At least pain is feeling.

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At least pain is feeling.

A blank canvas. What's the point in all of this. Infinite dimensions. I murder myself in all of them. Blood in my mouth. I try to lie. but the truth comes spillin out. Bite my tongue till my whole face is numb. Don't force this. Its fucking terrible. of fucking course it is. A mind full of slime. leaking out of cracks in the porcelain. I'm bulging vomiting. begging for a bigger portion. How important is this. A cognitive contortionist. plagued for a cure. revel in a dystopian bliss. Its been so long I can't remember. Have I ever been kissed. I found your words 10 thousand years in the future. I forgot you were supposed to be missed. No matter how many sutures on the wrists. No amount of medicine will ever close this rift. Another cry for help. Drowned in the echo. So many others i can't hear myself. I look around and I found I'm not the only one lost. Alone together. Bare foot on the permafrost. Is this the price you have to pay when you don't know what it costs. I think there's 1