“I had been feeling a little rum. I didn’t think it was anything serious because years ago I felt a lump and it was benign," she said. "I assumed this would be too. It kind of takes the wind out of your sails, and I don’t know what the future holds, if anything. I don’t think there’s a lot of it, because of my age — there just isn’t. It’s all been. I’ve no idea what there will be.”