24/05/2017

Well Jim and I have been married for over 21 years and out life has been normal I guess .Well to a point anyway.I dont know why and Jim has not been able to answer this either he just says that it is a real fantasy of his but ever since our daughter was in about 5 or 6 Jim for some reason has been pestering me to have sex with another guy while he watches but I have been able to keep him in line.He didn't give up though and for years he would sometimes out of the blue bring it up again to me and I would have to go through it all over again for a few nights until he would stop.Well after Amy finished high school and started college I have to admit that our sex life had become more or less something we did occasionally and got it over as quickly as possible.We both missed Amy a lot so Jim signed up for a cruise to Hawaii to add a little spice to our life and again after we boarded the ship he started in again saying that this would be the perfect time for me to try out a different cock.I laughed it off but I longed for the spontaneous thrill of abandoned sex and I did look over a few guys but never mentioned it to Jim.We met a guy named John on one of our excursions though and he was just a normal guy but he took some pictures of Jim and I with our camera and he was a very interesting guy to talk to.I have to admit that after he said that he had been on several cruises so far I wanted to know more and he knew so much.Well I did not realist it at the time but I was almost rudely ignoring my husband all this time talking to John.Well later we had agreed to meet John for dinner and we were seated with two other couples at a big table and we all got to know each other. John teased me into having a glass of wine with dinner and I usually never drink anything but after just a few sips I felt my face flush and I was feeling giddy laughing helplessly at what people would say until they started teasing me about being a cheep drunk.Well with desert I was feeling really good and ordered a second glass of wine I could hear Jim and John talking about his balcony room and we had an inside room that was kind of small and John had invited us up to his room to see it and have a nightcap.I was getting drunk now and Jim had to help me walk straight with John holding my other arm and Jim said maybe we should pick another night because he wanted to get me back to our room.I refused saying that I wanted to see his room now so Jim said OK but for just a short time.God his room was almost twice the size of ours and it had a balcony open to the ocean to boot.John gave Jim a beer and he poured me another glass of wine but I only had a sip because I was really fgeeling drunk now my ears were ringing and the room refused to stay still.I dont know how long we were there but John excused himself to go to the bathroom and I was standing looking out the balcony.Jim came up behind me and put his arms around y belly and cupped my breasts in his hands. I laughed and pressed my ass against his leg and Jim whispered you like John dont you.I said of course I do he is a nice guy.John turned me to the bathroom door and whispered I am going to let him fuck you.I was shocked at his calm statement and I went rigid in his arms as I felt him pulling my blouse out of my skirt as the toilet flushed.I was confused but aware of what he was doing but I let him do it anyway and I felt something that I had not felt in years.Desire real desire as John stepped out of the bathroom looking at us and Jim said again John I have been wanting to watch Peg with another guy for years but she has always refused.Peg likes you and if you want you can be her first lover.All of a sudden I wanted John as much as I had ever wanted any man and when he started discarding his clothes I did the same.We came together in a rush and fell on his bred. and John was fucking me. I came like I hadent cum in a long time and then I came a second time like a wild woman and after John came I rolled him onto his back and I rode his soft cock and fingered myself to a third orgasm.Well after that we bacame lovers for the rest of the trip and I soon became adjusted to it. Jim likes to watch me have sex with guys and I have some really intense orgasms with him watching us have sex.Well since March I have been with a total of 4 guys two white guys and two black guys .I cant say that I have a preferance I do know that a really big cock is painful at first but after I get worked up it feels fantastic.I wonder now why I ever refused him this has brought the sexual excitement back into our marriage that has been missing for so long.It is almost normal now to undress along with my lover and we kiss and fondle each other playfully as Jim watches and we also talk comfortably as the get together goes its way.I have no desire to divorce Jim he is my life but now sex is a very big part of our like as well and sometimes hew and I will watch a clip of me with another guy to get us in the mood.I have sucked guys off and swallowed now and even let the guys with smaller cocks do me anally.I hope this lasts a ling time