"The letter would contain a devastating account of our financial status, sexual harassment charges against a staff member, accusations of wardrobe expenses, and excessive staff travel expenses," LaPierre wrote. "But then Col. North explained that the letter would not be sent — if I were to promptly resign as your Executive Vice President. And, if I supported Col. North's continued tenure as president, he stated that he could 'negotiate' an 'excellent retirement for me."