So, now had two experiences with MXPr. I loved MXE, was up there as one of my favourites. The revelations, insights, and visions were unparalleled by any other drug for me and that amazing afterglow you had for days and days was magical. Sadly, the ban happened and that was that for me with it and other dissociatives, including S-Ketamine which ran MXE close. It's been over 3 years then since I touched any kind of disso's. So my receptors were nice and fresh yesterday.



I decided to go for the nasal route as my standard form of taking these, so just as as I did with my very first MXE line I insufflated 30mg's. Hit me like a freight train and holed at the peak, just like my very first MXE line at 30mg's. It was like visiting an old friend, yet a lot was different. No real insights, euphoria, or positivity. Just kind of empty, shallow and way more sedating. Couldn't open my eyes. It definitely lasts longer too but there was no afterglow or lift of depression (not that I have any) but just emptiness. I was so disappointed.



Felt really off this morning, kind of down in the dumps and soulless. It was around midday that it dawned on me that only few hours prior to sampling yesterday I had had an energy drink with 200mg of caffeine and then a really intense workout. I absolutely forgot that caffeine and MXE did not mix well for me. I always found MXE to be weird that way in that anything can influence its effects. Certain types of foods, sugar and spices even. It seems the same can be said for this one too.



I was always going to keep up experimenting so today measured 35mg. Much, much better. Very reminiscent of MXE this time, but I didn't manage to hole even with a 15mg top up after 15 minutes. Redosing never really did it for me on MXE either. I always preferred to get to where I wanted to be and then leave it till another time. However, this time it really was like visiting an old friend. It was very pleasurable; warm, glowing, smiley, stretching was amazing (used to love doing yoga on MXE), music was amazing and had that old MXE psychedelia and depth to it (I always find spacey downtempo/electronic/lounge/trip-hop to be ideal for these, like Tycho, Bonobo, Cinematic Orchestra etc), and I managed to get a bit of minor introspection which was greatly appreciated. And now I feel pretty good afterwards.



For those that really loved MXE I firmly believe you'll enjoy MXPr, especially if you enjoy it for what it is. They are very similar. I used to use MXE as a tool but I see (early days though) this one being used more for recreation, and that's fine. Next time I'll up the dosage and see where that takes me. I'm also now going to try and stop comparing to MXE as it has something to offer on its own and there's great potential with this one.