Question:

Don't know exactly what I need, but I definetly need help. Before getting back to obeying Christ and attending a church of Christ, I was out doing what I wanted to do and ended up pregnant. The baby's father and I ended up getting married a few months after I had the baby. It's now have been a fewyears since we have been married. We have a home, are back in the church, and doing good. But for some reason I'm having insecurities about my husband height. He is 5'7 and I am 5'3. Before I always dated taller guys because of the comfort and secured feeling. But now these thoughts are vivid and hurtful because it's something that neither one of us can change. I'm already having impending thought of what my son height is going be and deep down I hope he's not short (because of idiots like myself). I hate for him to be ridiculed for something that he can't do anything about and I pray I don't ridicule him for his height. I pray he gets his height from my father, but I know that is totally wrong; that's why I need help.

How do I get those thought out of my head and strickly focus on the good in life, instead of griping? Thanking God for my husband and my two babies amongst the many other blessing He has blessed me with? I pray about it, but it's hard. I look at my husband and they start all over again. I know height does not make less or more of a man, so I just wish it would go away. I know it's a sin to worry, so I try to pray about things instead of letting it drive me crazy, but sometimes I just get overwhelmed. I know it's nothing but the devil lurking! So any advice will be greatly helpful.