOW1]] SO HER EYES ARE ALWAYS CROSSED AND SQUINTY.



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[[read another one?|THINGS]]

[[that was nice|SUIT]]

SOME DAYS THINGS AS SIMPLE AS MAKING FOOD AND EATING SEEM INSURMOUNTABLE AND HUGE, SO SCARY AND DIFFICULT THAT IT MAKES YOU WANT TO CRY, AND THEN YOU WANT TO CRY EVEN MORE BECAUSE THAT MAKES YOU FEEL WEAK AND PATHETIC



[[TODAY IS NOT ONE OF THOSE DAYS|BKFST1]]

YOU HAVE TWO CATS! [[THEY ARE SO CUTE|CATS1]]

THERE ARE WAY MORE [[THINGS]] THAN YOU THOUGHT THERE WOULD BE?? WAY MORE THINGS THAN YOU REMEMBER PEOPLE EVER SAYING TO YOU, AT LEAST



[[AWW|OKAY]]

YOU MAKE BREAKFAST BETTER AND FASTER THAN YOU EVER HAVE BEFORE!



[[HIGH FIVE|HOLY SHIT]]

QUEER TRANS MENTALLY ILL POWER FANTASY

MOXIE IS THE CUTEST CAT. SHE HAS [[THREE LEGS|MOXIE1]] AND SHE'S REALLY SOFT. SHE'S A TORTIE AND YOU THINK SHE MIGHT BE A LITTLE BIT MAINE COON, BUT SHE'S TOO SMALL TO BE PUREBRED.



<<replace "PET THAT CAT!!!!">> "omg she loves it!! she never purrs but u can just tell. [[OKAY LET'S GO|CATS1]]" <<endreplace>>

YOU FELL IN LOVE WITH HER AT THE SHELTER. YOU WERE WORRIED BECAUSE YOU COULDN'T PICK HER UP RIGHT AWAY, BUT WHEN YOU ASKED THE VET NURSE "DO A LOT OF PEOPLE SHOW INTEREST IN HER? DO YOU THINK SHE MIGHT GET ADOPTED BEFORE I CAN COME BACK FOR HER?" SHE KIND OF GAVE YOU A SAD LOOK.



"PEOPLE DON'T REALLY ADOPT BLUE COLLAR CATS, YOU KNOW?"



THE SHELTER HAD A COLOR CODE.

<<replace "GREEN">>GREEN = ADOPTABLE.<<endreplace>>

<<replace "RED">> RED = LIVES AT THE SHELTER.<<endreplace>>

<<replace "YELLOW">> YELLOW = BEHAVIORAL PROBLEMS<<endreplace>>

<<continue "BLUE">> BLUE = SPECIAL NEEDS.



ALL SHE NEEDS IS SOME LUBRICATING OINTMENT IN HER EYES, TWICE A DAY. IT TAKES FIVE SECONDS. IT'S NOT A BIG DEAL



BUT YOU THINK MAYBE IF YOU HADN'T CHOSEN TO ADOPT HER, NOBODY WOULD HAVE. THE PEOPLE WORKING THERE SEEMED SO SURPRISED AND GRATEFUL WHEN YOU SAID YOU WANTED HER.



[[SIGH|CATS1]]

you have a mecha inside you

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all those kind words: inside you

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all that cool weaponry????? ok maybe not but u can work on it

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YOU!! DON'T!! NEED!! A!! POWER!! FANTASY!!



[[BUT WHY NOT!!!|WHOA!!!]]



A LOT OF TIMES THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN KNOW THAT YOUR FRIENDS ARE HURTING IS BECAUSE YOU SEE A TWEET THAT SAYS "i'm really tired"



<<cyclinglink "nobody wants to be a burden" "nobody wants to dump all their problems on you" "and sometimes you really just can't take it, especially when their problems sound so much like yours, and it makes you feel really guilty" "it is really really hard to be there for your friends when you are also scared and in pain" end>>



<<continue "BUT GUESS WHAT">>BUT GUESS WHAT



<<continue "now with your new POWER FORM you can take all of it">>now with your new POWER FORM you can take all of it



[[GATHER ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS INTO YOUR INFINITE ARMS|FRIEND2]]

TODAY WHEN YOU GET UP IN THE MORNING YOU FIND THAT YOUR BODY HAS BEEN REPLACED WITH [[A GLITTERING IRIDESCENT MECHA SUIT ENCRUSTED WITH EVERY NICE MESSAGE YOU'VE EVER BEEN SENT|SUIT]]



[[HOLY SHIT]]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO FIRST WITH YOUR NEW BODY????????



<<nobr>>

<<if visited ("BKFST2")>>

BREAKFAST: HACKED!!

<<else>>

[[MAKE BREAKFAST!!!]]

<<endif>>

<<endnobr>>

<<nobr>>

<<if visited ("CATS1")>>

CATS: HACKED!!

<<else>>

[[PET CATS!!!]]

<<endif>>

<<endnobr>>

[[GO TO CLASS!!!]]

SO INSTEAD



THIS IS A [[QUEER TRANS MENTALLY ILL POWER FANTASY|OKAY]]

CAN YOU FEEL HOW POWERFUL YOU ARE??? <<continue "BARE YOUR TEETH!!!!">>BARE YOUR TEETH!!!!



HOLY SHIT!! YOU LOOK AMAZING

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ANYWAY THIS IS THE PART WHERE I TELL YOU THE BIG SECRET

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THIS IS LIKE THE QUINTESSENTIAL CARTOON EPISODE WHERE A CHARACTER IS NERVOUS ABOUT SOMETHING AND GETS GIVEN THIS MAGICAL ITEM TO MAKE THEM GOOD AT THE THING THEY'RE NERVOUS ABOUT BUT !!!SURPRISE!!! THERE WAS NO MAGIC ITEM IT WAS LIKE A LUMP OF DRAIN-CLOG-HAIR SPRAYPAINTED GOLD OR SOMETHING



<<continue "THE MAGIC WAS YOU THE WHOLE TIME????">>THE MAGIC WAS YOU THE WHOLE TIME????



THERE IS NO [[GLITTERING IRIDESCENT MECHA SUIT ENCRUSTED WITH EVERY NICE MESSAGE YOU'VE EVER BEEN SENT|WHOA]]



NOW IT'S TIME TO DO SOME COOL STUFF WITH YOUR NEW TRANS QUEER MECHA GLITTER BODY



<<nobr>>

<<if visited ("CAP")>>

CAPITALISM IS OVER. GOOD JOB

<<else>>

[[DESTROY CAPITALISM|CAP]]

<<endif>>

<<endnobr>>

<<nobr>>

<<if visited ("FRIEND")>>

ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS ARE HERE AND THEY ARE SMILING

<<else>>

[[COMFORT ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS FOREVER|FRIEND]]

<<endif>>

<<endnobr>>

<<nobr>>

<<if visited ("GENDER")>>

GENDER: SECURE

<<else>>

[[NEVER BE MISGENDERED EVER AGAIN|GENDER]]

<<endif>>

<<endnobr>>

<<nobr>>

<<if visited ("ABUSE")>>

YOU ARE SAFE

<<else>>

[[CAST EVERYTHING THAT HAS EVER HURT YOU INTO THE FLAMES|ABUSE]]

<<endif>>

<<endnobr>>

<<if visited ("CAP", "FRIEND", "GENDER", "ABUSE")>>

YOU ARE SO [[POWERFUL]]

<<else>>

<<endif>>



IT'S OKAY IF YOU AREN'T <<continue "DOING YOUR BEST">>DOING YOUR BEST



IT'S REALLY HARD TO PUT FORWARD ANY EFFORT AT ALL. LET ALONE YOUR BEST EFFORT. ESPECIALLY NOT EVERY DAY

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THIS SHIT IS HARD

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BE PROUD OF YOURSELF WHEN YOU'RE TRYING

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BUT ALSO BE PROUD OF YOURSELF WHEN YOU'RE TOO TIRED TO TRY

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YOU ARE SO POWERFUL NO MATTER HOW YOU'RE DEALING WITH ALL OF THIS. YOU ARE SO POWERFUL WHETHER OR NOT YOU CAN DRAG YOURSELF OUT OF BED IN THE MORNING



[[BUT TODAY YOU DID DRAG YOURSELF OUT OF BED|ANYWAY]]

BUT THERE'S STILL ALWAYS <<continue "SHIT LEFT OVER">>SHIT LEFT OVER



HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT WHAT THEY DID TO YOU

<<textinput $emotions "[[LIKE THIS|ABUSE3]]">>



[[I DON'T WANT TO SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT|ABUSE3]]

it's okay for you to feel like that

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it's okay for you to feel like that

<<timedcontinue 3s>>

it's okay for you to feel like that

<<timedcontinue 2s>>

do you want to talk about it a little more



[[YEAH|ABUSE4]]

[[NO|ANYWAY]]



WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR BREAKFAST, YOU MAGNIFICENT BEING???



<<cyclinglink "OATMEAL WITH NICE TOPPINGS" "TOAST WITH MARMALADE" "BACON AND EGGS" "A GRAPEFRUIT HALF AND SOME KIND OF GRAINY HIPSTER CEREAL" "CREPES WITH FRUIT FILLING" "HASHBROWNS!!!" "BISCUITS WITH GRAVY" "LEFTOVER PIZZA FROM LAST NIGHT" "CUP OF MINT TEA AND A MUFFIN">>



COOL! SOUNDS GOOD



[[HACK IT|BKFST2]]

I WAS GONNA MAKE A GAME ABOUT HOW SAD AND SICK I AM ALL THE TIME BUT I CHANGED MY MIND



[[OKAY|SOINSTEAD]]

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YOU HAVE NOT BEEN TREATED THE WAY YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN TREATED.

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YOUR <<cyclinglink "PARENTS" "FAMILY" "FRIENDS" "''FRIENDS''" "PARTNER" "PARTNERS" "EX-PARTNER" "EX-PARTNERS" "EMPLOYER" "COWORKER" "TEACHER">> DID NOT TREAT YOU THE WAY YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN TREATED

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NO. THEY <<continue "DIDN'T">>DIDN'T.



MAYBE THEY STILL DON'T



MAYBE THE ONLY REASON THEY DON'T IS BECAUSE YOU GOT AWAY



MAYBE YOU'RE STILL TRYING TO GET AWAY



[[BUT TODAY YOU ARE MORE POWERFUL THAN ANYONE HAS EVER BEEN AND YOU ARE COMPLETELY FREE|ABUSE2]]

YOUR NEW BODY HAS <<continue "BUILT IN DEFENSES">>BUILT IN DEFENSES



<<replace "TRANS CLOAKING DEVICE!!!">> ♥ TRANS CLOAKING DEVICE!!!: MAKES SURE THAT PEOPLE [[SEE YOU AS THE GENDER YOU WANT TO BE SEEN AS|GENDER2]]"<<endreplace>>

<<cyclinglink "HYPERVIGILANT LANGUAGE SHIELD!!!" "♥ HYPERVIGILANT LANGUAGE SHIELD!!!: AUTOMATICALLY DEFLECTS AND DESTROYS ANY LANGUAGE THAT WOULD MISGENDER YOU" end>>

<<cyclinglink "CISTROYER SIDEARM!!!" "♥ CISTROYER SIDEARM!!!: BLOWS AWAY ANY CISHITS WHO WOULD BE ASSHOLES TO YOU DESPITE ALL YOUR PRIOR PREPARATIONS AGAINST THIS TIRESOME GARBAGE" end>>



WITH ALL OF THIS ♥ SICK GEAR ♥ WALKING AROUND OUTSIDE FEELS SO MUCH BETTER



NOBODY CAN EVER MISGENDER U AGAIN. [[U HACKED IT|ANYWAY]]



PASSING IS A BULLSHIT HORRIBLE UGLY CONCEPT THAT CENTERS OUR IDENTITIES AND OUR "SUCCESS" IN EXPRESSING OUR IDENTITIES AROUND SHITTY CIS OPINIONS



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BUT ALSO WE HAVE TO SURVIVE



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SO LIKE,



[[WHATEVER|GENDER]]

CAIN!!!!