Day 4. Sick days in bed

Maybe it was a blessing in disguise, but I was sick today. Laid here blowing my nose, coughing, and sleeping until I had class at 6:30.

I haven’t been getting intense urges like I expected… maybe it’s because I’m so busy and I’m sick. But maybe I’m just severely loved and blessed by my Father. :)

What’s interesting about me, is that I don’t drink. I don’t smoke. I don’t do drugs. I never have done any of those things and I never will. I’m straight edge. It’s just weird to me that I let this one vice almost control my life when I speak out so strongly against the others.

I’m going to be a warrior for Christ and fight this sex industry. Whether that be through my personal battle with it, or actually participating in campaigns and spreading the message to people. I’m going to have a clean life and a clean mind. I’m going to think positively. I’m going to lose weight. Heck, I may even try a vegetarian diet for a while. I have to be disciplined and centered on Christ.

I’m so pumped. I’m so excited. Let’s do this.

VERSE TODAY: