Texts From Carmilla

hi my names Carmilla I fell down outside your house

can i live here for a while

nothing gay will happen i promise

what

oh my god you are so beautiful

oh, thank you

who are you?

thank you so much for letting me stay here

i’ll just tell my mom to go ahead without me

where is she going

haha

what?

ur hilarious

I just asked where she was going

YOU MUST NEVER ASK ME QUESTIONS, LAURA

but I –

you are too beautiful for questions

and now i must rest from all that falling down I did before

never ask me another question but lets be best friends when i wake up k

okay

k great

hey Laura

yes, Carmilla?

how long would you say you would enjoy holding me

like forever, or still an amount less than that, like should i keep waiting

waiting for what, dear Carmilla?

like for example would you like to braid my hair even after you’re dead

or just until you are dead

I don’t understand

ahh sorry sorry sorry

until we’re BOTH dead i mean

have we met before?

haha what?

I could swear I knew your face

i dont think so, i never meet people

i had a dream once, I think, as a girl

with you in it

oh my god me too, i had that same dream definitely

ahh i meant to say i definitely know your face too from dreams!

crazy we had the same dream!

i was in bed and you were on the floor nearby

staring at me

yeah i was just gonna say

you were in bed and i was nearby on the floor

that happened in my dream too

then you came up into my bed and held me tight

right, right, same way of things happened in my dream to me

then – I don’t know how – there was a strange pain in my chest

right where you held me

oh yeah yeah that i remember too

you just started screaming?

like for absolutely no reason

it was as if something bit me –

well i remember specifically in my dream that nobody bit you

really?

i could swear –

yeah i checked

you must have double-dreamed that part

Laura

what is it

come here

theres something in the hallway

can’t you come here and tell me what it is?

no

im scared

its disgusting

you come here

it’s just a servant

what’s a servant

it’s a person who does work for money

that’s disgusting

it’s not disgusting

that’s just his job

why is it just STANDING there

he’s working

whatever it is

i hate it

oh dear

another girl from the village has died

HOW LONG ARE YOU GOING TO TALK ABOUT HER

i’m sorry if i’ve offended you

YOU HAVEN’T OFFENDED ME

I JUST DIDN’T REALIZE ALL YOU CARED ABOUT WAS THIS INERT BITCH

that’s not what i meant at all

I MEAN I WOULD GO DIE RIGHT NOW IF IT MEANT YOU WOULD GO ON AND ON ABOUT ME LIKE YOU’RE DOING ABOUT YOUR DEAD FRIEND RIGHT NOW

she wasn’t my friend

i just thought it was sad that she died

ARE WE SERIOUSLY STILL TALKING ABOUT HER

HONESTLY LAURA YOU SEEM SORT OF OBSESSED WITH HER AND IT’S KIND OF CREEPING ME OUT

I’ve just heard a very disturbing story

about a beautiful young woman

who looked a great deal like you

and who came to stay with a friend of mine

just as you came to stay with us

and who was followed by a mysterious illness

just as you have been

what have you to say to that?

never heard of her

must be someone else

she has your exact face!

oh do you know who i bet it is

is Millarca

is that not just Carmilla mostly backwards

yeah but it’s

different name

its my friend Millarca

Carmilla, I know it’s you

whos Carmilla

this is

Llamicar

CARMILLA

sorry new phone who is this

Laura

Laura are you awake

are you awake I want to tell you about some feelings I think you should have

can it wait until morning

mm not really

normal feelings?

or blood feelings

…normal feelings

be honest

normal blood feelings