“At times, I thought with the pain that Reeva went through, I used to just, I don’t know whether I was going mental or whatever, but I used to take my fist and hit it up against the walls. My knuckles, my injection from my diabetes - I used to take the needle and shove it into my stomach and my arms. To see if I could feel the same type of pain, but no.” 7. NEL TALKING TO STEENKAMP 8. (SOUNDBITE) (English) BARRY STEENKAMP, SAYING: “Oscar has to pay for what he did. He has to pay for it and that’s all I have to say.” (QUESTION FROM NEL: “How should he pay for it?“) “That is up to the courts my Lady. It’s up to the court. And we will go by the decision that the court hands out to Oscar, but he has to pay for his crime. And I don’t want to say that he must go to the maximum or whatever it is, but he has to pay for it.” 9. PISTORIUS WITH HEAD BOWED 10. (SOUNDBITE) (English) BARRY STEENKAMP, SAYING: “But most probably the time will come, when I want to talk to Oscar in private. Not now, at a later stage.” (DEFENSE ADVOCATE BARRY ROUX: “We respect that.) “I would like to talk to him yes.” 11. (SOUNDBITE) (English) DEFENCE ADVOCATE BARRY ROUX, SAYING: “Mr Steenkamp we respect that and I can tell you as a fact that there is nothing that he wants more than that. So whenever it’s appropriate, please, I think it should happen.”