AUTHORS NOTE: Evening Star is a story told in the first-person point of view. I understand that this isn't to a lot of reader's liking but I do so enjoy writing this way. To help remedy the point of view, each chapter is noted as being in the narration of one of the two main characters. For each chapter, I switch between the two so no chapter is in the narration of the same character consecutively. The characters in this story are all original. I understand that this can be off-putting to readers, but due to the nature of World of Darkness, I hoped that it would be a pretty easy subject to fit them in. There are also flashback sequences that happen in chapters narrated by Sebastian. I've italicized all flashback sequences. Also, this is my very first piece of writing. Please give me tips on proper formatting and please point out any spelling and grammar mistakes. I don't have a dedicated beta reader and I wouldn't be surprised if I missed a few things in editing. Please let me know what you liked and didn't like if possible. I appreciate all feedback as I find my footing as a writer. The characters included in this story are also being used in an expanded universe originally created by a dear friend that creates video role plays of a multitude of original World of Darkness based characters. You can enjoy her work on Youtube at: user/IndigoASMR. Evening Star is an ongoing project of mine and I will be uploading completed chapters as my schedule allows. Thanks for reading and I hope you enjoy!

Act I

Sebastian

Sitting by the prince as he carries on with a trial has always sickened me. My place is unfortunately on the prince's left side at any type of gathering. The sheriff, of course, is on his right. I've worked as his Scourge for almost 150 years now. He tasks me with the very things that I hate him for, the things that sicken me. This is much to his delight of course. I know how overjoyed he is to see my reactions.

As the trial carries on, I get a familiar sense of uneasiness. There is a young Kindred on trial for siring a thin-blood. This went against the Camarilla's laws of siring without permission, a law I'm all too familiar with, and the general distaste and scorn against the thin-bloods in general by the older, more pure Kindred. It becomes quite obvious that the prince doesn't intend to be lenient. I can feel his gaze on me as if he was staring in my eyes during the entire proceeding even though he wasn't. After hearing her tell him that she wasn't sorry for what she'd done, he ordered her execution. The Sheriff, Azael, a very old and strong Brujah, moved in position and quickly decapitated her with a single swing of his claymore. I shook and looked away, gritting my teeth and trying not to show the emotion that I knew the Prince was looking for. He always notices my most subtle reactions though.

"Are you quite alright, Sebastian?" He asked, gliding his bottom lip over his fangs.

"Yes Prince Van Leuwen, as always," I replied. He stared at me with peering yellow eyes. He knew what these proceedings did to me.

"Good. I have a task for you," he said.

I peered at Azael out of the corner of my eye. "Does he actually work around here?" I asked with annoyance. He and the Prince chuckled.

"Well of course he does, you know this first hand," he bellowed while licking his fangs. I knew exactly what he was referring to but I brushed it off the best I could.

"This task is more suited to your skills, however. I have Azael working on a possible Sabbat issue here in Amsterdam," he said sounding preoccupied. I tied my dagger belt around my waist and fastened my sword and sheathe over my shoulder.

"What do you need me to do, Prince?" I asked with a slight tone of rebellion in my voice. A familiar sinister smirk appeared on his face as he handed me a piece of paper.

"This a fellow Toreador of yours. We found that she has illegally sired a human and has been evading us for a few weeks now. I would like you to find them and eliminate them. I have no time to have a public trial for each offender," he said as he handed me the warrant. I stare at the paper, entranced by my own thoughts of anger, fear and sadness.

"Sebastian? Sebastian!" he said loudly which snapped me out of it and I peered right at him. "Is this a problem? I assumed you can handle it" he had the same smirk he had since he handed me the warrant. "No… sir. I'll take care of it," I said with gritted teeth.

"Good, and be quick about it would you? I haven't time for any more delays," he said dismissively.

I nodded and made my way to the door. Azael looked at me as I reached the door and stopped me by putting his hand on my shoulder.

"I don't want to have to clean up after you anymore," he said with a snicker.

I whipped his arm from my shoulder and bared my fangs. He laughed as he always does and I left through the door angry as I always am.

Before setting out on my task, I make my way to my apartment to reflect and think. One thing I already knew before I set out was that I wasn't going to kill them, I couldn't. The Prince sends me out on these kinds of tasks intentionally. The Prince and I have quite a bit of history. It's a history that I'm not sure if I want to forget or not depending on my mood that day.

My life before I became Kindred was one of misguidance. I lived with my mother and father in our farmlands outside of Amsterdam. My childhood wasn't very normal by any means, as much as I remember from it. I haven't been human in over 200 years after all. My mother was a sweet woman. She was very warm and caring although the strange thing was that it was never towards me. The only thing my mother ever seemed to care about was my father. He was a drunkard, he was a fiend and I hated him. He was very violent towards her. He was always drunk and either at least belittled her or struck her nightly. After all that though, she still loved him, lived for him and would be lost without him. I watched this repeat night after night for about 19 years.

One night was worse than the others. It was the night that I decided I couldn't bear seeing my mother's blood drip from her nose. Enraged, I grabbed a kitchen knife and I killed the bastard. I did it for everything that he'd done to her and anything that he's ever said to me. What I didn't know about that night was that it was the night that would change me forever. Taking another life isn't something that you move past like it was necessary. Even these days, when my existence is surrounded by the lives that either I take or are taken around me, I feel like I lose a little bit of my soul each time. That is of course if I really have a soul left. Who knows, maybe the real me died 200 years ago along with my father.

My mother was unsurprisingly devastated by his death. She never really said much to me since I was a child, but a couple of days after my father's funeral, she finally said something to me. What she said just ended up being the last thing she would ever say to me. I have a hard time remembering some of those events from back then but her words that night will stay with me for a millennia, if I make it that long. "I loved him you know. You took that love from me. Demon child is what you are. I want you to leave and never come back." Pretty straight to the point, I'll give it to her. It might be a little masochistic but I was sort of happy that it was the first time she's ever looked like a strong woman to me. Devastated of course, I left and never came back as she commanded me. I wished nothing but happiness for my mother and if it was me that made her unhappy, I was reluctantly glad to leave.

I spent about a year on the streets, fending for myself. I spent most of the year very sick, hungry and weak. Nights and days consisting of scavenging for scraps of food I could find, fighting off people that wished to do me harm, with not much success of course, and just trying to survive the cold nights.

One night during a cold December, I stumbled to a part of the city that I've never been. There were big houses, wealthy looking people and warm looking spots to sleep. Most people stayed away from me and by the look on their face, probably wasn't sure if I was a human or an animal of some type. It didn't bother me of course, I was used to the staring. I found my way to a warm alleyway next to a tall house. I rummaged through their discarded trash, hoping to find something to eat and things to cover me up, as it was a night colder than the rest. This was the second night that would change my life forever but in a much different way than the first.

"Hey!" I heard a voice call out.

Startled I jumped up and started to run. As sick and weak as I was, I didn't expect to make it far and was ready for the ensuing beating that I experienced most nights when trying to steal food. What I expected even less was how quickly I felt a grasp on my arm, which stopped me and turned me right around. I cowered expecting to be struck by a very strong and angry man.

"Hey, I'm not going to hurt you sweetheart. Are you okay?"

I looked back at this person wide-eyed after hearing the voice closer. It was a woman. The most unthreatening person I may have ever seen. She was beautiful with flowing dark brown hair and bright glowing yellow eyes that seemed to be reflecting the moonlight.

"Uh… yes, I'm sorry. I'll leave," I stammered. She laughed at my vulnerability. I suppose she found it quite adorable.

"No you don't have to leave. You look hungry and tired my dear. Why don't you come in?" She replied.

I backed away confused. No one has ever offered me anything, let alone the kindness in those words. They sounded too good to be true.

"There's no reason to be afraid. I won't hurt you. My name is Emilia. What's yours?" she asked, smiling at me warmly with squinted eyes.

I stared at her rather confused. There was no reason for her to be so concerned but I probably needed her help more than anything, so I didn't refuse her.

"I'm… Sebastian. Thank you miss, you're very kind." I said awkwardly.

She took me by the hand and led me to the front door of her house. "Please go in, you can bathe upstairs and there are warm blankets in the guest room. I'll return shortly, I don't keep much food in the house I'm afraid and I must find you some fresh clothes. Those rags are dreadful," she said with concern.

I remember feeling bad because I didn't say much when we first met. I think over that year, I had forgotten how to interact with another person.

"Thank you," I said staring at the ground. I felt tears well up thinking about not being cold for a change.

She walked over to me and placed her hand under my chin. "Of course my dear. Go on then. I'll return shortly." She said softly. I looked up at her with tears and again, she smiled with squinted eyes.

I made my way upstairs to the bathroom. Emilia had quite a lot of old possessions. Even for the 1800's, some things looked very antique to me at the time. I found it odd that she had paintings on every wall of the house. I did enjoy art and there were some beautiful pieces that looked older than even this house. I thought nothing more of it and walked into the bathroom. I ran the water in the bathtub to about as scorching as I could possibly handle and hurried in as my excitement made me laugh loudly with joy. It felt amazing. For a while, seemingly hours, I just lay in the water almost falling asleep from the pure comfort. I washed away a year's worth of dirt from my body and scrubbed my hair until it felt clean and then some for good measure. I wasn't exactly sure when this opportunity might arise again.

As I got out of the bath, I grabbed a towel from next to the sink to dry myself. Out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. It was strange since that was maybe the first time I've seen what I looked like since leaving my home. I had longer hair, down to my shoulders and I could see some of my original blonde that had been covered by mud and dirt up until now. I was thinner which didn't surprise me. I can't remember the last I had a proper meal. All in all, it was nice to see that I was still myself after everything that had happened. Emilia said she had blankets in the guest room so I made my way there. It was down quite a long hallway so I took the walk as a chance to mull things over. I wondered why she was being so nice to me. I don't see any reason why anyone would offer a night of warmth to me. I wondered if maybe not everyone is as cruel as others can be.

I entered the guest room. On the bed was a neatly folded pile of clothes with a note on it. As I examined the clothes, I noticed that the fabric felt wonderful. They shirt was made of a rich blackened silk and the pants, a dark linen. These clothes were expensive, how could she be so kind as to give these to me? I hoped not to offend her by denying her generosity, so I fit myself into the clothes, which felt warm and comfortable. I picked up the note that was written in gorgeous handwriting and scented paper that smelled as she did when I first met her. The note read; "When you are ready, please join me in the dining room. I would love to hear your story. –E". She signed it with a curved cursive E next to the stamp of a rose. I was nervous. How do I thank the person that may have saved my life, if only for a night? Whatever the reason, I planned to let her know how thankful I am.

I walked slowly down the long winding staircase, stalling a little bit thinking of how to properly show my appreciation to Emilia. I didn't have much practice in gratitude. There haven't been many occasions lately where I needed to use it. I hoped that I looked presentable. Emilia was quite striking and I didn't want to insult her by not looking my best. I reached the bottom step and turned towards the dining room. As I entered, Emilia looked at me and smiled as she lean against the table.

"Oh my, you are quite handsome when you're all clean," she said with wide eyes. I looked away and blushed.

"Thank you. I don't mean to be rude but can I ask you a question?" I asked hesitantly. She rose from the table with an intrigued look.

"Of course my dear, ask me anything you wish," she replied.

I furled my brow as I hoped not to insult her. "Why are you showing me such kindness? I don't understand," I asked. Emilia walked over to me and placed a finger under my chin to lift my eyes to hers. They we're still a glowing yellow even without the moonlight. As odd as it seemed, I doubted at the time that it could be anything too out of the ordinary.

"You've seen a lot of cruelty during your time out there I imagine. How long have you been on your own?" She asked. I had to stop and think for a moment, as I wasn't exactly sure beyond thinking it has been a year after seeing a second winter.

"It must be around a year now. I'm not sure. I've lost almost all sense of time as strange as that may seem," I said. She smiled at me and let out a laugh.

"That's not as strange as you may think my dear. I can relate to that feeling," she said as she leaned in closer to me as if to sample my scent. "Please sit down and eat. I know you must be quite hungry."

There was a wide array of different foods she laid out on the table. Some I haven't seen before. This was the most amazing food I've seen since I've left the farm. Trying not to be too hypnotized by my coming feast, I noticed Emilia making her way towards the door.

"Are you not hungry?" I called out to her. She seemed taken aback by the question as if not expecting me to ask.

"Oh no, my dear, I don't eat much I'm afraid. I do have something I must attend to. Would you please stay here tonight? I would be delighted to see you again." She asked expectantly.

I gave her a nod. I couldn't resist the kindness in her words. She gave me her signature squinted smile and left quickly through the door.

What I didn't know is that night would mark the coming end of my human life. With that, comes the knowledge of truth. The truth of this world is that humans are blind to the real cruelty happening in the shadows. She was my break from the cruelty, both as a human and as Kindred. I laughed to myself. I haven't reminisced like this in a while. Maybe it's because I stare at this warrant and see these two in the same situation. Even worse, they are Toreador. It's almost as if I'm looking past who is actually on the piece of paper and I stare into the eyes of Emilia and myself. I decided to waste no more time. I know what I need to do and I need to do it quickly. I grab a key from my safe and a couple blood packs from my emergency stash. With a bounty like this on their heads, I'm sure they've found it difficult to feed. According to my personal contacts on the streets, a couple timid Kindred have been seen staying at the local beach. Not too far from my apartment. I grabbed my coat and head over that way.

As I arrive at the beach, nothing of interest catches my eyes. They appear to not be here but I know better. I close my eyes and focus on my sense of smell. After many years of training with very skilled Toreadors, my skill in senses are unrivaled by most Kindred. I smiled to myself. I'll have to thank the Prince for that opportunity one day. The first scent that caught my attention was the water. It smelled just as I always remembered it, beautiful. It didn't help that with such a bright moon tonight, it was even more appealing to the eye. I let out a laugh when I realized how distracted I was. Emilia always told me that this was our curse as Toreador. Still to this day I couldn't ask for a more wonderful affliction to be cursed with. I needed to refocus, and in doing so I caught scent that was unfamiliar. It was the scent of Kindred, two of them actually. One smelled quite young. It must be them and the scent was coming from under the boardwalk to my far left. I quickly undid my weapon belts and lay them in the sand.

"I know you're both there! I don't wish to hurt you, please come out so we can talk," I called out. I heard a sharp voice come from the under the pier.

"I know who you are Scourge of the Prince. What other reason would you be here than to kill us?" the voice called back. I was surprised that she could recognize me from that distance but it was of no matter.

"If you know who I am, then you know if I meant to kill you, I wouldn't bother talking to you first," I replied.

As if those were the magic words, she and her childe moved out from the shadows and walked to me. She looked at me with stern eyes.

"So Scourge, if you don't wish us harm then why are you here?" She asked. I pulled my hood down hoping to show the sincerity in my eyes.

"I want to help you. I have no wish to kill you and your childe unnecessarily," I said. She looked at her childe up and down who remained silent.

"I love him, truly. The Prince is cruel to deny me the right to be with him forever," she explained.

When she said that, I realized something that I've only slightly considered until now. The Prince had organized this. He denied permission to a Toreador wishing to sire for love. Knowing that she would go against his wishes, he would be forced to order to me kill them. I grimaced as I thought of how much I hated that bastard.

"Look, my dear, if anyone can sympathize with your feelings it's me. Please trust me," I said quickly. She looked at me and nodded realizing that I truly wished to help.

"Take these blood packs, I know you must be hungry," I said as I reached in my bag. She grabbed them, smiled and gave one to her childe. "This is the key to my boat. Go to the docks take it and leave the city. You'll never be able to come back here, but you will live."

A look of gratefulness was clear in her eyes and she threw her arms around me in a hug and thanked me. "Make haste please, there's not a moment to waste." I said as I rushed her. She nodded, grabbed her childe by the hand and turned to walk towards the dock.

Unfortunately, as they make it a few steps away from me, I heard a familiar sound that I was dreading to hear the entire night, the sound of whistling metal through the air. No later than when I first heard the sound, I look towards the two Kindred to see Azael's signature steel glaive pierce the neck of the childe and decapitate him with ease. A spark and a plume of ash burst from what was once his body. His sire screamed in horror at seeing her love see the final death and as I reached out in a futile attempt to save her, Azael was already in front of me, swinging down his claymore and decapitating her with as much ease as the childe. I stood there frozen in horror as I felt a single tear of blood escape from my eye.

"I knew I would have to clean up after you," He bellowed with a grin on his face. "The Prince will be delighted to hear of your disloyalty."

I still don't give him attention as if to disregard his words as I fight back tears. He leaned it a little closer to me.

"It looks like you still have a soft spot for that whore sire of yours. What was her name? Emilia?"

My eyes snapped to his to meet his menacing gaze. I delivered a swift kick planted right on his temple. He flew back a few feet before hitting the sand with a slide. Azael may have been much stronger than me, but he would never match my speed. I walked up to him as he begins to get up from the ground.

"Tell the Prince whatever you wish, but know this, if you ever mention her name again, I will kill you," I said angrily. He laughed and wiped the blood from his face.

"Well then I look forward to the day it slips out next," he replied.

I looked away and started back towards my apartment. There will be quite the discussion between the Prince and I tomorrow. I might as well be prepared.