Stream is cancelled until further notice

So. It has not been a great couple of weeks for me personally.



Stream has been amazing and we have reached insane goals. It's been super cool and amazing. And I couldn't be more grateful for my amazing community. And the community has grown so much the last few weeks.



This is why this feels so shit to do.



But I am not feeling like myself. I havent felt like myself for a little while. I've struggeled a lot with sleeping, which obviously affects anyone over a longer time. And I am mega stressed cuz I'm so behind on everything I was supposed to do and I keep adding more stuff to that list. So now, it's to long for me to handle and i've kinda crashed.



That's why I will actually take a few days or maybe a week off. I'll be back when I am back, I don't know when.

I'm crying my eyes out writing this because I know i'm so freaking exhausted and should really do this, but I feel so guilty and I don't want to let anyone down. I don't want to be a dissapointment. I don't want you guys to feel like you are wasting you sub on me and such.



This is a really hard decision to make cuz it will impact my finances a lot too. But I can't keep going through every day like this. It is a true struggle with myself daily.

So I will be me when I come back.



I will miss you guys so much and I promise to make it up to you guys with a more energized and "fixed" me.





- Snappy

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