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It was the summer I fucked up the summer fucked up me



fucked up a fuck-up in the summer & I spent time laying under stars



too much time I wasted the stars you lied to me under the stars



& the summer was endless the summer endless it was an endless summer







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endless & I said things like “If I ever see you again”



but I’ll never see you again I never saw you again I made sure of that



& I circled the lake I went in circles the lake was endless it was



summer I fucked up too much time & I never saw you again & I







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circled & it was endless & the stars lied to me the summer



light moving so slowly I saw the summer light move endless



& when I see you the trees will cluster green rage green trees raging



with love endless love & I’ll never see you again I made sure of that







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wasted under the stars the slow summer light the endless fuck-up



& you never again you lovely you summer you everything that is now



never again whatever that may be the rage I loved me under the stars



then & now endless wasting away me haze wandering around endless







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haze it was endless too much time & you lied to me & I said things like



I can’t describe the air on my skin can you can you please I know it was



important & the light from stars moved so slowly & you moved off



forever how can you save everything everything important endless







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summer light the fuck-up the lake a circle circling the lake



how can you save everything how can I answer you the light of summer



stars I’m sorry for my light the endlessness of my endless & my fuck-up



the me that is now looking back & thinking & this summer circling







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