[3:37:33 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): hm?

[3:37:39 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): ah im still on phone

[3:42:48 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): u there?

[3:46:26 PM] JP McDaniel: hi

[3:46:26 PM] JP McDaniel: im back

[3:46:28 PM] JP McDaniel: whats up

[3:46:31 PM] JP McDaniel: was in shower

[3:47:04 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): just talked some to my mom

[3:47:16 PM] JP McDaniel: and?

[3:47:38 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): i have to talk to you some :(

[3:47:42 PM] JP McDaniel: ..

[3:47:50 PM] JP McDaniel: you're coming to xmas here

[3:47:51 PM] JP McDaniel: ill pay for it

[3:47:56 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): no its really not that

[3:48:07 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): i really want to spend christmas and new years with you

[3:48:16 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): but i cant give you what you want basically

[3:48:20 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): nicole's right

[3:48:28 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): its not about other guys or anything

[3:48:35 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): but i dont think i can be in a couple

[3:48:41 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): its just lying to you & myself

[3:48:51 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): and i just felt bad all weekend

[3:49:08 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): it would just be selfish to go to xmas & nye with you and not tell you that

[3:49:34 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): it hurts me so much

[3:49:44 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): i always seem to do that stuff

[3:49:47 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): find a guy who's nice and that i like

[3:49:59 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): and then they love me and then i dont love them as much

[3:50:08 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): i love you but its obvious that you love me more

[3:50:31 PM] JP McDaniel: i dont even know what to say really, all this shit this weekend, and now this

[3:50:35 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): i know

[3:50:40 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): :(

[3:50:42 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): im really sad right now

[3:50:53 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): like the more that i feel pressure

[3:50:57 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): the more im just tempted to run away

[3:51:14 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): me being selfish would just drag this on

[3:51:16 PM] JP McDaniel: i guess see you later, i cant even think right now and i dont think i want to see you for xmas / nye because whats the point

[3:51:32 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): yeah i thought you'd want that

[3:51:34 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): :(

[3:51:36 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): im so sorry jp

[3:51:40 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): im really sad right now

[3:51:44 PM] JP McDaniel: yeah, i bet

[3:51:54 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): i am

[3:52:01 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): i just dont want to lie to you

[3:52:19 PM] JP McDaniel: everything in my body wants to say fuck you but im just going to go before i do something stupid -- you really know how to fucking destroy me after i thought everything was good

[3:52:34 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): i know im so sorry

[3:52:41 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): im gonna miss you :( i hope you can forgive me

[3:52:48 PM] JP McDaniel: i cant believe this is real life like

[3:52:50 PM] JP McDaniel: its not even

[3:52:55 PM] JP McDaniel: it doesnt feel real

[3:53:01 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): it doesnt feel real to me either

[3:53:01 PM] JP McDaniel: for you to do this to me

[3:53:10 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): i feel so horrible

[3:53:17 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): i just see it..

[3:53:33 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): ugh :(

[3:53:40 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): i feel devastated right now

[3:53:44 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): im just scared of like

[3:53:50 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): screwing with your emotions when im not sure what i want

[3:53:54 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): i dont want to lead you on

[3:53:56 PM] Geneviève Forget (Livinpink): its not right