Lena Dunham has been at the center of numerous controversies since she walked into the spotlight with HBO’s hit series Girls, but her most recent comments made during a podcast yesterday may be unredeemable.

While hosting “Women of the Hour,” the 30-year-old actress recalled a visit to a Texas Planned Parenthood several years ago. While she was there, a girl asked her to share her experience with abortion.

“I sort of jumped. ‘I haven’t had an abortion,’ I told her. I wanted to make it really clear to her that, as much as I was going out and fighting for other women’s options, I myself had never had an abortion,” she said. “And I realized then that even I was carrying within myself stigma around this issue. Even I, the woman who cares as much as anybody about a woman’s right to choose, felt that it was important that people know that I was unblemished in this department.”

She went on to commend her loved ones who have had abortions for their “bravery” and “self-knowledge,” while acknowledging that she needs to put her own stigma about the issues “in the garbage.”

She ended her story with, “Now I can say that I still haven’t had an abortion, but I wish I had.”

Listeners were less than enthused about her closing statements.

Why are people applauding Lena Dunham?! Prolife & pro choice should equally be upset about anyone who wishes they could've had an abortion — TheDivineMissTara💋 (@Tara812) December 21, 2016

.@lenadunham wishes she had an abortion. "Monster" is the correct description of Lena. Speaking as someone who adopted, go fuck yourself. — Rationalist Yoda (@YodaCon) December 21, 2016

Lena Dunham makes getting an abortion sound like getting permanent golds in your mouth or getting a sleeve tattoo. — Manjé Buu🇭🇹 (@LindenIves) December 21, 2016

https://twitter.com/Stephh405/status/811576062895341568

Lena Dunham is at it again, undermining one of her supposed most precious causes. You're not Colbert. — J.T. Astronaut (@jtastronaut) December 21, 2016

You guys I just really want the experience of having an abortion, like the plebes – @lenadunham — Jim De Giorgi Morrissey (@heimaeyus) December 21, 2016

My BFF suffered before and after her abortion. Is that really what you "wish" for @lenadunham? You really are something else honey… — Elena (@elenarparks) December 21, 2016

Others stood up for her.

Yes, Lena Dunham wishes she had an abortion BUT IT'S so she could use her celebrity platform to fight stigma surrounding the procedure. — 𝐂𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐃-𝔱𝔢𝔩𝔩𝔞𝔯 (@christellar) December 21, 2016

Lena Dunham should not be ridiculed for expressing a desire to exercise her CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHT to an abortion — Chris Lawrence (@chrislawrence_8) December 21, 2016

https://twitter.com/teenagesleuth/status/811415399975755777

She has since come out and apologized in a lengthy Instagram post.

“My latest podcast episode was meant to tell a multifaceted story about reproductive choice in America, to explain the many reasons women do or don’t choose to have children and what bodily autonomy really means,” her post began. “I’m so proud of the medley of voices in the episode. I truly hope a distasteful joke on my [art won’t diminish the amazing work of all the women who participated.”

She continued, “My words were spoken from a sort of ‘delusional girl’ persona I often inhabit, a girl who careens between wisdom and ignorance (that’s what my TV show is too) and it didn’t translate. That’s my fault. I would never, ever intentionally trivialize the emotional and physical challenges of terminating a pregnancy. My only goal is to increase awareness and decrease stigma.”

Check out her full post below:

What do you think about her comments? Was it a tasteless joke she didn’t think about or did she just misspeak? Was her message something to back or is it entirely inappropriate? Sound off below.