Sunday, 19th August 2018

It’s been a while. Nothing’s changed much. But yesterday night I heard the laughing again. This time there were many voices and they sounded more eerie. Like they were laughing at me. Maybe I’m just paranoid. (And maybe I’m going crazy.)

I thought it was over. That I could just forget it. But I heard it again… I checked my garden but nothing there changed. No Slenderman symbols, nothing. My intuition tells me it was a sign, a prophecy. I feel that soon I’ll meet him, actually see him in person. He plans to reveal himself to me. I have to be extra careful and always carry my phone with me for photos. As if taking a photo would pop on my mind while facing Slenderman.

The evil children’s laugh… Who are they anyway? Are they Slenderman’s victims? Or proxies? Nah, they seem too young to handle the “usual proxy stuff”, if there’s any. I’m clueless.

On another note, I stopped going to my psych. Or any psych, really. They were loading me with antipsychotics but nothing ever changed. They just increased the dose. The only thing that came out of it was my constant irritability and 20 lbs weight gain. I have to quit the meds, slowly decreasing the dose and go on a freaking diet. Ugh. But it might not be that difficult - most of the time I actually have to force myself to eat as I’m paranoid all the time and that kills my appetite conpletely.

Take care everyone.