"I would try to smile and one side of my face would be limp so my face and cheek would rise my eye was kind of drowsy as well. It got pretty bad. I'd be up all night and like just unbearable pain until like four in the morning. I just can't even sleep -- all night I'm throbbing," described Roewe. "I feel like I got pretty lucky though, it could of been worse it could of been better -- but compared to others I'm so lucky."