First of all when you finish "Im sorry" with a "but" afterward it negates the apology and it boils down to nothing.Example- Im sorry I pushed you but you shouldnt have slammed my door.You cant blame being rude on some mental disorder. Just because I have a problem recognizing when I am being socially awkward, doesn't excuse the behavior if it becomes inappropriate. If I create an instance, like the one mentioned, I apologize and try to make it right.You need to own up to your mistakes and problems and face them with the dignity of an adult.Otherwise you might as well re-word you statement to-"i'm never going to be the child who watches what he says even if it offends people kay????"I've never heard of a mood disorder that makes you go insane/kills you when one can't say everything little thing that passes through their mind. So unless you can tell me what this disorder is called and I can look it up and verify it, I'm going to call BS on this one.If that is indeed the case, there is therapy and medication if it comes to that. However refusing to grow and up using that as an excuse isn't okay.Also people don't need to know how you truly feel about everything. In fact most people don't want to know and don't care. That's a general rule for everyone, not just you. People just generally don't want to hear the negative things other people think about them. When confronted with said negativity, people tend to react poorly. What do you do at work? Just tell customers to fuck off when you feel like it?Anyway, regardless of how you feel, and how other people may feel about your need to insult them if it passes through your head, I personally would like to hold to you the-"If you can't say something nice don't say it at all" rule while visiting my page~ I don't mind criticism, however thats different than just an outright insult.I hope you enjoy the rest of your week