He made me cum by oral sex.I was so scared going into it because I was worried I couldn't do it again. I thought that would have made Daddy upset.We discussed it afterwards and I told Him my concerns. He knows this is a process for me, something new to learn all over again. He understands. I'm grateful.Welp, one week from today I will be starting a new job. Ironically I don't know which one yet. Since I've posted last about a job I've gotten 2 more offers. My last interviews are today so Daddy will be making a decision.I am leaning towards one and explained to Him my opinion. He said He will take it into consideration.I'm still nervous. Starting this new venture is making my anxiety heighten. I don't like doing new things because I get scared. I won't even go to a new place if it's not something surrounded by an area that I am comfortable with. I wish Daddy could hold my hand on the first day.My head is still in a good place. Although I'm very tired right now, I am still very happy and settled. He's brought the best in me out and makes me want to be a better person. He's my best friend.I never want to forget that feeling that Daddy gave to me on Sunday. Perhaps the smell of the flower we saw will make it a physical memory for me.Any flower resemblance?