I'm 52. I smoked White Ox for more years than I can remember. I have COPD and emphysema. I have to go everywhere with an oxygen bottle so I can breathe. My life is a living HELL. I honestly wish I was dead, it would be better than this. When I was younger and I was asked if I was worried about dying young from smoking I used to laugh and say that we all have to die of something......yeah I was right but I never knew how painful and terrifying it was to feel like you're drowning everytime you take a breathe.