So, i'm guessing the rest of the world has heard of the protests that happened across Brazil last sunday, March 15th. In case you have not heard of it, thousands of people protested against our current president and her party, but many of the claims heard throughout the streets show little knowledge from the ones who were protesting, and another ones where just mindblowingly stupid.

For starters, I would like to say that i'm not rooting for any party, altought I do not agree with most of the claims that were made last sunday. I'm writing this because, in case the stupidity of a part of the nation goes out as winner, either today or in the next elections, I wanna feel like I tried my best to make a stand, other than sitting with my arms folded tight.

I'm eighteen years old,I have just started college, on which my major is going to be Journalism, and, for the first time since I came out to my friends two years ago, I am really, really scared for what's coming ahead. I'm not posting this with my real name, I did not logged in here with my Facebook acount, and if this article goes out, I can't promise that I will share it on my timeline for all my friends and family to see.

Most of the news are talking about the claims my fellow citizens had last sunday, especially the ones against corruption. But there are a few things they are keeping aside. Like, a large part of the protesters doesn't even seem to know what they are protesting against, noting that most of them only attended on sunday to post selfies on Instagram while wearing green and yellow clothes, and didn't even know what would happen in case the impeachment worked (a quick glance at some interviews with protesters prove that). The same anti-corrupction claims were made two years ago, on protests way more inclusive that this ones, protests that, unlike this ones, were attacked by the media and the military forces (who are loving this ones). And most important, this so-called "pacific" protests, are only pacific in physical terms, since many of the ones who attended had mysoginist, homophobic, racial and, mostly, ignorant thoughts being screamed out. There were signs blaming our president's party for the 9/11 (detail: Brazil had another party in charge back in 2001), there were posters with Nazi signs, one who said "Feminine murder yes, Starving no" (this was being held by a woman) and the worst of all, a lot (really, a lot) of signs begging the military forces to take charge and bring back the dictadorship Brazil faced years ago.

I wasn't alive during our dictadorship, but I graduated high school, so this means I studied enough to know the horror it was. Most of the people who went to the streets know this too, but they chose to forget. There was violence in the most brutal ways, people whose bodies have never been found. There was no freedom, in any way. That's something each and every Brazil citizen knows. I can't even begin to wonder why on earth would people claim for more of it. I'm tired of seeing my old history teacher posting texts on facebook explaining to their students (most of which only attended the protests because their parents told them so), why the military dictadorship was not a good thing.

But ok, why me? Why this is leaving me scared? Because, behind the president (I'm not a big fan of her either, but I would rather leave her other than the ones in line for presidency), there are the some of the worst people a county could ask for, and they are the ones who will take charge in a case of impeachment. The third in line for presidency, a man called Eduardo Cunha, has already declared that he will not pass any law concerning womens rights, homophobia, abortion, gay marriage and adoption etc... He is a part of the evangelic board we have here, altought Brazil does not have a primal religion, but the evangelics still make most of the important decisions here.

Their colleagues are no better. Most of them were benefited from the dictadorship, and dream of it coming back. One of them, a rat called Jair Bolsonaro, made a statement on the beginning of this year claiming that what stopped him from raping a feminine colleague because "she does not deserve to be raped by him".

So that's it. I'm trapped in a country where most of the population has it's brains fried by the media (the media in here consists on one major channel). I do not have the right to marry or adopt. I'm forced to enlist in the army, an army that released a statement claiming that "criminalizing homophobia would cause negative effect on the military forces". I can't hold hands with the guy i'm seeing because we could be forced to exit some public places. I can't argue when a teacher tells homophobic jokes because I would be exposing myself (last year, senior year of high school, my teacher spent twenty minutes making homophobic coments, just imagine if there was a kid in the classroom struggling and thinking about harming himself). And worse, from now on, I don't know if I can dream of having a family anymore. I always wanted to have a family when I grew up, but now, with the evangelic supremacy we have here, I don't have a lot of chances.

My country is being taken over by ignorant people, most of them from rich, white and "traditional" prejudicious families. A true patriot would try to fix this, but honestly, I am more concerned with my well being, all I wish now is to go away, to wake up somewhere else, to watch the news about Brazil and think "well, how's sad that they are so far behind".

I'm not saying that the govenrment is right. I'm not saying that they are allowed to steal from us. I'm not pro-corruption. I'm just saying that the ones claiming for change are only doing it because they want to change things in their favours. The same claims were made in 2013 and last friday, and both of these protests were called "vandalism" by most of the people who were there on sunday. Honestly? I don't believe most of those people care about the minorities, or even about corruption (the candiate they cherish and hope to take charge, Aécio Neves, has a lot of corruption baggage too). What they care about? Maybe not all, but most of them want nothing more than an excuse to go out on the streets, shout hateful and/or stupid things, have a beer and then, post pictures and get likes on Facebook.

We may not be at war, I know it could be worse. But still, hundreds of LGBT are dying. More hundreds of women die (or go missing) while doing unsafe abortions. Last week, a teen who was son of a gay couple was killed while in school. Women are harassed every day, and if they try to say something about it, they are called "feminazi". People are starving. Jobs are impossible to fins nowadays.

And you know what? The ones who cause the LGBT deaths, the ones responsible for allowing women to die while doing abortions, the ones who created the idea that a kid could be murdered because his family does not go along with the bible, the ones who compare feminim struggle with the holocaust. Those were the people that filled at least 60% of the ones on the streets last sunday. They claim justice, but really, they don't know the true meaning of this word.