I’ll make this the last post in my little “mini-series” of sorts about the kink-heavy vacation that Angel and I took together a few weeks ago. That’s not to say I’ll never speak of it again elsewhere, but I wanted to do one more entry here just to kind of sum up all of our experiences and lessons learned from the trip.

Overall this little get-away with Angel was absolutely WONDERFUL! There we were at the ocean, a good 1300 miles from home with no kids, no commitments, and pretty much no inhibitions! In the weeks leading up to this trip we had made so many plans of what we wanted to do (both inside and outside the bedroom). Many of those plans played out quite nicely, while others either fell by the wayside or just fell flat.

Outside the bedroom we had an absolute blast, with 5 days of SCUBA Diving plus some parasailing, touring around ours and neighboring islands, etc. You know, all that touristy stuff that everyone does when they go on vacation! Being able to do all of that without having to worry about either dragging the kids along or having a built-in babysitter along on the trip with us was very nice and made for a much more relaxing vacation than we are used to!

Inside the bedroom (or rather within our whole condo as it were), we pretty much went to a complete FLR (Female-Led Relationship) for the week. At least 90% of our time indoors involved me being either naked or only wearing scant underwear while Angel might be fully clothed or she would go ahead and strip down only when she actually wanted to play. Even if all we were doing was sitting around watching TV, I would be down to practically no clothes and curled up next to my Mistress on the couch. To some this may sound very sad and demeaning, but I can say first-hand that I’ve never felt more liberated and free to be completely myself than when I am in that deep submissive mindset with Angel!

Early in the week I had a couple of nice surprises for Angel which were very well received! There are links above if anybody needs to go back to hear the full stories. The first surprise was a new tattoo (temporary, but the thought remains) which I had placed in the pubic area directly above my chastity cage declaring it, and me, as “Property of Angel.” We had a lot of fun with that one, and I had enough of the temporary tattoos with me to be able to apply a new one every couple of days as they started wearing off. I really enjoyed looking down my body or catching a glimpse in the mirror and seeing that mark, as it really helped to keep me in that submissive mindset and was a springboard for everything else that we engaged in for the week!

The second surprise was when I presented Angel with a gift; arguably the mother of all sex toys and dream of bliss for so many women… a Sybian! Angel took to that one in a heartbeat and seeing her ride the machine to one powerful orgasm after another was–in a word–AMAZING!! Unfortunately we didn’t get to use it quite as much through the rest of the week as hoped, but we did learn a thing or two about it.

First, the Sybian does sit a bit to low for Angel to be able to comfortably ride it if it’s sitting directly on the floor. Fortunately, the place we were staying at the time I introduced her to it had somewhat of a low, sturdy chair in one corner of the bedroom. Placing the Sybian on that put it at the perfect height for Angel to be able to mount it and ride completely care-free. However, when we arrived at our final destination for the week, there wasn’t any furniture that quite worked well enough for that purpose. All of the chairs in our condo placed the machine too high so she couldn’t quite get up onto it. Eventually we gave up and packed it away, deciding that we would have to come up with some other solution at home (whenever the kids are out of the house, of course!)

The second issue we faced with the Sybian was actually somewhat scary, like maybe it was so powerful that we had pushed Angel’s body too far! She rode it fine the night I gave it to her, and the next morning we had another round on it before having to pack it up to continue travelling. The last time that she was on it, we had to cut the ride a bit short because Angel was beginning to get a little lightheaded. We just attributed that to the fact that we hadn’t eaten much yet that morning, so went off to get some breakfast. However, this lightheadedness turned into a pretty bad headache for Angel that lasted a good part of the day before she was able to kick it.

Now that wouldn’t exactly be so bad if it were a one time occurance, but throughout the week (even though we weren’t using the Sybian anymore due to the previously mentioned furniture issues) she ended up getting the same symptoms every time she had a more “intense” arousal, including with her Magic Wand! The wand has been her “best friend” for the past couple of years so she was a beginning to get a little upset that she couldn’t even use that anymore without triggering a bout of feeling lightheaded again, followed closely by a pounding headache… As much as she had enjoyed it, it was beginning to seem as if the Sybian might have actually “broken” her! Luckily by the end of the week we had gotten back to a point where Angel could use her wand again and orgasm several times without regretting it later. So when we DO get back to experimenting more with the Sybian at home, we’ll just have to be careful about not working our way up to full power too quickly!

So the big toys were pretty much through after the first couple days of our vacation. But one thing that we both enjoyed immensely that did NOT ever trigger a bad reaction from Angel’s head, was me going down on her! I spent so much time with my head between her legs that week that it’s almost surprising my tongue still works! That is and continues to be my absolute favorite place in the world, being able to feel (and taste!) every reaction of Angel as her orgasm just builds and builds, eventually exploding all over me! 🙂

As I said some plans we had made just kind of fell by the wayside and were never even attempted. Most notably on that front was one idea Angel had told me about where she wanted to have me tied to a chair and give me a nice little strip-tease followed by getting herself off with her wand while I could only watch and lust. I was definitely game for that, and it could have been a lot of fun to see her act that one all the way out, but ended up not really being very feasible where we were staying and we didn’t get to try it. Oh well, perhaps another day!

Besides all of that, I will wrap up this writing with one more visit back to my last post about my attempt at booking a room for us at an actual BDSM Dungeon on the way back home. My last post garnered so many great comments from all of YOU guys, my readers out here in blog-land, and I just want to say thank you so much! I do take every comment to heart, even the ones more skeptical of my ulterior motives in this last surprise for Angel–which went south very fast and in a bad way. Getting so many different opinions and viewpoints on the topic has really helped me to dissect and narrow down my own thoughts on it even further.

I completely know, now, that I crossed a line here which should not have been crossed. My intentions were good and I will stand by the ideas that were going through my head at the time that I booked this, but subconsciously I should have seen the complete failure coming. Some surprises are good for Angel, like sex toys (even large ones like the Sybian!) to be used completely behind closed doors with only the two of us. Public play has always been a hard limit for Angel, and I violated that with the assumption that she would look the other way about being at a public venue, if it happened that we were the only ones there (making it more “private”).

The bottom line is that I should have shown it to Angel first, and gotten feedback from her on whether or not she would be interested in trying to spend one night in that kind of environment with me. The answer may very well have been NO, but at least she would have had her say in the matter and we could have completely avoided the uncomfortable situation that we found ourselves in that night. As one reader put it (thank you, “C for now“!) in our relationship dynamic Angel is the dominant, but her consent as the dominant is still just as important as the submissive’s (mine in this case). In not getting that consent ahead of time, I’m sure I must have done at least some degree of damage to her trust in me. I will be doing my best to make that up to her any way I can. In the meantime, this has been an experience that I think we have both learned from, and if nothing else it may have helped open up even better channels of communication between us going forward!

Finally, the last thing I wanted to touch on here was whether or not any other “keys” were used while we were in the FLORIDA Keys.. In other words, if I was let out of the Jail Bird at all during this trip. The answer is, Yes! Almost as an afterthought, before leaving the house on the way out of town Angel did go back and pick up one of the keys to my chastity device and dropped it into the center console of our van. I saw it there, so knew that at least a short release could be in my future. However, pretty much every evening when Angel was having her pleasure and “wishing she could unlock me,” it seemed we had gone off and forgotten the key in the van, AGAIN! 🙂 I don’t know how much of that was planned by Angel or if she really was just forgetting it, but it doesn’t matter. She was still having a lot of fun teasing me about the release I wasn’t getting, and I was enjoying seeing her dish it out!

On the very last night before we had to check out and start heading back home, Angel did produce the key! She wanted to show me how much she appreciated everything I had done for her through the week and wanted to repay the favor a bit. I was unlocked and of course, instantly hard! Angel tried to take me in her mouth but was having some tightness in her already over-worked jaw (not what you’re thinking–we had done lots of SCUBA diving that week, remember? LOL) So instead she rolled over, pulling me on top of her, and let me all the way inside for the first time in I don’t even KNOW how long! It had probably been at least 4 months or so though! Of course just feeling again first hand just how tight and wet she was, made me get right to the edge very fast. I barely had time to ask Angel if it was OK for me to come inside her and get the nod, before it was already too late. Of course, not much can compare to the feeling of a full orgasm, and I will certainly never turn one down when offered–but I am definitely starting to realize that hers are MUCH better than mine, and it really is particularly gratifying to get to stay right on the edge for extended periods rather than just pushing over the edge and being done with it!

Shortly after we were finished, I thanked my Mistress for that gift then dutifully went and locked back up again, handing the key back to her until the next time she felt like using it. Little did I know that would happen again only two days later, after we had gotten back home! Despite the unfortunate happenings at the Dungeon during the drive back, Angel was still very horny and wanting me inside of her again. She said she would have happily done it in the hotel we ended up staying at that last Sunday night but that I hadn’t made any moves. I had just figured that by that time and what we had gone through earlier in the night, the mood was pretty much passed…

But anyway, to leave this on a brighter note: Angel and I do seem to be well past that little fiasco and are well back into her having complete control of if/when I am ever released from my chastity device! I have been getting well back down into my submissive space with her, and she is doing a FINE job of using that to her advantage when she feels like it! This is where I belong and am the most content, when strictly under her control, and I hope to never do anything again with any chance of jeopardizing that aspect of our relationship!