do you mean, in a sexual setting? and are you talking just fantasies? because bloodplay is something you have to be very very very careful about in practice, and i’d recommend getting advice from someone with more experience in that matter. also, i’m not entirely sure what you mean by “cutting up.” do you mean just cutting them, like simple lacerations, or do you mean cutting up, like dismembering? if it’s the latter, you may want to find some professional help about that. in either case, if you don’t feel sexual attraction, then you can call yourself asexual. fantasies are a separate thing from sexuality

~Mod Q