While I was walking around the temple, the dream I had since I was a high school girl came back to my mind again. I dreamed to spend my life in Japan to study and work but I have never made it come true because of money. It seemed impossible. After I finished law school in Thailand, I immediately started working for a law firm. I had worked for one year and half. I found out that it was not what I like and want. I resigned to start working as a freelancer because I thought it would be the better way for me. Before I came to Japan, my new career was still not successful. That was why I came here with the confusion with my life. I was still thinking of my future. What should I do next? Keep working as freelancer? Study master degree as I told the others? I really could not find the way I should go. I only know if I go to the way I mentioned before, I can do it but will not be happy. Like studying master degree in USA or UK is the way my social peers hope to do because the others said it is a good thing.