[F4M/A] Your needy little whore [D/S] [FWB] [sexting] [needy] [edging] [humiliation]

I've been thinking about you all day long, just rubbing my clit and moaning your name…

Why is your schedule so different from mine? This is hell… I need you so bad…

I just want you to drop by my house or let me drop by yours, just once, please… Why are you always busy…?

I love how powerless you make me feel… Even this whole thing about not having time… It's all part of that messed up game we're playing…

You want me to beg…

You want me to call you at work and just moan in your ear while I touch myself… As you try to stop your cock from getting hard so your coworkers don't notice…

You want me to send you nudes and blow up your phone with the lewdest thoughts I can muster… Until you have no choice but to take a bathroom break to release the pressure…

I remember the last time I made you do that… You came to my house that very night and you spanked me with your belt to punish me… And you made me say 'sorry' and you edged me… God, you edged me so bad… And you never let me cum… You said I was a needy little whore who didn't deserve to cum…

You said I didn't deserve your cock…

Sometimes, when you want to punish me, you stroke your big, hard cock in front of me… And I'm not allowed to touch it… I'm not allowed to suck it or sit on it or even kiss it… I don't even get to swallow your cum…

And it's so mean, the way you do it… You leave me alone… You make me crave you… And then, when I finally have enough, when I try to call you again and again, when I send you pictures of me on my knees with my panties in my mouth, waiting for you like a dog, like a bitch in heat… You punish me…

You always want to punish me… You spank me until my ass is red… You call me mean names, you ruin my orgasms… You even made me send a picture to a group chat once… You made me write "cum slut" on my tits and then you made me stick my tongue out so I'd look dumb… Initially, you wanted to cum on my tits, but you said I didn't even deserve your cum…

I was normal before I met you, you know? I wanted to fuck a guy and make him feel good, and I wanted him to make me feel good as well… I wanted to cum…

God, I need to cum so bad…

I can't even cum as easily anymore… I'm so used to edging… And I'm so used to needing permission from you to cum…