Requesting treatment to end my pain is easy. Receiving treatment is the difficult part. The medical community at the heart is nothing different than an insurance business or ponzi scheme.

Belong to an miniscule minority of an "illness group" and you will be milked for the little of value you obtain throughout life; without being "medically treated" in an rational manner to end your pain abruptly.

The illness group with the financial power towards "lawyers & political" allies, exist as the medical communities only interest and when it comes to obtaining quality of care that isn't poorly administered.

Example: the group who has the terminal illness of cancer. The population of "suffering by cancer" is greater than "suffering of gender dysphoria" and one group is able to "line the pockets" needed for obtaining treatment compared to the other by being greater in numbers.

The need of constructing "deterrents" by law is the only necessary solution for real change.

REAL consequences for not administering fairness.

for not administering fairness. ACTUAL enforcement of deterrents constructed for equality.

of deterrents constructed for equality. POWER by open access of all information not censored or restricted by a pay wall.

Today in ill-Society, "Media & Social" platforms are nothing more than modern experiments; aimed towards control and research of behavior. The powerful succeeded in gravitating the population towards a medium of "echo chambers" and "dividing souls" in classifications & groups.

The Mentality of Us vs Them.

Society results in "separation" when awareness of individualism is understood. The people placed in power FAIL, AND ONLY WHEN they allow the "ill-thoughts of individual issues" to flow down the grape vine; metaphorically spread as separate doctrines in the global-mind.

Society "Us vs Them" has to be deleted for all to prosper.

Diversity is the silent killer at the core system of obtaining healthy society.

Every person has to give up living the life of another, to live as oneself and the value of oneself is thus as equal to another individual.

Justification when examined is an negligent act, ignoring unfairness to an individual or group and is the only truth.

The belief of an "individualistic problem" detached from the problems others face in life is THE EVIL. The emotion of comparing, seeks rational argument to resolve inner self-conflict and exclusively obtains irrational destruction towards "the sacred self & union of all" in the world.

It's becoming I hope you blink before me world.

The Legal & Political sector wield the instrument of dispensing real change in society. The current regime merely creates social stigma and blockage towards turnaround.

No matter the sector of society you question, be it law enforcement, medical professions, universities, insurance companies,... they're designed to be intertwined, and based on self interest of operating with the intent the privileged has decide upon. The cogs in the machine obtain success by each piece "orchestrating together" intended as result of being a system that will only operate as the people in charge. Fairness is not part of the equation in how the cogs work. Operating the charade has advantages for the privileged of wealth & political influence.

I'm not necessarily referring to Doctors as charlatans, they're humans, error prone, emotional, and liable to suffer by self interest of career goals & reputation amongst peers. I also have a bias, in my life I've been denied treatment of great value to me in multiple occasions and which I believe has ruined my life. Cough,.. Marquette UP Health System.

Anyway, I've been seeking to obtain medical assisted death with a determination throughout the months of this year. I'm going to obtain "M.A.D" before my suicide date, in my heart I believe. I'll not be denied treatment based on personal ideology this time in life. I fit the criteria under Quebec law to obtain the treatment. The Doctor I've been seeing frequently is the type of person I believe is beautiful in the mind. She will not be a person to sign the papers for Medical Assisted Death but she has been helping me. I hope to seek a rational Doctor by referral and where I'm not discriminated against when it comes to receiving treatment.

The 💩 Journey has an End and I want the Dignity I never received for once...