My life right now...

I don't think I've been in this much pain, mentally and physically in such a long time. I lost someone very important to me. My uncle has been battling cancer for awhile now and a few weeks ago he got done with getting through one of the hardest types of chemo therapies out there. He beat cancer and it was gone. But the chemotherapy did a toll on him and he tore both of his Achilles and had permanent damage done to his lungs. A couple of days ago I find out that he was rushed to the hospital because he couldn't breathe. The doctors put a tube down his throat to help with the breathing as he could no longer breathe on his own. I found out this morning that he had passed away as there was nothing else that could be done to help him. My uncle was pretty much my 2nd father, he was an amazing uncle to me whom had such a big heart. He was only 58.... I've lost so many family members throughout my childhood that it's been so long since I've lost someone truly special to me. I don't like to share my personal life to those on social media, I rather keep it to myself but it's killing me knowing that I didn't even get to say goodbye to him as I'm in cali. So this is my goodbye letter to him and I want the world to know how great of a guy he was and how much he meant to me. I don't understand life sometimes, how good people in this world can be taken away from us when it's not even their time to go. I love you Uncle Tom, you're in my heart and everyday I will be thinking about you. Rest In Peace.

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