Worst place to be

I have to say, one of the worst places to shift is in the middle of a freaking church.

I went to church today with my Nana and the rest of my family. In the middle of mass, I had an awful shift.

I kept it all in, but I wanted to get away.

I wanted to make sounds and run and hide.

You can’t do that in a quiet, public, and seriously judging place.

or a place that will think you are possessed. :/

I couldn’t leave or even go to the bathroom to focus and get away for a second.

I was in the middle of a group of people, so I had to just focus and try to read.

I don’t think I have focused so hard on reading one or two words over and over.

Nowell, Nowell, GOD DAMN IT I CAN’T FOCUS. NO DON’T COME NOW. AH, REALLY?! FUCK…..going to read, going to read, going to read.

I was fine and had no outburst, but that hour was a bitch. D:<