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Anonymous 18316 1542430390582.png I want tomorrow to be 2019 already!



I know we're so close and to be frank I don't have many plans for the new year but a couple of important things, but I want to start "fresh" again, y'know the feeling when it's a new year and you feel all pumped for things, even if for 2 or 3 weeks. I want that feeling! I also think it will help with my current diet (as in what I eat, not a diet exactly), I started it early December, so it's not like I'm waiting for the new year to start changing. I think it will give me an extra boost!

Anonymous 18318 Promised myself I'd get back to my old weight by my birthday (the 28th) after getting seriously fat the past couple of years but since last December I've only lost 7 lbs. I would have needed to lose 15 to fit in my old clothes, and even then I'd still be too fat for my liking.



Why am I such a disgusting, lazy pig? Really fucking hate myself right now.

Anonymous 18319 I think I’m super fucking racist and I don’t know what to do. I genuinely don’t know if I’m just aware of shit or I’m becoming radicalised or like what. It’s fucking scary like. I keep catching myself saying and thinking things. Ironically did loads of charity work fighting racism when I was younger. What is do.

Anonymous 18324 tumblr_p2z3btCoFa1… ahhh…i want to be pretty

i feel like i should be

my parents in their youth were gorgeous; dad's sort of wasted away thanks to booze but my mother is aging beautifully. people take her for 30~ all the time despite the woman pushing 55 and being somewhat heavyset.

i however, am an amalgamation of all their worst features, an awkward weight, and am considered to be a few years above my actual age. this kills me.

Anonymous 18334 456344.gif >>18324

WHOMST IST THIS WHOMST IST THIS

Anonymous 18336 16736766_102119143… I feel kinda guilty but I really don't like hanging out or interacting with most of my family - particularly my mum. She isn't abusive or anything and I can tell she tries her best most of the time but I just cringe whenever I interact with her which usually leads to bare minimum conversations. Same with her partner of 10 years and my brothers. I think because I was closer to my dad as a kid and my mum was always stressed out/angry when they split up I didn't know how to talk to her and my dad was away so I was kinda isolated from the both of them.



It's a shame cos my brothers and her partner are really cold to her a lot of the time and flat out inept. (Nobody in the family except me got her a gift on her 50th birthday which she was really excited for, ended up calling me in tears.) I stay an hour and a half away for uni and I call every few weeks/visit two or three times a year which I'm perfectly happy with. She's dropped the idea of selling her house and moving closer to me a few times or coming up to stay for several nights and honestly it's my worst nightmare. Lmao why am I so terrible

Anonymous 18340 ive lost interest in literally everything

Anonymous 18341 >>18319

As long as you aren't being an asshole towards people you have racist thoughts about just because they're of a different race or ethnicity than you (e.g. talking behinds their backs in a racist way or spitting into their food because you "don't like their people"), I don't think you need to worry about it. As long as you aren't being an asshole towards people you have racist thoughts about just because they're of a different race or ethnicity than you (e.g. talking behinds their backs in a racist way or spitting into their food because you "don't like their people"), I don't think you need to worry about it.

Anonymous 18346 >>18319

>I think I'm super fucking racist

Don't know why that anon is lying to you, that behavior is fucking disgusting. Maybe educate yourself and avoid sites online that reenforce this behavior.

I consume a lot of foreign media/literature/art and it helps me humanize people from all cultures. Don't know why that anon is lying to you, that behavior is fucking disgusting. Maybe educate yourself and avoid sites online that reenforce this behavior.I consume a lot of foreign media/literature/art and it helps me humanize people from all cultures.

Anonymous 18351 >>18319

Depends what you mean by 'super fucking racist', what standard are you applying there? Are you going by the old definition of racism or the newer definition that recognizes micro-aggressions and the like?



If you want to reign back racial bias (or any group bias) I recommend remembering that people are individuals, and there is as much variation within groups as there is between groups. Every person is an individual that stands on their individual dignity. Depends what you mean by 'super fucking racist', what standard are you applying there? Are you going by the old definition of racism or the newer definition that recognizes micro-aggressions and the like?If you want to reign back racial bias (or any group bias) I recommend remembering that people are individuals, and there is as much variation within groups as there is between groups. Every person is an individual that stands on their individual dignity.

Anonymous 18352 I want to go home. I want to take a dump, eat my own food and do whatever the fuck I want in peace.

Anonymous 18360 >>18352

saaaame anon, re-adjusting to a house full of siblings and parents is so fucking frustrating when you've lived with your friends saaaame anon, re-adjusting to a house full of siblings and parents is so fucking frustrating when you've lived with your friends

Anonymous 18375 >>18336

this made me so sad wtf this made me so sad wtf

Anonymous 18376 >>18341

Thanks for your mature and empathetic response. I wouldn’t be an asshole to somebody based on it no, that’s not the way I conduct myself.



>>18346

I’ve been brought up in a way where I have “consumed” different cultures and backgrounds, especially through travelling. I understand the assumption you’ve made here but I had a very fortunate upbringing where I could meet and experience a lot of different things. I’m not an uneducated hick if that’s where your basing this response. I agree about the websites, I’m going to stop using twitter and the like.



>>18351

Thank you for this well thought response. I’m unsure, I think I’m basing it off what people would currently regard as racism though. Not old time racism.

>I recommend remembering that people are individuals, and there is as much variation within groups as there is between groups. Every person is an individual that stands on their individual dignity.

Perfect idea, thank you. This is exactly what I needed Anonette :) Thanks for your mature and empathetic response. I wouldn’t be an asshole to somebody based on it no, that’s not the way I conduct myself.I’ve been brought up in a way where I have “consumed” different cultures and backgrounds, especially through travelling. I understand the assumption you’ve made here but I had a very fortunate upbringing where I could meet and experience a lot of different things. I’m not an uneducated hick if that’s where your basing this response. I agree about the websites, I’m going to stop using twitter and the like.Thank you for this well thought response. I’m unsure, I think I’m basing it off what people would currently regard as racism though. Not old time racism.Perfect idea, thank you. This is exactly what I needed Anonette :)

Anonymous 18377 >>18319

coming from someone who has worked on their internalized biases, what helped me was to try and catch myself every time i would think or say something bigoted, and then remind myself of what was actually true ie if i had a thought about how someone i knew was probably something stereotypical based on their race/gender/whatever i would stop myself and make sure to remind to myself that that not all members of xyz group are stereotypes, and remind myself to focus on what i know of them as an individual, not a stereotype.



maybe that sounds obvious but it did work for me. it took a while for me but i found myself having those thoughts less and less, and it was much easier to look beyond whatever stereotypes i had internalized. idk if that's helpful. it's not ok to be racist/bigoted but you probably won't get anywhere by beating yourself up over it either, just be realistic and put serious effort into changing/challenging your views if you want to change. coming from someone who has worked on their internalized biases, what helped me was to try and catch myself every time i would think or say something bigoted, and then remind myself of what was actually true ie if i had a thought about how someone i knew was probably something stereotypical based on their race/gender/whatever i would stop myself and make sure to remind to myself that that not all members of xyz group are stereotypes, and remind myself to focus on what i know of them as an individual, not a stereotype.maybe that sounds obvious but it did work for me. it took a while for me but i found myself having those thoughts less and less, and it was much easier to look beyond whatever stereotypes i had internalized. idk if that's helpful. it's not ok to be racist/bigoted but you probably won't get anywhere by beating yourself up over it either, just be realistic and put serious effort into changing/challenging your views if you want to change.

Anonymous 18388 I feel like I’ve lost basic empathy for people, I no longer relate to them or enjoy their company. I really don’t know what happened or what’s wrong with me. It’s probabaly because I’m boring and can’t hold a decent conversation, or I probably just got more selfish and self-absobed.

I don’t want to know what it is to exist and be a real breathing human being anymore. All I look forward to is going to sleep and forgetting I exist, like how sad and pathetic is that? I just want to get over it and be normal like everyone else, but I’m paranoid, and in a very unhealthy way, is in I think people know what I’m doing in my privacy, and I can never know what that’s actually like. I feel like I’m just stuck in this constant cycle of failure and shame. It really sucks the life out of me. I already have the “1000 mile stare”, and I truly believe if this goes on I’ll be reduced to a shell of a human being.

Anonymous 18395 >>18376

No problem. I went through my own scare a while ago. I grew up somewhere mayonnaise white (with some Italians) so my practical exposure to other groups was minimal. This actually didn’t lead to racism in itself, since I was exposed to the corrective measures of the social justice waves of the time by way of the internet. This kind of backfired on me, because by the time I had actual practical exposure to other groups and found that basically every culture has its ups and downs, I became afraid that my ‘failure’ to positively process every aspect of other cultures or ways of being meant something darker. I went through a phase where I had to beat back thoughts that felt almost intrusive every time I was directly confronted with someone (never manifested in my actual behavior save for maybe looking anxious during brief social interactions)- and the punchline is they only ‘went away’ when I stopped worrying about them so much. It was almost like a mild OCD, in my anxiety about impure thoughts I held them front and center.

Saying “everyone’s a little bit racist” is reductive, but honestly you can respect individuals on an individual basis while not giving every cultures ‘defaults’ a glowing review. I remember my blood running cold when an Indian friend of mine started going off about brown boys behaving in sexist ways, like, “Oh no I’m not supposed to hear/believe this”. Of course #notallmen, but she was speaking cathartically from her own experience and I wasn’t going to shut that down just to keep myself ‘pure’. I’ve since accepted that negative assessment is going to be a part of me, and as long as I stick to my basic principles and evaluate people as they behave individually I won’t be being terribly unfair. No problem. I went through my own scare a while ago. I grew up somewhere mayonnaise white (with some Italians) so my practical exposure to other groups was minimal. This actually didn’t lead to racism in itself, since I was exposed to the corrective measures of the social justice waves of the time by way of the internet. This kind of backfired on me, because by the time I had actual practical exposure to other groups and found that basically every culture has its ups and downs, I became afraid that my ‘failure’ to positively process every aspect of other cultures or ways of being meant something darker. I went through a phase where I had to beat back thoughts that felt almost intrusive every time I was directly confronted with someone (never manifested in my actual behavior save for maybe looking anxious during brief social interactions)- and the punchline is they only ‘went away’ when I stopped worrying about them so much. It was almost like a mild OCD, in my anxiety about impure thoughts I held them front and center.Saying “everyone’s a little bit racist” is reductive, but honestly you can respect individuals on an individual basis while not giving every cultures ‘defaults’ a glowing review. I remember my blood running cold when an Indian friend of mine started going off about brown boys behaving in sexist ways, like, “Oh no I’m not supposed to hear/believe this”. Of course #notallmen, but she was speaking cathartically from her own experience and I wasn’t going to shut that down just to keep myself ‘pure’. I’ve since accepted that negative assessment is going to be a part of me, and as long as I stick to my basic principles and evaluate people as they behave individually I won’t be being terribly unfair.

Anonymous 18421 I'm so tired of gender war bullshit. I just want a small bf to love and hide away from the world with.

I no longer want to fall into extremely biased generalizations born out of fear, while simultaneously proving myself and other women as different than what the other side makes biased generalizations about.

I might start actually limiting myself from sources that irritate the issue for me, since it's become addicting to immerse myself in man-hate then flip to /r9k/ to confirm my biases and get anxious and angry. Normfags aren't bothered by this nonsense for the most part and there's no reason for me to concern myself with it, either. It only upsets me and contributes nothing towards my ultimate goal.



Merry Christmas. This is my New Year's resolution.

Anonymous 18422 I'm angry at how pretty people on this website are. We on an image board. This is suppose to be filled with ugly rejects. Instead it's beautiful people that are fun to talk to. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHY ARE YOU ALL SO PRETTY

Anonymous 18427 Good God. My bf drank so much last night and I told him to stop. He didn't and I told him this morning I should drive even though I didn't really think he'd still be drunk when his last drink was 6 hours ago. He leaned forward to switch a song in the car and swerved so he got pulled over…i wonder if they detected any alcohol in his system…Either way, now we're late to to my immediate family's Christmas and I was really looking forward to it as I thought he might not come. Fucking I told you so fifty times over here.

Anonymous 18428 >>18427

He got arrested and I'm ending up going alone to Christmas anyway. I wonder what his BAC was? It couldn't have been that high. I care more about the fact this bitch will cry and moan and use this experience to validate his feelings of worthlessness which will make him not motivated to change or do anything productive. He got arrested and I'm ending up going alone to Christmas anyway. I wonder what his BAC was? It couldn't have been that high. I care more about the fact this bitch will cry and moan and use this experience to validate his feelings of worthlessness which will make him not motivated to change or do anything productive.

Anonymous 18429 >>18421

Men are whores and so are most women. Men however will always dream of prettier and younger girls than you, they never settle mentally. Even the incels. It's just a fact. It's not a surprise that a world ruled mostly by men is also dogshit, war and greed everywhere. Women are pretty shit but men are more shit. Men are whores and so are most women. Men however will always dream of prettier and younger girls than you, they never settle mentally. Even the incels. It's just a fact. It's not a surprise that a world ruled mostly by men is also dogshit, war and greed everywhere. Women are pretty shit but men are more shit.

Anonymous 18430 >>18429

See, this is what I mean. I know men that are not like this in my life, and men with atypical tastes 100% exist. Just as I love weak little manlets there are men out there who love fat chicks and shit. My own male best friend wants a tall tough amazon.

There are many males like you describe, but also many who are not. Not all men are criminals despite most criminals being men.

I refuse to become a handmaiden of course, shit men deserve shit, but hating all men is equally as delusional. I want to recover and judge individuals.



I will see individuals. See, this is what I mean. I know men that are not like this in my life, and men with atypical tastes 100% exist. Just as I love weak little manlets there are men out there who love fat chicks and shit. My own male best friend wants a tall tough amazon.There are many males like you describe, but also many who are not. Not all men are criminals despite most criminals being men.I refuse to become a handmaiden of course, shit men deserve shit, but hating all men is equally as delusional. I want to recover and judge individuals.I will see individuals.

Anonymous 18431 >>18430

Good for you, this is how you should view people in general. I'm happy for you that you came to this realization yourself. Escape from the hellscape of generalizations and blanket terms for an easy scapegoat as to why people fail at romance. It's easier to blame a group than it is to blame yourself and that's what a lot of these people do. Good for you, this is how you should view people in general. I'm happy for you that you came to this realization yourself. Escape from the hellscape of generalizations and blanket terms for an easy scapegoat as to why people fail at romance. It's easier to blame a group than it is to blame yourself and that's what a lot of these people do.

Anonymous 18450 >>18430

>I will see individuals

That's a good way to go about it. It takes more effort on your part, but I think it leads to a more fulfilling experience in social interaction. That's a good way to go about it. It takes more effort on your part, but I think it leads to a more fulfilling experience in social interaction.

Anonymous 18452 It's so hard to give it up. Even though I know it's just a worthless timesink.

Anonymous 18460 11324909_100318501… I have no goal in life, honestly. I don't see the point if it's just to survive without getting anything good from it.

Anonymous 18466 Getting uglier has made me realize how much I need to get my shit together or I'll die alone

Anonymous 18467 >>18463

yeah how dare he

Anonymous 18469 1300044776986.jpg >>18463

Yikes, you sound like a massive stuck up bitch.

Anonymous 18471 IMG_hpw1yj.jpg >>18463

poor guy.. cant you just let him down nicely?

Anonymous 18473 >>18463

I hope you're joking or exaggerating. Why are you so mean.

Anonymous 18476 >>18463

It would be pretty funny if this same person was complaining at the tfw no bf thread.

Anonymous 18479 >>18473

>>18471

>>18469

>>18467



Incels detected. This is a girls only imageboard. Incels detected. This is a girls only imageboard.

Anonymous 18481 >>18479

you can't even call someone out for being a bitch (even if it's obvious bait)? you can't even call someone out for being a bitch (even if it's obvious bait)?

Anonymous 18482 >>18481

Back to /r9k/ adventurer. Back to /r9k/ adventurer.

Anonymous 18483 >>18479



>girls calling out an asshole

>must be incels



ok ok

Anonymous 18484 >>18482

read this>>18483

thank you read this>>18483thank you

Anonymous 18485 >>18463

Lmao I bet you're one of those girls bitching about being single in the single thread here. You're such a bitch tbh

Anonymous 18486 >>18485

I'm pretty sure that's incel bait anon, and it looks like it's working :^) I'm pretty sure that's incel bait anon, and it looks like it's working :^)

Anonymous 18492 I want to leave my job so badly. But I have to wait for my boyfriend to have surgery first (because of youknow vacation time and such) and ugh I so desperately want to leave NOW, I know it's not smart. But this place makes me so angry, I genuinely feel like we kill people on a daily basis and I honestly don't get paid enough to deal with feeling like a bad person every single day. We don't really know when the surgery will be but it should be soon because we just got a notice from our insurance that the surgery is covered and now we just have to wait for the doctor to call us back and we can set a date. I wish we knew when the doctor would be available. I just tired of being here. Fuck if the pay was even a little bit good this would be a different story. But 12.70 truly isnt enough to throw away my morals

Anonymous 18493 >>18492

What do you do if I may ask? Something in healthcare? What do you do if I may ask? Something in healthcare?

Anonymous 18494 >>18493

Basically. I work in a laboratory but I work in the call center part, so I talk to the nurses and doctors all day. Basically. I work in a laboratory but I work in the call center part, so I talk to the nurses and doctors all day.

Anonymous 18499 >Move into apartment for university

>Roommates are the most stereotypical, unlikable caricatures of black people ever

>Loud screeching almost every night until 1PM

>They have shrugged off every attempt I've ever made to introduce myself or talk to them



And if I try and report them for making living here hell I'll just look like a stereotypical black-hating Asian., and I can't swap rooms without a reason.

Anonymous 18500 >>18499

>a stereotypical black-hating Asian

Is there any race that isn't a stereotype against hating blacks for being awful people to live around when they act like their stereotypical culture? Is there any race that isn't a stereotype against hating blacks for being awful people to live around when they act like their stereotypical culture?

Anonymous 18501 >>18500

The issue is that I'm Korean. I just look like stereotype for disliking them due to the LA Riots (which admittedly my grandparents got their shit burnt during and is why my mom moved our family all out to the sticks before I was born). The issue is that I'm Korean. I just look like stereotype for disliking them due to the LA Riots (which admittedly my grandparents got their shit burnt during and is why my mom moved our family all out to the sticks before I was born).

Anonymous 18502 >>18501

Can you not move to another apartment where you won't be culturally enriched? Because fuck, I would rather die than live with roomates like that. Can you not move to another apartment where you won't be culturally enriched? Because fuck, I would rather die than live with roomates like that.

Anonymous 18504 >>18502

Nope. The housing office needs a valid reason to move me, and the only reasons I have would just make me sound like an exaggerating racist. Nope. The housing office needs a valid reason to move me, and the only reasons I have would just make me sound like an exaggerating racist.

Anonymous 18505 >>18504

You can't just put it as simply as "We don't get along and I can't study?" See I'm white so everything I can do is racist, these concepts of dancing around the issue at this point are long gone. I just stopped caring. You can't just put it as simply as "We don't get along and I can't study?" See I'm white so everything I can do is racist, these concepts of dancing around the issue at this point are long gone. I just stopped caring.

Anonymous 18506 >>18505

At this point I'm too hesitant to get caught up in some huge ordeal to bother, so I just use my around-the-ear headphones, turn my music up, and deal with it. I'm running out of candles, though. At this point I'm too hesitant to get caught up in some huge ordeal to bother, so I just use my around-the-ear headphones, turn my music up, and deal with it. I'm running out of candles, though.

Anonymous 18507 >>18506

If you can enjoy the smell I suggest incense, it's way cheaper than candles. If you can enjoy the smell I suggest incense, it's way cheaper than candles.

Anonymous 18508 >>18507

The smell reminds me too much of my grandmother. Wish I had her around to ask for suggestions. The smell reminds me too much of my grandmother. Wish I had her around to ask for suggestions.

Anonymous 18509 >>18508

I mean my real advice would be to not give a shit. Honestly you can't let a bunch of inconsiderate people with a garbage lifestyle that clashes with your own interfere with you and you being comfortable, including in college where you have to get work done and focus on your studies.



Truth be told, who gives a fuck if they think you are racist or not. In the end is it worth being miserable in your garbage living situation versus being happy while a fucking ignorant assholes want to play a race card against you because they can't act like grown human beings. You gotta learn at some point to not care about what EVERYONE thinks about you, you can't control their thoughts and in the end if they want to place the race card because you don't enjoy their lifestyle, they are truly ignorant and they are the core reason the world is in a shit state.



Other side of the coin is that I'm sure they won't give a shit and actually be more happy that you're gone since they keep snubbing you and the whole racist thing is an exaggeration. I mean my real advice would be to not give a shit. Honestly you can't let a bunch of inconsiderate people with a garbage lifestyle that clashes with your own interfere with you and you being comfortable, including in college where you have to get work done and focus on your studies.Truth be told, who gives a fuck if they think you are racist or not. In the end is it worth being miserable in your garbage living situation versus being happy while a fucking ignorant assholes want to play a race card against you because they can't act like grown human beings. You gotta learn at some point to not care about what EVERYONE thinks about you, you can't control their thoughts and in the end if they want to place the race card because you don't enjoy their lifestyle, they are truly ignorant and they are the core reason the world is in a shit state.Other side of the coin is that I'm sure they won't give a shit and actually be more happy that you're gone since they keep snubbing you and the whole racist thing is an exaggeration.

Anonymous 18510 >>18509

I guess. I guess.

Anonymous 18525 >>18523

bait part 2 ?

Anonymous 18527 >>18523

I can see it being weird if he declared his undying love for you after one month, but even then you still described the behavior cute which means you enable it and maybe even like it too. I'm not scared to state if I like someone and I wouldn't be offended if a guy said that to me.

Anonymous 18531 >>18499

Lmao well according to them POCs can't be racist so Lmao well according to them POCs can't be racist so

Anonymous 18535 >>18504

Just tell them your roommates are loud and refuse to quiet down at any time during the day so you are having trouble getting to sleep and being able to study. It’s important you be able to do those things so you can pass school.



Honestly who fucking cares if some obnoxious hoodrats think you’re racist for wanting peace and quiet? You aren’t, and anyone who isn’t a complete retard can see that. Just tell them your roommates are loud and refuse to quiet down at any time during the day so you are having trouble getting to sleep and being able to study. It’s important you be able to do those things so you can pass school.Honestly who fucking cares if some obnoxious hoodrats think you’re racist for wanting peace and quiet? You aren’t, and anyone who isn’t a complete retard can see that.

Anonymous 18536 >>18535

she should confront them first, if they don't improve then there is no other option but to get the school involved. she should confront them first, if they don't improve then there is no other option but to get the school involved.

Anonymous 18545 I'm too stupid for modernity. Just leave me in the woods and if I can't manage that I'll just starve, it's fine, really.

Anonymous 18551 if i'm still friendless by this time next year i might kms

Anonymous 18552 >>18551

Don't do that! I'll be your friend. Don't do that! I'll be your friend.

Anonymous 18556 >>18555

Come to Church (a real one with good preaching)

Anonymous 18557 >>18556

From what I've seen of religious institutions, it's just a place for people (mostly men) with ruined lives to go and fool themselves about a better life on the other side. It's actually depressing.

I'd like to think I'm not that much of a defeatist.



And I don't have a positive view on religion either way. From what I've read of christian philosophy, it sounds like patriarchial bs written by frustrated, autistic men. Basically the medieval equivalent of r9k. From what I've seen of religious institutions, it's just a place for people (mostly men) with ruined lives to go and fool themselves about a better life on the other side. It's actually depressing.I'd like to think I'm not that much of a defeatist.And I don't have a positive view on religion either way. From what I've read of christian philosophy, it sounds like patriarchial bs written by frustrated, autistic men. Basically the medieval equivalent of r9k.

Anonymous 18558 >>18555

>with their non problems

Try a hobby-based community if you don't want to hear about the life problems of other people. Most people aren't very interesting and the interesting people usually already have interesting friends.

>Recounting memories of internet shitposting to people who have actual stories to tell?

Maybe you are looking at the past through rose-tinted glasses? Back then there weren't that many interesting stories either, it just seems that way because people don't bother remembering or saving all the boring posts on the internet.



It can be hard to find friends but there has got to be a handful of people who click with you somewhere. I personally dislike speaking to the majority of people out there but I managed to find a couple of like-minded people and only speak to them.

Anonymous 18560 >>18557

I mean it would help if you dropped the whole arrogant attitude about shit you don't understand what so ever. I wouldn't want to be friends with you either because I can't stand people who act like you who have to talk down to men, and talk down to shit they don't understand and feel like they do. Anyone who groups people by an entire gender is a very small person who has yet to grow emotionally. It's one thing to have a preference over things but I can tell just by your tone you look down at a lot of things with disdain.



If you don't like spirituality, that's cool. But your handle on the christian faith is so pathetically narrow I wonder what "christian philosophy" you read that wasn't from some clickbait article. I mean it would help if you dropped the whole arrogant attitude about shit you don't understand what so ever. I wouldn't want to be friends with you either because I can't stand people who act like you who have to talk down to men, and talk down to shit they don't understand and feel like they do. Anyone who groups people by an entire gender is a very small person who has yet to grow emotionally. It's one thing to have a preference over things but I can tell just by your tone you look down at a lot of things with disdain.If you don't like spirituality, that's cool. But your handle on the christian faith is so pathetically narrow I wonder what "christian philosophy" you read that wasn't from some clickbait article.

Anonymous 18562 2bc0cfff5c8978d7.p… I miss having a group of internet friends to watch movies and play vidya with and just spend time with in general…last time I had friends like that was 4 years ago and since then I've become a completely different person, not in a good way.

I just wish I knew how to talk to people without totally embarrassing myself

Anonymous 18563 >>18560

Thanks for trying to help, but I'm not sure "go get indoctrinated into a religion" is the best advice.



I don't look down on all men, just those who indulge in escapism to hide from their problems, but disguise it as "spirituality". My uncle is like that. After he ruined his career, he became weirdly religious, and started preaching about living a modest life, and "worldly" things are meaningless. Meanwhile, his kids are growing up poor. It's so predictable, it feels two faced. Like he's in it for the comfort rather than faith.



Also, I don't see how you can't recognize the parallels between religious scholars rambling about the importance of an intact female hymen, "degeneracy", evils of modernity, "family values", and incels rambling about exactly the same topics, with the same arguments.



But I guess you're one of those "trad thots" I keep hearing about, keep sticking up for men who want to confine you to a kitchen, I'm sure they'll respect you so much for it. Thanks for trying to help, but I'm not sure "go get indoctrinated into a religion" is the best advice.I don't look down on all men, just those who indulge in escapism to hide from their problems, but disguise it as "spirituality". My uncle is like that. After he ruined his career, he became weirdly religious, and started preaching about living a modest life, and "worldly" things are meaningless. Meanwhile, his kids are growing up poor. It's so predictable, it feels two faced. Like he's in it for the comfort rather than faith.Also, I don't see how you can't recognize the parallels between religious scholars rambling about the importance of an intact female hymen, "degeneracy", evils of modernity, "family values", and incels rambling about exactly the same topics, with the same arguments.But I guess you're one of those "trad thots" I keep hearing about, keep sticking up for men who want to confine you to a kitchen, I'm sure they'll respect you so much for it.

Anonymous 18564 >>18555

In the same boat, I'm hoping maybe I will finally have a tight-knit social circle of gal pals when I have kids some day and they're old enough to join sports and I can hang out with the other moms. To me that feels like the legit "adult world" and I'm in an in-between phase now of extended adolescence and being an actual adult. And if I miss the boat on that maybe I'll make friends with other old ladies when I'm crazy and shitting my pants in a nursing home where it's normal to yell old memes at the top of your lungs because everyone there is nuts.

Anonymous 18568 >>18566

Same fam I was a childfree edgelord when I was a teenager and at the time thought for sure I'd always be one, but since getting older and hanging out with other people's kids I realized they are fun and not just Satan spawn. I'm lonely now but I'm looking forward to that "family life" phase of my life when it happens, and even though I spent my teenage years on dark corners of the internet and no one can relate to that IRL, just having kids the same age as yours is a good common denominator for making friends with other moms. And if that doesn't work and I'm still a social pariah around other women for being too weird, maybe when I'm an old lady it'll finally be my time to shine and I'll become the most popufur golden girl in the care home for winning all the feces smearing competitions.

Anonymous 18570 >>18563

>>18563

I pity you. I truly do, no words can ever reach you to understand how ignorant you are in life. You are so emotionally stunted you have to correlate your man hate to your uncle who befell misfortune and instead of being depressed accepted a new thought process so he doesn't meet each day with suicidal thought of how he's a failure. All you care about is your niece/nephews "growing up poor". You don't understand what spirituality is, the face you say he's in it for comfort rather than faith is stupid. Part of spirituality is finding comfort in your soul and by extension emotions. Some people find that comfort through faith, or the simple life teachings that it provides. So no, no one was telling you to get indoctrinated or take everything critically, just be open to perhaps a new experience to grow you as a person. I wasn't even the person who suggested it, but seeing your shit talk against it disgusted me.



To top it off you can correlate the church to "incels" because they said the same thing. People say the same shit all the time, just because one parrots off of the other doesn't mean they have the same intentions. You try to force the context of an "incel" wanting a virgin with that of the church when it's two totally different principals. This is what I mean by ignorant, you don't understand deep meaning behind anything. You are so superficial and shallow.

Which by the way to tie this all off google the term thot sometime, you will then understand that traditional women can't be thots.



P.S. Take some time away from shitposting and read about some shit seriously and take time to experience it, become educated. Shitposting isn't going to get to anywhere and you got about as much knowlege/understanding as an incel. I pity you. I truly do, no words can ever reach you to understand how ignorant you are in life. You are so emotionally stunted you have to correlate your man hate to your uncle who befell misfortune and instead of being depressed accepted a new thought process so he doesn't meet each day with suicidal thought of how he's a failure. All you care about is your niece/nephews "growing up poor". You don't understand what spirituality is, the face you say he's in it for comfort rather than faith is stupid. Part of spirituality is finding comfort in your soul and by extension emotions. Some people find that comfort through faith, or the simple life teachings that it provides. So no, no one was telling you to get indoctrinated or take everything critically, just be open to perhaps a new experience to grow you as a person. I wasn't even the person who suggested it, but seeing your shit talk against it disgusted me.To top it off you can correlate the church to "incels" because they said the same thing. People say the same shit all the time, just because one parrots off of the other doesn't mean they have the same intentions. You try to force the context of an "incel" wanting a virgin with that of the church when it's two totally different principals. This is what I mean by ignorant, you don't understand deep meaning behind anything. You are so superficial and shallow.Which by the way to tie this all off google the term thot sometime, you will then understand that traditional women can't be thots.P.S. Take some time away from shitposting and read about some shit seriously and take time to experience it, become educated. Shitposting isn't going to get to anywhere and you got about as much knowlege/understanding as an incel.

Anonymous 18573 1544204398158.jpg >>18570

It's hard to describe how funny and stereotypical your whole post is. That's exactly how losers who seek religion to escape their own failures sound like.



"You are so ignorant!11 Go get educated!11". While providing no arguments whatsoever.

Let me guess, your SO or some other male in your family is a failure at life, and uses religion as escape. So instead of admitting that he's a failure and doing something about it, he pretends to be oh so pious and moral. He convinced you of his bullshit, and now instead of rightfully despising him for being a pathetic piece of shit, you start pitying him, and stay as to not appear shallow. You also enjoy the sense of validation that comes from feeling morally superior to others, and the victim complex that comes from feeling like a martyr.



His faith is a coping mechanism for being a failure, and your faith is a coping mechanism for being WITH a failure.



Anyway, the fact that your first piece of advice (and one you seem to give to everyone on this board) was "go find a man to tell you how to live" is pretty telling. "Internalized misogyny", they call it. Personally, I call it "being too weak and stupid to not be manipulated by men". It's hard to describe how funny and stereotypical your whole post is. That's exactly how losers who seek religion to escape their own failures sound like."You are so ignorant!11 Go get educated!11". While providing no arguments whatsoever.Let me guess, your SO or some other male in your family is a failure at life, and uses religion as escape. So instead of admitting that he's a failure and doing something about it, he pretends to be oh so pious and moral. He convinced you of his bullshit, and now instead of rightfully despising him for being a pathetic piece of shit, you start pitying him, and stay as to not appear shallow. You also enjoy the sense of validation that comes from feeling morally superior to others, and the victim complex that comes from feeling like a martyr.His faith is a coping mechanism for being a failure, and your faith is a coping mechanism for being WITH a failure.Anyway, the fact that your first piece of advice (and one you seem to give to everyone on this board) was "go find a man to tell you how to live" is pretty telling. "Internalized misogyny", they call it. Personally, I call it "being too weak and stupid to not be manipulated by men".

Anonymous 18574 >>18573

Holy scapegoats and man hate batman. You know I was just shitting on you for acting like people repellent and perhaps you need to work on yourself some. While also drilling in there the notion that possibly you don't know shit even if you pretend you do. But let's be real, you are so disillusioned to what the fuck reality is and so entrenched in this whole man hate garbage that you just keep bringing it up when in reality, a belief system has nothing to do with men. Just because it came from an era with heavy patriarchal affiliation, doesn't mean the actual teachings inside on how to be a decent person is somehow related or negated because of this. Just like any pile of garbage information, you pick the good stuff from the shit, not look at the shit and invalidate any worth in there. But I digress, you have a serious man hate issue that goes way beyond this and the fact you keep moving goal posts about how you don't understand the christian faith and correlate it to men is fucking sad. I don't know what your uncle did to you, but it's time to separate personal experiences from actual things you know, this projection makes me want to vomit. I thought people on 4chan projected but this is far worse than anything I've ever seen. I don't know why you're so hard on "failures" because in my eyes, you're feels posting about not being able to make one friend, wasting your young adulthood on image boards, and you have not one actual fond memory of anything tangible in real life is pretty much a big sign of a failure. So maybe you're mad about how much of a failure you are and you're jealous of how someone else can cope with not being successful in life while still being happy. I don't know, I'm not Sigmund Freud. All I know is that person nor I was telling you to run to a man for advice that was you shoving words down our throats about your personal issue with men.



Also I'm not here to teach you shit. You aren't going to learn, you are making a fake persona of me to attack based on who you think I am. You're too arrogant to teach, you need to be humbled before you would be susceptible to any ideas that somehow, just somehow being happy even when you fail at life isn't a terrible thing. You know the saying "make lemons into lemonade", you can't just quit on life when you fall and wait until you get back up to your former glory, sometimes you never do. You gotta keep moving because life doesn't stop for your ass and this is a common fact among many functioning adults in the real world. This whole garbage you spout about religion being an escape is stupid. That is what religion is PERIOD. It's a way for people to feel less shitty because they take spiritual view points where maybe all the shitty things that are happening in life aren't that important, and they learn to adjust their focus on what they feel is more important. People want to feel at peace and calm, that is why they do shit like organized religion, yoga, tai chi… whatever the fuck else. Just because it helps people feel better doesn't mean it's somehow fucking the worst thing in the world, and this notion of failing and succeeding is seeded in something personal for you that I don't understand. Failing and succeeding is a relative term anyways.



Also last note, posting pictures of anime girls smoking doesn't make you look mature or smart. Including with all this ignorant man hate? I'm done after this, but I implore you with this. It's time to do some self reflection, you need to grow as a person emotionally and ethically. You are lagging by 10 years, this is shit I expect out of 14 year olds being shepherd by failures with a liberal arts degree in feminism. Holy scapegoats and man hate batman. You know I was just shitting on you for acting like people repellent and perhaps you need to work on yourself some. While also drilling in there the notion that possibly you don't know shit even if you pretend you do. But let's be real, you are so disillusioned to what the fuck reality is and so entrenched in this whole man hate garbage that you just keep bringing it up when in reality, a belief system has nothing to do with men. Just because it came from an era with heavy patriarchal affiliation, doesn't mean the actual teachings inside on how to be a decent person is somehow related or negated because of this. Just like any pile of garbage information, you pick the good stuff from the shit, not look at the shit and invalidate any worth in there. But I digress, you have a serious man hate issue that goes way beyond this and the fact you keep moving goal posts about how you don't understand the christian faith and correlate it to men is fucking sad. I don't know what your uncle did to you, but it's time to separate personal experiences from actual things you know, this projection makes me want to vomit. I thought people on 4chan projected but this is far worse than anything I've ever seen. I don't know why you're so hard on "failures" because in my eyes, you're feels posting about not being able to make one friend, wasting your young adulthood on image boards, and you have not one actual fond memory of anything tangible in real life is pretty much a big sign of a failure. So maybe you're mad about how much of a failure you are and you're jealous of how someone else can cope with not being successful in life while still being happy. I don't know, I'm not Sigmund Freud. All I know is that person nor I was telling you to run to a man for advice that was you shoving words down our throats about your personal issue with men.Also I'm not here to teach you shit. You aren't going to learn, you are making a fake persona of me to attack based on who you think I am. You're too arrogant to teach, you need to be humbled before you would be susceptible to any ideas that somehow, just somehow being happy even when you fail at life isn't a terrible thing. You know the saying "make lemons into lemonade", you can't just quit on life when you fall and wait until you get back up to your former glory, sometimes you never do. You gotta keep moving because life doesn't stop for your ass and this is a common fact among many functioning adults in the real world. This whole garbage you spout about religion being an escape is stupid. That is what religion is PERIOD. It's a way for people to feel less shitty because they take spiritual view points where maybe all the shitty things that are happening in life aren't that important, and they learn to adjust their focus on what they feel is more important. People want to feel at peace and calm, that is why they do shit like organized religion, yoga, tai chi… whatever the fuck else. Just because it helps people feel better doesn't mean it's somehow fucking the worst thing in the world, and this notion of failing and succeeding is seeded in something personal for you that I don't understand. Failing and succeeding is a relative term anyways.Also last note, posting pictures of anime girls smoking doesn't make you look mature or smart. Including with all this ignorant man hate? I'm done after this, but I implore you with this. It's time to do some self reflection, you need to grow as a person emotionally and ethically. You are lagging by 10 years, this is shit I expect out of 14 year olds being shepherd by failures with a liberal arts degree in feminism.

Anonymous 18575 >>18574

Yeah, maybe religion is great for being happy wallowing in your own shit and deluding yourself, but I'd rather be sad and wallow in my own shit, because then at least I'd be honest. Acceptance is the first step to enlightenment, as they say.



If you need a dusty old book to tell you how to live, good for you. I'm glad you found a way to lower your standards and expectations. But not everyone is content with being a failure. Some people think being a failure is bad, and try to do something about it. And offering religion as a solution for real problems is like saying "just forget about your problems, jesus loves you lol". Yeah, no. That's not a solution, that's self delusion.



I don't have a man hating issue, rather it's you who has a man-worship issue. If a man is a pathetic sack of shit who can't provide for his family, and doesn't even try to fix that, he's a pathetic sack of shit in my eyes, religion or not. Even more pathetic, though, are women who put up with that. Yeah, maybe religion is great for being happy wallowing in your own shit and deluding yourself, but I'd rather be sad and wallow in my own shit, because then at least I'd be honest. Acceptance is the first step to enlightenment, as they say.If you need a dusty old book to tell you how to live, good for you. I'm glad you found a way to lower your standards and expectations. But not everyone is content with being a failure. Some people think being a failure is bad, and try to do something about it. And offering religion as a solution for real problems is like saying "just forget about your problems, jesus loves you lol". Yeah, no. That's not a solution, that's self delusion.I don't have a man hating issue, rather it's you who has a man-worship issue. If a man is a pathetic sack of shit who can't provide for his family, and doesn't even try to fix that, he's a pathetic sack of shit in my eyes, religion or not. Even more pathetic, though, are women who put up with that.

Anonymous 18577 >>18574

You've just confirmed that religion is a coping mechanism and not much else. You've just confirmed that religion is a coping mechanism and not much else.

Anonymous 18579 I wish the tradthot bible thumper who posts "go to church" in every feels thread would go away.



She's literally trying to indoctrinate socially awkward and insecure girls into a misogynistic religious cult. Which also has a history of pedophilia and sex abuse.

Anonymous 18580 >>18579

First, I'm not Catholic. I think Catholicism is a wicked false religion that has lead many people straight to hell. I would love it if the Pope and all his pedo priests died this instant.



The world needs more true Christianity now more than ever. If you look at all the sin in the world, you should be hoping that more people get right with God. Living and obeying God's commandments (not for salvation) will result in a more enjoyable life. First, I'm not Catholic. I think Catholicism is a wicked false religion that has lead many people straight to hell. I would love it if the Pope and all his pedo priests died this instant.The world needs more true Christianity now more than ever. If you look at all the sin in the world, you should be hoping that more people get right with God. Living and obeying God's commandments (not for salvation) will result in a more enjoyable life.

Anonymous 18581 >>18580

Proof that God exists? Proof that God exists?

Anonymous 18584 0909.png >>18580

The most god-fearing, religious people you know are adulterers, child abusers, virulent racists, domestic abusers, thieves, alcoholics, drug addicts, liars, rapists, etc with a thin veneer of righteousness. :)

I'm not some edgy atheist with no knowledge of Christianity, either. I know this because I was literally raised by this group and surrounded by them all my life. My parents are devoted Protestants, and outside of their issues, which I won't go into, they were close to one of the most prominent, "iconic" Christian figures on the face of my continent.

Guess what he did? Try to siphon large amounts of money from them via lies and manipulation, attempt to loop my mother into a sexual relationship with him while she was married, and advocate for a rapist to further his scheme with us. A rapist who hugged me as a child, and they let it happen. This isn't on his Wikipedia page, and it never will be, because he is successful, influential, rich and Christians love him. My parents are still so brainwashed that they forgive it (he never apologized or acknowledged his wrongdoings), and continue to praise him as a "Man of God". That much cemented for me that it wasn't just me with a negative experience. This is how this institution is meant to work. Stronger people eating the weak, who go out of their way to brainwash themselves, each other and their children. If this is truly a "Man of God", I want nothing to do with this evil cult, and no one else should. Stop shilling it. People who haven't experienced what this is first-hand don't deserve to suffer even more just so you have even more people to be delusional with.



If God is real, any truly righteous, spiritual person needs no institution and will worship alone. The most god-fearing, religious people you know are adulterers, child abusers, virulent racists, domestic abusers, thieves, alcoholics, drug addicts, liars, rapists, etc with a thin veneer of righteousness. :)I'm not some edgy atheist with no knowledge of Christianity, either. I know this because I was literally raised by this group and surrounded by them all my life. My parents are devoted Protestants, and outside of their issues, which I won't go into, they were close to one of the most prominent, "iconic" Christian figures on the face of my continent.Guess what he did? Try to siphon large amounts of money from them via lies and manipulation, attempt to loop my mother into a sexual relationship with him while she was married, and advocate for a rapist to further his scheme with us. A rapist who hugged me as a child, and they let it happen. This isn't on his Wikipedia page, and it never will be, because he is successful, influential, rich and Christians love him. My parents are still so brainwashed that they forgive it (he never apologized or acknowledged his wrongdoings), and continue to praise him as a "Man of God". That much cemented for me that it wasn't just me with a negative experience. This is how this institution is meant to work. Stronger people eating the weak, who go out of their way to brainwash themselves, each other and their children. If this is truly a "Man of God", I want nothing to do with this evil cult, and no one else should. Stop shilling it. People who haven't experienced what this is first-hand don't deserve to suffer even more just so you have even more people to be delusional with.If God is real, any truly righteous, spiritual person needs no institution and will worship alone.

Anonymous 18585 >>18584

NTA. I was raised in a heavy christian environment and you have a point. many of the fake god fearing people are fucking perverse, like the man who abused me. a few aren't though, like my mother. she's an actually good person and tries to do what she preaches, but she is an exception. i wish more people decided to worship their god without an institution… if god is real he doesn't really need that shit imo either. NTA. I was raised in a heavy christian environment and you have a point. many of the fake god fearing people are fucking perverse, like the man who abused me. a few aren't though, like my mother. she's an actually good person and tries to do what she preaches, but she is an exception. i wish more people decided to worship their god without an institution… if god is real he doesn't really need that shit imo either.

Anonymous 18587 >>18582

Not the case for me. I was raised on kind of "Christian", but I didn't get saved until I was 23



>>18584

The Bible says that we should not forsake the assembling of ourselves together. If you are a "lone wolf" Christian, you're not in God's will.



>>18584

God is real, and he hates false prohpets who abuse people like that. The Bible talks about those people and you can be sure they will burn in Hell for all eternity. Vengeance is mine; I will repay saith the Lord. Not the case for me. I was raised on kind of "Christian", but I didn't get saved until I was 23The Bible says that we should not forsake the assembling of ourselves together. If you are a "lone wolf" Christian, you're not in God's will.God is real, and he hates false prohpets who abuse people like that. The Bible talks about those people and you can be sure they will burn in Hell for all eternity. Vengeance is mine; I will repay saith the Lord.

Anonymous 18590 >>18587

If that were the case, those prophets wouldn't be leading such successful, wealthy lives well into their old age, and God's "real children" would see through their bullshit instead of exalting them. Also, >>18589 is correct.



>>18585

I feel like "good" Christians are just vulnerable to "bad" ones, and it makes me sad. If that were the case, those prophets wouldn't be leading such successful, wealthy lives well into their old age, and God's "real children" would see through their bullshit instead of exalting them. Also, >>18589 is correct.I feel like "good" Christians are just vulnerable to "bad" ones, and it makes me sad.

Anonymous 18592 >>18590

God's children are those that have heard and believe the Gospel. I can tell you from experience of asking people if they're saved, that the vast vast majority of people (at least in America), who say they're Christian are on their way to Hell. It's sad when someone tells you this, because often times they don't want to hear the one true Gospel. God's children are those that have heard and believe the Gospel. I can tell you from experience of asking people if they're saved, that the vast vast majority of people (at least in America), who say they're Christian are on their way to Hell. It's sad when someone tells you this, because often times they don't want to hear the one true Gospel.

Anonymous 18605 Not any of the anons ITT but I just wanted to point out that obviously religion is clearly not for everyone. It obviously isn't OP's cup of tea but she could of just said that without being a bitch tbh. Yes maybe it wasn't the ~best~ advice but she still did try to help OP and Op's snobby response wasn't needed. I mean if you respond to suggestions like this on the internet how do you really talk to people irl whose just tryna help? It seems you are socially isolated because you come across as unapproachable

Anonymous 18606 >>18605

Yeah, nah, she (assuming it's a she) has been trying to indoctrinate girls into christianity in every single thread, and it's a r9k crossposter, too.



I won't spare her any benefit of the doubt. Yeah, nah, she (assuming it's a she) has been trying to indoctrinate girls into christianity in every single thread, and it's a r9k crossposter, too.I won't spare her any benefit of the doubt.

Anonymous 18607 mother-teresa-quot… Wow this thread got derailed.



Anon who is trying to evangelize, this is not effective. When you come at people all fire and brimstone and insulting/admonishing them it just makes them more entrenched in their beliefs that Christians are bad people. Do you think anyone has changed their mind from this conversation or is this just creating more bitterness?



Remember these rules for when it's appropriate to "admonish the sinner":

Is the thing you are admonishing serious? Unless they explicitly ask you to, nitpicking people over trivial matters does not help them. It is likely to drive them away. I know this is coming from a place of concern for other anons' souls but if it didn't before this definitely turned into nitpicking when you started going off on anon just for posting pics of anime girls smoking.



Is the person you are admonishing likely to heed your warning? When you admonish someone who isn't receptive to it, it makes them defensive and emboldens them.



Are you the best person to deliver this message? Even if something is serious and they may be receptive to admonishment from you, sometimes there are people in their lives who would be a better choice at delivering the message.



If you can answer all three questions with a yes, then you should admonish. Otherwise, it is better to bite your tongue.

Anonymous 18608 >>18607

I don't appreciate being called a sinner by some random person on a moral high horse either, so I guess you should also bite your tongue.



Can't you religious freaks just piss off? I don't come at you breaching about buddhism or whatever, so maybe you could have the common courtesy to do the same. I don't appreciate being called a sinner by some random person on a moral high horse either, so I guess you should also bite your tongue.Can't you religious freaks just piss off? I don't come at you breaching about buddhism or whatever, so maybe you could have the common courtesy to do the same.

Anonymous 18613 images.jpg The Gospel is offensive to some, as they don't want to admitted that they are sinners and deserve Hell. But you don't have to go there, as long as your trust and faith is on Jesus alone.



YouTube: the Bible way to heaven

Anonymous 18615 >>18606

O-Oh I don't know about that lol I never see her comments. O-Oh I don't know about that lol I never see her comments.

Anonymous 18616 streetpreacherendm… >>18608

Sorry, I put that in quotes because that is a common term in Christian circles for what people think they are doing when they are trying to engage strangers by rebuking them like a street preacher. I didn't mean to say it as an insult to you, I can see how that language sounds offensive though. I was just trying to say to her that what she is doing doesn't work. Sorry, I put that in quotes because that is a common term in Christian circles for what people think they are doing when they are trying to engage strangers by rebuking them like a street preacher. I didn't mean to say it as an insult to you, I can see how that language sounds offensive though. I was just trying to say to her that what she is doing doesn't work.

Anonymous 18617 >>18616

I think that guy on the left is Ruben Israel, and I believe he's an unsaved false teacher who preaches repent of your sins for salvation. If so, he's not saved I think that guy on the left is Ruben Israel, and I believe he's an unsaved false teacher who preaches repent of your sins for salvation. If so, he's not saved

Anonymous 18618 >>18617

Even if he is considered unsaved in your denomination, this is basically exactly what you're doing in this thread. Maybe someone can speak up if I'm wrong and they got saved because of what you've been posting and derailing several threads here with, but I really don't think it's working and is just making the community here annoyed to see it happening in every thread. Even if he is considered unsaved in your denomination, this is basically exactly what you're doing in this thread. Maybe someone can speak up if I'm wrong and they got saved because of what you've been posting and derailing several threads here with, but I really don't think it's working and is just making the community here annoyed to see it happening in every thread.

Anonymous 18619 >>18618

Someone is not saved or unsaved by what type of church denomination they belong to. They're saved by simply believing and trusting in what the Bible says about Jesus Christ. Someone is not saved or unsaved by what type of church denomination they belong to. They're saved by simply believing and trusting in what the Bible says about Jesus Christ.

Anonymous 18621 >>18562

practice you dummy practice you dummy

Anonymous 18623 934.jpeg >>18619

Maybe what I'm trying to say is getting lost in the details but the point I'm trying to make is that insulting people you barely know anything about isn't how you change hearts and minds to love God… I'm just gonna exit the conversation now, I don't think this is going anywhere… Maybe what I'm trying to say is getting lost in the details but the point I'm trying to make is that insulting people you barely know anything about isn't how you change hearts and minds to love God… I'm just gonna exit the conversation now, I don't think this is going anywhere…

Anonymous 18629 >>18587

based based

Anonymous 18647 tumblr_nwkbymTLz01… >>18555

Me too. It's hard for me to make friends online. A lot of the time I just don't share or even really understand any of their interests or sense of humour and I don't really have any life stories/experiences to share with them or relate to. I guess a lot of them just don't like the vibe that I give off and they don't like whatever I have to say. I also find that a lot of groups especially on discord can be quite cliquey, even the ones that are advertised as places "to talk about anything and make friends". Like you the only places I have ever found people to relate were on imageboards.

Anonymous 18648 >>18536

According to anon, they’ve ignored her any time she tried to communicate with them. It’s already about time the school got involved. According to anon, they’ve ignored her any time she tried to communicate with them. It’s already about time the school got involved.

Anonymous 18656 I feel like shit right now because I'm starting to lose friends thanks to a girl that hates me for no reason since 5 years ago. Fuck, she is even going to make a group cosplay with a close friend, and my friend knows that she is transphobic (he is a trans man).



This year I'm having less and less friends due of it and it sucks. Thanks to her I'm barely getting invited to parties with my old friends. Sadly I barely have friends and I feel I'm going to die alone. At least I have my best friend and my boyfriend.

Anonymous 18658 Today’s my 26th birthday. Had to work an 8-hour shift till 10:30 pm and saw no one other than my coworkers because no friends.



At least I have Champagne…

Anonymous 18664 >>18658



I'm alone too. Let's be friends. I'm alone too. Let's be friends.

Anonymous 18665 >>18664

You in the DC metro area? Because that would be gr8 You in the DC metro area? Because that would be gr8

Anonymous 18667 >>18665



Sadly I'm not from the US. I'm from Latin America. Sadly I'm not from the US. I'm from Latin America.

Anonymous 18669 >>18658

Happy birthday!



>>18667

I was born in SA, but don't live there anymore. I've noticed a large amount of Latin American anons here, interesting. Happy birthday!I was born in SA, but don't live there anymore. I've noticed a large amount of Latin American anons here, interesting.

Anonymous 18670 Is there an age limit for taking up a creative hobby?

Anonymous 18671 >>18670

No, of course not. No, of course not.

Anonymous 18673 >>18670

The more you put it off the worse it gets, start ASAP! Don't beat yourself up too much over "starting too late" either, a lot of people who started at the "right age" were probably forced into it by their parents, not to say they don't enjoy it, but just have fun and don't compare yourself to where you could be. Basically what >>18672 said. Just do something you love and the more you do it and the more passion you have, the better it will be. The more you put it off the worse it gets, start ASAP! Don't beat yourself up too much over "starting too late" either, a lot of people who started at the "right age" were probably forced into it by their parents, not to say they don't enjoy it, but just have fun and don't compare yourself to where you could be. Basically what >>18672 said. Just do something you love and the more you do it and the more passion you have, the better it will be.

Anonymous 18687 >>18667

Darn. Well I hope you find a buddy or two in the new year! There is hope for us, I hope.



>>18669

Thanks anon!! Darn. Well I hope you find a buddy or two in the new year! There is hope for us, I hope.Thanks anon!!

Anonymous 18707 what to do with unrequited love?

Anonymous 18709 >>18707

Act on it or ignore it. Act on it or ignore it.

Anonymous 18718 I've invested so much time and effort in moderating some online communities that now fatigue me. Whenever I see criticism I beat myself up even if it's something I can't change. I get a lot of happiness from it but it feels like an uphill battle. I wish I had more help but it's very niche and even when there are people who want to join they usually have ulterior motives or go rogue at some point. What's the point if for everything I do to improve the place, ten times more negativity comes flooding?



No I'm not a Farmhand

Anonymous 18720 I can't wait until I can finally have sex for the first time, I just want to have a dick deep inside me and be the closest I can be to my husband and feel his warmth and affection while making him feel loved as well. However, I'm probably gonna die a virgin because good men are rare and if I see decent guys I can't imagine them being into me

Anonymous 18722 >>18721

I appreciate the reply but why do you think this is about an imageboard? It's not and your answer comes off really weird because of that.

Anonymous 18726 tumblr_inline_mp8w… i love her so much & it's irritating. this crush, idolization, infatuation, whatever has gone on for 3 YEARS. it's completely one sided.

i wish i'd never found out about her…or at least had made a better effort to connect when we first met.

who knows what could've happened if i'd just been braver?

jesus

Anonymous 18727 8AF90764-FEFD-41BF… I feel so dumb and led on

So earlier this year I move back with my family, they moved to a new town. It’s small and there’s only one store there

Meet new neighbor, he’s kinda cute but I decide I shouldn’t get involved in romance this year. It turns out he works at the only store there. My family goes there A LOT. All through our summer he kinda low key flirts with me. I thought he was sweet. Then one day he compliments the way I dress and says I look pretty. At this point I already had feelings for him and this pushed me to tell him that I had a crush on him . So the next week when I went to the store I told him I liked him. He says cool, and that we’ll talk about it later (we don’t) two months pass by and finally in November he talks to me and asks why don’t I talk to him (I put all the effort to admit I liked him and we’re neighbors he could’ve easily come over and talked to me?) he tried asking for my phone number but I told him the truth , that I don’t have a phone in service just a phone to use WiFi. I later brought up the idea of him taking me to the movies (and I hate the movies I only said it so he could ask me out) and he said okay that he will come over my house and ask me out. Last thing he said before I left the store was “don’t worry I’m a nice guy!” That should’ve been a red flag. I was so so excited and happy and I told my mom that I might be taken out on a date. And now we’re closer to 2019 and he hasn’t even tried to contact me, I moved out this week and I doubt he even cares. To make matters worse, my cousin (who’s 15 and has Kim Kardashian’s body type, the reason why I mention that is because he’s said before those girls aren’t his type) swears that he asked her out to the movies before and that every time she goes there he stares at her. I don’t know if this is true or not but it really broke my heart. I put so much feeling into a person who never cared and honestly I shouldn’t care about him I didn’t really know him but it still really hurts. I kept telling myself “oh well he’s probably really busy” but I don’t know he probably was just messing with me

Pic is unrelated I just really like tulips

Anonymous 18728 1535511070531.png My ass hurts so much because of fricking haemorrhoids. I've had it for a few months actually, but today I've really outdone myself on the toilet. Like even after hours I still feel pain/discomfort. A few weeks ago the GP gave me a cream and laxatives. The cream works, but the laxatives don't for some reason which creates a dumb cycle of laxatives, cream, healing, tearing my ass open again, laxatives, etc. I would consider taking more laxatives than prescribed but I'm scared of fucking up my digestion because I remember reading about this ana girl that used laxatives just once and then had to wear a stomabag for the rest of her life. I have a new appointment in 2 fricking weeks. It seems so far away..my ass hurts so much pls help I have no idea how to prepare for my next shit, I'm srsly gonna suffer girls

Anonymous 18730 >>18728

Sit in warm baths as long as you can(neither cold or hot enough to hurt yourself) it helps a lot. Sit in warm baths as long as you can(neither cold or hot enough to hurt yourself) it helps a lot.

Anonymous 18737 >>18728



That sounds really painful, I'm sorry you're going through that. If you're scared of laxatives, have you tried natural laxatives like prunes etc? Or charging your diet in general? Sorry if this is a dumb question. That sounds really painful, I'm sorry you're going through that. If you're scared of laxatives, have you tried natural laxatives like prunes etc? Or charging your diet in general? Sorry if this is a dumb question.

Anonymous 18741 >>18728

Hi, I had almost the same problem but I fixed it. Of course everyone's different and blablabla but I saw your post and felt really bad since you are basically where I was about a month ago, so I thought I'd tell you what I did. Hope it helps. [spoiler]

>make a natural laxative out of 2 tbsp baking soda dissolved/mixed in a tall glass of water

>no, this isn't poison ( https://www.healthline.com/health/digestive-health/baking-soda-for-constipation ). It'll make you burp a bit and should taste like salty water if you mixed it correctly. It has the effect of sending water to your colon and making it contract, which makes you poop

>drank that, slowly, not all at once, and followed it with some apple vinegar drink, but this is optional. I read that it's supposed to aid digestion

>wait about an hour, until stomach starts to grumble

When you feel like you have to fart, go to the toilet. You'll be shitting liquid for a while until your insides are completely cleaned out. If your first one's relatively solid, then you still have way more to go so don't think you're finished yet. Let it do its thing, try not to strain at all (you shouldn't have to, tbh), and then take a warm shower and put some hemorrhoid cream on when you're finished.



Afterwards, drink a lot of water. Like, a lot a lot. Like, find a tall glass or a refillable bottle and go through so many of those that you're peeing regularly. Get some spinach if it's readily available where you live and eat it a lot, since the roughage from that stuff practically lubes your colon up and makes for smooth passing shits.



Do this and you'll be fine. I went from passing shits so hard that they kept me in bed for hours afterwards to being in and out of the bathroom in minutes by doing this. The laxative acts as a nice reset, and the rest is up to you, assuming you don't have some other dietary/hereditary issue. You don't have to post an update, but if it works for you I'd be happy to know I helped someone. Merry new year! Hi, I had almost the same problem but I fixed it. Of course everyone's different and blablabla but I saw your post and felt really bad since you are basically where I was about a month ago, so I thought I'd tell you what I did. Hope it helps. [spoiler]When you feel like you have to fart, go to the toilet. You'll be shitting liquid for a while until your insides are completely cleaned out. If your first one's relatively solid, then you still have way more to go so don't think you're finished yet. Let it do its thing, try not to strain at all (you shouldn't have to, tbh), and then take a warm shower and put some hemorrhoid cream on when you're finished.Afterwards, drink a lot of water. Like, a lot a lot. Like, find a tall glass or a refillable bottle and go through so many of those that you're peeing regularly. Get some spinach if it's readily available where you live and eat it a lot, since the roughage from that stuff practically lubes your colon up and makes for smooth passing shits.Do this and you'll be fine. I went from passing shits so hard that they kept me in bed for hours afterwards to being in and out of the bathroom in minutes by doing this. The laxative acts as a nice reset, and the rest is up to you, assuming you don't have some other dietary/hereditary issue. You don't have to post an update, but if it works for you I'd be happy to know I helped someone. Merry new year!

Anonymous 18750 any girls here literally wear no makeup ever? i tried putting mascara on today since my sister gave me me one and i felt so ugly. i feel like its not really me, like an ugly girl trying to make herself look better but its not working.

Anonymous 18752 >>18750

I stopped wearing make up in 12th grade. No regrets. I stopped wearing make up in 12th grade. No regrets.

Anonymous 18754 >>18752

well anon im trying to say i never even started, i cant help but feel its probably also the reason ive never had a bf well anon im trying to say i never even started, i cant help but feel its probably also the reason ive never had a bf

Anonymous 18757 swingset.jpg I got dragged to a late company Christmas party today by some relatives. Everyone there seemed really happy, and the people there who were my age were super bubbly and seemed really excited to be alive. I just wanted to go home the entire time, but I went in my family member's car so I was trapped until they decided to leave. I know spending the holidays alone is supposed to have this stigma against it, but the whole experience today made me feel more alone than ever. I couldn't relate to anyone, and worse, I didn't WANT to relate to anyone there. I think that's the worst part of it. I feel empty, and so so lonely, but actually being around other people only makes it worse.

Anonymous 18776 >>18757

Nothing bad with being an introvert. Nothing bad with being an introvert.

Anonymous 18787 1532334118471.jpg discord is sooo shitty… i can't wait until people have a better plataform. it works bad on my phone and it always crashes for the dumbest reasons on my computer and laptop even though they're new and fast running.

Anonymous 18792 >>18752

Same here, anon. I’m in my mid-twenties now and get mistaken for a high schooler all the time, my theory is the lack of makeup to fuck up my skin. Same here, anon. I’m in my mid-twenties now and get mistaken for a high schooler all the time, my theory is the lack of makeup to fuck up my skin.

Anonymous 18805 >>18750

Mascara isn't for everyone. Hell, I wear eyeshadow and lipstick sometimes and never wear mascara. Mascara isn't for everyone. Hell, I wear eyeshadow and lipstick sometimes and never wear mascara.

Anonymous 18806 >>18750

Makeup is the least productive hobby you will ever find, and it's expensive too. There's literally no point to it and it's bad for your skin. Makeup is the least productive hobby you will ever find, and it's expensive too. There's literally no point to it and it's bad for your skin.

Anonymous 18814 finally I am among my people. Wherever else I brought up that I don't use makeup everyone was like "but you should try it, you'll look at least 20% better!!!" Come on, you can't turn a mutt into a show dog no matter how much paint you pile on top of it. And it's expensive. You have to wash it off anyway

Anonymous 18832 >>18730

>>18741

Thank you so much for your tips! I'm gonna try them today.



>>18737

It's fine! I've tried swtiching to whole grains but it doesn't seem to do it for me. Haven't tried prunes though.. I'll look for some. Thank you as well. Thank you so much for your tips! I'm gonna try them today.It's fine! I've tried swtiching to whole grains but it doesn't seem to do it for me. Haven't tried prunes though.. I'll look for some. Thank you as well.

Anonymous 18834

>>18757

this im celebrating this new year alone and nobody cares about me!!! i went out with my friends today only to realize they're not my friends and they don't care and neither do ithis

Anonymous 18842 I always bragged about never getting period cramps or other symptoms but, I'm 4 days into this one and just experienced a migraine + nausea. I'll never brag again, lmao.

Anonymous 18909 hug.gif >>18834

You're not alone You're not alone

Anonymous 18920 My boyfriend is going to be at the other side of the globe for six months in a few days. I try to act happy to not make it harder for him to leave. It's really difficult though.

Anonymous 18929 Why would someone give me their number, spend time with me, and say all those nice things to me if they don't actually want to be with me?

Anonymous 18930 >>18727

Is there any chance he could have mistaken your cousin for you? Some people mix me and my cousin up although we have ten years apart, and I don't think we look the same. Do you look anything like your cousin anon? Is there any chance he could have mistaken your cousin for you? Some people mix me and my cousin up although we have ten years apart, and I don't think we look the same. Do you look anything like your cousin anon?

Anonymous 18934 >>18929

If they were using you for something If they were using you for something

Anonymous 18936 >>18935

The only correct response to meeting a psychopath is to get the fuck out of there and cut all contact.



You can't out-bully someone who doesn't feel emotions.

Anonymous 18937 >>18930

I wish that was the case

No she has darker skin and is much taller than me and curvier I wish that was the caseNo she has darker skin and is much taller than me and curvier

Anonymous 18941 >>18940

if you know he is dangerous just drop him completely!! it is not worth it, whatever the reason you have to keep talking to him

Anonymous 18942 >>18940

>YEARS



fucking newfags jk



But seriously, 4chan is full of larpers who pretend to be sociopathic for edge points and go out of their way to spin stories about how fucked up they are. You're either really naive and new to contactfagging on 4chan or you've met a real edgelord. Either way I wanna see caps of this presumed crazy bastard so I can judge.

Anonymous 18951 >>18929

I don't know, ask the thots that do the same shit to guys and pretend that for a second they weren't leading them on and valued the "friendship" and didn't want a massive amount of orbiters. I don't know, ask the thots that do the same shit to guys and pretend that for a second they weren't leading them on and valued the "friendship" and didn't want a massive amount of orbiters.

Anonymous 18954 I'm >>18492 and I just want to say the surgery is in Feb. Holy shit its so soon.

Anonymous 18955 >>18929

Sometimes people meet, think they'll get along, and realize that they don't. This has nothing to do with using or orbiting, nobody owes you their affection just because they initially thought you were cool. Honestly just ask them what changed and you may or may not get an answer. Sometimes people meet, think they'll get along, and realize that they don't. This has nothing to do with using or orbiting, nobody owes you their affection just because they initially thought you were cool. Honestly just ask them what changed and you may or may not get an answer.

Anonymous 18957 sadcay.png I'm drunk and horny and i want to fuck my boyfriend but we are ldr right now reeeeeeeeeeeee.

Anonymous 18958 1532942683873.jpg >>18336

This is an older post but I feel pretty much the exact same way with my mom and my family in general. The person I was closest to was my dad and he died some years ago. I still live at home but I just feel detached from my the rest of my family, but I don't hate them. I live in my own world kind of and feel like I barely know them, but that's all internal, they still treat me the same. I have this urge to just move away and pretty much cut off contact with everyone but at the same time I feel guilty. I feel like I'm going insane because I'm more attached to fictional characters than real people This is an older post but I feel pretty much the exact same way with my mom and my family in general. The person I was closest to was my dad and he died some years ago. I still live at home but I just feel detached from my the rest of my family, but I don't hate them. I live in my own world kind of and feel like I barely know them, but that's all internal, they still treat me the same. I have this urge to just move away and pretty much cut off contact with everyone but at the same time I feel guilty. I feel like I'm going insane because I'm more attached to fictional characters than real people

Anonymous 18959 >>18957

That cat has no ears and it's kind of freaking me out. That cat has no ears and it's kind of freaking me out.

Anonymous 18963 >>18962

>>I know you don't want males in your woman only space

>>does it anyway

leave lol

Anonymous 18965 >>18962

i was going to be nice to you and give you some advice before this would be inevitably deleted but then you had to act a fucking fool and randomly mention you don't believe in race mixing. dont really understand why you have to be straight up racist while you're looking for pity. men always find away to shoot themselves in the foot and wonder why the fuck no one talks to them.

Anonymous 18967 I'm drunk and want to wish everyone here a very happy year and life in general. We will all find what we want in life, I have faith in everyone.

Anonymous 18968 >>18967

thank you, I want to wish you great enjoyment in celebrating the coming triumph of achieving your goals for this year because I know you will achieve all the endeavors you set your mind towards too. thank you, I want to wish you great enjoyment in celebrating the coming triumph of achieving your goals for this year because I know you will achieve all the endeavors you set your mind towards too.

Anonymous 18969 >>18967

The last couple days I’ve been a little miserable but reading this cheered me up. A bit

Happy new year! We have faith in you too! The last couple days I’ve been a little miserable but reading this cheered me up. A bitHappy new year! We have faith in you too!

Anonymous 18973 >>18967

happy new year!! happy new year!!

Anonymous 18975 AZ4n.gif >>18973

it will be 2019 here in 1:15h. happy 2019 hoes! <3 it will be 2019 here in 1:15h. happy 2019 hoes! <3

Anonymous 18976 I wanted to write something depressing and bitter, but then remembered it's new years and didn't want to spoil the mood.



happy 2019, everyone

Anonymous 18981 tumblr_m7nyr3H9CO1… I miss my friends so much. Why did we have to fight? I thought we were all so good. Did anybody even care the whole time? Where am I going to find another group like them?

Anonymous 19004 screaming_and_cryi… >promised myself to lose my gut and work out more, be more social, etc last december

>made literally zero progress in all aspects of life except for salary

I HAVE ONLY MYSELF TO BLAME

Anonymous 19007 eb9908e97ad88f5861… Why are all my pillows so fucking uncomfortable I wake up with neck pain every fucking day, where the fuck do i buy comfy pillows

Anonymous 19009 >>19007

Burn your fucking pillows



Burn one burrr!!!



Happy new year Burn your fucking pillowsBurn one burrr!!!Happy new year

Anonymous 19010 >>19009

wtf my house burned down wtf my house burned down

Anonymous 19011 >>19004

New years resolutions are memes. You an't make resolutions for change out of guilt or to fit the trend, you will never fulfill them, they have to be made from pure conviction that you desire change and are determined to see it through. New years resolutions are memes. You an't make resolutions for change out of guilt or to fit the trend, you will never fulfill them, they have to be made from pure conviction that you desire change and are determined to see it through.

Anonymous 19012 Happy New Year quartz.watering hole.

Anonymous 19013 >>19011

It's not so much the new year that does it for me, I just tend to reflect more when it's cold and gray and shitty out constantly. My usual "new years" resolution starts early in December. It's not so much the new year that does it for me, I just tend to reflect more when it's cold and gray and shitty out constantly. My usual "new years" resolution starts early in December.

Anonymous 19014 >>19012

I never heard of a food establishment called “watering hole” but thank you and I wish you a even happier new year than mine! I never heard of a food establishment called “watering hole” but thank you and I wish you a even happier new year than mine!

Anonymous 19015 >>19014

Fun fact(?): Watering holes were an old west terms normally correlated to saloons or bars. Watering holes before that were related to animals gathering to an area of clean drinkable water to refresh themselves. So people took that term themselves and related it to bars as the human equivalent of a common gathering ground for refreshment. Fun fact(?): Watering holes were an old west terms normally correlated to saloons or bars. Watering holes before that were related to animals gathering to an area of clean drinkable water to refresh themselves. So people took that term themselves and related it to bars as the human equivalent of a common gathering ground for refreshment.

Anonymous 19025 I hate myself and I want to die

Anonymous 19026 >>19025

been there, it does get better been there, it does get better

Anonymous 19034 >>19015

I thought the term fit because I was drinking at the time. I thought the term fit because I was drinking at the time.

Anonymous 19037 >>19007

My pillow is an absolute godsend. It's like sleeping on a cloud, the same thing with my mattress. And I'm going to have to move out tomorrow and leave this behind. My pillow is an absolute godsend. It's like sleeping on a cloud, the same thing with my mattress. And I'm going to have to move out tomorrow and leave this behind.

Anonymous 19038 >>18981

What did you fight about? What did you fight about?

Anonymous 19039 >>19037

what kind of pillow is it???? what kind of pillow is it????

Anonymous 19040 >>19039

https://www.amazon.co.uk/Aloe-Vera-Memory-Foam-Pillow/dp/B005OXWDDK



I think it's this one. This particular vendor seems iffy, though. I think it's this one. This particular vendor seems iffy, though.

Anonymous 19041 >>19037

You should get a feather bed to put on top of your mattress. They're heavenly. You should get a feather bed to put on top of your mattress. They're heavenly.

Anonymous 19043 >>19025

same, i hate every aspect of myself. fuck existing tbh same, i hate every aspect of myself. fuck existing tbh

Anonymous 19061 >>19043

>>19025

tbh I want everyone else to die tbh I want everyone else to die

Anonymous 19095 i hope all the people that were awful to me in hs live boring, normie lives. i hope they continue to obsess over how other people conduct themselves & never know the joy of world crafting or creating actual art that hasn't been traced or is just a shitty photo copy, i hope they always stick to boring shows like one upon a time & scandal, prime time tv blunders

this is a bad thing to say but idc, i hate them, fuck them all.

Anonymous 19096 0023-023.jpg >>19095

big clit energy big clit energy

Anonymous 19102 1489908221296.jpg Why cannot i stop overthinking everything about my relationship, it's making me paranoid.

I keep thinking that he doesn't really like me, that he's settling, that he doesn't find me interesting, that he regrets going stable, etc and overthinking every little thing, even-though he reassures me constantly that he loves me.

Why do i always let my insecurity best me, reeeeeee.

Anonymous 19113 My bf said if I keep convincing myself that I'm the worst person in the world he'll break up with me. I don't know how to feel about it, he's been desperately trying to cheer me up and "fix" me and then he says that. Not five minutes later he's all over me and giving me loads of compliments and telling me he loves me.



I love him too but I don't like ultimatums.

Anonymous 19116 >>19113

That's not even an ultimatum, that's just him looking out for his own wellbeing. That's not even an ultimatum, that's just him looking out for his own wellbeing.

Anonymous 19119 >>19113

Everyone has their limits anon. Honestly hearing someone talk about how they're this and that every day can be tiring. Maybe go to therapy if you truly believe you're a terrible person. Everyone has their limits anon. Honestly hearing someone talk about how they're this and that every day can be tiring. Maybe go to therapy if you truly believe you're a terrible person.

Anonymous 19121 >>19113

Honestly if you love him, this shouldn't be an ultimatum, this should be reason to change because living in a state of dread and being unable to recognize and receive his affection is awful and no way to live with someone who you claim to love. You have to change for you honestly, not even for him. But the change needs to happen. Honestly if you love him, this shouldn't be an ultimatum, this should be reason to change because living in a state of dread and being unable to recognize and receive his affection is awful and no way to live with someone who you claim to love. You have to change for you honestly, not even for him. But the change needs to happen.

Anonymous 19123 i'm going to make 2019 a good year but depression won't back off so easily

so, i'll take this hour to stew in regrets then i'll get back to work.

this year has to be good. it just has to

Anonymous 19136 >>19121

>>19119

Thanks for the eye opener anons.

Honestly, I don't really think I'm the worst - I think I'm relatively average actually. But I feel like there's nothing about me that's special or noteworthy and that I'm easily replaceable.



Analysing these thoughts, I don't really hate anything about me in particular - I'm relatively nice looking, although it took me years to get here. I'm nice to people but shy and standoffish, and I assume that they are either indifferent towards me or vaguely dislike me. I don't have many friends, am not stupid but not particularly smart, my personality only shines when I'm in private with my bf, I haven't done anything noteworthy, I'm just… there.



These thoughts do not occur regularly, but they're easily triggered by random setbacks like losing at a game (which will sometimes lead to thinking that I'm shit at everything), someone casually telling me something that I'll pick apart and use to feel bad about myself, getting a bad grade, not looking my best at a particular moment…



As a child I escaped a war, my parents fought bitterly and divorced around the same time, and my grandmother that I lived with never had a kind word to say about anything ever. My dad always doubted everything I did (when I wanted to join a kids church choir he asked me if I was sure I could sing, as an example), my mum tried to force me to love myself by threatening me that nobody will love me unless I do, I developed panic disorder as a preteen and had days long existential crises from overthinking about death. I got cheated on 6 months ago. I don't know what the cause of this is, but it's making my life pretty shitty. I feel like I'm not supposed to feel bad and that's what I've been told my whole life ("I cook and clean for you, you have everything you need, WHY are you still unhappy?"), nothing in my life is explicitly bad, it's just a collection of marginally shitty things that eventually ball up into some sort of rat king of misery. Maybe I really am just a spoilt whiny baby, idk.



I've felt like this for a long time. I thought maybe it's BPD but I don't fit the description otherwise, I'm very routine-oriented, love familiarity, never lash out at anyone else and always keep my thoughts to myself. Most times I just want to disappear when I'm upset. I can't afford a therapist atm.



I hate seeing my bf desperate, I hate seeing my parents unhappy, I hate being like this but hating it just makes it worse. I don't want to be like this but I don't know what it is and how to stop thinking I'm shitty. That's my novel for the evening. Thanks for the eye opener anons.Honestly, I don't really think I'm the worst - I think I'm relatively average actually. But I feel like there's nothing about me that's special or noteworthy and that I'm easily replaceable.Analysing these thoughts, I don't really hate anything about me in particular - I'm relatively nice looking, although it took me years to get here. I'm nice to people but shy and standoffish, and I assume that they are either indifferent towards me or vaguely dislike me. I don't have many friends, am not stupid but not particularly smart, my personality only shines when I'm in private with my bf, I haven't done anything noteworthy, I'm just… there.These thoughts do not occur regularly, but they're easily triggered by random setbacks like losing at a game (which will sometimes lead to thinking that I'm shit at everything), someone casually telling me something that I'll pick apart and use to feel bad about myself, getting a bad grade, not looking my best at a particular moment…As a child I escaped a war, my parents fought bitterly and divorced around the same time, and my grandmother that I lived with never had a kind word to say about anything ever. My dad always doubted everything I did (when I wanted to join a kids church choir he asked me if I was sure I could sing, as an example), my mum tried to force me to love myself by threatening me that nobody will love me unless I do, I developed panic disorder as a preteen and had days long existential crises from overthinking about death. I got cheated on 6 months ago. I don't know what the cause of this is, but it's making my life pretty shitty. I feel like I'm not supposed to feel bad and that's what I've been told my whole life ("I cook and clean for you, you have everything you need, WHY are you still unhappy?"), nothing in my life is explicitly bad, it's just a collection of marginally shitty things that eventually ball up into some sort of rat king of misery. Maybe I really am just a spoilt whiny baby, idk.I've felt like this for a long time. I thought maybe it's BPD but I don't fit the description otherwise, I'm very routine-oriented, love familiari