“hey buddy and not to be crazy but im sick as a dog i have every sympton ,, its in here like crazy<< mt man i dont want to die<:) 21 years and a cold kills me, what a shmuck<< ok let me know,. no one is doing anything here cant even see no one dr are gone, they have social workers acting like dr<< and there treating us like we did some thing wrong< well seth, thank u for what ever u can do i know were in a battle and i know ill lose, i just hope to get out of here,, one day<< ok thank u,, my fever is burning up,, head is pounding, back is killing me tired like i been up for weeks,” Matera wrote April 1.