I just wanna say sorry to keitaro for how I was yesterday. It was not a good idea for me to go to this. I thought I would do some justice at this for a change since I been practicing non stop for 2 months. Then I go to tournament and do nothing that I been practicing. Just played like a stupid ass yet again. And I am getting tired of it. Thats why I was so angry. everything I lost to I already learned and know how to deal with for the win. And I just played like a *****. I hate not doing what I have to to win cause I am such a coward at failing and give up a good shot at advancing in tournaments. This cost me 57 bucks in total for failure, embassament, minor anxiety attack where I had trouble breathing and a messed up arm. That rage and anger I had stored up in me was too much and I could not hold it in as I have been for a while. I could not take it anymore and had to let it out.



But I will not allow such a thing at your event (or anyones) and make them look bad. All the bad things people have been saying about me as a player for years is actually true. I see why they get at me and people talk behind my back. So I will stop believing to be someone I am not. I'm not fit to be in this scene for being just a weak player. I'm leaving the scene. And to make sure this happens, I even told my parents and my best friend abot this. and the past years of it all. They are gonna make sure I don't get tempted to do this again. I'm not even going into smash 4 and making this mistake again. This is not fun anymore. The humiliation, the **** talk, the threats. How I can never just freaking play the way I know I can and stop giving people free wins.I can place high and never play in the way to do so.



Last tourny for me is apex only cause I am hosing someone. If not for that, I now go. So once again, I am sorry. But I just could not take it any longer. Something I want so bad. just to get something and prove to myself I can actually do it. Something I been at for years. And I am too much of a ***** to get it. That's all I have to say on this. I'm not gonna post anything else here to start crap. People can poke fun of me and all. nothing new. I just take it.



I'll see you for the last time at apex.